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RON ON MADNESS

I’m a chronic paranoid schizophrenic. Even the experts are not sure what causes it — or what cures it, if anything. But I know when I’m not feeling well. And I know what medication I need: I take Largactil and Stemetil to calm my nerves. On top of that I take Dispipal to counteract the side effects of the Stemetil — often people suffer from loss of muscle control which means they make involuntary movements. I also have a Modecate injection once a fortnight.

In layman’s terms I can only describe it as a ‘radio’ on in my head. I strain to listen to what the radio is telling me. Normally it’s telling me to hurt or kill someone. My medication helps but it turns down the ‘radio’ and I have to strain to hear it.