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CHAPTER FOUR

THE LIGHT WAS fading from the sky when Adam made his way over to Sylvie’s house later that day. In many ways, it had been a good day. The sun had shone all day, and he and Cal had ripped the last of the shingles off the roof. Tomorrow they’d prep for putting the steel on.

Cal was a man of few words, but despite his reticence, Adam liked him. He was smart, and he had a confidence that came from knowing who he was and where he belonged. Adam had never possessed that quality. Because though he knew where he came from, he was doing everything in his power to leave that past behind. He’d always dreamed of belonging, and Collina was as good a place as any. Maybe better. Wouldn’t it be something if someday the folks of Collina accepted him as one of their own.

He knocked, waited a beat in case Sylvie was home, then shouldered his way through the unlocked door, his arms full of groceries.

He paused to listen to the quiet house. Sylvie was still working, he supposed. Hopefully he could shower, cook supper and leave before she returned home. Not that he didn’t like seeing her, but she was an unnecessary complication. Life would be a lot easier if Cal or Dusty lived next door, not their sister.

As for teaching her how to cook? Man, he still didn’t know how she’d roped him into that one. He planned on keeping his word, but he wasn’t going to go out of his way to do so. No sense looking for trouble.

It wasn’t hard to see how protective her brothers and father felt toward her, and he didn’t want them getting crazy ideas about him and Sylvie. He came with a lot of baggage, and once people realized who they were dealing with, his dream of fitting in and being a regular joe could be lost forever.

He’d done time for assault, and if his record ever surfaced, he’d hope to have the opportunity to explain how and why the fight had happened. But he’d never confess that his immediate and brutal reaction to his mother’s abusive boyfriend had confirmed what he’d always feared—he harbored the potential for violence.

His dad, Paulie Hunter, had been an enforcer for the dreaded biker gang Sons of Lethe. For the first ten years of Adam’s life, brutality, in one form or another, toward him, toward other people, toward the damned pet rabbit he’d tried to hide from his father, had been a daily occurrence.

As a child, he’d been dragged from his bed several times each year to flee with his mother and father, leaving everything he owned behind. He’d grown up looking over his shoulder, and it wasn’t always for the cops. The Raiders, the sworn enemy of the Sons of Lethe, had a price on Paulie’s head for years. They figured if they could get to his father through him, all the better.

What they hadn’t understood was Paulie wouldn’t have cared. He’d told his son straight-out if he was stupid enough to get caught by the Raiders, or any of his father’s other enemies, not to count on his old man for help. Paulie Hunter damned well wouldn’t have sacrificed his life for his son.

It had taken longer than it should have for Adam to admit his dad was a killer, probably a psychopath. Or sociopath. It didn’t matter what you called him, he’d been one sick dude who relished violence. Adam had not only feared his father, he’d also been ashamed of him. Still was, when you got right down to it. And yet, what secretly shamed him was that, in a weird way, he loved his dad. Which caused him to wonder what that made him? How was it possible to love a monster? And Adam had been running away from the thought that he could be like this monster, his father, until the day he’d almost killed a man.

A few months ago, before coming to Collina to see his newly inherited house, he’d made the mistake of visiting his mother. He’d had the crazy notion that with the money he’d made from the sale of his grandmother’s house in the States he could get his mom help to kick her drug habit. Never mind that she’d switched to using prescription drugs—a junkie was a junkie.

Instead of helping his mother he’d ended up almost killing her current boyfriend. Bruised almost beyond recognition, his mother couldn’t even pull herself out of her drug haze long enough to report her condition to the police, but then again most of his family would die before asking the cops for help.

Horrified at the violence he’d unleashed on her boyfriend, Adam had turned himself in to the police and found the help he sought in the form of Jake McCoy, an ex-con who ran a center against violence.

The cops got a kick out of Adam turning himself in for a crime that hadn’t been reported, but he’d needed help, and he didn’t know where else to go. It had worked out okay in the end. His mother’s boyfriend wound up doing time for assaulting Adam’s mother. Adam had served a few months for assault, and then spent the last few months of his sentence doing community service, working with juvenile boys who came from similar backgrounds as him. He met Jake at the drop-in center for street kids, and that was when he began to see his way out of the shit pile of his life.

Adam dumped his groceries on the kitchen table and continued on to the bathroom. Now here he was, months later, ready to get on with his life. And he’d do damned near anything to fit into Collina.

Like Cal said, he’d never get back the money he was investing in the house. Which meant if things didn’t work out in Collina, he wouldn’t have the money to start over somewhere else. Sure, he could get a job and a mortgage in another town, but his heart had already picked this spot to make his home, probably because he associated it with his gram. He doubted he had the courage to start again somewhere else if things didn’t work out.

He shouldn’t have caved this morning and promised Sylvie he’d teach her how to cook. But it had struck him, despite all the talk about her talent and success, that her family hadn’t taken into account Sylvie or what she wanted. Maybe she’d change her mind and go back to Toronto like Cal said she would. If she did, it sounded like it would be better for all of them—except, maybe, Sylvie. The thought made him feel lousy, but then he’d always been a sucker for the underdog.

He grabbed a quick shower and returned to the kitchen. Over the past year, cooking had become his secret passion. Lots of men cooked these days, but every time he indulged, he heard his father sneering over his shoulder. Old Paulie would not have approved of his son cooking anything more than a hamburger on a grill.

He laid out three chicken breasts, sprinkled olive oil and rosemary over them and slid them in the oven along with a scrubbed potato. Halfway through mixing the greens for a salad, Dusty burst through the door. He grabbed a chair, turned it backward and straddled it.

The Carson boys might be interested in becoming friends with Adam, but apparently they also planned to keep close watch on him. He didn’t know if they were just curious or watching over their little sister.

“Smells good. Got any extra? I haven’t eaten yet.”

“There’re more potatoes in that paper bag.” Adam nodded at the counter. “Scrub one and toss it in the oven.”

“So, you cook, huh?” Dusty washed two potatoes and rolled them into the oven.

“Yeah. You?”

“Some.”

Adam slid the salad into the refrigerator and leaned against the counter. “Hey, I don’t know if you can help me out with this, but I’ve got a bike in the back of my truck. I need a place to park it, a shed or old barn, doesn’t matter, just somewhere to get it out of the weather. You know of anyone who’s not using their garage or shed?” He hated asking for help, but he didn’t have a choice.

“I’ve got a shed at my hunting camp where I keep my four-wheeler when I’m hunting. It’s not far from here. Fifteen minutes.” Dusty pulled himself out of his slouch. “What kind of bike have you got?”

“Harley.” He pushed the word out. He didn’t want to tell anyone about his dad’s bike, but he needed to find a place to stash it. He should have asked Cal, not Dusty. Cal might have kept it to himself.

“Cool.”

“I’d like to unload it somewhere so I can use my truck to pick up building supplies. Do you think we could shoot up there now?” Best to do it with as few people around as possible. He didn’t welcome questions about the bike.

“What about supper?”

“No problem. I’ll put the oven timer on, and the food will be ready when we get back.”

“That thing has a timer?”

Adam laughed. “Yeah, they’re great. I’ll show you how it works.” He explained how to set the oven to turn off in thirty minutes and followed Dusty out the door.

When they crossed the yard to Adam’s truck, the sky was clear, lit up by a gazillion stars. Adam looked longingly at the beach. He’d love to drag out an old blanket, lie down and soak it all up—the stars, the restless sound of the waves, the smell of salt in the air. Not tonight, though. But the good news was the beach wasn’t going anywhere and neither was he. He grinned at the thought. Life was good and getting better.

Dusty’s hunting camp wasn’t much more than a plywood shack set deep in the forest. By the number of beer cases that lined one wall of the shed, it was evident a lot more drinking than hunting went on there.

“You ever gone deer hunting?” Dusty asked as they moved the empties out of the shed to make room for the bike.

“Nah.” He hated guns.

“The season starts in a few weeks. You wanna give it a try, we can go together.”

“Hunting’s not my thing, but thanks.”

“I like it ’cause Pops taught me, and the three of us—Cal, me and Pops—go every year. You know, do the guy thing.” He laughed. “But it’s not for everyone.”

When Adam was eight, his dad had started taking him to the dump to shoot rats. He’d taught him how to use a knife as well, but it had been about survival, not sport. As Paulie Hunter’s son, his dad had been giving him a running start against his enemies, that’s all. He supposed it was his dad’s idea of fatherly love.

Adam rested a two-by-eight board against the lowered tailgate of his truck and hopped up under the truck cap. To avoid questions, he’d have preferred to stash the bike out of sight by himself, but it was too heavy and awkward to move without help. “Can you climb up in here? She’s heavy. I’ll wheel her out if you hang onto the rear so it doesn’t get away on me.”

Dusty whistled when he saw the bike in the yard light. “Sweet wheels. Is it custom built?”

“Yeah.”

“You ride often?”

“Not much.” He grabbed the handlebars and pushed the bike into the shed. Romeo gave a soft woof from inside the truck. He didn’t know how the dog would react to the wilderness, so he’d left him in the cab.

Dusty followed him. “It’s a lot of bike for an occasional ride.”

“It was my dad’s.” He should have sold it before leaving Toronto. But it was the only thing he had of his father’s, and he wasn’t ready to let it go. Ironic that it was that same kind of sentimentality that used to drive old Paulie crazy.

“You decide to take it for a ride, let me know. I’m not crazy about riding shotgun, but it would be worth it with that machine. Your dad, he’s not alive anymore?”

“No.” Adam closed the shed door, relieved to have the bike out of sight. It stirred up too many unresolved feelings. Maybe Paulie’d been right—being sentimental would sink you every time.

“I can’t imagine my old man not being around,” Dusty said as they backed out of the driveway a few minutes later. “We used to whine about him being too strict when we were kids, but he’s always been there for us, you know? When I was six, these two kids started tormenting me. I guess you’d call it bullying now. When Pops found out...” He whistled through his teeth. “I don’t know what he said to their parents, but those kids never picked on me again.”

Dusty scooted sideways in his seat and peered through the dark cab at Adam. “How about your dad? Was he a weekend warrior?”

Adam choked. “Excuse me?”

“You never heard that expression? All those old farts riding bikes they can barely hold up. Weekend warriors. No disrespect to your dad, of course.”

Adam wanted to laugh. What would Dusty say if he told him that his father could have killed someone for calling him that? He slowed the truck as he crept through a deep pothole that had eaten a good part out of the road. Hopefully, the hole would discourage people from driving down this route.

“Is there much crime around here?” he asked as he picked up speed.

“Crime? Like what?”

Dusty had said that like he’d never heard the word before. Adam grinned. Would it always feel like he’d fallen down a rabbit hole and ended up on the other side of the rainbow?

“Like breaking into your camp or stealing my bike. It’s pretty isolated out here.”

“Just about everyone’s been out to my camp, and they know there’s nothing there to steal. Too far to go for too little. We won’t tell anyone your bike’s there.”

“Sounds good to me.”

“You never answered about your dad.”

And therein lay the danger of getting too comfortable around anyone. He’d thought Dusty was talking for the sake of talking, but this time Adam caught the curiosity in his voice.

“My parents divorced when I was ten, and my mom and I moved out West a couple of years after that. My dad wasn’t around much.” Thank God. Handling his mother’s addictions had been tough enough.

“That’s too bad. Nice that he left you his bike, though.”

Old Paulie didn’t do nice. If Paulie could have taken it to the great beyond, he would have. Adam ended up with it by default.

Dusty chatted on the way back to the house, leaving Adam free to chase images of his father from his mind. When his mother had left his father he’d dreamed of life getting better without Paulie around. He’d imagined he and his mom buying a house, having a real home—one they wouldn’t have to desert in the dead of the night. But his mother was a junkie, and it didn’t take long for Adam to realize that without his father’s questionable but lavish income, they were in trouble.

And trouble led to more trouble. At twelve, Adam joined a gang so he could make money to feed his mother and himself. By the time he turned fifteen he’d graduated to stealing cars. Everything—the lifestyle, the brotherhood—had felt right. Familiar. Until a street gunfight broke out between his gang and another. His best friend had died in his arms. The cops picked him up, more for his own safety than anything, and he’d served six months in a juvie hall. By the time he’d gotten out, his mother had a new douche-bag boyfriend, and he realized it was time for him to move on. He’d been on his own since.

With heavy memories weighing down his footsteps, Adam followed Dusty into the house and silently served up supper. As Dusty chatted about the upcoming fishing season, his last hunting trip and this winter’s local hockey team, Adam only half listened.

Was Adam crazy to think he could settle here and live a normal life? Every time someone asked him about his family, he felt as though they were shining a spotlight on his past. He had too much baggage, and it was too damned hard to leave it all behind.

They had just sat down to eat when Sylvie waltzed in. She had a lot of color in her cheeks and her eyes made him think of how the blue ocean looked with sunlight on it. Geez, he was turning into a regular poet. He dug into his potato, hoping to distract himself from the plunging neckline of her pink T-shirt.

“What smells so good?” She pulled up a chair beside her brother and filched a piece of chicken from his plate. “Yum. Is this your own recipe?” She directed her question to Adam.

“Yeah.”

“He even made his own salad dressing,” Dusty said around a full mouth of potato.

She picked a tiny tomato out of his salad and popped it into her mouth.

Dusty jerked his plate out of Sylvie’s reach. “Get your own.”

Adam grinned as he got up from the table, grabbed a plate out of the cupboard and put it in front of Sylvie. Sylvie and Dusty had no idea how lucky they were to have each other. “There’s another potato in the oven and lots of salad. You can have the last piece of chicken, too.”

“Are you sure? We shouldn’t be eating your supper.” Despite her polite inquiry, she slipped the chicken on her plate as she spoke and started cutting it into small pieces. She closed her eyes as she savored the first bite. “Superb.”

Then opened her eyes and skewered him with a look. “I’d love to know how to cook this.”

Heat crept up his neck. He couldn’t teach her if she wasn’t around when he was cooking, now could he? He stabbed a piece of lettuce. “It’s real simple. I’ll write it down for you.”

Dusty looked from Adam to Sylvie. “Why?”

“Very funny, bro. Did it ever occur to you I’d like to know how to cook a meal for myself?”

“Why bother when you can afford to pay people to do that stuff. You should concentrate on what you’re good at and get back to painting.”

“Why exactly are you here, Dusty?” Sylvie asked without missing a beat.

Adam slid his chair back a few inches from the table. Sylvie may look sweet, but she sounded like she knew how to hold her own against her brothers. Why did he find that reassuring?

Dusty choked on his food. He made a big deal of clearing his throat and taking several gulps of water. “I stopped by to see Adam,” he said after the obvious stall. “He was cooking supper, and I begged him to feed me.” He grinned at Adam. “Good stuff, man. Lobster season doesn’t start for a few more weeks, but I’ve got scallops back at my place. You want some?”

“That’d be great. Thanks.”

“I’ll bring you some tomorrow night.”

“Tomorrow night?” Sylvie sounded annoyed.

Dusty got up and took his empty plate to the sink. “Or the next night. Whatever.”

“Call before you drop by the next time.” Sylvie continued eating.

“Yeah, right.” Dusty laughed, then frowned at her. “Are you serious?”

Sylvie put her fork down and sighed. Adam watched affection deepen the blue of her eyes as she looked at her brother. “Not really. It’s just...I’m not used to coming home from work and tripping over you. Every night. If you want to hang out with Adam, you can invite him to go for a beer. Or, here’s an idea. Hang out at your house. Sometimes I like to come home and soak in the tub with a glass of wine and a good book. Alone.”

With candlelight. Adam rubbed his forehead to banish the image from his mind. Think of something else. Think... Romeo barked from his yard, and Adam clambered to his feet.

“Fair enough.” Dusty headed for the door.

“But I still want those scallops,” Sylvie responded to her brother’s back.

“Only if you promise to let Adam cook them, not you.” Dusty turned to Adam. “I’ll check on Romeo for you. Relax. You worked hard today. See ya, man.”

Adam had planned to eat and leave, but now he felt awkward, as if he were a dinner guest. “I’ll wash the dishes before I go.” He scooped up the dishes from the table, pleased he’d thought of an exit line. Better to not examine why he felt ill at ease left alone with Sylvie. All he wanted to do was clean up his mess and leave.

* * *

SYLVIE JUMPED TO her feet and grabbed a dish towel. “You wash. I’ll dry. Or, I’ll wash and dry, and you write that recipe down for me.”

He glanced sideways at her, then looked away.

“What? Do I have gunk on my face from the café?” She watched Adam scrub the plate harder than necessary.

“You look great. Was the café busy tonight?”

“Why? Did my father talk to you?”

Adam stopped scrubbing. She took the plate from him, a tingle shooting up her arm as their fingers met. She almost dropped the plate.

“He did, but you were there, too, sort of, yesterday afternoon.”

She snapped her teeth together to keep the snark inside. It was exactly the kind of gibe her brothers would make. “I meant today.”

“Haven’t seen him today.” He grabbed a dish towel and dried his hands. “I don’t think this is such a great arrangement, Sylvie. It’s gotta be a drag for you to come home and find a stranger in your house. I can do all this stuff at my place.”

He didn’t feel like a stranger to her. He felt like...like someone she wanted to lean against. Right now. Standing side by side at the sink, she wanted to just lean against him. Maybe he’d put his arm around her and kiss the top of her head, and they’d make a silly joke about—

“Here’s the recipe. Told you it was simple.” Adam handed her a piece of paper he’d ripped from the notepad by the telephone. He pulled on his jean jacket. “Sorry you weren’t here when I made supper. Maybe another time.” He backed toward the door.

The one person in the village who was willing to help her was about to escape out the door. Couldn’t she have one person on her team? Did everyone have to work against her?

Sylvie blinked back tears of frustration. Tears would have him out the door quicker than a house fire. “I liked coming home and finding you here. Really.” In truth, she’d had to concentrate on not thinking about him all day. “The house smells so nice and the lights were on and...” She looked around the kitchen, trying to think of more positive stuff to say.

“And I need to talk to someone.” She smiled, hoping he’d be pleased. But his face darkened as he narrowed his gaze. He stayed close to the door.

“About what?”

Geez, could he sound any more suspicious? What did he think? That she needed help planning a murder?

“Well...” She went back to the sink and pulled the plug. “I’m going to plan a cycling event for the café, and I need to bounce some ideas around.” She sprayed water around the sink and turned to face him. Still with the suspicion.