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Two

Lilly was a blur. More to the point, everything was blur. He wasn’t sure why, but that didn’t scare him the way it probably should have. Then again, that could ha been simply because the guns were scaring him much much more.

“I wish you hadn’t gone and involved somebody else his captor said to him with an odd sincerity. ”I hate collateral damage.”

Considering the fact that they’d just watched Lilly bright little Sunfish being dispatched to the bottom of the ocean, he bet Lilly was wincing at that one.

“What a charming term,” she said, posture erect a defiant. “You were with the military, weren’t you?”

There was a smile in the guy’s voice. “Yes, ma’am sure was.”

“Until that little misunderstanding with the grenade and the CO’s wife,” one of the others piped up. Captor number-one spun around. “That wasn’t my fault.”

They were all standing out on the deck of the yacht: three guys, Lilly and he in a tableau straight out of a movie. Between the smack on the head and the fact that very time he put weight on his left leg it just gave out him, he was pretty much being held up by Lilly as the three guys—for some reason he thought of them as Huey, Huey and Louie—discussed the finer points of a good kidnaping. Which did not, Huey insisted, include collateral damage.

Huey was short, squat, with a sailor’s rolling walk, and, om the shine on the top of his head, no hair to speak f. His voice sounded more like a big brother’s than a big gangsta’s, as if he were trying hard to break the other two without help.

The other two were pretty much interchangeable to somebody with blurred and double vision. Tall, thin, own, with shortish hair the color of Lilly’s. So far only Huey had spoken. Louie kept quiet. And kept his gun pointed directly at Lilly’s midsection.

Lilly.

God, he wished they would get whatever theatrics they had in mind over with so he could go back to laying his ead in Lilly’s lap. Forget yachts and movies and kidnap s. He wanted to lie back, close his eyes and just sink to the featherlight stroke of her fingers, the glitter of her ughter as it skipped over the water like sunlight. Maybe it was the fact that he was still foggy and lost. Maybe it was the fact that she’d saved him. Or maybe it as the fact that she had a voice that could ease heartache d a lap that was as soft as a sigh, but he had a feeling he was going to get seriously stupid over her.

And he didn’t even know what stupid was for him.

Startled at his own loss of focus, he shook his head There was a gun pointed at Lilly’s chest, and he w thinking about tropical breezes and puppy love. I needed to concentrate.

Unfortunately, all that shake had done for his head w to send it spinning again.

“We need to get going, boss,” a new voice interrupted “Let’s get them below before Mister Moviestar just kee over.”

He squinted hard at the third member of the kidnaping party. Time to reassess that first impression. He had been kidnaped by Huey, Duey and Louie. He’d been kidnaped by Huey, Duey and Louise. Boy, did he wish could remember what had happened!

“Tell you what,” he offered as nonchalantly as could. “Let the young lady go, and I’ll be happy to f down wherever you want me to.”

“We just finished sinking her boat,” Huey remind him tersely.

“Isn’t that the life raft I was in right behind you?”

Nobody turned. “We couldn’t just leave it out the People are already lookin’ for you. And sooner or late somebody’s gonna find your crew on that deserted land.”

“Lilly can get to Molokai on the raft,” he said. “I and her go. I’ll cooperate if you let her go.”

“No,” Lilly argued.

“No,” Huey, Duey and Louise echoed decisively. He moved to argue with all four of them, but that j set off the dizziness again. Everything was suddenly ti ing like a carnival ride. Damn, this wasn’t working rig

“Mr. Ross is badly injured,” Lilly said in that dece tively soft voice of hers as she tightened her hold on hi “You need to get him some help.”

“Well, he wouldn’t’a been hurt if he’d just stayed on board like a good boy,” Louise retorted. “We would have had the ransom and dropped him off just like we promised y now.”

“Ransom,” he said, more to himself than anybody else. His head pounding and his stomach swirling, he turned his attention to Lilly, who, with both of them upright, only stood as tall as his armpit. “I guess that settles it. I must be Cameron Ross.”

It still felt wrong. Fit wrong, like a badly tailored shirt, s if he’d pulled a name out of somebody else’s closet. For some reason, he was sure it was something not to be discussed in front of Huey, Duey and Louise, however.

“You guess?” Duey demanded with an outraged snort. ‘What are your other choices—Beavis and Butthead?”

“Madonna,” Huey added.

“Elvis,” Louise retorted.

“Hey,” Duey protested. “I seen Elvis. And he ain’t no Elvis.”

He was starting to sweat and sway. Not good. Lilly knew, though. Lilly tightened her grip. After a quick look on his direction that he thought might have been concern, the glared at their captors.

“What he is,” she said through gritted teeth, “is hurt. And if you don’t let him lie down soon, he’ll be dead before you can get any ransom. Is that what you had in mind?”

“You tellin’ us what to do?” Duey demanded.

“Shut up,” Huey snapped in his best military tone. ‘Get ’em locked back in. And don’t you two do nothin’ stupid in there.”

“How stupid is vomiting?” he asked.

That got them to move fast.

“Better?” Lilly asked ten minutes later, her voice inches from his left ear.

He didn’t bother to open his eyes. It was one thing to be dramatically injured in front of a beautiful woman. was another to be ignominiously sick, especially when she had to hold your head while you did it.

“Yeah.”

He felt a cool, wet cloth being draped over his forehead and thought he would die from the simple pleasure of it The gentle attention of those butterfly hands.

“I think I’m in love,” he managed.

She laughed. “You’re not very choosy.”

He smiled back, eyes still closed. “Any girl with a ra in a time of need.”

She was quiet for a moment. Looking around, he imagined. He could hardly blame her. He was lying on a be the size of Rhode Island in a room that looked more like a country house than a ship’s cabin. Dark walnut paneling lush green carpeting, recessed lighting and an entertainement center. Windows instead of portholes, and big vase of what had been fresh flowers a couple of days ago though they now wilted at alarming angles. At least, that was what he assumed. As bad as his vision was, that could have been a bad wall sculpture of linoleum and shag he was trying to decipher.

“Well,” Lilly said with a half sigh, “if you’re going to be kidnaped, you might as well do it in style.”

“My thoughts exactly.”

“You don’t sound particularly worried.”

“I’m sure that once I remember what this is all about I’ll be terrified. Right now I’m concentrating on not humiliating myself again.”

Another instinctive flutter of fingers against his cheek He wondered if she even realized she was doing that. She was a toucher, tactile contact as much a part of her communication as words and expressions. He wasn’t sure, but she didn’t think he knew many people who were unself-conscious enough to do that—especially with somebody who was purported to be a world-famous movie star.

“You’ll be fine,” she murmured.

He smiled again, surreptitiously inhaling the bouquet of her perfume. “I already am. Or I will be when I get you someplace safe, anyway. I have a feeling I should know what to do about stuff like this.”

“It is too bad your memory isn’t working,” she mused, ettling on the bed so that he could feel the heat of her against his side. “This reminds me of another movie we could make use of. Home from the Sea.”

“Mine?”

“Uh huh. You were kidnaped by terrorists who needed he computers you designed to rule the world...or something.”

“Memorable flick, huh?”

He heard the grin without opening his eyes. “Actually, it was. You were a family man who only wanted to stay on your house in Indianapolis. You were kidnaped on oard a yacht, along with the President of the United States. Pretty much saved the world with your brain instead of a gun.”

“In a tux?”

She chuckled. “Afraid so.”

He shook his head. “Cinéma-vérité, huh? How’d I get s out of it?”

“Reprogramed the ship’s computers from the bathroom after being blinded by a bullet. You were pretty amazing.”

For some reason, that made him frustrated. “It wasn’t ne.”

She touched him again, a hand to his shoulder. “Oh, I know. Your character, I mean. But you chose the role You played it. It says something about you.”

“It says, evidently, that I like to spend my time in a tuxedo.”

For that he got a moment of silence. “You don’t sound as if it makes you think highly of yourself.”

She was right. That was how he sounded. He wondered what it meant. He wondered what, when he finally cleared out the fog that muddled his thoughts and displaced his memories, he would think of the person he discovered lurking back there.

“Do you know that you have an Academy Award?” she asked gently.

He answered instinctively. “It isn’t mine.” Then he reached up to lift the rag from his eyes. That had mean something. It meant more than misplaced humility. “Neither is Cameron Ross.”

Lilly was watching him, her face a soft, round blu against the diffuse afternoon light that poured in through the windows. He couldn’t see well, but he could discern her concern. It made him, for the first time, frightened.

“That doesn’t belong to me,” he insisted. “I don’t know why. But it doesn’t. I’m someone else.”

“A different name,” she suggested. “I don’t know that much about you, but could Cameron Ross be a...like, a stage name?”

A thread of tension broke in his chest. “Yes.” It was right. “Yes, it is. But it’s still not mine.”

She shrugged, still sincerely distressed. “I don’t know what else to call you.”

“It’s okay to call me Cameron,” he said, knowing that too, was somehow right. “But I don’t think of myself that way. Neither does he.”

“Who?”

He opened his mouth to say something. Some name. Some face. Nothing came out. He closed his eyes again and tried to ignore the panic that was crowding out the comfort of her presence. “I don’t know. I just know that it’s important. It has to do with why I’m on the boat. Why I’ve been snatched instead.”

“Instead of what?”

Her hand. On his chest, resting as lightly as a breeze. Warming him, calming him, letting him know that no matter what he could or couldn’t remember, no matter what was wrong or lost or in danger, she was there with him. Instinctively, he reached up to take hold of it and anchor himself there.

“I don’t know,” he admitted. “I don’t seem to know much.”

She held on tight. Leaned closer. “It’s okay. It’ll all come back, you’ll see. For now, though, let’s just pretend. We’ll pretend you’re Cameron Ross so you have a name. So you know how to react to people.”

“And who will you pretend to be?” he asked.

There was tension in her fingers, even if her voice was just as soft and soothing. “I never learned to pretend for a living, Mr. Ross. I’m just me.”

He opened his eyes. Considered the face that hovered over him like a soft, bronze moon. The eyes wide, dark and deep. The hair, black as night and tumbled around bare shoulders. The soft, full body tucked into a bright red swimsuit. An impressionist portrait of femininity. A dream of comfort and life. The smile of the sun and the water holding his hand.

“You’re perfectly fine, Lilly,” he assured her, lifting his free hand to her soft face. “Perfectly fine just the way you are.”

Her teeth flashed against her tanned skin. “You did get hit on the head, Mr. Ross. Tell you what. You just close your eyes. I’m going to rummage around and see if I can find some first aid supplies, since they sank mine with my boat. If you don’t do something about those cuts and bruises, you’re going to have some scars you don’t want.”

Her voice sounded breathless, almost upset. He couldn’t place it. But when she pulled away, she did it gently, so she didn’t hurt him. What surprised him more was that it did hurt. Ached, as if he’d been separated from something vital.

“You the oldest in your family, too, Miss Kokoa?” he asked.

She halted. Waited. Smiled again, as if surprised. “As a matter of fact, I am. Terminal caregiver, that’s me. And you don’t need to call me that,” she said. “Especially after what we’ve just been through. Please call me Lilly.”

“I had much the same thought.”

“You want to be called Lilly?”

For the first time since he’d found himself in the raft, he laughed. Really laughed. Even though it hurt like knives, it felt familiar, healing, as if he resorted to it in times of stress. Which, considering the circumstances, was probably appropriate.

“I may be called many things,” he assured her. “I sincerely doubt Lilly is one of them. I guess Cameron will do. Or hey you. Or whosits.”

“Whosits it is,” she agreed. “Now, close your eyes and rest. I’ll be right back.”

“Lilly?”

She stopped. “Yes?”

He tried to make his smile nonchalant. He knew, without seeing her, that she wouldn’t be fooled. “While you’re scrounging up supplies, could you find some aspirin? And maybe some food? I have a feeling that part of my problem is bad nutrition.”

She huffed, as if impatient. “I should have thought of that. Not a lot to eat on a life raft, huh?”

“Why should you have thought about it?” he demanded. “Are you trained for finding strange guys on life rafts?”

He at least got a little chuckle out of her. “Sure. Standard Hawaiian schooling for all the dumb haoles who can’t paddle a canoe. Now, close your eyes for a little while, while I figure this out.”

He did. Even so, he held on to the sound of her, the soft pad of her feet, the throaty hum of her voice as she moved. He didn’t want to let her out of his reach. And not just because she was the only thing he was certain of—because she was something he thought he hadn’t seen much of. She was someone he thought he shouldn’t let loose, like a rare bird sighted in the high branches of a backyard tree.

Lilly. Flower of rebirth. Sweet and tough and bold at once. He liked the image. He liked the woman. He lay with his eyes closed and just drifted on the nearness of her.

He was scaring her. Not just by the fact that he still couldn’t remember, still couldn’t see, but by the fact that he was making her so comfortable around him. So committed and concerned.

She’d been stroking his face. Lilly didn’t do that. Not to anybody but the people she loved. She knew better. The world wasn’t comfortable with touchers. Her Tutu Mary had been a world-class toucher, with hands like miracles, soft and bright and healing. Kahuna’s hands. But Lilly didn’t have kahuna hands. No one did anymore. Lilly just had the instincts bred of a dozen generations of healers, whether she admitted it or not.

For a moment she just stood at the bottom of the bed and stared at him. Just considered what she’d gotten herself into. Lilly Kokoa, librarian extraordinaire, Mike and Wanda Kokoa’s little girl, who knew everybody on the north shore and wanted nothing more in her life than to live near her family and practice a trade that didn’t involve wearing a grass skirt in front of strangers. And suddenly she was stuck in the middle of a movie plot with kidnapers and international movie stars in tuxedos. The Lilly who had left Oahu four days earlier would have laughed at the idea. The Lilly who stood on the carpeted deck of a luxury cruiser, staring down at the compelling features of a man she barely knew, didn’t.

Lilly wasn’t a dreamer. Lilly knew what her life would be. She’d known it from the first moment her mother had said, “Lilly, child, somehow all those beautiful genes of your ancestors mixed up just a little wrong on you.” The reactions of the boys she’d known had borne it out, and the world at large had cemented it. Lilly, whose sister had been a finalist for Miss Hawaii, was plain. She was a young woman with a better brain than a face, and a pragmatism that balanced with age-old instincts that still made people nervous. But Lilly didn’t mind. She didn’t need what she didn’t have and cherished what she did. Which was her family and her interests and her home.

But Lilly wasn’t a savior. She wasn’t an action heroine. She wasn’t a Bond girl.

So what the heck was she doing here trying to save a man who wouldn’t have so much as noticed her if he’d come across her any place else? More important, what was she doing being so afraid for him, as if he meant something to her?

It’s those feet, she said to herself with a wry smile she didn’t feel. I go to do my good deed for the day and find myself obsessing over naked toes.

And hands. And wry, sweet, unfocused eyes the color of deep ocean.

Lilly shook her head as if she were shaking off water and headed for the bathroom to try to scare up some supplies. She should have been laughing at her ridiculous predicament. Instead she was praying.

“You’ve been shot!”

“I was thinking...”

Lilly looked up from the wound she’d just exposed. “Did you listen to me? I said you’ve been shot.”

Positioned with his back against the headboard, his head already circled in a dramatic slash of white gauze, Cameron Ross flashed her an easy grin. “I heard you. Since I’m still alive and my leg seems intact, I imagine it’s all right.”

Lilly wanted to cry. She wanted to run. She was way out of her league here, and it just kept getting worse.

“No, it is not all right,” she insisted. “You can hardly stand up, you have a concussion, and now I find out you’ve been shot. How can that be okay?”

He smiled like a little boy. “I’m alive,” he said. “Considering the alternatives, that’s not bad. Now, are you going to listen?”

Lilly took a second to shut him away beyond closed eyelids. She was tired already, and she’d just been up today. Not out in a life raft for two days. She’d let Cameron sleep for two hours, and he looked more alert than she felt. It wasn’t fair. And that didn’t even take into account the problem at hand, which was the extent of the injuries he’d sustained. Considering how battered and bruised he looked, he should be semi-comatose.

Lilly took another look at the angry gash in his thigh, where the bullet had entered. The salt water hadn’t hurt it, but the time hadn’t helped. Lilly couldn’t think of anything else to do than what she’d already done for his head. Hydrogen peroxide, antibiotic ointment and a dressing. Trying to ignore the fact that her hands were shaking, she set to work.

And did her best to ignore the hard ridges of muscle in that thigh. The flat, washboard abdomen only inches north.

Everything else in between.

Lilly shut her eyes again. This was insane. She was losing her mind, terrified one minute, lusting the next. Or maybe the same. She couldn’t tell anymore. She just knew she should never have told him to strip off that tux. Now he was lounging on the bed in boxers and bandages, and she was in more trouble than ever.

“Lilly?”

Silk boxers. With cartoon figures of Tweety Bird and Daffy Duck and Marvin the Martian, who all seemed to be laughing at her.

She refused to open her eyes. “Yes.”

“You’re not getting sick on me, are you?”

If only it were that simple. “No.”

“How soon is the storm coming?”

That did get her to look at him. Lounging back on that bed, lean and male and magnificent, even with those unfocused eyes and all the bruising and abrasions starkly set against too-pale skin. “What?”

He smiled, as if it would help coax the information free. “When was the next storm expected?”

Distracted, Lilly took a look out the window, where the sun was sinking in a red haze to the west. So instinctive was her adjustment to the feel of the increasing swell beneath her that she hadn’t even noticed it. “I don’t know,” she admitted. “Tonight sometime. Maybe early morning.”

“You mean you can’t read the waves or anything? I thought you said you were Hawaiian.”

She spun on him, ready to snap, only to see the glint of humor in his eyes. Here he was injured, held captive, and he was trying to make her feel better. She could fall in love with a guy like this.

Good thing she knew better.

She managed a none-too-enthusiastic grin. “We Kokoas have the distinction of being the only Hawaiians ever to sink our outrigger.”

“A fine one to be making cracks about us haoles.”

She wanted to giggle. The problem was, if she giggled, she would never stop. Her hands were shaking, and she wanted to vomit. And he was the one with the head injury.

“My Portuguese ancestors, on the other hand, landed on Hawaii during a storm just like this one... well, they didn’t land so much as smash into the shore.”

“Quite a family tree.” His grin was still light and easy, and Lilly wanted to play along. Until his next declaration. “I figure we can use the storm to get free.”

Lilly had been all set to clean his leg. That brought her attention sharply back. “We can what?”

That grin again, brash and fearless, as if he weren’t darn near horizontal from the last try. “Well, it worked before. Why not again?”

“It did not work before,” she retorted. “You’re right back where you started. Only this time you’re working on only one leg and half a brain.”

“Ah, that’s okay,” he assured her. “I have a feeling I’ve never worked on more than half a brain before anyway. What kind of distraction can we provide?”

That brought her to her feet, balled fists on hips. “Don’t do this,” she insisted. “We should wait here. Find out what’s going on. Wait until the ransom is paid, and then we’ll be released.”

She tried very hard to face down his skepticism. It didn’t work.

“Is that how the movie came out?” he asked gently. “The one where I’m kidnaped? Did the kidnapers let the president go after the ransom was paid?”

Lilly stared out the window. “It was just a movie.”

Biting back an oath at the effort it took, Cameron launched himself up to sit, his legs hanging off the side of the bed. “I may not remember much, Lilly,” he told her, his eyes empty of that mad sparkle, “but I think I remember that if a kidnaper is going to let his victims go, he generally tries really hard not to let them see his face.”

Well, that made her feel better. “I know.”

“Then you know we have to get out of here.”

That brought her head up. “How?”

He looked around as if he could actually focus. “I don’t know. Let’s check out the room and see if we find anything. Who knows? Maybe the ship’s computer system goes through here and I can reprogram it.”

“This isn’t a movie, Cameron.”

He smiled. “But I do know computers,” he said. “Find me one, and maybe I can do some damage.”

“You sit down,” she said. “I’ll look.”

He shook his head and got unsteadily to his feet. “No. We’ll both look.”

Lilly took a look as every inch of his more than six feet uncoiled before her and found herself struggling for breath. “Well, would you at least put some clothes on first?” she demanded. “It’s really hard to be serious about this when the only thing you’re wearing is Daffy Duck.”

She saw the real confusion in Cameron’s eyes when she said that. He looked down, as if trying to remember what he would find. “I could probably use a good mouthwash and a shave, too, couldn’t I?” he admitted ruefully.

Lilly almost laughed. His head couldn’t be so banged up that he didn’t realize how stop-traffic-on-a-six-lanehighway-gorgeous he was. Pecs and a six-pack, her sister would have said. The Impossible Dream, was how Lilly saw it. And topped off with a face that only seemed more roguish with that stubble of beard he was affecting. Gentle and wise and rare.

And she wasn’t even going to consider his feet.

So she turned around and began searching the cabin.

The room would have been huge even if they’d been on land. It was also clean. No, not clean. Almost sterile. Devoid of little musses and dropped objects that signified real occupation. Empty of personal photos or comfortable clutter.

“Don’t you know anybody well enough to hang their picture?” she asked.

There was a pause. “I don’t know.”

Lilly flinched. “I’m sorry. You’re right. Well, we won’t get any hints about the real Cameron Ross in this room. I don’t think he lives here.”

She got another pause, this one longer. Lilly turned to see Cameron standing in the bathroom, balancing himself with his hands against the sink, his consideration on the man in the mirror.

“Familiar?” she couldn’t help but ask.

He didn’t answer right away. Just kept staring. “I don’t ever think it occurs to anyone that he won’t recognize the face he sees in the mirror.”

Lilly didn’t even realize she was moving until she stood next to him in the bathroom door. “You mean it?”

She should have sounded less afraid. She shouldn’t have reached out to touch him. But when he turned, she was right there, her hand on his arm. And he smiled. A smile that only hinted at the turmoil that must have been going on behind those sky-blue eyes.

“Kind of silly to be this afraid of somebody I’m supposed to know pretty well.”

Lilly was a toucher, just like her tutu had been, and hers before her. So her natural instinct was to touch. To offer comfort. Without a qualm, she just rose on her toes and wrapped her arms around him.

And he held her, too, curling around her as if she were his last hold on sanity. As if he were reassuring himself with her reality to bolster his own.

“It’s going to be okay,” she insisted in a whisper, her cheek against his chest. “I promise.”

His instinctive laugh was a rumble against her ear. “Don’t make promises you can’t keep, young lady.”

Lilly pulled her head back and smiled for him. “But I can keep them,” she said. “My ancestors were kahunas. The keepers of the secrets, who knew magic and medicine the likes of which we’ll never know again. They knew things the world has lost, and in my dreams they share them with me. I know what’s going to happen, and I know what isn’t. And I know you’re going to be okay.”

She said it more for the soothing sound of a voice, any voice, to pull him away from whatever precipice on which he found himself balanced. She didn’t realize how much she wanted to believe it, just this once. Just for him.

She didn’t realize how her wish would affect him.

She did when he kissed her. Wrapped in his arms, tight against his chest, her body full and flush against his, her hands against his broad back, her head tilted and her eyes, impossibly, closed.

Lilly Kokoa had been a practical girl. She was a practical woman. For just a moment, though, a hairbreadth of time locked on the edge of disaster, she lost her logic and flew.

And then pulled gently away.

Her breathing was ragged, her skin on fire where it met his, her mind in a puddle. She saw only needy blue eyes, craggy, haggard cheeks, the beginnings of a beard that had left her own cheeks scrubbed. She heard the syncopated rasp of their breathing and knew exactly what she had to say.

“Um, there’s...something I have to tell you....”

He didn’t budge. Didn’t loosen his hold or his need or his fine, sweet gaze. “What?”

At least he sounded as confused as she felt.

So she closed her eyes. “You’re married.”

Which was, of course, the exact moment that their kidnapers slammed through the cabin door and knocked her straight back into his arms.