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CHAPTER FOUR

Thursday, 4:16 P.M.

Hannah hadn’t really noticed the businessman sitting nearby on the train car’s upper deck until he asked if she needed help with her suitcases. He was thirty-something, and nerdy-cute with receding light brown hair. He must have taken off his suit jacket and loosened his tie before coming to her aid. Hannah figured he probably heard her cursing under her breath as she struggled with the four big bags on the luggage rack—among them, a heavy as hell and embarrassingly ugly canvas suitcase with Eden’s moronic Magic Marker doodling all over it.

He grabbed that one and a second bag, then led the way down the narrow winding stairwell to the train’s main deck. He took one of the suitcases from her while she was still in the stairwell, creating a pile of bags at the foot of the steps.

“This is really very nice of you,” Hannah said. “My sister is supposed to be here helping out, but she wandered off. I think she must have gotten off at the wrong stop.”

“Did you try calling her?” the man asked.

She sighed. “Twice. She must have turned off her phone. This is pretty typical of her. I’m sure she’ll materialize eventually.”

Nodding, the stranger gave her an awkward smile.

Hannah wondered if her Good Samaritan recognized her from the news stories. Though it had been a long time since all the headlines, people still occasionally stopped her on the street or in a store. She got everything from “Hey, you look familiar” to “Oh my God, you’re the one from that screwed-up family!” Some guy had actually said that to her. “Were you there when that whack-job tried to shoot your father?” he’d asked.

In fact, the night that happened, Hannah wasn’t even home. She was having the time of her life at a slumber party—at the house of Taylor D’Arcy, who basically ruled their junior class. After years of feeling like the Invisible Girl at school, Hannah was—at last—in the in-crowd.

Then bam, the thing that happened made headlines all over. She convinced herself that the horrible dark cloud hovering over her family had a silver lining. She assumed her new A-list friends would be there for her. Plus, practically all of the girls had noticed her father at different school functions because he was so good-looking. It was a little creepy when they referred to her dad as a hunk or a hottie, but Hannah kind of liked it, too. They acted as if her dad were a movie star or royalty or something. Suddenly, he was in the hospital, possibly crippled for life. Though her family was in a shambles, at least her friends would rally around her and she could take comfort in that.

But she was wrong. The news coverage didn’t pull any punches.

All at once, she, her friends, and the entire world knew about her father’s extramarital affairs. Yes, affairs, plural. There had been other women besides Eden’s mother, a lot of others. He went from being her cool dad to being this total sleaze-bucket, a national joke. Hannah felt like everyone was laughing at her, too. She knew she wasn’t supposed to care what other people thought of her, but it still mattered.

Hannah had had a crush on this jock, Ian Westerlund. He was tall and ruggedly good-looking with dark blond curly hair. His family had moved to Seattle from Australia a few years before. Hannah became frazzled and breathless if Ian even so much as looked at her. A while back she’d mentioned to Taylor D’Arcy that she thought Ian was cute.

On her first day back at school after the thing that happened, just before third period English Lit class, Ian approached her desk. He made eye contact and said, “Hey . . .”

“Hey,” Hannah managed to reply.

Here it is, she thought. In his sexy Australian accent, Ian was about to tell her that he saw her on the Internet—and how sorry he was about what had happened to her family. Hannah’s heart pounded furiously.

“Hey,” he said again. “Listen—”

“Hannah’s got the hots for you, Ian,” Taylor interrupted—for the whole class to hear. She sat behind Hannah. “But I don’t know if you should go out with her, because her dad has really screwed around a lot. For all you know, he could have screwed your mom. You and Hannah could be brother and sister . . .”

It was a stupid, mean, tactless thing to say, but since Taylor D’Arcy had said it, everyone laughed. Even Ian chuckled awkwardly.

But all Hannah could do was look down at the floor and try to keep from cringing.

Before the end of the school day, everyone was quoting Taylor.

In the corridor, after sixth period, some stupid-ass senior Hannah barely knew came up to her. “Hey, aren’t you Hannah O’Rourke?” he said. “I hear your father can’t keep his dick in his pants. So—do you party around a lot, too?”

Hannah hoped it would all go away and everyone would forget soon. But it was in the news for days. Plus, after a brief absence, her bastard half-sister, Eden, was back at school—a walking, talking, breathing reminder that Hannah’s father was a womanizing scumbag.

Even though she was older, Eden had started out at the high school a year behind Hannah—in her brother Steve’s grade. It didn’t seem to bother Steve much. But then Eden was quickly moved up to Hannah’s grade, and Hannah was utterly humiliated.

Eden had cleaned herself up a bit and lost the Goth look she’d featured when she’d originally shown up at their house. She could actually be pretty with a little effort. But she still had the dark eyebrows and platinum hair (à la Emilia Clarke in Game of Thrones). She also had horrible taste in clothes, and looked just plain trashy half the time. It might have helped if she’d worn a bra more often. She had big boobs, too, so it was hard not to notice.

Even if she weren’t the “braless wonder,” Eden still would have stuck out. In class, she questioned and debated their teachers at every turn. She seemed openly hostile to the people Hannah thought mattered. Even though they’d been pretty awful to her, Hannah still cared what they thought. She remembered Ian Westerlund saying something really funny in their world history class, and once the laughter had died down, Eden could be heard muttering to no one in particular: “What a fucking idiot.”

Eden seemed determined to befriend the class losers and misfits. While that might have seemed noble or kind, it was also pretty stupid. Sure, kids sometimes were pegged as losers for no discernible reason. But most of the time, they didn’t fit in because they were just damned impossible to get along with. And yet Eden sought them out.

“She’s kind of contrary, isn’t she?” Hannah’s mother had once said, describing Eden. “She seems bent on being different from everyone else.”

For some reason, Hannah hadn’t expected Eden to pull her vanishing act on their very first day away from home together. Hannah kept telling herself, I’m not responsible for her. Hell, her half-sister was lucky she didn’t just leave her stupid bags here on the train.

Hannah worked up another smile for her Good Samaritan businessman. “Is Delmar your stop, too?” she asked.

“No, but you looked kind of overwhelmed, so I thought I’d help.” He nodded at the suitcases crammed in the aisle. “I can hand these down to you once you’re on the train platform. Are you at the college?”

She sighed. “I’m starting my freshman year. And not a very good start, I guess . . .”

He smiled again. There was nothing flirtatious about it. In fact, it was almost fatherly, like he felt sorry for her.

As much as her half-sister could be a pain in the ass, Hannah hated the notion of getting off the train without her—alone in this strange town. She told herself she wasn’t going to cry—not in front of this nice man. Never mind how Riley had just burst her bubble with the news that he wasn’t seeing her this weekend. And forget that she was so homesick her stomach ached.

She glanced down at all the bags again and wondered how she was going to manage lugging them around all by herself.

The rest of their stuff had been shipped off to Our Lady of the Cove last week.

Except for a virtual tour online, neither Hannah nor Eden had visited the college. Of course, she’d read up on the place. It was a small Catholic university with about four thousand students. It had been a women’s college, but now about twenty percent of the students were male. The school had a good reputation, but neither Hannah nor Eden would have chosen it for themselves.

For a while, it had seemed they might need to put their college plans on hold. Their father’s hospital and physical therapy bills had put a huge burden on the family finances. The insurance covered only so much. Eden was due to inherit a large sum from the woman who had raised her, but she wouldn’t see a dime of it until she turned twenty.

At just about the time Hannah should have been applying herself academically and planning for college, total apathy had set in. She’d hated her family and hated the kids at school. She’d spent most of her time watching TV and on social media. She might not have had many friends at school, but thanks to all those headlines, she had more social media followers than all her classmates put together. Studying was the last thing on her mind. So her grades were hardly scholarship-worthy. By the time Hannah realized she’d blown her chances of getting away from her miserable existence and into a decent college, it was too late.

But then, out of the blue, both she and Eden received scholarship offers from a Chicago-based financial firm, the Slate-Gannon Group. Both the girls’ tuition and their room and board were covered. Apparently, the firm had a connection to the university, and every year, they selected a few financially challenged students for their scholarship program. Though the O’Rourkes weren’t exactly destitute, no one questioned the offer.

The one condition was that the half-sisters were going off to college together. Hannah knew Eden wasn’t exactly thrilled at the prospect either.

Maybe that explained why Eden had disappeared. Maybe she’d decided to run away, and hopped off the train at the first stop back in Chicago.

Hannah felt so utterly pathetic and alone. Tears filled her eyes.

The man was still smiling at her. It felt like they’d been standing there forever at the bottom of the steps to the train’s upper deck, waiting for her stop. She cleared her throat. “I—I really appreciate this . . .”

“First time away from home?” he asked.

She just nodded. She was afraid if she tried to talk, she’d start crying.

“My daughter’s going off to college next year,” the man said.

Just then, the car doors whooshed open, and Eden almost barreled into the guy. He must have thought she was slightly demented—what with her spacey, baffled expression and those hideous yellow overall shorts.

“Where the hell have you been?” Hannah barked. She wiped away her tears. “I thought you were dead or something. This is so goddamn typical!”

“God, bite my head off,” Eden replied. “I’m sorry. I fell asleep in another car.”

With her foot, Hannah shoved aside Eden’s canvas suitcase to make room in the aisle. “Well, thanks a lot. Could you possibly be more inconsiderate? You left me with all the bags—”

“Bitch, bitch, bitch,” Eden muttered. “I’m here now, aren’t I?”

Hannah rolled her eyes. “Yeah, praise Jesus.”

The train screeched to a halt, and Hannah grabbed a handle by the doorway to keep from falling over. She gave her Good Samaritan a strained smile. “Thank you very much,” she said. “You’ve been really nice . . .”

“Good luck,” he said. He handed her the third bag and quickly backed away.

With a loud hiss, the train doors opened. Eden stepped outside with her bags, and Hannah followed her. Weighed down with the suitcases, she staggered off the train onto the station platform—smack into a wall of wilting heat and humidity. Hannah managed to hobble a few more paces before pausing to plop the heavy, bulky suitcases on the walkway. “Wait up!” she called to Eden.

Her half-sister was shuffling along the platform with her two bags—toward Delmar’s quaint, Tudor-style station house. She stopped and then turned to scowl back at her.

Hannah grabbed her bags again and caught up with her half-sister. Already, she was perspiring. She set down the suitcases once more.

“Y’know, the way you were acting,” Eden said, talking loudly over the sound of the train as it pulled out of the station, “that guy helping with the suitcases probably thought you were a total raving psycho. Just saying . . .”

“Well, maybe if you hadn’t wandered off and waited until the very last fucking minute to show up again, I wouldn’t have been acting so nuts.” Hannah stopped yelling as soon as she realized she didn’t hear the train anymore. But the sound had been replaced by an almost continuous shrill buzzing. “What the hell is that?” she asked, fanning herself. “Do you hear it? It sounds like—like jungle noises in the Amazon.”

Eden rolled her eyes. “It’s not the Amazon. It’s Lake Michigan, and I’m pretty sure they’re cicadas.”

But Hannah wasn’t listening. With the train gone, she had her first look at downtown Delmar. Among the storefronts, the one that stood out was the Sunnyside Up Café, which looked like a cheap greasy spoon. Its name was on an old, battered 7UP sign on a pole at the edge of the parking lot out front. Corn dogs were probably their specialty. Next door was a locksmith, and beside that, Verna’s Hair Salon. It looked like just the place to go for a poodle cut and a blue rinse. Who, under the age of eighty, was named Verna?

For the past hour, Hannah had been looking out the train window as they stopped in each north suburban town: Wilmette, Winnetka, Hubbard Woods, Glencoe, and so on. The towns seemed affluent and charming—full of quaint shops and classy-looking restaurants. Even the cars parked by the stations appeared expensive. But this Delmar place was a dump.

Hannah’s phone buzzed. She dug it from her purse, and on the screen, she saw Riley’s handsome photo again. She opened up his text:

Had to take a call from my mother. Sorry today got screwed up. If all goes well, let’s count on seeing each other a week from Saturday. OK? It’ll B a crazy week ahead 4 me, but I’ll try to be in touch. Talk to you soon. OK?

Squinting at her phone screen, Hannah shook her head. It seemed like a total brush-off. If all goes well, they’d get together? He’d try to be in touch? Nothing definite, no promises, no commitments. He didn’t even say what this big family emergency was. Maybe he’d met someone else already.

I don’t understand, she started to type. But then, she erased it and just typed K.

She sent the text and then clicked off the line. She worked her thumbs over the phone again. “I wonder if they even have Uber in this shithole,” she said, her voice strained and shaky. “Do you suppose the college is far from here?”

“About a mile, I think,” Eden answered. She dug her sunglasses out of a front pocket of her overall shorts and put them on. “Who was that on the phone?”

“Nobody,” she murmured. In a weak moment, Hannah had told Eden about Riley, and couldn’t help bragging that she had a date with him that weekend. She wasn’t exactly dying to tell her that the big date was off. She didn’t want to give Eden anything to gloat about.

She ordered the Uber. “I’m roasting, aren’t you?” she asked her half-sister. “If our dorm bungalow—or whatever they call it—isn’t air-conditioned, I swear, I’ll slit my throat . . .”

“Bitch and moan, bitch and moan,” Eden muttered.

Hannah didn’t look up from her phone. She swiped back to Riley’s photo and studied it. She had a feeling he was lying to her, and maybe he’d been lying all along.

Right now, she was pretty certain she would never meet him at all.

If her stupid half-sister weren’t here, she would’ve burst into tears. She was so disappointed and miserable, she wanted to die.

* * *

From behind the wheel of an old minivan parked across the street from the train station, he watched them, the phone still in his hand.

He’d been waiting and sweating inside the hot vehicle for over an hour now. Hannah hadn’t been on the last two trains.

Actually, he’d been impatiently waiting for her for at least eight months. That was how long he’d been following every move Hannah O’Rourke made. She was all over the Internet—from the old news stories about what had happened to her family two years ago, to her own frequent posts on social media. He’d become utterly fascinated with her.

After all their texts, the phone conversations, and the FaceTimes he’d carefully arranged, he felt he knew her better than anyone else.

And now, at last, she was coming to him.

But he wasn’t ready to meet her just yet. So he remained slumped in the driver’s seat with the car window rolled up—even in this oppressive heat. He just wanted to look at her.

Even at this distance, he could see Hannah was as pretty as her photographs. The sister, Eden, was attractive, too—in a common, earthy way. She lacked Hannah’s elegance and style.

He watched Hannah and her sister on the train platform with their large suitcases. It looked like they were arguing. From all the texts and conversations, he knew she didn’t get along at all with her half-sister.

If Eden O’Rourke suddenly disappeared, Hannah might even be grateful, most grateful.

He was all set up for it. He just had to wait for the right moment.

Hannah was looking at her phone right now. He would wait and watch them until their ride came.

He set Riley McCarren’s phone on the passenger seat.

Right now, Riley was soaking in the old claw-foot tub in the second-floor bathroom of the house.

Because of the heat, five bags of ice had been dumped into the tub with him—to keep his body from rotting and stinking to high heaven.

At the 7-Eleven, the clerk who had rung up all the ice asked if he was having a party.

“Sort of,” he’d told the guy with a cryptic smile.

It was more like a funeral than a party.

Riley would stay on ice for a while. It was supposed to rain later tonight. After that, the ground would be a lot softer, and it would be easier to dig a grave in the woods. The spot had already been picked out. The grave didn’t even have to be that deep, not if he chopped him up. The tub was the perfect place for it.

Just three hours ago, Riley had been tied to a chair with a belt around his neck, crying and pleading for his life.

He was such a handsome, clean-cut guy, it was hard not to like him. He kept saying that he wasn’t going to talk to anyone. I know I said that she was pretty and that I liked her, but that doesn’t mean I’d give you away. You—you can’t do this. I mean, you might need me again for another FaceTime session. What if she wants to video-chat again? C’mon, please, cut me a break, man. I’ve done everything you’ve asked. I don’t even need the money. You can have it back. I’ve cooperated. I don’t get why you’re doing this. You don’t have to ...

He wouldn’t shut up. He kept begging and weeping and talking—right up until the old snakeskin belt around his neck choked the life out of him.

Riley’s phone buzzed again.

He grabbed it off the passenger seat. He knew it was Hannah. She was the only one who called this number. It was a text.

Hope everything turns out OK with UR family. Also really hope 2 C U next week. Take care.

He looked out the window at her—on the train platform. Smiling, he texted back:

I’ll C U. U can count on it.