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“Something else,” I mused as I turned a brittle yellow page that smelled of gardenias and ether. A spell of inconspicuousness would be great, but it called for fern seed. Not only didn’t I have time to gather enough, but also it wasn’t the right season. Findlay Market would have it, but I didn’t have the time. “Get real, Rachel,” I breathed, shutting the book and straightening my back painfully. “You can’t stir anything that difficult.”

Ivy was lounging across from me at the kitchen table, filling out the change of address forms she had picked up and crunching through the last of her celery and dip. It was all the supper I had time to make. She didn’t seem to care. Maybe she was going out later and pick up a snack. Tomorrow, if I lived to see it, I’d make a real supper. Maybe pizza. The kitchen was not conducive to food preparation tonight.

I was spelling; I’d made a mess. Half-chopped plants, dirt, green-stained bowls with strained gratings left to cool, and dirty copper pots overflowed the sink. It looked like Yoda’s kitchen meets the Galloping Gourmet. But I had my detection amulets, sleep inducers, even some new disguise charms to make me look old instead of younger. I couldn’t help a wash of satisfaction for having made them myself. As soon as I found a strong enough spell to break into the I.S. records vault, Jenks and I were out of here.

Jenks had come in that afternoon with a slow, shaggy Were of a man trailing after him, his friend who had my stuff. I bought the musty-smelling cot he had with him, thanking him for bringing over the few articles of clothing that hadn’t been spelled: my winter coat and a pair of pink sweats that were stuck in a box in the back of my closet. I had told the man not to bother with anything else right now but my clothes, music, and kitchen stuff, and he shuffled away with a hundred clutched in his grip, promising to at least have my clothes by tomorrow.

Sighing, I looked up from my book, past Mr. Fish on the windowsill and into the back garden. My hand cupped over the blister on my neck, and I pushed the book away to make room for the next. Denon must have been seriously ticked to set the Weres after me in broad daylight, when they were at a severe disadvantage. If it had been night, I’d probably be dead—new moon or not. That he was wasting money told me he must have been taken apart for letting Ivy go.

After eluding the Weres, I had splurged for a cab home. I justified it by saying it was to avoid the possible hit men on the bus, but the reality was, I didn’t want anyone to see me with the shakes. They started three blocks after I got in the cab and didn’t quit until I was in the shower long enough to have drained all the hot water from the water heater. I had never been on the hunted end of the game. I didn’t like it. But what scared me almost as much was the thought that I might have to make and use a black spell to keep myself alive.

Much of my job had entailed bringing in “gray spell” crafters—witches who took a perfectly good spell like a love charm and turned it to a bad use. But the serious black magic users were out there, and I’d brought them in, too: the ones specializing in the darker forms of entrapment, the people who could make you go missing—and for a few dollars more, spell your relatives into not remembering you even existed—the handful of Inderlanders driving Cincinnati’s underground power struggles. Sometimes the best I had been able to do was to cover up the ugly reality so that humanity never knew how difficult it was to rein in the Inderlanders who thought of humans as free-range cattle. But never had I had anyone come at me like that before. I wasn’t sure how to keep myself safe and my karma clean at the same time.

The last of my daylight hours had been spent in the garden. Messing about in the dirt with pixy children getting in the way is a great way to ground oneself, and I found I owed Jenks a very large thank-you—in more ways than one. It wasn’t until I went inside with my spell-crafting materials and a sunburnt nose that I found out what their cheerful shouts and calls had been about. They hadn’t been playing hide and seek; they were intercepting splat balls.

The small pyramid of splat balls neatly stacked by the back door had shocked the peas out of me. Each one held my death. I hadn’t known. Not a freaking clue. Seeing them there ticked me off, making me angry instead of afraid. Next time the hunters found me, I vowed, I’d be ready.

After my whirlwind of spell crafting, my bag was full of my usual charms. The dowel of redwood from work had been a lifesaver. Any wood can store spells, but redwood lasts the longest. The amulets not in my bag hung from the cup hooks in the otherwise empty cupboard. They were all great spells, but I needed something stronger. Sighing, I opened the next book.

“Transmutation?” Ivy said, setting the forms aside and pulling her keyboard closer. “You’re that good?”

I ran a thumbnail under a fingernail to get the dirt out from under it. “Necessity is the mother of courage,” I mumbled. Not meeting her eyes, I scanned the index. I needed something small, preferably that could defend itself.

Ivy returned to her surfing with a loud crunch of celery. I had been watching her closely since sundown. She was the model roommate, clearly making an effort to keep her normal vampy reactions to a minimum. It probably helped that I had rewashed my clothes. The moment she started looking seductive, I was asking her to leave.

“Here’s one,” I said softly. “A cat. I need an ounce of rosemary, half a cup of mint, one teaspoon of milkweed extract gathered after the first frost … Well, that’s out. I don’t have any extract, and I’m not about to go to the store now.”

Ivy seemed to swallow back a chuckle, and I flipped to the index. Not a bat; I didn’t have an ash tree in the garden, and I’d probably need some of the inner bark. Besides, I wasn’t going to spend the rest of the night learning to fly by echolocation. The same went for birds. Most of those listed didn’t fly at night. A fish was just silly. But maybe …

“A mouse,” I said, turning to the proper page and looking over the list of ingredients. Nothing was exotic. Almost everything I needed was already in the kitchen. There was a handwritten note at the bottom, and I squinted to read a faded, masculine-looking script: Can be safely adapted for any rodent. I glanced at the clock. This would do.

“A mouse?” Ivy said. “You’re going to spell yourself into a mouse?”

I stood, went to the stainless steel island in the center of the kitchen, and propped the book up. “Sure. I’ve got everything but the mouse hair.” My eyebrows rose. “Do you think I could have one of your owl’s pellets? I need to strain the milk past some fur.”

Ivy tossed her wave of black hair over her shoulder, her thin eyebrows high. “Sure. I’ll get you one.” Shaking her head, she closed the site she was looking at and rose with a stretch tall enough to show her bare midriff. I blinked at the red jewel piercing her belly button, then looked away. “I need to let them out anyway,” she said as she collapsed in on herself.

“Thanks.” I turned back to my recipe, going over exactly what I needed and gathering it on the kitchen island. By the time Ivy padded down from the belfry, everything was measured and waiting. All that was left was the stirring.

“It’s all yours,” she said, setting a pellet on the counter and going to wash her hands.

“Thank you,” I whispered. I took a fork and teased the felt mass apart, pulling three hairs from among the tiny bones. I made a face, reminding myself that it hadn’t gone all the way through the owl, just been regurgitated.

Grabbing a fistful of salt, I turned to her. “I’m going to make a salt circle. Don’t try to cross it, okay?” She stared, and I added, “It’s a potentially dangerous spell. I don’t want anything to get into the pot by accident. You can stay in the kitchen, just don’t cross the circle.”

Looking unsure, she nodded. “Okay.”

I kind of liked seeing her off balance, and I made the circle bigger than usual, enclosing the entirety of the center island with all my paraphernalia. Ivy levered herself up to sit on a corner of the counter. Her eyes were wide with curiosity. If I was going to do this a lot, I might want to blow off the security deposit and etch a groove in the linoleum. What good is a security deposit if you’re dead from a misaligned spell?

My heart beat fast. It had been a while since I’d closed a circle, and Ivy watching made me nervous. “All right, then …” I murmured. I took a slow breath, willing my mind to empty and my eyes to close. Slowly, my second sight wavered into focus.

I didn’t do this often, as it was confusing as all get-out. A wind that wasn’t from this side of reality lifted the lighter strands of my hair. My nose wrinkled at the smell of burnt amber. Immediately I felt like I was outside as the surrounding walls vanished to silvery hints. Ivy, even more transitory than the church, was gone. Only the landscape and plants remained, their outlines quavering with the same reddish glow that thickened the air. It was as if I stood in the same spot before mankind found it. My skin crawled when I realized the gravestones existed in both worlds, as white and solid looking as the moon would be if it were up.

Eyes still closed, I reached out with my second sight, searching for the nearest ley line. “Holy crap,” I murmured in surprise, finding a reddish smear of power running right through the graveyard. “Did you know there’s a ley line running through the cemetery?”

“Yes,” Ivy said softly, her voice coming from nowhere.

I stretched out my will and touched it. My nostrils flared as force surged into me, backwashing at my theoretical extremities until the power equalized. The university was built on a ley line so big that it could be drawn upon almost anywhere in Cincinnati. Most cities are built on at least one. Manhattan has three of considerable size. The largest ley line on the East Coast runs through a farm outside of Woodstock. Coincidence? I think not.

The ley line in my backyard was tiny, but it was so close and underused that it gave me more strength than the university’s ever had. Though no real breeze touched me, my skin prickled from the wind blowing in the ever-after.

Tapping into a ley line was a rush, albeit a dangerous one. I didn’t like it. Its power ran through me like water, seeming to leave an ever-growing residue. I couldn’t keep my eyes closed any longer, and they flew open.

The surreal red vision of the ever-after was replaced by my humdrum kitchen. I stared at Ivy perched on the counter, seeing her with the earth’s wisdom. Sometimes a person looks totally different. I was relieved to see Ivy looked the same. Her aura—her real aura, not her vamp aura—was streaked with sparkles. How very odd. She was looking for something.

“Why didn’t you tell me there was a ley line so close?” I asked.

Ivy’s eyes flicked over me. Shrugging, she crossed her legs and kicked off her shoes to land them under the table. “Would it have made any difference?”

No. It didn’t make any difference. I shut my eyes to strengthen my fading second sight while I closed the circle. The heady flood of latent power made me uncomfortable. With my will, I moved the narrow band of salt from this dimension into the ever-after. It was replaced with an equal ring of ever-after reality.

The circle snapped shut with a skin-tingling jolt, and I jumped. “Cripes,” I whispered. “Maybe I used too much salt.” Most of the force I had pulled from the ever-after now flowed through my circle. What little remained eddying through me still made my skin crawl. The residue would continue to grow until I broke the circle and disconnected from the ley line.

I could feel the barrier of ever-after reality surrounding me as a faint pressure. Nothing could cross the quickly shifting bands of alternate realities. With my second sight, I could see the shimmering wave of smudged red rising up from the floor to arch to a close just over my head. The half sphere went the same distance beneath me. I would do a closer inspection later to be sure I wasn’t bisecting any pipes or electrical lines, making the circle vulnerable to breakage should anything actively try to get through that way.

Ivy was watching me when I opened my eyes. I gave her a mirthless smile and turned away. Slowly my second sight diminished to nothing, overwhelmed by my usual vision. “Locked down tight,” I said as her aura seemed to vanish. “Don’t try to cross it. It’ll hurt.”

She nodded, her placid face solemn. “You’re—witchier,” she said slowly.

I smiled, pleased. Why not let the vamp see the witch had teeth, too? Taking the smallest copper mixing bowl, about the size of my cupped hands, I set it over the lit campfire-in-a-can that Ivy had bought for me earlier. I had used the stove for crafting my lesser spells, but again, a working gas line would have left an opening in the circle. “Water …” I murmured, filling my graduated cylinder with spring water and squinting to make sure I read it properly. The vat sizzled as I added it, and I raised the bowl up from the flame. “Mouse, mouse, mouse,” I mused, trying not to show how nervous I was. This was the hardest spell I had tried outside of class.

Ivy slipped from the counter, and I stiffened. The hair on the back of my neck rose as she came to stand behind my shoulder but still out of the circle. I stopped what I was doing and gave her a look. Her smile went sheepish and she moved to the table.

“I didn’t know you tapped into the ever-after,” she said, settling before her monitor.

I looked up from the recipe. “As an earth witch, I don’t very often. But this spell will physically change me, not just give the illusion I’m a mouse. If something gets in the pot by accident, I might not be able to break it, or end up only halfway changed … or something.”

She made a noncommittal noise, and I set the mouse hair into a sieve to pour milk over. There is an entire branch of witchcraft that uses ley lines instead of potions, and I had spent two semesters cleaning up after one of my professor’s labs so I wouldn’t have to take more than the basic course. I had told everyone it was because I didn’t have a familiar yet—which was a safety requirement—but the truth of it was, I simply didn’t like them. I’d lost a good friend when he decided to major in ley lines and drifted into a bad crowd. Not to mention my dad’s death had been linked to them. And it didn’t help that the ley lines were gateways to the ever-after.

It’s claimed the ever-after used to be a paradise where the elves had dwelt, popping into our reality long enough to steal human children. But when demons took over and trashed the place, the elves were forced to bide here for good. Of course, that was even before Grimm was writing his fairy tales. It’s all there in the older, more savage stories/histories. Almost every one of them ends with, “And they lived happy in the ever-after.” Well … that’s the way it’s supposed to go. Grimm lost the “in the” part somewhere. That some witches use ley lines probably accounted for the longstanding misinterpretation that witches aligned themselves with demons. I shudder to think how many lives that mistake had ended.

I was strictly an earth witch, dealing solely with amulets, potions, and charms. Gestures and incantations were in the realm of ley line magic. Witches specializing in this branch of craft tapped directly into ley lines for their strength. It was a harsher magic, and I thought less structured and beautiful, since it lacked much of the discipline earth enchantment had. The only benefit I could see in ley line magic was that it could be invoked instantly with the right word. The drawback was that one had to carry around a slice of ever-after in their chi. I didn’t care that there were ways to isolate it from your chakras. I was convinced that the demonic taint from the ever-after left some sort of accumulated smut on your soul. I’d seen too many friends lose their ability to clearly see what side of the fence their magic was on.

Ley line magic was where the greatest potential for black magic lay. If a charm was hard to trace back to its maker, finding out who cursed your car with ley line magic was nigh impossible. That’s not to say all ley line witches were bad—their skills were in high demand in the entertainment, weather control, and security industries—but with such a close association with the ever-after and the greater power at one’s disposal, it was easy to lose one’s morals.

My lack of advancement with the I.S. might be placed at the feet of my refusal to use ley line magic to apprehend the big bad uglies. But what was the difference if I tagged them with a charm instead of an incantation? I had gotten very good fighting ley line magic with earth, though one wouldn’t be able to tell that looking at my tag/run ratio.

The memory of that pyramid of splat balls outside my back door twinged through me, and I poured the milk over the mouse hair and into the pot. The mixture was boiling, and I raised the bowl even higher on its tripod, stirring it with a wooden spoon. Using wood while spelling wasn’t a good idea, but all my ceramic spoons were still cursed, and to use metal other than copper would be inviting disaster. Wood spoons tended to act like amulets, absorbing spell and leading to embarrassing mistakes, but if I soaked it in my vat of saltwater when done, I’d be fine.

Hands on my hips, I read over the spell again and set the timer. The simmering mix was starting to smell musky. I hoped that was all right.

“So,” Ivy said as she clicked and clacked at her keyboard. “You’re going to sneak into the records vault as a mouse. You won’t be able to open the file cabinet.”

“Jenks says he has a copy of everything already. We just have to go look at it.”

Ivy’s chair creaked as she leaned back and crossed her legs, her doubt that we two midgets would be able to handle a keyboard obvious in how she had her head cocked. “Why don’t you just change back to a witch once you’re there?”

I shook my head as I double-checked the recipe. “Transformations invoked by a potion last until you get a solid soaking in saltwater. If I wanted, I could transform using an amulet, break into the vault, take it off, find what I need as a human, and then put the amulet back on to get out. But I’m not going to.”

“Why not?”

She was just full of questions, and I looked up from adding the fuzz of a pussytoes plant. “Haven’t you ever used a transformation spell?” I questioned. “I thought vamps used them all the time to turn into bats and stuff.”

Ivy dropped her eyes. “Some do,” she said softly.

Obviously Ivy had never transformed. I wondered why. She certainly had the money for it. “It’s not a good idea to use an amulet for transforming,” I said. “I’d have to tie the amulet to me or wear it around my neck, and all my amulets are bigger than a mouse. Kind of awkward. And what if I was in a wall and dropped it? Witches have died from despelling back to normal and solidifying with extra parts—like a wall or cage.” I shuddered, giving the brew a quick clockwise stir. “Besides,” I added softly, “I won’t have any clothes on when I turn back.”

“Ha!” Ivy barked, and I jerked. “Now we hear the real reason. Rachel, you’re shy!”

What could I say to that? Mildly embarrassed, I closed my spell book and shelved it under the island with the rest of my new library. The timer dinged, and I blew out the flame. There wasn’t much liquid left. It wouldn’t take long to reach room temperature.

Wiping my hands off on my jeans, I reached across the clutter for a finger stick. Many a witch before the Turn had feigned a mild case of diabetes in order to get these little gems for free. I hated them, but it was better than using a knife to open a vein, as they had in less enlightened times. Poised to jab myself, I suddenly hesitated. Ivy couldn’t cross the circle, but last night was still very real in my thoughts. I’d sleep in a salt circle if I could, but the continuous connection to the ever-after would make me insane if I didn’t have a familiar to absorb the mental toxins the lines put out. “I—uh—need three drops of my blood to quicken it,” I said.

“Really?” Her look entirely lacked that intent expression that generally proceeded a vamp’s hunting aura. Still, I didn’t trust her.

I nodded. “Maybe you should leave.”

Ivy laughed. “Three drops drawn from a finger stick isn’t going to do anything.”

Still I hesitated. My stomach clenched. How could I be sure she knew her limits? Her eyes narrowed and red spots appeared on her pale cheeks. If I insisted she leave, she would take offense, I could tell. And I wasn’t about to show I was afraid of her. I was absolutely safe within my circle. It could stop a demon; stopping a vamp was nothing.

I took a breath and stuck my finger. There was a flicker of black in her eyes and a chill through me, then nothing. My shoulders eased. Emboldened, I massaged three drops into the brew. The brown, milky liquid looked the same, but my nose could tell the difference. I closed my eyes, bringing the smell of grass and grain deep into my lungs. I would need three more drops of my blood to prime each dose before use.

“It smells different.”

“What?” I jumped, cursing my reaction. I had forgotten she was there.

“Your blood smells different,” Ivy said. “It smells woody. Spicy. Like dirt, but dirt that’s alive. Human blood doesn’t smell like that, or vampire.”

“Um,” I muttered, quite sure I didn’t like that she could smell three drops of my blood from halfway across the room through a barrier of ever-after. But it was reassuring to know she had never bled a witch.

“Would my blood work?” she asked intently.

I shook my head as I gave the brew a nervous stir. “No. It has to be from a witch or warlock. It’s not the blood but the enzymes that are in it. They act as a catalyst.”

She nodded, clicking her computer into sleep mode and sitting back to watch me.

I rubbed the tip of my finger to smear the slick of blood to nothing. Like most, this recipe made seven spells. The ones I didn’t use tonight, I’d store as potions. If I cared to put them in amulets, they would last a year. But I wouldn’t transform with an amulet for anything.

Ivy’s eyes were heavy on me as I carefully divided the brew into the thumb-sized vials and capped them tightly. Done. All that was left was to break the circle and my connection to the ley line. The former was easy, the second was a tad more difficult.

Giving Ivy a quick smile, I reached out with my fuzzy pink slipper and pushed a gap into the salt. The background thrum of ever-after power swelled. My breath hissed in through my nose as all the strength that had been flowing through the circle now flowed through me.

“What’s the matter?” Ivy asked from her chair, sounding alert and concerned.

I made a conscious effort to breathe, thinking I might hyperventilate. I felt like an overinflated balloon. Eyes on the floor, I waved her away. “Circle’s broken. Stay back. Not done yet,” I said, feeling both giddy and unreal.

Taking a breath, I started to divorce myself from the line. It was a battle between the baser desire for power and the knowledge that it would eventually drive me insane. I had to force it from me, pushing it out from my head to my toes until the power returned back to the earth.

My shoulders slumped as it left me, and I staggered, reaching out for the counter.

“Are you okay?” Ivy asked, close and intent.

Gasping, I looked up. She was holding my elbow to keep me upright. I hadn’t seen her move. My face went cold. Her fingers were warm through my shirt. “I used too much salt. The connection was too strong. I—I’m all right. Let go of me.”

The concern in her face vanished. Clearly affronted, she let me go. The sound of the salt crunching under her feet was loud as she went back to her corner and sat in her chair, looking hurt. I wasn’t going to appologize. I hadn’t done anything wrong.

Heavy and uncomfortable, the silence weighed on me as I put all but one vial away in the cabinet with my extra amulets. As I gazed at them, I couldn’t help but feel a twinge of pride. I had made them. And even if the insurance I’d need to sell them was more than I made in a year at the I.S., I could use them.

“Do you want some help tonight?” Ivy asked. “I don’t mind covering your back.”

“No,” I blurted. It was a little too quick, and her features folded into a frown. I shook my head, smiling to soften my refusal, wishing I could bring myself to say, “Yes, please.” But I still couldn’t quite trust her. I didn’t like putting myself in a situation where I had to trust anyone. My dad had died because he trusted someone to get his back. “Work alone, Rachel,” he had told me as I sat beside his hospital bed and gripped his shaking hand as his blood lost its ability to carry oxygen. “Always work alone.”

My throat tightened as I met Ivy’s eyes. “If I can’t lose a couple of shades, I deserve to be tagged,” I said, avoiding the real issue. I put my collapsible bowl and a bottle of saltwater into my bag, adding one of my new disguise amulets that no one from the I.S. had seen.

“You aren’t going to try one first?” Ivy asked when it became obvious I was leaving.

I nervously brushed a curling strand of hair back. “It’s getting late. I’m sure it’s fine.”

Ivy didn’t seem very happy. “If you aren’t back by morning, I’m coming after you.”

“Fair enough.” If I wasn’t back by morning, I’d be dead. I snagged my long winter coat from a chair and shrugged into it. I gave Ivy a quick, uneasy smile before I slipped out the back door. I’d go through the graveyard and pick up the bus on the next street over.

The spring night air was cold, and I shivered as I eased the screen door shut. The pile of splat balls at my feet was a reminder I didn’t appreciate. Feeling vulnerable, I slipped into the shadow of the oak tree to wait for my eyes to adjust to a night with no moon. It was just past new and wouldn’t be up until nearly dawn. Thank you, God, for small favors.

“Hey, Ms. Rachel!” came a tiny buzz, and I turned, thinking for an instant it was Jenks. But it was Jax, Jenks’s oldest son. The preadolescent pixy had kept me company all afternoon, nearly getting snipped more times than I would care to recall as his curiosity and attention to “duty” brought him perilously close to my scissors while his father slept.

“Hi, Jax. Is your dad awake?” I asked, offering him a hand to alight upon.

“Ms. Rachel?” he said, his breath fast as he landed. “They’re waiting for you.”

My heart gave a thump. “How many? Where?”

“Three.” He was glowing pale green in excitement. “Up front. Big guys. Your size. Stink like foxes. I saw them when old man Keasley chased them off his sidewalk. I would’ve told you sooner,” he said urgently, “but they didn’t cross the street, and we already stole the rest of their splat balls. Papa said not to bother you unless someone came over the wall.”

“It’s okay. You did good.” Jax took flight as I eased into motion. “I was going to cut across the backyard and pick up the bus on the other side of the block anyway.” I squinted in the faint light, giving Jenks’s stump a soft tap. “Jenks,” I said softly, grinning at the almost subliminal roar of irritation that flowed from the old ash stump. “Let’s go to work.”