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                        Torn from within,

                        A storm is raging in me,

                        And the storm, without subsiding,

                        Does not let me forget

                        All the bitterness that I was

                        Once destined to experience.

                        Tears flow without getting tired…

                        And no one knows their reasons,

                        And no one can understand me,

                        Because for me one joy

                        Is my old girlfriend,

                        Whose name is pillow.

                        The reason for my tears is simple —

                        My dreams, my hopes

                        Played a cruel joke on me.

                        My world was destroyed a long time ago,

                        It was burned to the ground a long time ago,

                        And now it is trampled to the end.

                        One love burned out,

                        And the other blossomed,

                        But this did not make it easier for me,

                        But only made it more painful.

                        Happiness is shattered,

                        As, indeed, am I myself.

                        I do not feel warmth,

                        There is no trembling, desires,

                        But only a terrible cold

                        That kills me from the one

                        To whom I had the imprudence to bring

                        My heart out of my chest.

                        My ailment is not curable —

                        A destroying feeling

                        That has ruined me more than once,

                        To forget, which I wish,

                        And in my life never

                        To remember it again.

                        Spring 2018