Читать книгу The Twin Bargain - Lisa Carter - Страница 15

After Amber disappeared down the hall, Ethan rounded on GeorgeAnne. “Why does kindness make Amber cry?”

“Because she isn’t used to it.” The older woman’s face shadowed. “She’s forgotten what it’s like.”

“I can’t believe her father would let her live here. Why didn’t Grandma Hicks want to call Dwight?”

“Dwight is a proud man. Too proud to admit he made a mistake.” GeorgeAnne opened a cabinet over the coffee maker. “They’ve been estranged ever since Amber ran off to marry that no-good rafting guide.”

“What about her friends?”

“Callie has helped—we all have—as much as Amber will let us.” GeorgeAnne pointed to a coffee can higher than her reach.

Ethan pulled the can off the shelf and handed it to his grandmother’s dear friend. “Dwight’s not the only one too proud to admit when he’s wrong.”

GeorgeAnne scooped coffee grounds into the filter basket. “Amber knows she made a terrible mistake when she married Tony.”

Despite the exterior of the trailer, Amber’s kitchen was spotless. He could’ve eaten off those shiny floors of hers. The interior was immaculate if threadbare. There were no photos of the jerk who deserted Amber and left her to raise his kids alone.

“Neither Dwight nor Amber will budge an inch.” GeorgeAnne filled the glass carafe with water from the kitchen faucet. “Nor ask the other for forgiveness.”

Ethan grunted. “Leaving both of them miserable.”

“That’s not the worst of it.” GeorgeAnne’s mouth pursed. “What this is doing to the twins is—”

At the other end of the trailer, a door banged.

GeorgeAnne’s face shifted into a semblance of what for other people constituted a smile. “Speaking of...”

And not unlike a herd of elephants, the two small girls, their blond hair in pigtails, stampeded across the living room.

“Sounds like there ought to be at least a dozen of them, doesn’t there?” GeorgeAnne gave him a wry look. “Sunrise to bedtime, those girls are full of energy.”

Barefoot, they bounded toward the kitchen in their Disney princess pajamas. Catching sight of him, the twins skidded to a stop.

Lucy—the bolder of the two—sidled closer. “Hey, Efan.”

Stella, the aloof one, glowered at him. GeorgeAnne bustled around the tiny kitchen, dishing out cereal. The milk jug wobbled in Stella’s grasp. In the nick of time, he grabbed hold and steadied the jug. Tilting it slightly, he helped her pour the milk over her cereal.

“Thank you,” she whispered, not raising her eyes from the bowl.

Across the table, Lucy smiled at him, dimples in her cheeks. And despite his resolve to remain unaffected, he found himself pulling out a chair and sitting down. “Tell me about school.”

Lucy waved her spoon. “We have art today. Stehwaa’s favowite. I wike when we do maf.” Crunch. Crunch. Swallow. Gulp. “And...”

He grinned. “Slow down, Lucy Lou.”

Mini-Amber giggled. “My name’s not Woocy Woo, Efan.”

“Of course it is.” He angled toward the quiet twin. “And you’re Stella Bella.”

Lucy dissolved into giggles. “She’s not Stehwaa Behwaa.”

Shooting him an unamused look, Stella continued to chew.

Amber hurried into the kitchen. “Losing your touch with the ladies, Ethan?” GeorgeAnne handed her a coffee mug, and she took a sip.

Smiling, he shrugged. “It’s a tough crowd. But seriously?” He looked at Amber. “I don’t know how you have the energy to do everything you do.”

Amber ambled around the table, bestowing a kiss on the forehead of each girl. “It’s not hard when you have two little morning glories to help you greet each day.”

His cell phone vibrated in his pocket. Rising from the table, he fished it out and frowned at the text. “My grandmother. I guess I should head out.”

“Bye, Efan.” Lucy fluttered her fingers. “Make it a good one.”

He laughed. “You, too, kid.” He ruffled her hair.

Amber bit back a smile. “That’s what I tell the girls every morning.”

“Goodbye, Stella Bella.” Strangely reluctant to leave, for the briefest of seconds he laid his hand on her small, delicate shoulder. “Have a good day at school.” And he considered it a triumph when she didn’t instantly shrug him off.

It occurred to him he might not see the girls or Amber ever again. Not if he could convince his grandmother to leave town when she was released from the hospital. Suddenly, it seemed as if the oxygen in the trailer had vanished.

Amber got up from the table. “Let me walk you out.”

“I guess this is goodbye, then,” he rasped.

Stumbling to the porch, he grabbed the railing for support. That was a mistake that nearly pitched him over the side to the ground below.

What kind of bum of a landlord would leave a young mother and two little girls to live in such conditions? An entire punch list of items needed to be tackled at the trailer. His stomach knotted. But he wouldn’t be here to make sure everything was properly fixed.

“I can’t thank you enough for coming to my rescue, Ethan.” She wrapped her light gray cardigan around herself against the crisp chill of the April morning. “It—it was good to see you again.”

Never seeing them again unsettled him in a way he wouldn’t have previously believed possible. He had only the briefest acquaintance with the twins. But already, they’d somehow managed to entangle themselves in his heart.

Kind of like...kudzu. Or morning glories.

And then there was Amber.

His chest heaved. “It was great seeing you, too, Amber. And meeting your girls.”

“Thank you for making the effort to reach out to Stella.” She nudged her chin toward the trailer. “Lucy is so outgoing, people naturally respond to her, but her sister—”

“Just because she’s quiet and reserved, Stella should never be consigned to the shadows.” He jutted his jaw. “You, Lucy and Stella deserve only sunshine, blue skies and happy days.”

“Lucy and Stella, yes.”

The bone-weary defeat in Amber’s eyes almost undid him.

She squared her too-thin shoulders. “Please tell your grandmother goodbye for me and the girls. It will break their hearts when I tell them she’s moving away, but I understand, Ethan, that you have to do what you think is best.”

Her blue eyes pooling, she hastily stepped inside the trailer. Leaving him standing on the stoop, staring at the closed door. Questioning if he really knew what was best for his grandmother. Best for himself.

Best for anyone.

Ethan no sooner walked into his grandmother’s hospital room than he realized Grandma Hicks was loaded for bear. And he, apparently, was the bear.

“Before I can be released, the nurse said she has to go over instructions for at-home care with you. Or a responsible adult.” His grandmother sniffed, as if the likelihood of him proving a responsible adult was slim to none. “But we need to talk first.”

Hadn’t he said as much last night?

“GeorgeAnne, IdaLee and I have been thinking on my dilemma.”

Uh-oh. Here comes trouble.

“How about we make a deal?” His grandmother’s blue-denim eyes flashed. “I know how you love a good deal.”

Ethan narrowed his gaze. “What kind of deal, Grandma?”

“I promised Amber I’d take care of the girls until she graduates from nursing school in two months.”

He blew out a breath, praying for patience. “You’re going to be in this cast for weeks. Be reasonable. You can’t possibly take care of two little girls.”

She slitted her eyes at him. “But you can.”

He blinked. Twice. “You want me to nanny two little girls?”

That settled it—Grandma Hicks had officially lost touch with reality.

“Don’t tell me a big, strong marine like you is scared of a couple of four-year-olds?”

“I’d be outnumbered,” he grunted.

“You’re a chicken.”

“I am not a—” He pressed his lips together. “Besides, Amber would never allow her children to be...” He made a face. “To be nannied by me. What do I know about kids?”

“You were a kid once.” Grandma Hicks quirked her eyebrow. “Some would say you’ve never grown up.” She gave him a calculated smile. “But there’s nothing like a kid—or two—to mature a man.”

“I don’t know anything about girls.”

She raised her eyes to the ceiling. “If that’s not the truth...”

“Grandma,” he growled.

“You want me to give up my entire life and come live with you? My friends. My house. My church. My business.” Her gaze locked with his. “I have a proposition for you. Stay with me in Truelove for two months while I finish my convalescence. Take care of the girls until Amber graduates, and then I’ll go with you to Wilmington.”

He frowned. “You’ll actually sell the house? Pull up stakes? Move away? Without protest?”

“I will.” Grandma Hicks lifted her chin. “Do we have ourselves a bargain, Ethan?”

He stared at her. His plan to have Grandma live where he could watch over her lay almost within his grasp. They could spend more time together.

Ice cream. Sand. Ocean waves.

And all he had to do was to consent to this unorthodox arrangement?

It troubled him how he’d left things with Amber. The crushing burden Amber shouldered alone weighed him down. He knew a lot about being alone.

“Amber will never agree, Grandma.”

Her eyebrow rose. “If you put your mind to it, I’m sure you’ll convince her. She values your insight.”

Since when? But he couldn’t afford to relinquish the prospect of getting Grandma to the coast.

“If I agree to this... And it’s a big if...”

His grandmother’s blue-veined hand smoothed the coverlet. “It will work out, Ethan. Trust me.”

Those words coming from Grandma Hicks’s mouth sent a shaft of terror into his heart, only slightly less frightening than the thought of being in charge of four-year-old twins.

Key word—slightly.

Aghast, Amber stared at ErmaJean. “You want me to leave my girls with Ethan?”

The older lady sat in a wheelchair beside the hospital bed, awaiting a physical therapy evaluation. She’d texted Amber late that morning, asking her to visit the hospital before collecting the girls from school.

Ethan had not only installed a new battery into her car, but also managed to leave it parked at the Mason Jar, ready for her once she finished her shift.

“Don’t look at me as if you think I’m crazy.” Clad in a loose, baby-blue velour jogging suit, ErmaJean’s neon pink leg cast stuck out from the foot piece. “It would be entirely under my supervision, of course. And I think there would be lots of advantages to this short-term arrangement.”

Amber shook her head. “Ethan Green? We’re talking about your grandson?”

His grandmother rested her hands on the armrests. “You must finish nursing training, and I promised to take care of the girls.”

Amber threw out her hands. “I don’t expect you to take care of the girls after you broke your leg.”

“I keep my promises, Amber.”

“But, Miss ErmaJean—”

“How will you finish your studies if someone doesn’t take care of the girls for you?”

She wouldn’t be able to finish. In her mind, she’d already composed the email, tendering her withdrawal from the program.

ErmaJean folded her hands in her lap. “Do you have anyone else to take care of the girls?”

Spring was the big season for Callie’s fledgling photography career. She wouldn’t derail her best friend’s dreams.

Biting her lip, Amber looked out the window over the parking lot. “No.”

“Are you concerned that Ethan would harm or allow harm to come to the girls?”

Her gaze snapped to ErmaJean. “Of course not. Ethan would never hurt the girls.”

Ethan Green might be terminally charming and perennially rootless, but she’d spent enough time with her brother’s best friend to know he had a good heart.

“So you think he’s just not responsible enough to be entrusted with their care?”

“No offense, Miss ErmaJean, but your grandson isn’t exactly the poster boy for stick-to-it-iveness.”

“I’m praying he’ll rise as the occasion demands. I’ve always believed there were unplumbed depths to him.” ErmaJean squared her shoulders. “But I would never hazard Lucy’s and Stella’s well-being if you’re opposed to Ethan twin-sitting them. A mother’s instincts must always be heeded.”

Problem was—it wasn’t so much Amber’s motherly instincts that gave her pause as it was the younger Amber who lived somewhere still inside her heart. The one who’d followed her brother and Ethan everywhere. The girl who believed Ethan hung the moon and then some.

Though after his father deserted him, the sweet boy she’d known had morphed into a cocky heartbreaker. In high school, he’d gone through a string of girlfriends. Then Mr. Love ’Em and Leave ’Em had walked away from Truelove as soon as he’d turned eighteen.

She sighed. “It’s not Ethan I distrust.”

ErmaJean’s eyes flickered. “What was that, Amber dear?”

“Nothing.” Amber raised her chin. “I don’t object to Ethan looking after my girls. But Ethan told me you would be finishing your convalescence in Wilmington.”

“I prevailed upon Ethan to reconsider. That I would recover best at home. He agreed to stay in Truelove for a while.”

Ethan staying in Truelove? The idea sent a funny little pang into her heart. Biting her lip, she reminded herself Miss ErmaJean had said “a while.” A while meant only a temporary stay.

“So you won’t be moving to the beach?”

ErmaJean’s gaze dropped. “If my recovery goes as well as I hope, I’m believing relocating won’t be necessary.”

Amber exhaled. “You have no idea how thrilled I am to hear you’re not leaving.” She clasped the woman’s hand. “I’d feel so lost without you—I mean, the girls would miss having you in their lives.”

“It’s okay to need people, honey.”

She looked away. “That hasn’t worked out so well for me, Miss ErmaJean.”

“You and Ethan are more alike than you know.”

“I never understood what Ethan has against Truelove. Sure, it’s a sleepy, laid-back kind of town. But that’s part of its charm.”

ErmaJean brushed her hand across the shiny grain of the velour jacket. “He connects Truelove with his father’s abandonment. A place of broken endings. He and my daughter are still in touch, but after her remarriage, he never felt welcome in her new life. He associates Truelove with his feelings of being cast aside.”

Perhaps she and Ethan were more alike than she’d realized. She was still working through the feelings of inadequacy and self-doubt Tony’s casting aside triggered within her.

“Why, then, would Ethan even consider staying on and twin-sitting?”

ErmaJean pursed her lips. “Perhaps in his heart, he’s looking for a second chance.”

“At what?”

“Redemption. For a new beginning.” ErmaJean folded her hands. “There’s another advantage to this arrangement. For the girls.”

“What possible advantage to Ethan’s care could there be for Lucy and Stella?”

ErmaJean fixed her gaze on Amber. “The girls don’t spend much time with men, Amber.”

She stiffened. “They spend time with Maisie’s dad, Jake.”

“Not that much. The girls need a strong male role model.” ErmaJean’s eyes softened. “Unless you think your dad might—”

“My father isn’t likely to ever be in their lives.”

Amber tucked a stray tendril behind her ear. She was aware of the statistics. Girls who grew up without a father were far more likely to experiment with a host of unhealthy life choices.

“Ethan is hardly father material, Miss ErmaJean.”

“How about we let him try? Who knows? He might surprise you.” ErmaJean’s too-observant gaze probed Amber’s features. “Or is that what you’re really afraid of?”

Was she afraid of Ethan? Or just afraid of herself? This arrangement would mean the girls wouldn’t be the only ones spending time with him over the next two months. She’d see him, talk to him—every time she dropped off the twins and picked them up.

Panic bubbled inside her chest. “Suppose the girls get too attached. When he leaves, they could be devastated.”

“Why don’t we cross that bridge when we come to it?” ErmaJean rested her shoulder blades against the chair. “Don’t borrow trouble. Get through school, and let the good Lord work out the rest of the details.”

“What if the girls don’t like him?”

ErmaJean laughed. “When have girls ever not liked my grandson?”

Ain’t that the truth. As in, never. Amber gnashed her teeth.

ErmaJean waved her hand. “Lucy already likes Ethan. And Stella doesn’t dislike him.”

Her slower-to-warm child had trust issues. Amber winced. Just like Stella’s mother.

“I have no doubt, in her own time, Stella will be no more able to resist Ethan’s charm than the rest of us.”

Amber had a sinking feeling ErmaJean was right. Seeing him in the hospital lobby yesterday had brought back so many feelings. Feelings she believed she’d forever buried in the graveyard of her heart.

“What do you say?” ErmaJean opened her hands. “Shall we give it a go, Amber dear?”

Spent of objections, Amber took a deep breath. “We have a deal. But if either of the girls are unhappy... Or their presence hampers your recovery... Or—”

“Or pigs fly.” ErmaJean smiled.

Amber didn’t smile. “Or Ethan decides to bail.”

ErmaJean inclined her head. “Then we’ll reevaluate the terms of our arrangement. Agreed?”

“Agreed.” Amber swallowed. “For now.”

What choice did she have? None, if she truly wanted to finish school and make a better life for her children.

ErmaJean plucked her cell phone out of her pocket. “I’ll give Ethan the good news. And you two can work out the details.”

Would this be good news to Ethan?

Soon after, the physical therapist bustled into the room, and Amber said goodbye. Heading down the corridor, she had the disquieting thought she’d just agreed to something irrevocable. Had she set up not only herself but her children, too, for more pain?

This would not turn out well. This could not turn out well at all. Where she and Ethan were concerned, it never had.