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ОглавлениеAS CANNON WATCHED, Yvette forced an expression of polite regard, adjusted her posture and smoothed her hair. To make a good impression? With his group of friends, she shouldn’t have bothered. With her looks and bod, she only needed to sit there and they would all swarm to her, talk her up, and if he didn’t set some boundaries, they’d probably hit on her, too.
Standing again, his body blocking her, Cannon asked, “So who won?”
Armie Jacobson, a good friend and partner of sorts who’d taken over the day-to-day running of the rec center Cannon had founded after Cannon had signed on with the SBC, took a dramatic bow. “That’d be yours truly.”
“I should have guessed.” Armie was good at everything he did—which included drawing women. “I think you owe me for bowing out.”
Armie’s dark gaze, a contrast to his very fair hair, jumped to Yvette with appreciation.
And now it begins, Cannon thought.
Moving around Cannon, Armie murmured, “I’d say you’ve been rewarded enough for that.” He extended his hand to Yvette. “Cannon won’t introduce us because I’m better at seduction than he is.”
Cannon snorted, but as Yvette took Armie’s hand, he said, “Yvette Sweeny, meet Armie Jacobson.”
“It’s nice to meet you, Mr. Jacobson.”
At the formality, Armie’s brow went up. He held her hand gently. “Pleasure’s all mine. You have to drop the mister, though. Just call me Armie—or something more wicked.”
“Wicked?”
“Yeah, like stud, or stallion, or—”
Cannon shoved him. “Stop being an ass.”
The handshake broken, Armie righted himself with a grumble. “Why they call you Saint I’ll never understand.”
“Because I have to be a saint to put up with you.”
“Yeah, maybe.” Armie grinned. “We’ll see you at the rec center tomorrow?”
“I’ll be there.” Cannon pointed back and forth from Armie to himself. “Plan to spar.”
Groaning, Armie grabbed his chest as if wounded and turned to Yvette. “You see, darlin’, that means I’m about to get an old-fashioned ass-whoopin’.”
Yvette laughed at him.
“Not funny!” And then, his voice still too smooth, Armie said, “You should come by and visit us. Pretty the place up a little—and maybe soften old Saint so he’ll go easy on me.”
Her gaze shot over to Cannon’s as if she expected him to protest. But hell, he liked the idea. “Yeah, you should. I can show you around.”
“I was there...once.”
Ignoring all the others, Cannon nodded. “I remember.” It was the night she’d come to tell him goodbye before she’d moved across the country.
The night she’d left him.
Or so it had felt, even though they’d never really been an item.
Because he had dodged her at every turn.
“If it’s been a while,” Armie told her, “it’s different now. Our boy here has brought us a lot of sponsorships.”
Denver used that opening to draw her attention. “Everyone wants a piece of Cannon.”
“Mostly women,” Miles joked, and Stack backed him up on that. A few bawdy jokes followed.
Yvette greeted the comments with indulgence, treating the big rough fighters like unruly schoolboys.
Denver eased closer to her—something Cannon didn’t miss. With one hand on the booth seat behind her shoulder, he beamed down at her. “So you’re into fighters, huh?”
“I enjoy the sport,” she explained with diplomacy. “But Cannon’s the only fighter I know.”
In some ways, Cannon decided, he’d be the only fighter she knew.
Though he surely caught the significance of what she’d said, Denver didn’t retreat. “We need to remedy that.”
“Thank you. I’d enjoy learning more.” She looked to Cannon for introductions.
While chatting her up, the guys had openly flattered her, but she didn’t reciprocate except to be cordial, so Cannon gave in.
He started with Denver, since that bum stood closest to her, and worked his way around to the others. Each one of them assessed her for possibilities, mostly because he never got that involved with women—so usually he didn’t mind. But this was Yvette, and that made a huge difference.
He’d need to set them straight, and soon.
Armie, the dick, watched it all with keen eyes, as if he already understood that Cannon wanted her to himself. Then again, he and Armie knew each other well enough that they rarely had to spell shit out.
Each man showered her with compliments, come-ons and good-natured ribbing. He knew exactly what they were thinking.
Because he was thinking it, too.
Yvette was just too hot. Her eyes were striking, her lush mouth a turn-on. And that soft, restrained laugh...it stroked over him.
Only now she was laughing with other guys—guys who didn’t need much encouragement to horn in.
Without showing a single sign of awareness for their over-the-top flattery, Yvette spoke with each of them.
Denver even took Cannon’s seat beside her. Stack sat across from her. In one way or another, each man angled in close to her until she was surrounded by big, muscled fighters.
Didn’t seem to bother her, though.
Armie, the only one hanging back now, elbowed Cannon. “You’ve been holding out.”
“She’s a friend.” Who would be more soon as he could arrange it.
“No shit? Can I be her friend, too?”
“No.”
Armie laughed.
Folding his arms over his chest, Cannon continued to watch her while schooling Armie. “She’s not your type.”
“Meaning she’s nice instead of nasty?”
“Very nice.” Cannon eyed him. “Aren’t you supposed to be meeting a girl later tonight?”
“Yeah.” He checked his watch. “In fact, I’m already late.”
Armie was not known for his consideration toward the fairer sex—except maybe in bed. “Figure she’ll wait?”
He shrugged. “If she doesn’t, she doesn’t.”
There were times when Cannon didn’t understand his friend. More often than not Armie seemed to work at driving “nice” women away.
Speaking loud enough for them all to hear, Cannon said, “Time for you guys to hit the road.”
Stack leaned in toward Yvette. “He means he wants you all to himself.”
“Selfish,” Miles added. “That’s Cannon.”
“At least when it comes to the pretty girls,” Armie explained. “Otherwise, he’s a ‘saint,’ don’t you know.”
As Denver stood, he said, “Right now, I can’t say I blame him.”
The way she gazed up at them from her seat made her eyes look even bigger and more innocent. She lowered her lashes—and they all looked ready to fall at her feet.
Cannon shook his head.
Not understanding just how smitten they all were, Yvette teased, “Are all fighters so outrageous?”
That started another round of jokes, but as they wrapped it up, Armie said with a teasing lilt, “’Bye, Yvette.”
She grinned. “’Bye.”
When the last guy had walked away, Cannon reseated himself beside her. “There you go. You’re now well acquainted with the warped psyche of fighters.”
“I’d call them colorful, not warped.”
“That’s because you’re a nice person.”
Far too serious, she shrugged. “I try to be.” Before he could question her on that, she said, “Do they fight professionally? I don’t recognize any of them.”
“At different levels, yeah. Armie’s good. He could be competing with the SBC if he really pursued it. But he’s also great with kids and he loves coaching, so he runs the rec center for me around fights in smaller, more local organizations.”
“He has a lot of interesting tattoos.”
“Not as many as some of the fighters.” Armie’s tats were mostly on his forearms, with one in the middle of his shoulder blades. “He’s into the art, though.”
“Do they have special meaning?”
“He’s never said.” In general, guys didn’t talk about special meanings with each other. Smiling, he told her, “The woman he’s seeing now has more ink than him, along with a lot of jewelry.”
Yvette tipped her head in that curious way. “You mean like a belly button ring?”
Cannon tugged at his ear. Yeah, the girl had that—and more. She hadn’t been shy about sharing the various body parts she’d pierced. Armie swore it was hot, but it hadn’t appealed to Cannon.
Rather than go into all that, he said, “Denver’s already with the SBC, but he’s between fights right now.”
“He’s the one with the longer brown hair, right?”
“Yeah, that’s him. He has to put it in a ponytail when he fights.”
“Does he wear contacts?”
Ah, so she had noticed. Most women commented on Denver’s predatory gaze, usually to Denver himself. Cannon appreciated that Yvette hadn’t reacted as others had. “No, that’s his natural eye color.”
Her phone made a sound; she glanced at it while saying, “He has the eyes of a wild animal.”
“So I’ve heard.” Cannon would admit the color was different, sort of a bright golden-brown.
She frowned at the phone before tucking it away.
“Anything important?”
“No,” she said too quickly and without conviction. When she didn’t elaborate, Cannon let it go.
For now.
“Miles is good, too. He’s making a name for himself. And Stack is getting there. He helps Armie at the rec center a couple times a week.”
As if looking for a change in subject, she asked, “How’s the rec center doing?”
“Great. Busy. Come by tomorrow and see for yourself.”
She nodded, started to say something and instead had to cover a yawn. “Sorry. It’s been a long day.”
They’d indulged in a lot of chitchat and numerous interruptions. It all felt so surface, when being with her wasn’t. He took her hand. “You look good, Yvette.”
“For someone who’s driven cross-country?” She smiled. “Thank you. Of course you know you look amazing. You were always incredibly fit, but now...”
“Now what?”
Squeezing his hand, she pulled away and glanced around the bar. “Every woman in here is stealing looks at you.”
He doubted that was true, and even if it was, he didn’t care. “The men are all watching you.”
She smoothed her ponytail. “Probably wondering how they can come and get a picture with you.”
More like wondering how they could get her in bed. But saying so might be pushing things too much. “How long will you be in town?”
“However long it takes.” She caught her bottom lip in her teeth, visibly collected herself and finally lifted her gaze to his. “I want you to know I’ll take care of everything.”
Following along wasn’t easy when lust kept getting in his way. “Everything?”
“All the legal stuff.” Nervousness rushed her into a long explanation. “I can only imagine how busy you are now with your fight career and the rec center and everything you do for the community. You have your sister and your friends and all that training and travel. I want you to know that you don’t have to worry about anything.”
He’d already told her he wanted to be involved. No reason to beat it into the ground. She’d find out soon enough when he didn’t back off.
“I plan to talk to a Realtor tomorrow so I can get the properties listed right away. Hopefully we’ll get a quick sale. In the meantime I’ll take care of—”
“You want to sell?”
The question took her off guard before she recovered and said, “Of course.” She drew in a careful breath. “I can’t really pay you otherwise.”
“Pay me for what?”
“Your half of the inheritance.”
Damn. He didn’t want it, any of it. But Tipton had trusted him to discourage her from selling. Her grandfather wanted her to stay in Warfield, to claim it as her home. And now, after seeing her again, Cannon wanted the same.
They needed to talk. In no way did he feel entitled to her inheritance; the only thing he’d take from her was her time, her attention.
Her sexual interest.
Yeah, he wanted that. More so by the second.
He started to reach for her hand again, and a woman leaned down, twining her arms around his neck. “There you are. I wondered where you’d gotten off to.”
Well, hell. He’d totally forgotten that he’d made alternate plans.
Earlier in the evening, thinking he wouldn’t see Yvette until tomorrow, and being on edge, he’d made a semiagreement to hook up.
But once he’d seen Yvette, he’d forgotten all about the woman now latched on to him. He had to figure out a way to get rid of her without too much insult, because no way in hell was he letting Yvette walk away until they got a few things settled.
* * *
YVETTE LOOKED AT the beautiful woman pressing herself up against Cannon’s solid shoulder, one hand on his chest, the other in his hair, and she wanted to flee. Unfortunately, short of crawling over or under the booth table, Cannon had her trapped in her seat.
The other woman was chic and polished in a way Yvette could never be. Wavy, light brown hair, a sheer blouse and high heels only made her more attractive—and left Yvette feeling underdressed, out of place and far too intrusive. She’d come to the bar to give Cannon a message, to release him from any obligations, and instead she’d just...enjoyed him.
When so many others wanted his time and attention, her actions reeked of selfishness, making her stomach burn. Cannon had just gotten into town, but not only had she dragged him away from his friends, she’d apparently interrupted his romantic plans.
Envy stiffened her smile, making her feel clumsy and too obvious about the way she took in the circumstances.
As he stood, Cannon said, “Sorry...” as if trying to remember the woman’s name.
“Mary,” she supplied with a laugh, tightly hugging his arm, running her fingers over his solid biceps.
Damn, but Yvette envied her that. More than once tonight she’d wanted to do the same. Cannon had a body that begged to be touched. She wanted to explore all those bulging muscles and hard planes.
A lesson in frustration, for sure.
“Right, Mary.” Even standing, he stayed near the bench seat so Yvette couldn’t slide out. “Yeah, I’m sorry, but my plans have changed.”
Yvette stared. Oh, no. No way would she let him cancel on her account. She wanted him to see her as a better person now, not a continued bother.
Determination got her moving, and she deliberately slipped toward the end of the seat. “I really should get going.”
“Oh, good,” Mary said. “I was afraid you two were together.”
“We’re not,” Yvette assured her.
At the same time, Cannon said, “We are,” while he continued to block her retreat.
Both women stared at him, Mary with dismay, Yvette with disbelief.
“Yvette and I are old friends.” Not in the least bothered by her denial, Cannon pried Mary from his body. “I haven’t seen her in years.”
“Friends?” Mary asked hopefully.
“Actually—”
“Yes, only friends.” Yvette managed to say it with friendly insistence, but it wasn’t her best effort. To Cannon, she said, “We’ll have plenty of time to catch up.” She wanted away from the uncomfortable situation, but his big body remained in the way. “You don’t need to—”
“I want to.” With one hand on her shoulder, he kept her in place. “We have too much to talk about.” And before Yvette could refuse him again, he said to Mary, “I’m sure you understand.”
Starting to look annoyed, Mary propped her hands on her hips. “No, I’m not sure I do.”
Oh, God, after being at the center of one of the biggest scenes the town had ever known, she hated causing them, and she especially hated feeling guilty. “Really, Cannon,” she insisted, “it’s fine.”
He ignored Yvette’s protest and, being blunt, said to Mary, “I’m sorry, but I was just about to take off with Yvette.” And then, all but dismissing Mary, he asked Yvette, “Where are you staying?”
Feeling ridiculous, Yvette avoided looking at Mary. “I’m at the house.”
Cannon’s brows went up. “By yourself?”
Oh, now that stung. She lifted her chin. “Why not? It’s my house now.” She wasn’t a child who needed adult supervision. And if memories intruded, well, she’d deal with them.
“Part mine,” Cannon gently corrected, and then, “I only asked because I planned to stay there, too.”
That unexpected announcement had her jaw loosening. “You do?” Not once had she considered that possibility. It didn’t even make sense. “You have a house already.”
In negligent response, he rolled a shoulder. “Rissy lives there now. I gave it to her. A couple of months ago she brought in a roommate.”
“I’m sure your sister would still love to see you!”
At her raised voice, Cannon’s mouth curled into a crooked grin. “Yeah, she will. But she went to Japan with me and she’s still there, stretching it out into a vacation. I doubt her roommate, who’s female—” and also in Japan, but Yvette didn’t need to know that “—would appreciate me moving in on her.” It was just a small fabrication, and Cannon didn’t mind fudging things a little to get what he wanted.
Instead of leaving, Mary stuck close, making Yvette more flustered.
“Cannon,” she began, unsure what else to say.
“Yvette,” he replied, copying her tone and fixing his will on her. “I’m staying at the house.”
Mary finally spoke up. “Oh, my God.” She pointed a manicured finger at Yvette. “You’re that woman.”
Oh, no. Heat swelled up from Yvette’s churning stomach to her chest and finally settled in her face, making her light-headed. No, no, no. The urge to flee sent her heart stuttering.
“Mary,” Cannon said, “why don’t we talk over here?” He tried to lead her away.
She resisted. “You’re that woman who was raped, the one who was almost set on fire.”
“I wasn’t raped,” Yvette squeaked, her voice far too weak.
“Those men... It was in all the local news and everyone was talking about it.” Mary shrugged off Cannon’s hand when he again tried to draw her away. “They made you watch when they brutalized that other woman. You watched them videotape it!” She splayed a hand over her chest. “Oh, you poor thing.”
“That’s enough,” Cannon said in a low voice.
But Mary wasn’t done. Yvette couldn’t tell if she was titillated or truly sympathetic.
Either was awful.
In a scandalized whisper, Mary asked, “Did they really douse you in kerosene and threaten to burn you alive?”
Memories crept in, bring with them old feelings of panic. Although her thoughts bounced about wildly in a frantic search, Yvette couldn’t come up with a single appropriate reply to give.
“Excuse me.” Avery, Rowdy’s wife, insinuated herself into Mary’s line of vision. “I’m so sorry to interrupt, but, Cannon, Rowdy wants to talk to you. He’s in the break room. Oh, and, Yvette, he’d love to see you, too.” With that, she turned to Mary, moving her petite body so close that Mary had no choice but to back up a few spaces. “Before he was famous,” Avery explained with false enthusiasm, “Cannon used to work here. He’s like family still. I’m sure you understand.”
Mary protested that no, she did not understand at all, but Cannon had already drawn Yvette out of the booth seat. Keeping a firm hold on her upper arm, he grabbed up her purse and propelled her forward.
In a shocked daze, she allowed it, stumbling along on wooden legs.
Bodies crowded the bar, but Yvette barely noticed. By rote, she kept her chin up even as Mary’s words reverberated in her thoughts over and over again. Somehow they seemed twice as damning when spoken aloud. She had stood by and watched another woman brutalized. The reality of that squeezed all the air from her lungs.
As they left the main floor for a private hallway, the din of conversation, music and laughter faded into the periphery. Cannon leaned closer, his warm breath brushing the sensitive whorls of her ear when he whispered, “Almost there.”
The concern in his tone kick-started her pride. Swallowing hard, she blinked several times and cleared away the fog of shame.
She’d been a victim, she reminded herself. Realistically she knew it, but that had nothing to do with the mélange of emotions that sometimes bombarded her, with disgrace always at the forefront.
“In here,” Cannon said, drawing her through a doorway into a private room that housed a long table surrounded by chairs, a coffeepot and paper cups, lockers and a few vending machines.
He hooked a chair with his foot and drew it out from the table. “Want something to drink?”
Knowing he expected her to sit, she instead squared off with him. Not in anger, but in determination.
“You don’t need to pamper me.” Not anymore. Not ever again. “I’m fine.”
That drew him around, eyes narrowed and jaw hard. “Bullshit.”
Hearing him curse like that shocked her, but it was nothing compared to the inferno in his eyes. If she’d changed, well, apparently so had he.
He stepped closer, tall, powerful. Indomitable. “You don’t have to do this, Yvette.” He searched her face. “Not with me.”
A little panicky, she said, “I don’t know what you mean,” even as she attempted to get her mask of contentment back in place.
The edge of his fist touched under her chin, lifting her face so that she couldn’t avoid his probing scrutiny. So many sensations erupted: nervousness, excitement, need. She nibbled her bottom lip and literally felt it when his gaze transferred to her mouth.
Hotly, he stared, then inhaled a slow, deep breath—and stepped back. “That woman upset you.”
“That woman?” Derision choked her. “You had a date with her and you don’t remember her name?”
The accusation gathered his dark brows together. “Mary or something. Who cares? And it wasn’t a date.”
“Sounded like a date to me.”
“Then you haven’t gotten around much in the past three years.” He indicated the chair. “Let’s talk.”
She’d had enough talk for one night. Now she just wanted to escape...all of it—Mary’s taunting insight, Cannon’s seductive caring, the exposure of old wounds. But fleeing would be cowardly, and by God, she would not regress.
Dropping her purse onto the long table, she sat. Mulish. Annoyed.
And, damn it, amusement replaced discontent as Cannon took his own seat. “Am I holding you up from something important?”
“No.”
He nodded to her phone sticking out of her purse. “Someone contacted you earlier. Someone male?”
She thought about lying, but no, he deserved better from her. “That was nothing...important.” Sitting forward to convince him, she said, “I want to go to the house and catch some sleep. It’s been a long trip and this is all—” unbearable “—uncomfortable.”
“Which was my point.” The opposite of her, he slouched back in his seat. He continued to study her until, very softly, he said, “I’m sorry.”
Now, why did that make her heart trip and her eyes burn? “For what?”
“Bad timing?” While collecting his thoughts, he looked down at nothing in particular. “I hooked up with Mary before I knew you’d be here.” His gaze swung back up to snare hers. “But now that you are here, I—”
Her forced laugh cut him off. “You don’t owe me anything.”
“It’s not about owing.” His right hand worked, closing into an imposing fist, then relaxing again. “We have a whole lot to straighten out.”
“We could talk tomorrow.”
“Count on it. But tonight—”
Rowdy stepped in, a cola in each hand. Clearly he and Cannon had caught up earlier, given the relaxed way they greeted each other.
“Better?” Rowdy asked.
“Much. Thanks.” He accepted the cola. “For this, too.”
Rowdy set the other drink in front of her. “Yvette Sweeny, right?”
“Um, yes. Hi.” For a moment there, her tongue got stuck. Rowdy Yates was just so...much. Of everything. No way would she have forgotten him, but... “I’m surprised you remember.”
The words no sooner left her than she winced. Of course he remembered. As Mary had said, details of the entire ordeal had played out in the news. She’d refused all interviews, but she knew her face had appeared plenty of times.
His attention, friendly as it might be, didn’t help to calm the stampeding of her pulse. “You’re not at all forgettable.”
Nodding, she said in apology, “Of course you’re right.”
One brow lifted and he grinned.
Oh, God, worse and worse. Yvette tried a glance at Cannon, but if anything, he looked more amused than Rowdy. “I meant because of the trial and everything. I sometimes forget how many times they plastered my pathetic face in the news.”
“That’s not how he meant it,” Cannon chided.
Rowdy’s mellow gaze warmed. “No, it isn’t.” Luckily, he let that go as he turned to Cannon. “Make use of the bar however you want.”
Wondering what that meant, Yvette watched Cannon, but he just nodded. “Thanks.”
“I’ll let you get back to your private chat in just a second. But first, a lot of people are calling in, asking if you’re really here. Word is spreading. I suspect we’ll be mobbed very shortly.”
“Damn.” Cannon stretched out his long legs and shook his head. “Sorry about that.”
“It’s not a problem for me. We like the business.” After a glance at Yvette, Rowdy said, “I’m assuming you plan to cut out for the night?”
“Yeah, sorry.”
“No worries. I understand.”
Well, she didn’t. Again, she wanted to protest, but with Rowdy standing between them it would be rude to interrupt.
“How would you feel about announcing a night that you’ll be around? Say in a week or two? That’ll give you time to settle in, and hopefully keep people from crowding you in the meantime.”
“A week or two?” Her appalled tone blew her cool, polite facade. “You’re staying that long?”
“Yeah, I am.” The heated stare Cannon leveled on her held too many meanings for her to decipher. “At least.”
Happiness bloomed—but she denied it. Okay, so it’d be fantastic to see him more. It was still unexpected. She had assumed he’d make it a couple of days at most—long enough for her to explain that she’d handle everything, then send him his check once things were settled. He’d said his sister still had the family home here, and she knew he visited often, but from what she’d understood, his life was now in Harmony, Kentucky. “What about your training?”
“I just finished a fight, so unless the SBC says differently, I’ll wind it down some.” His eyes darkened. “Besides, I have weights I can set up in the basement.”
“The... What basement?”
“Our basement.”
Oh, good Lord. Now he considered her grandfather’s house theirs? Sure, technically it was, but she hadn’t expected him to assert his rights beyond wanting a quick sale of the properties.
Every question she had sounded rude, so Yvette clammed up.
Apparently that suited the men just fine.
“I could throw out some promotion, make a big deal of it.” Rowdy propped a hip on the table. “Think you’d be in for autographs and photos?”
“Sure. Whatever you want. Maybe I could even work that night, like I used to.”
Rowdy laughed. “I wouldn’t ask you to do that.”
“I’m offering. It’d be fun.” He glanced around the break room. “To be honest, I miss the place.”
“Simpler times?”
“Something like that.”
With both men looking at her, Yvette almost squirmed. Were they insinuating that she’d complicated things? Ha! She did her utmost to make it easier on Cannon. He was the one being difficult.
Clapping him on the shoulder, Rowdy said, “If you have the time, come by tomorrow. We can talk more then. And hey, if you need help with anything, let me know.”
“Will do.”
The second Rowdy left the room, Yvette surged to her feet. Cannon didn’t. If anything, he lounged back more, his indolent posture reminding her of a lean, muscular jungle cat.
Just waiting for an opportunity to pounce.
Wound too tight, beyond weary, she rubbed at her temple to fend off an approaching headache.
“Loosen your hair,” Cannon suggested, but the way he said it made it sound sexual instead of sensible.
“It’s okay.” She dropped her hand, then went straight to her top concern. “You really intend to stay at the house?”
Folding his hands behind his head, he nodded. “Yup.”
Keeping her attention on his face instead of his awesome physique proved impossible. That particular position put outstanding biceps on display and pulled his soft cotton T-shirt taut over the solid surface of his chest and rigid abs.
Just looking at him made her breathe deeper. But then, thinking about him did that to her, too. Being in close, personal proximity with him, seeing his easy smile and modest attitude, was enough to keep her flushed with sexual curiosity.
God, the man was fine. Wide, solid shoulders, narrow hips and his... She swallowed hard and skipped her gaze past his lap to his long, solid legs.
Stop, she ordered herself. Only a masochist would continue teasing herself when she couldn’t do a damn thing about it.
Reminded of her deficiency, Yvette snatched up her purse and shrugged the strap over her shoulder. “All right, then. I guess I’ll see you there.”
All kinds of suspicious, Cannon sat forward. “You’re still going there, too?”
Ah, so he’d hoped to find an altruistic way to spare her from staying at the big, bad house where all her trauma had occurred.
Her lip almost curled—with self-derision. “Yes, I am.” He’d see that she didn’t need to be saved. “Is that a problem?”
Maybe now he’d bow out.
Instead he unfolded that long, tall body until he stood over her. Too close. So close that she felt the heat radiating off him.
He kept doing that, getting in her space in an intimate way. Making her heart race. Making her want things she couldn’t have.
He touched her chin. “Not for me.”
Oh. The way he said that, as if he expected it to be a problem for her.... And it would be. A torturous, frustrating problem—one she’d deal with on her own. “There are three bedrooms and two baths, so it should be fine.”
With probing intensity, his gaze moved over her face. “If you say so.”
Discretion being the better part of valor, she decided to retreat.
Catching her arm before she’d taken a single step, Cannon used his thumb to caress her skin. “It’ll be just the two of us, alone there together.”
“Well, I hope so.” She hadn’t even considered the alternative, but maybe she should have. Unpleasant possibilities had her glaring. “You don’t plan to move anyone else in, do you? Mary or some other woman?”
He laughed before catching himself. “No.” Showing no signs of offense, he caught her other arm, too. “Just you and me.”
The way he stared at her mouth prompted her to lick her lips.
Bad idea, given the flare in his blue eyes.
“I’ll, ah, give you privacy.” It took all her conviction not to lean into him, to resist the lure of his nearness. “If that’s what you’re worried about.”
“Not even close.”
The rough velvet words weakened her resolve. “Then—”
“My worry is a man and woman alone with beds nearby.” He drew her up to her tiptoes. “Unless that’s what you want.”
She couldn’t think. “What?” she whispered.
His breath teased over her lips. “Us, together.” His voice went deeper, rougher. “Making use of the beds.”
When she only stared at him, she saw the smile in his eyes—seconds before his mouth touched the corner of hers.
“Sex,” he breathed.
“Oh.” He wanted to have sex with her. “You’re coming on to me?”
Wry humor kicked up the corner of his mouth. “Seriously? You can’t tell? I must be losing my touch.”
No, his touch was dead-on, heating her with sizzling awareness. “But you just sent Mary away!”
As if she should have understood, he said, “You aren’t Mary.”
The surprise bubbled out as a small laugh. Appalled at herself, Yvette put a hand to his chest. She meant to lever herself away, but instead, the solid muscles had her curling her fingers against him. “No,” she said with apology. “I’m not.”
His thumbs started that wicked caressing again. “I’m glad.”
Only because he didn’t understand the major difference: Mary could accommodate him, but she could not.
Knowing she had to be fair, Yvette tried to explain. “You might want to rethink things. With Mary, I mean. See...I don’t...” Was there a polite way to put it? No, there wasn’t. “Do that.”
Comical confusion showed in his expression.
And no wonder. She sounded so absurd. “That is, I’m not... I can’t...”
“Can’t?”
“Won’t?”
He searched her face. “Pick one.”
She blew out a breath. “Don’t.” Now she pushed away from him, but landing back on her own feet without support left her shaky. “I don’t.” Gesturing, she explained, “Do that.”
Dubious, his gaze roamed over her from head to toes and back again. “You don’t have sex?”
“No.” And now, with him so near and so...focused, she had more regrets than ever.
“You’re not a virgin.”
She sputtered over the accusing way he said that. “No, but that was then, and now...” She rubbed her brow. “Sorry if I’m confusing you. But I don’t do any of that anymore. I mean dating or sex or anything. So anyway, you see, there’s no problem.” Her smile fell flat. More discussion was not going to make any of this better. Knowing that, she backed up one step, then another. “I’m going to head out now.”
Discontent furrowed his brows, making his blue eyes incendiary. “You’re going to say that and then just book?”
Definitely. Inching toward the door, she nodded. “I’m exhausted.” To give credence to that excuse, she staged a huge yawn. “I need some sleep. You probably do, too.”
He didn’t move.
“So...I’ll see you there. Whenever. Don’t hurry on my account, though.” She backed through the doorway. “I think Mary is still waiting for you.”
The frown got darker. “Forget Mary.”
“Okay, sure.” She continued inching away. “You have a key to get in, right?”
Muscled arms crossed over his chest and he looked down his nose at her. “Yeah.”
“Okay, then I’ll leave the door braces off.”
“Door braces?”
“Added security. You know...those bars that... Never mind. I’ll show you. Later.” She cleared her throat. “When you’re there. Though probably not until tomorrow because I’m going straight to bed—”
“I’m coming now.” He started toward her.
“You don’t have to!” More than anything she wanted to avoid another confrontation until she had her wits collected and could speak without sounding like an idiot. She could accomplish that by being in her room with the door closed before he showed up. Tomorrow morning...well, she’d get up early as usual, maybe go for a jog to clear her head and help collect her thoughts.
She hadn’t expected him to want to pick up where they’d left off.
Three years had passed!
But since he did, and since she couldn’t, she’d have to figure out a way to explain it all to him without actually baring her soul.
Still retreating, she almost bumped into someone, looked over her shoulder and apologized to Rowdy’s wife.
“Don’t mind me,” Avery said, her arms laden with dirty glasses after clearing tables. She continued on as if it was a normal night.
As if Yvette weren’t backing away from a superhunk who inexplicably wanted sexual involvement with her.
The night ranked right up there as one of the least normal she’d had—since moving away.
