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Chapter Nine

‘Dare I ask,’ said Nathan when he strode into her salon that evening, ‘what made you change your mind about accepting my invitation to the Wilsons’ soirée?’

‘Not here,’ she said darkly. ‘Wait until we are in the carriage.’ So saying, she swept out of the front door and into the street, where the hired carriage he’d come to collect her in was still waiting.

‘You look divine, by the way,’ he said as he handed her in.

He made her feel divine, too, the way his eyes devoured her as he climbed in beside her.

She was glad she’d succumbed to the urge to dress up for him. She’d briefly wondered whether he would feel more comfortable if she dressed plainly, the way she usually did. But she hadn’t been able to resist putting on the prettiest of her new gowns. And tucking the diamond—or possibly crystal—aigrette into her hair had been an act of pure self-indulgence. Just once, she wanted to look her best and have him look at her exactly the way he was looking at her right now. As though she was beautiful. Desirable.

‘You look quite...appealing yourself,’ she murmured, looking him up and down with appreciation. It was a relief to see he still had some clothes fit to be seen in, in any company. In fact, they looked as though they’d scarcely been worn at all. He must have had quite an extensive wardrobe when he’d been married to his wealthy, well-connected wife. And he clearly hadn’t pawned it all yet.

‘Thank you,’ he said, taking her hands and kissing first one, then the other.

Her toes curled up with pleasure. Oh, but she had been right to seek the solace that only he could give her tonight.

‘So what is it that has driven you from your friends this evening? And made you hint at some mystery? I am all agog.’

‘I could not stomach one more minute of their billing and cooing, if you must know. And I heartily regretted my decision to turn down your invitation to spend the day with you not half an hour after departing for the Bois de Boulogne. At least if I’d been dancing with you, you would have noticed I was there!’

‘Billing and cooing? The stringy Frenchman and the mousy widow?’

‘Yes,’ she said in disgust. ‘Though they do say that love is blind, I had never before considered how very accurate that statement is until today.’ She shot him a sharp look. ‘But Fenella is not mousy. She is elegant and poised. Perhaps she is a touch reserved, but—’

‘Nondescript,’ he said dismissively. ‘The kind of woman you barely notice. It amazes me that she managed to produce a daughter so vibrant as that...’

‘Sophie,’ Amethyst supplied. ‘Oh. So that is why you asked about her father.’

He didn’t contradict her.

‘I’ve often thought Sophie must take after her father, myself.’ She smiled up at him. He couldn’t return her smile. Her pleasure in assuming they were of like mind about the girl made him feel so guilty he couldn’t even look at her.

‘Because Fenella is a quiet person, though neither nondescript, nor mousy. I always think she is a perfect lady, actually.’

‘She is not perfect,’ he said bluntly. ‘She pales into insignificance when next to you. When first I saw you here in Paris, I hardly even noticed she was at the table. But I could not get you out of my head, no matter how hard I tried. I thought of you practically all day. And even in my dreams, there you were, your wonderful hair spread across my pillows, your naked—’

‘Did you?’

She loved hearing him say things like that. And even if it was merely the practised patter of a seasoned rake, it was close enough to what she’d felt to be convincing. She hadn’t been able to stop her thoughts returning to him either. And he’d infiltrated her dreams too.

‘But I am being remiss,’ he said. ‘To distract you from whatever it was you were going to tell me about your friends. You were so annoyed with them you looked as though you really needed to make a clean breast of it.’

His gaze dropped to the bodice of her gown. And all of a sudden she could imagine him baring her breasts, right there in the carriage, and suckling on them the way he’d done the night before.

‘It was all your fault,’ she said resentfully. She had decided to get out tonight and risk taking a peek at the glittering whirl that was Parisian society after all. But one heated look and all she wanted was to tell the coachman to take her to his studio, remove every stitch of clothing, slowly, while he watched, and then have him do all the things he’d done to her last night.

Over and over again.

‘Mine? I cannot be held responsible for every love affair that springs up in Paris, just because I happen to live here.’

‘Oh, that’s not what I meant. It was what you said, last night. About, the man who calls himself Monsieur Le Brun. I’ve always thought there was something suspicious about him.’ That was not quite true. It was more that she was suspicious of all males as a matter of course.

‘But this morning, only he was in the salon where we gather before going out. And although we have been in rooms on our own before, he just looked so...uncomfortable. He could not meet my eyes. Well,’ she huffed, her eyes narrowing, ‘naturally not, the sneak! It turns out he—’ but just then the carriage lurched to a halt. They had arrived at the hôtel hired by the minor politician who was throwing tonight’s informal rout.

‘He what?’

‘Are you not going to open the door and help me alight?’

‘No. I want to hear what the sneak has been getting up to.’

‘I will tell you inside.’

‘But anyone might overhear.’

‘So? I care not. Besides, if we just sit here with the door closed, people will think we are...’

‘So?’ He grinned at her, echoing her own words. ‘I care not.’

‘You have to be the most annoying man I’ve ever met.’

‘Worse than Monsieur Le Brun?’

‘Far worse,’ she said darkly. ‘Because I suspect you annoy me on purpose.’

‘You should not look so utterly captivating with your eyes flashing fire, then.’

‘Captivating? Don’t you mean shrewish? That’s what most men say.’

‘Ah, but I’m not most men. And you warned me about your prickles before you let me get too close. If you were really a shrew, you wouldn’t care whether you hurt me or not.’

He leaned forwards, and planted a hard kiss on her lips just as she was parting them to give him a piece of her mind. He kissed her until she’d forgotten what she’d been going to say to him. And then, just as she relented and started to kiss him back, he pulled away and sprang out of the carriage.

Only to lean back in, extending his hand to her with a broad smile, which she somehow found herself returning.

‘You are incorrigible,’ she said, shaking her head.

‘That’s me,’ he agreed cheerfully. ‘But you wouldn’t have me any other way, would you? You’ve needed to find a man who is strong enough not to bleed when you try to sharpen your claws on him.’

‘And you think you are that man?’

‘I’m man enough for you,’ he husked into her ear, just at the moment when a footman stepped forwards to take her coat. Which made her blush. And want to do something to make him squirm, the way he’d just made her squirm. Only she couldn’t think of anything that wouldn’t make her look a fool as well.

‘God, will you just look at this place?’ Nathan tucked her hand into the crook of his arm almost absent-mindedly as he stared up at the queue of people snaking half-way down the stairs. ‘They must have rented the whole building, not just one floor.’

She took note of the disdainful twist to his mouth. In spite of growing up in exalted circles, in spite of having married into another wealthy family, it looked as though he didn’t like people flaunting their wealth either.

‘So...’ he jerked his eyes away from the marble pillars, the ornate chandeliers, the liveried, bewigged footmen, and turned his attention back to her. ‘You were about to tell me what your French hireling said when you told him you knew he wasn’t being honest about his name.’

Was she? Oh, yes. She’d been really annoyed about it too.

‘That was what started it,’ she agreed. ‘But then he had the nerve to demand I tell him who had been talking about him, rather than just give me an honest answer.’

‘What cheek,’ said Nathan with mock horror.

‘Yes, it was, actually. He acted as though I had no right to question him, when I am employing him in a position of considerable trust. And I was just pointing out that if he wished to remain in my employ he had better come clean, when Fenella burst into the room and flew to his side. Saying it was all her fault. Well, he tried to silence her, saying that I didn’t know the truth, but she just said she couldn’t keep it a secret from me any longer and it all came tumbling out. Not about his real identity, not at first, but about how she and Gaston were going to marry as soon as we return to England.’

For one terrible moment she’d thought they’d hatched up some plot to swindle her. After all, they had spent so much time together poring over the correspondence from French firms it would have been easy. The thought of Fenella betraying her trust in that way had felt like a knife-blow. Like her sisters all over again. She’d wondered why it was that no matter how much she did for people, nobody had ever stood by her.

It had been a tremendous relief to find out that what they were hiding was merely a romance.

‘But why,’ he said as the queue shuffled further up the stairs, ‘did they need to keep their betrothal a secret from you?’

‘It was because he’d seduced her,’ she told him grimly. ‘The very first night we arrived in Paris. Oh, Fenella said it was all her own doing. She’d had too much to drink and was lonely. And they’d become such good friends during the voyage and had so much in common. And then she said she had missed the kind of closeness a woman can only find with a man. Which, by her blushes, I took to mean in bed.’

And because of the time she’d spent in Nathan’s bed, she could actually see why Fenella had succumbed to temptation, when only the day before, she would have been horrified. Sickened.

‘Suddenly, a lot of things made sense. Such as the way neither of them could quite look me in the eye any more. And the way he’d gone from being as sarcastic as he dared to being positively ingratiating.’ And the way Fenella blushed when she’d made what were, on the face of it, perfectly innocuous remarks.

‘And all the while he kept trying to shush her. But when he groaned and covered his face and sort of collapsed on to the sofa, Fenella finally realised we hadn’t been arguing about that at all. But it was too late. The cat, as they say, was well and truly out of the bag.’

‘I wish I had been there,’ he said, his lips twitching with mirth.

‘It wasn’t funny.’ Could he take nothing seriously?

‘I beg your pardon, but it sounds highly entertaining. When you have a middle-aged couple behaving like some latter-day Romeo and Juliet, with you cast as both sets of disapproving guardians. It’s preposterous.’

‘To be fair, they were both afraid I would try to part them.’

‘Why on earth would you want to do that?’

‘Because,’ she said, grasping the banister rail with such force it looked as though she was considering wringing someone’s neck, ‘he’d taken advantage of her. If I’d found out the morning after, when she was so upset about it, you may be sure I would have turned him out!’

‘But you said Fenella was as keen as he was.’

‘I know you don’t think there’s anything wrong with jumping into bed with people on the slightest pretext,’ she said coldly, ‘but Fenella was racked with guilt. So much that she couldn’t bring herself to confide in me. And he worked on those fears. And seems to have convinced her that they’re experiencing some grand passion that will end in marriage.’

She didn’t see him flinch when she assumed he had no morals. That he would, as she put it, jump into bed with any woman, on the slightest pretext. It took an effort, but he managed to carry on with the conversation after only the slightest hesitation.

‘And you don’t think it will?’

‘I...’

He watched the fire go from her. Her shoulders slumped.

‘This morning, I would have said not. But having been obliged to watch them...’

‘Billing and cooing,’ he supplied helpfully.

She shot him a brief, narrow-eyed glare.

‘Precisely,’ she said bitterly. ‘He is certainly very convincing in his role.’ Once they’d gone out and Fenella and Gaston no longer felt the need to conceal their relationship, they’d become remarkably demonstrative. Smiling at each other and laughing at silly little jokes that made no sense to her whatsoever. And looking at each other as though, given half a chance, they would dive into the nearest bushes and rip each other’s clothes off.

And yet somehow they’d managed to include Sophie in their happy little love bubble. They were bonding into a family unit, right before her eyes.

Leaving her trailing along behind them. Excluded, as usual. She’d felt almost as lonely as when her family had closed ranks against her.

She’d grown increasingly resentful of the fact that she’d stuck to the arrangement she’d made with this pair, thinking it would be bad form to abandon them in order to spend time with her new lover, when they could think of nothing but each other.

As soon as she got home she had sent word that she was ready to accompany Nathan to the party he’d mentioned, to be thrown by some minor politician of whom she’d never heard. If Fenella was going to be wrapped up in Gaston for the duration of their stay in Paris, then she might as well spend every moment she could with her own lover.

‘I can see why Fenella believes him to be in earnest,’ she admitted. ‘But what still worries me is the fact that Fenella really has fallen for him. She was almost weeping when she told me she never thought she’d find love at her time of life, but that Gaston had made her feel like a young bride again.’

And because she’d just spent the earlier part of the day feeling exactly the same, in relation to Nathan, she hadn’t been able to utter one single word of rebuke.

‘He got to his feet at that point, put his arm round her and claimed that the only reason he did not wish Fenella to tell me of their so-called plans until we returned safely to England was because he was afraid I would turn—’ She bit back what she had been about to say, unwilling to let Nathan know that Fenella was also in her employ, rather than just travelling with her as a friend, which was what she’d led him to believe.

‘Turn against her, for having loose morals,’ she finished lamely.

Monsieur le Prune—and she might as well call him that now, since Le Brun wasn’t his real name either—had pointed out that since she’d employed Fenella to give her an air of respectability, now that her own morality was in question, poor Fenella was terrified she would lose her job.

And then had come the only bright spot in her otherwise disastrous day. Fenella had looked up at him with reproach and declared that Amethyst would never abandon her in a foreign country, let alone Sophie. Even when he’d muttered that perhaps she did not know her employer as well as she thought, Fenella had been unshakeable. Fenella had stayed true to their friendship.

No matter what happened next, whether the romance blossomed into marriage, or whether Monsieur Le Brun turned out to be some kind of ageing Lothario, Amethyst was not going to lose her friend.

‘I think he had been trying to turn her against me for some time. He’s worked on the guilt she felt for actually doing what all the ladies of Stanton Bassett accused her of doing—’

‘Hold on. Now you have lost me. What, exactly, have the ladies of Stanley Basset accused her of doing?’

‘Stanton. It’s Stanton Basset. Well, when she arrived with a baby, but no husband in evidence, rumours started to fly. You can imagine the sort of thing that provincial, narrow-minded women with too much time on their hands can invent. They’re always ready to believe the worst of people, without a shred of evidence to support it. Particularly if that person has nobody to vouch for her,’ she said indignantly. ‘And it was all the more unfair because Fenella is really a very moral person. Well, until she started misbehaving with Monsieur le Prune, I would have said she had never put a foot wrong in her life. Apart from marrying a plausible rogue the first time round. Honestly,’ she huffed, as they moved up yet another place in the receiving line, ‘you would have thought she’d have learned her lesson where men are concerned.’

Although had she learned anything from her experience with Nathan? Here she was, seeking him out and confiding everything to him as though he was her closest, most trustworthy friend. Just as she’d done before.

What right had she to question Fenella’s judgement when it came to men? At least Fenella had gone for a man she swore was completely different from the feckless charmer she’d eloped with as a girl. Gaston was clever, she declared, and hard working and capable, and he never, ever lost his temper.

After that description of his merits, she saw that he was exactly the kind of man Fenella would fall for. She’d confessed she wanted a man to lean on. Someone dependable and patient. His looks were irrelevant.

She might find the thought of getting amorous with him totally repellent, but he’d managed to put a bloom on Fenella’s cheeks. He was making her feel like a desirable, vibrant woman. Just as Nathan—

Nathan, she suddenly realised, had gone awfully quiet. When she darted a glance up at him he was staring fixedly at the back of the stout man in front of them in the receiving line, a forced tightness about his lips.

He was probably getting bored with her stupid prattle. Desperately, she strove to find some other topic of conversation.

‘You never did tell me,’ she said with determined brightness. ‘What is your connection to these people and why they have invited you tonight?’

He turned to her then, his face twisting into a mask of harsh cynicism.

‘I know Wilson from my days as a Member of Parliament. We both, at that time, had very ambitious wives. They got on well together.’

He didn’t look as though that fact pleased him. And when she frowned her confusion at him, he continued, ‘You seem to think that if she is so ambitious for her husband to succeed, they would have done better to stay in England, don’t you? Open your eyes, Amy, and look at the people they have attracted to their home.’

As they were almost at the head of the stairs, by peering round the stout man in front of them, and his partner’s flounces, she could easily have caught glimpses of the glittering crowd thronging a large salon beyond.

‘Not that I am likely to recognise any of them,’ she retorted, stung by his patronising attitude.

‘Much better you don’t,’ he said harshly, tucking her arm firmly into his as they reached the landing. ‘But I will tell you the kind of people she is gathering about her in Paris. Influential people. She is using this trip to cement friendships she could never have forged in London. When Wilson returns to England, she will continue to use the connections she has made here to push him up the greasy pole.’

‘That’s not strictly true, though, is it? She invited you, even though...’ She trailed off.

‘Even though she was my wife’s friend, rather than mine, and my career is currently at such a low ebb it would be nothing short of miraculous for me to resurrect it?’ He raised one eyebrow, his tone challenging.

‘I was going to say,’ she replied, ‘that you cannot be of use to her any more, since you are no longer involved in politics.’

He looked at her steadily for a few moments, then appeared to relent towards her.

‘It isn’t easy to understand this world until you’ve been a part of it. I certainly didn’t look beneath the glittering surface to the lethal undercurrents before I plunged in. I was even foolish enough, when I first got elected, to think I needed to go to the House upon occasion and listen to debates.’ His mouth twisted into a harsh sneer. ‘And that was even though I knew that Lucasta’s father had bought the votes of the potwallopers in my borough. But I soon learned that isn’t how a man succeeds in politics. He needs to ingratiate himself with the right people. Do deals in secret. Be prepared to perjure his soul in return for promotion.’

‘But...’

‘You cannot see how I can be of use to these people, is that what you were going to say? Oh, Amy...’ he laughed, bitterly ‘...have you forgotten? My father is, and always will be, the Earl of Finchingfield, and he wields enormous political influence. Who knows but that one day he might forgive me? If I find favour in his sight again, those who have supported me at this...low tide...might find him grateful. And prepared to be generous.’

‘That’s a horribly cynical way to look at life.’

‘I prefer to say realistic. Amy, I spent years amongst these people. I know how they operate. Believe me, the more cynical you are about them, the less likely you are to be hurt by them.’

She frowned. ‘I wonder you bothered to come tonight, then. They all sound perfectly horrid.’

‘They have their uses,’ he said darkly. The most urgent being to send a message to his father. Somebody, from this gathering, was bound to return to England with the news that his reprobate youngest son had taken up with the very woman he’d done his utmost to separate him from. And, for once, he would taste defeat. Know that all his machinations had been in vain. Amethyst had found her way back to him.

‘Uses? What do you mean?’

Nathan rubbed his nose with his thumb. He couldn’t admit that he wanted to flaunt her in his father’s face. That he was using her.

She didn’t deserve to become a pawn in his ongoing battle with his father. Pawns got hurt. His father certainly hadn’t hesitated to blacken her name ten years ago. To him, she was nothing. A mere inconvenience to be swatted aside like a pesky fly.

‘I shouldn’t have brought you here,’ he said, a cold knot forming in his stomach. He could have taken her anywhere. Why had he exposed her to the possibility of getting hurt all over again?

‘You are no match for these sort of people. It is like throwing a lamb to the wolves.’

‘Nonsense,’ she snapped. ‘Do you think I am a country bumpkin with straw for brains?’

‘No! That is not what I meant at all. You are just too...straightforward to know how to survive in this kind of environment. You have no idea how to smile while uttering a threat, or make someone believe you are their friend whilst plotting how to stab them in the back.’

Simple. He thought she was simple. Not up to cutting it in his world.

Well, why should she be surprised? It was what he’d thought ten years ago, too. Well, she’d show him.

But before she had the chance to work out exactly how she was going to prove that she was not the simpering, weak-willed kind of ninny that needed a man to protect her from all the big bad wolves in the world of politics, the stout couple in front moved away and she and Nathan were finally standing face to face with their host and hostess.

‘Oh, Mr Harcourt, what an unexpected pleasure to see you here,’ gushed the bejewelled woman, flashing a lot of teeth and bosom in his direction. Though how it could be unexpected, since she must have sent him an invitation, Amethyst couldn’t imagine.

‘I would have thought our sort of gathering would be much too tame for you,’ she said archly, before going off into a peal of shrill laughter.

So why invite him, then? Because my father is, and always will be, the Earl of Finchingfield and he wields enormous political influence.

‘And who is this delightful young lady you have brought with you? I don’t believe I have seen her about anywhere, have I?’

Nathan paused, only very slightly, but the woman promptly leapt to her own conclusion.

‘Oh, how very naughty of you,’ she said, flattening one hand to her impressive bosom. ‘To bring your latest chère amie into such a gathering. Oh, but isn’t that just like you!’ She rapped his arm with her fan. ‘Always courting scandal one way or another. But I shall not be cross with you. This is Paris, after all, so what does it really matter? Algernon, dearest,’ she rattled on, while Nathan seemed to have turned to stone at her side, ‘look who it is. Mr Harcourt and his lovely young...French friend.’

‘Harcourt, you dog.’ He grinned. ‘Still the rake, I see! But do you have a name, you lovely young thing?’ Mr Wilson, who looked exactly as she’d imagined a minor politician with delusions of grandeur would look, seized her hand and pressed a wet kiss on the back of it.

She flashed Nathan a swift, challenging glance from under her eyelashes, dropped Mr Wilson a curtsy and, summoning up what little French she knew, said, in a little, breathy, voice, ‘Moi, je suis Mademoiselle D’Aulbie.’

Nathan let out a choking sound and turned to her with a look of complete shock.

‘It is such the honour to meet the very important man of whom I hear so much,’ Amy simpered, batting her eyelashes up at her host, the way she imagined a woman of pleasure, who did not know when she was being insulted to her face, would do. ‘And Monsieur ’Arcour, he does not want to attend at all, but I did so want zis treat.’

‘Did you, my dear?’ Mr Wilson puffed up to almost twice his not-inconsiderable size. ‘Don’t suppose young Harcourt could resist, eh? Don’t say I blame him.’ He winked at Nathan over the top of her head.

‘But what is zis rayk you say of eem?’ she said, her execrable accent getting thicker by the second. ‘He is the artist, n’est-ce pas? Not some kind of gardener.’

At that point, Nathan abruptly came back to life, grabbing her elbow and tugging her into the room, whilst muttering something to their hosts about making room for the next couple in line.

‘What the hell,’ he said through gritted teeth, ‘has come over you? Putting on that ludicrous accent and letting them think...’

‘Oh, I don’t know,’ she said airily, beckoning a waiter who was circulating with a tray of champagne. ‘Perhaps I just couldn’t resist showing you that I could very easily disguise not only what I am thinking, but also my very nationality, if I put my mind to it.’

He snagged a glass of champagne himself and knocked it all back in one go.

‘But why would you want to do any such thing?’

She sipped her champagne whilst considering how to answer him. And then decided to plump for the truth.

‘Do you know, I’m not entirely sure. But I’ve felt on the verge of...revolution ever since I arrived in Paris. I have the strangest feeling that I can be anyone I want to be here. And just for a moment, I rather fancied the idea of letting that stupid woman think I was your chère amie. You have to admit it was rather amusing to see the judgemental, pompous, narrow-minded bladders of wind both run to the lengths of their boorishness, wasn’t it? Far better than having to explain that actually I am—’

‘No. You don’t need to say another word.’ He’d frozen in horror when Mrs Wilson had expressed curiosity about her. He’d hesitated to give her real name, knowing it could signal the eruption of another battle between him and his father, with Amy at risk of getting caught in the cross-fire.

He’d been relieved, if a little stunned, when Amy had started to poke fun at their hosts. And now that they’d escaped the danger that people who still had connections to his father’s world might find out who she was, he had to admit that he would have found her performance amusing if he hadn’t been frozen solid with horror at the danger he’d so foolishly exposed her to.

It reminded him of the rather tart sense of humour she’d displayed ten years before. The perceptive and witty comments she’d made about people they met that had chimed so exactly with his own feelings that he’d felt as though he’d found the perfect partner.

And her remark about being anyone she wanted to be here in France was another case in point.

‘I know exactly what you mean about the atmosphere of Paris,’ he said. ‘The moment I got here, something about the attitude of the people made me feel as though I really could make a fresh start. As though I could wipe the slate clean and be whoever I wanted to be. Or perhaps to find out who I was meant to be—yes, that sums it up more neatly. Because none of them assumed I had an inherent value just because of who my father is,’ he said, shooting a dark look towards the doorway, where the Wilsons were gushing over the next arrivals.

Amethyst followed the direction of his gaze.

‘In fact, they would be as likely to think of that as an impediment, since they have taken such a dislike to anyone connected to the aristocracy.’

‘Hasn’t it made you feel a little...scared?’

‘No. The revolution is over. They’ve done with executing people just because of their ancestry,’ he said.

‘I have sometimes felt a little concerned, though,’ she said. ‘It is as though there is some sort of charge in the air. Like you get just before a storm. And there seem to be soldiers everywhere, loitering in packs, looking mean and hungry.’

‘Yes, well I can’t blame them, can you? They’ve had a taste of power. They’ve overthrown one corrupt regime and spent years forging a military empire. It won’t be easy for them to settle back into the kind of lives they had before, if that is all the Bourbons mean to offer them.’

‘What do you think will happen?’

He grinned. ‘Who knows? Certainly not the Parisians. Everyone has a different opinion about what should happen to their country next, from the lowliest street vendor to the deposed aristocrats who’ve come flocking back demanding they have their estates restored, and they aren’t afraid to voice it. Nobody here accepts the status quo. They feel they have the power to change just about everything. It’s...invigorating.’

‘I...suppose it is,’ she said.

‘I think it is. Nothing is set in stone here any more. And apart from that, Parisians don’t care that I caused such a scandal in London, that no political party would ever back me to stand for them ever again. It makes me feel that the past is gone. Done. I’ve broken free from my family’s expectations, my reputation, everything. It’s as though I’ve been given a blank sheet of paper and what I draw on it is entirely up to me.’

A new start. Yes, she could see why he would want that after the mess he’d made of what should have been a glittering political career. Hadn’t she also left Stanton Basset because it was what she was looking for herself? A chance to break free from the expectations of others, the obligations that weighed her down?

‘The trouble is,’ she said, putting on a frown, ‘that since I’ve come to Paris, people keep on mistaking me for a woman of easy virtue. What do you suppose,’ she said, shooting him a coy look from under her lashes, ‘that means?’

‘I think it means,’ he said, setting his empty glass down carefully on the nearest available surface, ‘that it is time you fulfilled your potential.’

‘Oh, yes?’

‘Decidedly yes,’ he said, taking her arm and leading her to the nearest exit. ‘If you are determined to play the part of my...chère amie,’ he husked into her ear, ‘then it is about time you put in a bit more practice.’

‘Does this mean what I hope it means?’

‘Yes,’ he replied firmly. ‘I’m taking you back to my rooms. I’ve let you see ze most important man, and all zees so important people. Now you need to pay for me giving you zis treat,’ he said playfully, imitating her dreadful French accent.

‘Ooh,’ she breathed. ‘You are a hard taskmaster.’

‘Hard is the word,’ he agreed. ‘And these breeches simply don’t disguise a thing.’

She blushed. And then began to giggle. And kept on giggling as they pushed their way back through the throng climbing the stairs, as they made their way down.