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CHAPTER ONE

Nomkhitha and Joseph

The story of the Mashinini family begins more than 500 miles south of Johannesburg in the Transkei: the place of Nomkhitha’s birth. It is a world apart. Even before the apartheid government went through the charade of erecting a border marker, the boundary between white South Africa – with its paved roads, electric street lights, freshly watered lawns – and this black area was inescapable.

Here the dreamy, desolate landscape stretches for miles. There are few cars and little movement, save the occasional goat balanced on tiptoe to nibble at the thorny bushes. The distant mountains are ragged outcroppings of boulders, lightly smeared with green vegetation and topped with purple-blue shadows. Whitewashed huts dot the undulating hillsides.

For all its poverty of development, though, the Transkei is rich in political tradition. The first white missionaries settled here among the Xhosa people in the 1800s. Their arrival had a profound effect: the Xhosas – who lived in what used to be one of South Africa’s largest territorial divisions and numbered more than three million – were among the first blacks to be exposed to Western education. The Transkei became renowned for its missionary schools; the country’s first black university, Fort Hare, was established here. That so many black political thinkers and activists – Nelson Mandela among them – subsequently emerged from the region is hardly coincidental.

It was to these dual tendencies – education and politics – that Nomkhitha was born. Her mother, Olive Nonthuthuzlo, came from St Marks, a village dominated by its Anglican church. She was one in a long line of teachers – a not-unremarkable feat for women of that era. Her five sisters and one brother also had teaching certificates. Olive had been a quiet, serious girl with a beautiful singing voice and a penchant for netball; her great passion, though, was reading. Teaching suited her studious nature.

When the time came for Olive to marry, her father, a prosperous sheep farmer who had built St Marks’ first sizeable house, wanted an educated man for his daughter. Daniel Boto seemed an ideal match. Of royal blood, Daniel was a praise singer at the chief’s court, an interpreter in the local magistrate’s court (he spoke several languages), a respected politician, a successful farmer and a poet. This would be the widower’s second marriage. Daniel had fifteen children from his first marriage, the oldest of whom was Olive’s age.

On her wedding day, Olive left her parents’ home for Daniel’s village several miles away. Hers was a ‘white’ wedding, so called because Olive’s father could afford to buy a white gown. After the ceremony in St Marks’ church and a feast at her father’s house, Daniel hoisted Olive – still wearing the prized frock – into a covered wagon drawn by a team of oxen. White flags adorned the lead animal to show that this was a wedding party. Lest anyone miss the message, the bridegroom’s best men, astride horses bedecked in beads and white flags, preceded the wagon as a kind of honour guard. They rode at a breakneck speed, now doubling back around the wagon, now racing forward, trilling: ‘Li, li, li, li, hallelujah! Umtshato! It’s a wedding!’ Daniel moved the procession steadily forward. His wagon was loaded down with wooden trunks containing bed linen, towels, blankets, crockery and a bedroom set – all gifts provided by Olive’s family; a new bride was not supposed to ask her mother-in-law for anything.

The wagon came to rest in Bengu, a speck of a settlement. It sits at the end of a rock-strewn road that snakes for miles through the mountains from the white town of Lady Frere. A forlorn, wind-whipped place, Bengu has sweeping vistas of the land as it rolls gently towards the Great Kei river. Most of its inhabitants lived in shacks. Their floors were cold stone caked with dirt; they cooked on coal stoves that filled the tiny dwellings with acrid smoke; their meagre possessions were usually covered with a thick coating of flies.

Daniel’s house, as befitted his position, was Bengu’s grandest. Built of brown stone, it boasted three spacious rooms and several outhouses. He also owned a large tract of land. It was a rare thing for an African to own land; most blacks were tenant farmers, paying an annual rent to the government or to a white landlord. But Daniel had inherited part of the property from his father, with the rest bequeathed to him by the chief. He grew maize and wheat; in the orchard were peaches, apples, apricots and pomegranates. Daniel also raised goats, pigs, sheep, horses, cows, geese and shaggy-feathered chickens.

In this house, Olive gave birth to Virginia Nomkhitha – her name means ‘attractive’ in Xhosa – on 9 May 1935. A son, Mark, followed a couple of years later. The two children would soon become inseparable companions; by the time they started school, their half-siblings had all grown and moved to nearby villages. And so they did everything together: homework, play, household chores. (Neither was required to help in the fields or kraals, where the cattle were kept; hired hands did that work.) Their contrasting personalities complemented one another. Like Olive, Mark had a calm, gentle manner; Nomkhitha, on the other hand, emulated Daniel’s exuberance.

Theirs was an unconventional family for the times. Olive had to be away for most of the week; her teaching job in a village near Lady Frere was too distant for her to travel there and back every day. She would leave on Sunday night, riding her horse the fifteen miles to the school, and return on Friday. Much of the child rearing fell to Daniel. He came to favour Nomkhitha and Mark over his other children, but he still brought them up in strict African fashion.

Daniel woke before sunrise every morning to start a fire, then roused Nomkhitha and Mark with a hymn. They joined in the singing; the children knelt while their father prayed. Afterwards, Daniel shooed them outdoors to begin their chores. Bucket in hand, Nomkhitha and Mark had to fetch water from the river that meandered past the village. It was only a ten-minute walk to the riverbank, but the pail, once filled, felt unbearably heavy to a small, sleepy child. And the air could be achingly cold, especially in winter. Upon returning to the house, Nomkhitha and Mark had to sweep their room and dust the chairs. Only then would Daniel give them their breakfast of porridge, bread and tea.

On weekdays, Nomkhitha and Mark walked to school. Unlike many of their classmates, they had shoes, but they went barefoot when it rained to preserve them. After school finished in the early afternoon, Nomkhitha and Mark raced home to more chores. There was water to draw again, and laundry to be carried to the riverbank for washing. The children pounded the clothes on large rocks to get them clean and spread them across the tall grass; while waiting for the laundry to dry in the sun, Nomkhitha and Mark played. It was the best part of the day. They held running races, climbed the huge, overhanging trees, swam if the weather was warm. To dry off, Mark taught Nomkhitha different dance steps. He loved to sing too, although he hadn’t inherited Olive’s mellifluous voice; but he was a stunning dancer.

The children had to finish their homework by eight o’clock every evening. That was when they and Daniel (and Olive, when she was present) gathered in one room to pray. Then Daniel would read to Mark and Nomkhitha and regale them with stories of his travels or with intsomi, traditional Xhosa folktales that usually incorporated some sort of moral lesson.

Sundays were given over to church. Nomkhitha and Mark would jump the stone fence that separated their father’s property from the Methodist church next door; both liked attending the services, especially Mark, who was a server. Otherwise, Bengu offered little in the way of diversion. No one had a radio. Mail arrived weekly; newspapers came once a month, delivered by horse-drawn carriage. (The villagers learned of the outbreak of the Second World War only when white sugar suddenly disappeared from the shops and other foodstuffs became scarce.) The most valued entertainment was a visitor. The appearance of a traveller generated much excitement and extreme gestures of hospitality: water would be boiled, tea brewed, precious stores of biscuits brought out. And neighbours would crowd into the hot, dark room where the visitor was staying, eager for news of the outside.

Once a month, Daniel, Olive, Nomkhitha and Mark made the journey to Lady Frere. It was not a grand place: one dusty street filled with small shops and a scattering of churches. Still, it was a town; here you could buy things, catch up on gossip, feel a vitality and movement missing in Bengu. Nomkhitha and her family made a day of it. Dressed in their Sunday finery, they wandered from shop to shop, lingering over a bolt of fine cloth, admiring a stylish hat, exchanging pleasantries with a shopkeeper. (Olive, clearly an educated, Christian woman, was always treated courteously by the white shopkeepers.) When they had seen all that the town had to offer, Olive and Daniel purchased their stores of wheat, sorghum, mealie meal (ground corn) for the month, gathered up the children and began the long ride home.

Impelled by his religion and his position in the community, Daniel believed in sharing his wealth. If a man in the village died, Daniel slaughtered a cow to contribute to the ceremonies; for a child’s funeral, he gave a sheep. Every June, when little grew in the southern hemisphere winter and people were in the throes of what was called ‘the hungry season’, Daniel prepared a feast. He roasted a cow, brewed quantities of sorghum beer, and invited people from miles around. Many of the guests were ‘red people’, traditional Xhosas whose appellation came from the ochre clay they smeared on their bodies and faces. To Nomkhitha, the women were especially spectacular. They wore shawls folded in a square on their heads, skirts of animal skin, a piece of cloth tied around their breasts, and a sheepskin pouch in which to keep their inqawe, a wooden pipe, and tobacco. To complete their maquillage, some scraped out the sticky black ash from the inqawe with a twig and applied it to their lips or dotted it on their cheeks.

Although these festivities impressed Nomkhitha as a child, she was most taken with the rites of ancestor worship. African Christianity is overlaid with vestigial tribal rites; chief among them is belief in the ancestors. Daniel taught Nomkhitha to respect her forebears. They are your interlocutors with God, he explained, the link between the living and the Lord. They can intercede on your behalf. If you leave the house, for instance, you must say: I’m going out now, please protect me. If you talk to your ancestors, they will understand. But you must honour them. After hearing your prayers, they expect to be offered a pinch of snuff, a calabash of beer. These were lessons Nomkhitha would take with her into adulthood.

Daniel adhered strictly to the ways of the ancestors. He bought tombstones for deceased relatives and unveiled them with ceremony; if someone were not buried properly, he believed, one’s children could be visited by the restless soul. Daniel led his family on annual pilgrimages to the cemetery. It was a dry, solitary spot, littered with saguaros and thorn bushes; from here, Bengu could barely be discerned in the distance. The graves of Nomkhitha’s family dated back to the 1800s and were marked with simple stones, painted white, with names chiselled crudely on them. Daniel would pull out the weeds that had sprung up around the headstones. He also tested the stones to be sure they were firmly implanted; cattle liked to rub against them and often loosened or even knocked them down. To communicate with their ancestors, Daniel, Olive and the children would each spit on a small stone and gingerly place it near a headstone. Then they would pray.

These rituals gave definition to Nomkhitha’s life. But her identity, her sense of self, came from Daniel’s position as a praise singer – imbongi – and adviser at the chief’s court. Part socio-political commentator, part oral historian, the imbongi composed poems about past and present events. Only the most gifted poets became praise singers. Speaking in Xhosa, an extravagant, metaphorical language of clicks and pops, they combined acute political intuition with wit and eloquence. (Many would later trace Tsietsi’s oratorical skill when he led the 1976 Soweto uprising to his grandfather.) The imbongi commanded respect not only for his talents, but also because of his relationship to the chief. He was among the latter’s most trusted counsellors; the praise singer could, if he deemed it necessary, publicly criticize the chief in the poems he recited. Thus the imbongi acted as a kind of social conscience for the community.

Daniel was imbongi to Chief Valelo Mhlontlo, who ruled over an area that corresponded roughly to the provincial district of Glen Grey. A chief is born to his position: Mhlontlo was a lesser member of the royal house of the Thembu tribe, the most prominent in the Transkei. (Nelson Mandela’s father was a counsellor to the Thembu royal family.) Daniel, as the imbongi, preceded the chief in his travels through the Glen Grey region. Tall and handsome, wearing a leopard-skin headdress, English riding boots and britches (of which he was very proud), Daniel cut a striking figure as he galloped on his horse across the countryside, singing the chief’s praises and announcing his arrival.

The court was conducted at the Great Place, as the royal residence was called. It stood on a high hill and commanded a stunning view of Bengu’s tiny, pastel-coloured huts splayed out below. The chief’s house was, of course, the best in the district: a long, low whitewashed dwelling, adorned with a tin roof and a veranda. Those were the living quarters; the cooking was done in a nearby mud-and-wattle hut. A set of yellow, thatch-roofed rondavels, guest huts for visiting counsellors and dignitaries, completed the compound. There was also a small cemetery not far from the main house. Here the chiefs were buried, facing downhill towards their people; their wives occupied plots behind them.

The court sessions were held next to the stone kraal. The chief, wrapped in a wool blanket, sat in front; his dozen or so counsellors, elderly men chosen for their wisdom and integrity, flanked him. In an atmosphere of great solemnity, they heard all manner of cases: marital breakdowns, property disputes, disagreements about dowries. These they weighed and dissected and examined from every angle. The chief and his aides attempted to settle matters themselves so that the disputants would not have to go before the government’s magistrate – a costly and often bewildering experience.

The Great Place was also the venue for traditional ceremonies and concerts. Nomkhitha attended many such grand occasions as a child; the chief’s compound seemed to her a live thing then, an amorphous moving mass of colour and sound. She particularly admired the dancers: their swathes of pastel-coloured cloth, their intricate necklaces and collars strung with beads; their long, swirling skirts fashioned from cow hides; the knobkerries they brandished with great shouts; their bare feet, adorned with ankle bracelets, that pounded the dusty earth with a frenzied rhythm. The dances evoked ancient Xhosa tales of birth and death, love and war.

Thus Nomkhitha passed her childhood: immersed in her heritage, secure in her privileged status. The racist rules of the white world barely touched her. Later, in adulthood, Nomkhitha would liken the certainties of that time to the architecture of her village. Houses there were always placed in the same manner: first the main hut, then the secondary huts, all in a row. Nomkhitha loved the exactness of it, the reliability. The world was as it should be.

Nomkhitha carried these beliefs with her when, at the age of thirteen, she left Bengu for boarding school. She attended a black, all-girls institution in Mt Arthur, near Lady Frere, which was run by the Methodist Church. Because of the distance from Bengu, Nomkhitha returned only during the December and June holidays. She was not homesick; Olive stuffed an enormous suitcase full of clothes and bedding and mementos that Nomkhitha dragged onto the bus to Mt Arthur. And the family visited her on their monthly outings to Lady Frere.

The Methodists were strict schoolmasters. The girls woke at five o’clock every morning, washed, dressed in their uniforms, ate breakfast, then attended classes until two o’clock in the afternoon; afterwards, they had several hours of homework. Nomkhitha flourished under the regimen. She studied biology, geography, history, arithmetic and English; for sport, she played tennis. Her vivacity and self-assurance attracted a large circle of friends.

For the first couple of years at school, the trajectory of Nomkhitha’s life remained unaltered. She decided she would study nursing after finishing at Mt Arthur. There were only two professions open to blacks at that time: teaching and nursing. Although Olive had imbued her with a fierce desire for education, Nomkhitha rejected her mother’s career; she was, in fact, alone among her friends in opting to become a nurse. To Nomkhitha, nursing seemed glamorous. The medical studies, smart uniform, the contribution to the community – they all captured her imagination in a way teaching never did. Nomkhitha firmly believed, with the certainty that described her childhood, that she would study nursing and return to Bengu to practise her profession for the rest of her life.

By Nomkhitha’s third year at Mt Arthur, however, everything had changed. Daniel was getting too old to farm, his chief means of income; he started selling off cattle to pay for her school fees. That source would soon be depleted. Daniel was not satisfied with Nomkhitha being half-educated, as he put it, so he devised a plan to send her to live with her Aunt Letitia, Olive’s sister, in Johannesburg. Letitia had promised to help Nomkhitha get into nursing school and to find a way to support her.

Nomkhitha was thrilled. Her best friend at Mt Arthur came from Johannesburg and had regaled her with tales of eGoli, as it was known, the City of Gold. Young people from the countryside dreamed of going to South Africa’s biggest city. Nomkhitha was seventeen years old on the night that she and Olive boarded the train for Johannesburg; too excited to sleep, she could only imagine the life that lay before her.

If Nomkhitha’s childhood seemed golden, Joseph’s, by contrast, was bleak. He grew up feeling the full brunt of the poverty and cruelty inflicted on blacks. As a youth, his father, Hendrik Mashinini, had moved to South Africa from neighbouring Swaziland. A tall, muscular man with a stern countenance, Hendrik worked as a contract labourer, moving from farm to farm as the seasonal employment finished. He and his wife Sara were living in Orange Free State province in 1932 when their fourth and penultimate child, a son, was born. Sara named him Ramothibe – shepherd – in her native Sotho. And because she was a devout Christian, she also gave him a biblical name, Joseph, in English. (He would use this name with everyone except his immediate family.)

A couple of years later, Hendrik moved his family to a farm near Vereeniging, about twenty-five miles from Johannesburg. Sara’s sister lived there with her husband and eight children; she had told Sara that a job was available. Hendrik disliked the vicissitudes of agricultural work, but neither he nor Sara had much education, and being a hired hand was about the best position he could hope to secure. Once again, Hendrik had to build a home for his family. This time, it consisted of a series of squat, stifling rooms made from mud. The doors were wooden boards; big stones held the tin roofs in place. The tiny structures formed a kind of compound: one was for sitting in, one for cooking, one for sleeping. Sara furnished them with odd bits of furniture and old rugs. Outside, Hendrik fashioned a kraal from discarded chicken wire; here he kept hens, doves and rabbits. The latrine was outside too, dug on the edge of what was considered his family’s area. Sara used candles or paraffin to light the rooms; she cooked over firewood, which also heated the house. Water came from the taps at the nearby stables. The pipes there often froze in winter and the family sometimes would not have water until ten or eleven o’clock in the morning, when the sun finally thawed the ice.

There were a dozen or so other families living and working on the farm. Hendrik shared with them a patch of land allotted by the farmer; on it, they grazed their meagre herds of cattle. The rest of the vast acreage was given over to the farmer’s 400 head of dairy cattle and the maize, or mealies, to feed them. The cows were housed in stone barns. Inside, they had rows of rather crude stalls and a feed box in the centre. A big bin stood in the nearby kraal; here the workers stored the harvested green mealies to ferment during the summer. They dug out the mash and fed it to the cattle in the dead of winter, when the pastures were sparse. No one liked working in the mealie fields: winters turned the earth into a listless, desiccated moonscape; summers engulfed the labourers in brutal heat.

The boss’s house provided the farm’s one bit of beauty. It was a trim, white structure with a tiled roof and green, sweeping lawns; orchards flanked the grounds. The workers always approached the area cautiously. They were afraid of encountering the farmer, a tall, thin man with a bony nose, pale eyes and gnarly hands. At the sight of him, the labourers abruptly changed their demeanour: they doffed their caps, spoke with diffidence, kept their eyes on the ground. The farmer talked to them in English-accented Sotho. He fancied himself learned in the ways of Africans and was forever explaining a certain custom or habit to his ‘boys’, as he called them. Yes boss, they would say softly, staring at their shoes and allowing only the smallest twitch at the corners of their mouths – as if he, a white man, had to explain their traditions to them. Their monosyllabic responses were meant to forestall the farmer’s temper and the sting of his sjambok, a whip made of rhinoceros or hippopotamus hide. The farmer was a stern, uncompromising employer who didn’t brook cheekiness in his boys. He had a deep suspicion of outsiders; white, ‘do-gooder’ types from Johannesburg, he believed, lurked everywhere, trying to incite his workers.

Life on the farm was harsh for the children, too. Joseph and his four siblings had to awaken at four o’clock each morning to milk Hendrik’s cows. Then, with little more in their stomachs than the mouthful of steaming milk they managed to filch, the children trudged to school – a journey of one-and-a-half hours each way. The schoolhouse was a small, thatch-roofed mud structure, set amid a clump of trees. It had little in the way of materials. There were no chairs, desks or textbooks; the children sat on the floor and wrote on slates with chalk. One teacher taught all 300 students, who ranged in age from six to twelve years old. (This was a grammar school; after completing school, the children were supposed to work on their respective farms.) Joseph studied geography, history, mathematics, English and Afrikaans. At one o’clock he and his brothers and sisters began the long walk back to the farm.

Afternoons were given over to fetching Hendrik’s cattle from the pasture. Joseph and his younger brother Phillip had to finish milking the cows and locking the gates to the kraal before sunset. Otherwise Hendrik beat them. But Phillip, who was impudent and prone to tantrums, often refused to go; Joseph would have no choice but to set out without him, accompanied only by his dog, Fly, a medium-sized yellow mongrel. Joseph adored the dog. Fly knew all the routines of the farm, even when it was time to bring the cattle back; at the appointed hour, he would bark at Joseph and start off down the trail. Later, when Joseph was older, it would seem to him that he spent half his childhood traversing those huge expanses of fields: trekking to and from school, chasing after cows, helping with the harvest. But he would also mark his love of open grasslands and uncluttered horizons from those days.

The farm provided few amusements. There were no newspapers or radios; a hand-cranked gramophone offered the only entertainment. Joseph spent much of his free time playing with his cousins, fighting with sticks or fashioning toys from abandoned bits of wire. Sometimes the farmer’s three small sons came around for a game of football. Joseph liked the boys, who spoke Sotho to him in a friendly manner, but he was terrified of their father and his dreaded sjambok.

Joseph’s real pleasure came from attending church. This he did unfailingly every Sunday; Sara insisted all the children go to worship. (She also made them say grace before meals and recite prayers at bedtime.) Joseph was raised as a Presbyterian; a minister from Vereeniging came to the farm every three months to conduct services. Lay preachers substituted for him on the other Sundays. They rotated among the various denominations of the workers: one week, the Methodist preacher presided; the next, the Dutch Reformed; then the Catholic; and so on. The service was held in the house of a family who belonged to that week’s chosen sect. Joseph loved everything about it: the singing, the praying, the emotionally charged sermons. The Bible, the only reading material available to him on the farm, also fascinated him. And so Joseph eagerly anticipated Sundays – even though he still had to collect Hendrik’s cows in the afternoon.

Sara also had secular ambitions for Joseph: she wanted him to be a doctor. But having received virtually no education herself, Sara knew little about matriculation. Besides, she and Hendrik could not afford to pay for his studies. Sara did washing on Mondays and Tuesdays for a neighbouring white family to supplement Hendrik’s pitiable salary. She had a little vegetable garden where she grew beans, tomatoes and potatoes; and Hendrik got a bag of mealies with his pay. But they still struggled to feed their family, let alone provide any luxuries. At Christmas, the children each got one pair of shoes, a pair of shorts and a shirt – their entire wardrobe for the year.

As Joseph grew older, he became increasingly restless. He and his best friend Thabiso – the son of another farm hand – met every evening in the barn after bringing in the cows; and in the dim, half-light of dusk, they talked about the future. Both were desperate to escape to Johannesburg. Despite being so close, neither boy had ever been to the city; there were no highways yet, and the train journey took two hours. Still, Joseph and Thabiso knew Johannesburg just had to be wonderful. Some of the young men from neighbouring farms who joined the army during the war had gone to Johannesburg. They would return home on weekends in their smart khaki uniforms and enchant the younger boys with stories of the glittering eGoli: the towering buildings, luxurious cars, stylish restaurants. Neither Joseph nor Thabiso had any idea what he would do there. But that was of little import; everything around them seemed dull and of little worth compared with what awaited them in the magical city.

Joseph completed grammar school. In 1946 his dream of escape dissolved: Hendrik died, forcing Joseph, at the age of fourteen, to take on his father’s work. Otherwise the Mashininis would be evicted from the farm. (Joseph’s older brother, Andrew, had left the farm to work in a mill; Phillip was too young, and his two sisters and mother too weak, to do the work.) It was terrible, enervating labour for a rather scrawny youth: ploughing, planting, harvesting, milking. Joseph began his day at dawn and didn’t finish until three o’clock in the afternoon. Because he was the youngest among the full-time hands, Joseph got the worst jobs. He was often yoked into a span of a dozen or more oxen and forced to lead them, barefoot, across the fields. Some of the foremen were kind and spared the whip; but others, perhaps out of frustration or just plain mean-spiritedness, struck the animals and caused them to surge forward – putting all their weight on Joseph. Most days, he could barely make it back to his room to collapse on the bed.

This routine went on for months. Just when Joseph felt he could no longer continue and the family would have to leave the farm, his luck changed. The farmer took a liking to him: he gave him the job of escorting his two youngest sons by bicycle to school in Daleside, a nearby dorp, or village. Every morning, Joseph bicycled the six or so miles with the youngest boy sitting in a box behind him; the other boy rode by his side. They went by dirt roads all the way into town. Joseph saw them into the schoolhouse; after propping the older son’s small bicycle in the yard, he headed back to the farm to do some light work in the flower or vegetable gardens.

At noon, Joseph returned to Daleside to fetch the children. It was not much of a town: a smattering of squat, brown-brick houses, a post office, a railway station, a garage. Beyond lay Transvaal’s endless fields. Dutchmen (as Afrikaners were called by the blacks) owned the handful of shops; they treated their black customers worse than dogs. Forbidden to enter any premises through the front door, blacks were forced to make their purchases through a small window in the back – after every white patron inside had been served. Walking around town was not much better: blacks had to step off the pavement onto the street to let whites pass. Joseph suffered these indignities quietly. He knew little of politics, and so he accepted the affronts, like hard work and poverty, as constants in his life. Still, Joseph liked going to Daleside. The occasional car or train he saw there reminded him of his dreams of the big city.

By the time he was twenty years old, Joseph’s life seemed to have hardened into an immutable pattern that often left him despondent. There were few opportunities for him on the farm; he became convinced that if he stayed, he would never escape the hardships Hendrik had known. Joseph wanted a different existence. His older brother Andrew had never returned from his job at a mill in Johannesburg, and so, in 1952, Joseph convinced his mother and remaining siblings to leave the farm to join Andrew. It was a journey into a political maelstrom.

Four years before, the Afrikaner-led National Party had won South Africa’s general election (in which only whites were allowed to vote). The party took power promoting white supremacy and black subservience; one of its campaign slogans was Die kaffir op sy plek – The nigger in his place. While a random array of racial laws and regulations had been in effect since white settlers arrived in the country about 300 years earlier, the Nationalists codified them in a brutally systematic manner. The new government quickly passed a series of repressive laws: the Population Registration Act, requiring the classification of people by race; the Group Areas Act, designating residential areas by race; the Immorality Amendment Act, making mixed marriages and sexual relations between whites and other races illegal; the Bantu Education Act, relegating blacks to inferior schools and curricula. These laws, among others, became the pillars of apartheid (literally: apartness), the Nationalist ideology that doomed blacks to lives of perpetual subordination.

Race now became the single criterion that determined the destiny of every South African. The Nationalists’ myriad enactments gave apartheid its legal foundations; the Dutch Reformed Church provided its religious justification. According to Church doctrine, the Afrikaners were God’s chosen people and the blacks a kind of subspecies. Enforcing apartheid was a moral imperative to guarantee the continued purity of Afrikaner society; this message the dominees, or pastors, thundered to the faithful every Sunday from their pulpits.

(The Afrikaners’ political victory secured their position not only over people of colour, but over the despised white descendants of English settlers as well. Afrikaners comprised a majority of South Africa’s whites; whites, in turn, made up about 15 per cent of the nation’s total population. Yet up until then the English, as they were called, had always ruled the country.)

The brunt of apartheid fell heaviest on the cities. Here the Nationalists meant to control the burgeoning number of blacks come to seek work, to keep whites from being ‘overwhelmed’. Under apartheid’s dizzying rules, a job was essential: with a job, a black person could obtain a pass that would allow him to stay in the city. In this, Joseph was fortunate. He found work almost immediately at Hillbrow Medical School, just north of the city centre, as a cleaner. His siblings were also lucky: Phillip got a job in a garage, while Joseph’s sisters, May and Betty, worked as maids.

Joseph washed floors, cleaned windows and polished furniture in the medical school from seven o’clock in the morning until five-thirty in the afternoon. Although it didn’t pay well, the job was far less demanding than what Joseph had experienced on the farm. And he ate better. His employers provided porridge, bread and tea for breakfast every morning; at lunch, they served meat. Still, Joseph hated his first months in Johannesburg. He missed the countryside: the tinkling of the cattle bells in the fields, the birdsong that awakened him at first light, the glorious green spaciousness. Joseph felt constricted in his tiny room at the medical school. His one consolation was Fly, whom he had brought to Johannesburg and who stayed with Phillip and his mother in Kliptown, a development to the south-west of the city.

Hillbrow and Kliptown were the only areas of Johannesburg that Joseph knew. He was afraid to venture downtown: so much traffic; so many tsotsis, pickpockets who beat you and took your money; so many tall, tall buildings; so many white people speaking English. (Joseph had mostly spoken Sotho with the farmer and knew hardly any English.) The pass system frightened him. Curfew was at 10 p.m.; if your pass said you were allowed to sleep in Hillbrow, you could not be in Berea, for instance, after ten o’clock. The few times Joseph found himself out after curfew, he had to slink along side streets, avoiding the illuminated thoroughfares that were well-patrolled, to get back to his part of town. The police showed little mercy to violators. One thousand blacks were arrested every day for pass law transgressions; that number would ultimately total eighteen million. Joseph’s dream of a better life in the city quickly dissolved.

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By contrast, things went well for Nomkhitha in the beginning. She lived with her Aunt Letitia and Letitia’s daughter in Kliptown; Letitia rented two rooms in a large house from a black preacher. Nomkhitha spent her days filling out applications to different nursing schools. In this, Letitia was very helpful: discussing each question with Nomkhitha, checking the completed form, posting the letters for her. In return, Nomkhitha kept house for Letitia, who was working as a teacher. And when Letitia adopted a small boy, the child of a friend, Nomkhitha helped to care for him.

Nomkhitha relied on her aunt and cousin to instruct her in the ways of the city. Her cousin, who was two years older, had a fashionable wardrobe and liked to give Nomkhitha dresses to wear when they went out. Nomkhitha marvelled at Johannesburg: the smart shops, the beautifully dressed women, the city’s frenetic feel. When Letitia took her class on a field trip, she often invited Nomkhitha; the Johannesburg Zoo, with its astonishing array of animals, became Nomkhitha’s favourite outing. She felt no desire to make friends with other young women. The ones who visited her cousin seemed rather frivolous; Nomkhitha, by comparison, considered herself a serious person with plans and ambitions. She was content to stay within the orbit of her relatives and their rooms – and wait for her new life to start.

Then the rejections began. Nomkhitha was nervous every time a response from a nursing school arrived and could not bring herself to read it. Instead, she thrust it at Letitia who, after quickly scanning the letter, put her arm around Nomkhitha’s shoulders saying, ‘I’m sorry, they don’t want you.’ Years later, Nomkhitha would learn that she had, in fact, been accepted to some of the schools. But her aunt didn’t want to lose Nomkhitha’s help around the house. So she lied to Nomkhitha. And Nomkhitha, in her dependence on her more worldly relation, never questioned Letitia.

The months passed. Nomkhitha became increasingly frustrated: at this rate, her life would never amount to any more than dusting Letitia’s furniture, doing her laundry, washing her dishes, looking after her boy. She didn’t know what to do. Nomkhitha saw no future in going back to Bengu; everything there now seemed so primitive. But determination alone was not getting her an education. About one thing Nomkhitha was very clear: she didn’t want to end up a fast woman, a rusker, as they were called. She saw them everywhere, the girls who came to the cities with high hopes, and returned to the village, and great opprobrium, with a baby.

One day, Nomkhitha was outside sweeping the front stoep when a group of young men walked by on their way to the Presbyterian church next door. Joseph was among them. He had joined the church soon after arriving in Johannesburg and his work there had become his passion, the one thing in his life that made him feel like a human being. There were visits to the sick, prayer gatherings for the dead, leadership meetings, Saturday meetings, choir. His activities didn’t leave him much time for a social life. Joseph had often noticed Nomkhitha in his comings and goings: a slim young woman with beautiful legs and strong, chiselled features. On that particular morning, bolstered by his friends, he felt bold.

‘Hello,’ Joseph said, tipping his hat.

Nomkhitha stopped sweeping. A wiry youth with a receding hairline and rounded face was grinning at her; he was so light-skinned that Nomkhitha thought he was coloured, as apartheid nomenclature designated people of mixed race. She wanted nothing to do with such a man and went back to her sweeping.

But Joseph persisted. He made a point of arriving early at church on Sundays in the hope he would find Nomkhitha outside. They never exchanged more than a few pleasantries before Joseph hurried inside for services. Once he saw her at the greengrocer. ‘Hello again,’ he said, ‘may I talk to you?’ Nomkhitha gathered up her bags and ran all the way back to her aunt’s rooms; I don’t want a boyfriend, she repeated to herself, I want school. But one day she relented and spoke at length to Joseph. They began to go on short walks together: Joseph would escort Nomkhitha to the nearby shops and buy her some fruit or sweets. They talked in Xhosa; Nomkhitha didn’t know Sotho. Then Joseph would take her home.

After a time, she agreed to spend Sundays with him. Nomkhitha began to anticipate Joseph’s visits eagerly; she liked his neat appearance and disciplined manner. (Even Letitia approved of their liaison because of Joseph’s avid church attendance.) Joseph usually dispatched one of his young nephews by bicycle to inform Nomkhitha of their meeting time. At the appointed hour, she and Joseph would stroll slowly along the row of shops, then into the field that lay beyond. There they sat and talked for hours. One afternoon, Joseph spoke of marriage; he hadn’t intended to marry so young, but found that Nomkhitha had an irresistible quality about her. Nomkhitha, who had decided she was in love with Joseph, nonetheless wouldn’t countenance such a discussion. Not long after, Joseph sent his sister May to visit Nomkhitha on a kind of scouting mission. She reported back to Sara and Joseph’s siblings that Nomkhitha was a beautiful woman: this was the one their brother should marry.

Then Nomkhitha discovered she was pregnant. Now she and Joseph had to get married; she would have brought a terrible dishonour to herself and her family otherwise. Besides, Sara insisted on the nuptials as soon as she heard the news. Joseph’s brothers travelled to Bengu to meet Nomkhitha’s family and arrange lobola, the bride price. The Mashininis agreed to pay the equivalent, in cash, of five cows. They also paid for a wedding dress and veil. Olive came north to help Nomkhitha select the household goods she would bring, as tradition demanded, to the marriage. By then, Daniel was too old and sickly to contribute much money; Olive, Nomkhitha and Letitia scoured the city to find an affordable dinner set, cups, cutlery, brooms, sheets, towels. Furniture was out of the question. It saddened Olive that she could not provide her daughter with the same elaborate dowry she had taken to Daniel’s village.

Joseph and Nomkhitha’s wedding lasted for two days. It was a small affair; Transkei was too far away for many members of Nomkhitha’s family or her friends to attend. Thabiso, Joseph’s childhood companion from the farm, was his best man. He had stayed behind when Joseph moved to Johannesburg, but made the journey for the most important day of his friend’s life. The wedding began with a service at the Presbyterian church. Throughout the ceremony, Nomkhitha kept repeating to herself, almost as a mantra: I will still go to school, I will still go to school. Afterwards, there was much praying and singing and taking of pictures. In one, Nomkhitha signs the registry while Joseph gazes over her shoulder: he is dapper in a tuxedo and bow tie, a white carnation stuck in his lapel; Nomkhitha has her veil up, as tradition required of pregnant brides. Both look young and hopeful.

Letitia had a reception at her rooming house after the church service. Nomkhitha changed into another dress for the festivities; people sang traditional paeans to the bride and groom, danced in the garden and ate copiously. Olive arranged for two sheep to be slaughtered for the occasion and provided beer as well. The latter was illegal; blacks could drink beer only in licensed establishments. People came from all over Kliptown, many of them uninvited, and the celebration went on all day. Nomkhitha slept at Letitia’s house that night; Joseph returned to Sara’s. The next day, in a much-diminished re-enactment of Olive’s grand, cross-country trek to her husband’s home, Joseph loaded Nomkhitha’s belongings into a borrowed car and drove the several blocks to Sara’s rooms. There they had another party that continued late into the night.