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Story of my life

Well, it is about that time when my body is weak and I am not able to move so fast and my hands do not have the strength as before. The only thing that is still young and hot with a strong will to achieve new victories – is my heart.

Every time I leave my room to get some cold day’s fresh air and take a look at young vigorous carefree generation, I have a desire to tell you about my life.

My heart gets more and more filled up with this desire. And I am looking forward to coming across some great moment to relive these precious days of my life again.

One evening a crowd of little and very curious kids run up to me, heaping upon me.

One of those boys, a blond kid with an unusual name Shimey, sat on my laps, hugged me, put his head on my chest and then asked me:

«Grandpa, you’re old and you, probably, know a lot of interesting stories. Tell us them.»

And all the kids in the crowd started shouting:” Tell us, tell us».

The inner voice said to me:” This is it, the moment when you can tell the story of your life».

But my mind immediately started contradicting this voice; thoughts started running around in my head:” Who cares about a story of your life? Anyway, what is there interesting about it?»

But the quiet inner voice persistently repeated:” You should do it, you may not have another opportunity in the future. And then I decided that I would tell it. As soon as I made up my mind, my heart felt lightness and happiness, a big smile appeared on my face.

I hugged all the kids and said:

«Oh well, my little friends, make yourself comfortable, we are about to start this fascinating journey.»

Sitting on his father’s lap

Long time ago, when I was not living here, I lived in the most beautiful place. And I happily sat on my beloved Father’s lap, just like you right now, and listened to interesting stories about his children, who were my brothers and sisters.

But one day my Daddy told me: «Today I am going to tell you your own story. I was very surprised and excited because I didn’t even know that I had an interesting story too.»

Sitting on my Father’s lap and feeling warmness and protection in His hands, listening to his heartbeat and showering with His love, I was thinking: «What could Father tell about me?»

Father held me very tightly and gently to his chest, kissed me and started talking to me:

«My dear son, finally it’s about time to tell you what I wrote about you in the book of Life a long time ago, before all living and non-living was created on our Earth. Yes, I love you very much, but your story will be very unusual and will not be alike any of the stories you have heard before.»

When I tell it to you, every word will be written in your heart. And it doesn’t matter what may happen to your life, your story is the best, you can trust me.

Our time together, here and now, in this beautiful place, is coming to an end, and you will need to move to another place and settle it, to live your life and then tell others about it.

I’ve found the best dad and mother for you. You will have the best sisters and brothers.

You’ll have the best name – Javis.

Your story begins from the moment when I begin to create your unusual body in an unusual place.

I have gathered a feast for this moment. And the heavens will rejoice from the beginning of creation to the full completion.

It won’t be as fast as you think. Forty weeks, day after day, I will be creating your beautiful body. I will lead the whole process of your perfection. You will always feel my presence.

I can see the question in your eyes: where will this happen?

It will be inside your mother, and no one knows how I will create you all these forty weeks. You’ll only be seen when it’s time for you to move from a special place inside your mother to another place.

And I can see the question in your eyes again: what is it – another place?

But before I answer that question, I have something else to say.

As you have heard and already know, I am moving all My children to live their lives on planet Earth.

Your parents live on planet Earth too. And everything you see there is also My creation.

But once upon a time, one of my beautiful creations became prideful, because I created it perfectly beautiful, very smart and powerful. I had to punish him. That is why he began to seduce all My creations, lead them into sin and do the opposite to My views of the world. His name is Lucifer.

Your father and mother, as well as brothers and sisters, are also attacked by him. I know, that you will be attacked by Lucifer too.

But I will always help you, protect you, and give you the wisdom to confront him.

Filled with compassion and love

When you’re in your mother’s womb, Lucifer will try to hurt her. But He won’t be able to hurt you because I am your Protector.

He will be hurting her through various parts of her body for forty weeks. And He will be sending her thoughts, that the main reason of her pain is you.

But you already know that it is not your fault, and it should not upset you.

Mother will start cursing you for Lucifer’s influence and his will.

But I will close your ears so that you cannot hear the words of damnation, because I love you and I will protect you.

Then your father and his lips will also be demonised by Lucifer. Your dad will hate you, instead of saying the words of love.

You should always know – I love you! Remember – I will always love you and show you my love. I embrace you and kiss you – it will always be this way.

Oh I see how your heart is overflowing with compassion and love for your parents, brothers and sisters. You’re a wonderful son! And everybody loves you!

Let us continue the history of your life. The heavens are cheering, rejoicing and looking forward to your occurrence on Earth all these 47 weeks. Despite all the pain, your parents are looking forward to your birth! And here you come – my best, beautiful, precious and beloved son! A Great shout of joy will come throughout the universe that I have created!

The Heavens rejoice in the girls

As I was telling this story, I was looking at the children who were surrounding me. And I noticed that cute smiles appeared on their faces. Blond Shimey, who sitting comfortably on my laps, recalled his family’s happiness when his Daniel’s brother was born.

A dark blond thin little boy Gera has recently become a brother of twin sisters Leah and Esther. He remembered the joyful moments associated with their birth. Lots of relatives brought presents for his sisters and he got a few too. But then, moody girl Sara moved through a boys’ crowd and asked very seriously: «Do the heavens feel happy too, when the girls born? Are there any stories for the girls?»

Sara was a little older than all the children, and her family was very poor. Her face mirrored an immense heart hurt and her little children’s palms were covered with adult corns.

My heart was full of love and tenderness for this girl. I outstretched my hands to her and started talking: «My beautiful, precious daughter Sarochka. Come here, sit next to Shimey». She has a modest smile on her face. She settled comfortably on my lap, and I how Divine Love began to fill her skinny baby body through me.

«My dear little friends, I want to tell you, the One, who created you, both boys and girls, loves you very much. And He has no difference, who you are exactly, Him you are all very valuable, very precious for Him.

Heavens always rejoice when boys and girls are born.

I took a look at Sara and didn’t recognize her – she was glowing with happiness! Both the smile and the eyes showed that she was filled up with Heavenly Father’s love. Then I looked at the other kids and realized that today was enough of necessary useful information for my little friends.

«Oh, it is so great, so I am loved, I am expected by dad and mother and my life story is written too!» Maria, a little girl with beautiful wavy hair, screamed enthusiastically. She was so overwhelmed with joy that her face was literally bursting into a wide smile, and it was possible to see all her white teeth.

It was getting dark outside, and my little friends had to run home.

I said goodbye to each one of them with words of love. My heart overflowed with the joy of being able to tell a little story of my life. The words of gratitude to Heavenly Father overfilled my heart. It’s like I have relived this part of my life again.

I remembered how I was overflowing with the Father’s love sitting on His laps.

And I realized that the story of my life wasn’t over yet, it was just the beginning.

Once again, giving thanks to My Heavenly Father, I fell asleep, hoping that the day, when I could continue my story, would come…