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ОглавлениеHe slept nude under the duvet after a long soak in the bath. The vet’s painkillers ensured he slept well enough, and he woke, stiff, to wintry sunshine and a crust of snow on the deep-set window. The pub had no central heating and the fire of the evening before had long since gone out.
He was reluctant to get up to put on his stained clothes and he needed some time to think now that his head felt clearer. Why had those men broken into the car, tried to stop him on the road and what connection did those incidents have with the intruder at his office?
He tried to remember what they looked like but he only had a general impression from the few seconds the two cars had been close together. He had a vague idea of their build and their ages from where he’d seen them at a distance in Biggar, but his full attention then had been on David.
The man in the passenger seat of the car was probably the one who had pushed David to the ground and he was also the heavier of the two. He might recognize him again. He could have died in that gully—if the farm worker had not seen him go over the edge—and yet the men in the car had done nothing to help. They hadn’t reported what had happened. What sort of people were they, for Christ’s sake?
He threw back the duvet and jumped out of bed, went to the window and saw that the landscape was white. The branches of the fir trees were weighed down with snow, and there wasn’t a bird to be seen, nor a farm animal. He shivered and discovered that Betty had laid out some of her son’s clothes for him. Tim was not as tall as he was, so the cords were short and he tucked them into the rugby socks. The Aran jumper was better, but there were no shoes. He went downstairs when he smelled bacon frying, and met Betty’s husband, Joe, whom he had not met the night before.
‘I’ve got a suitcase in the car,’ he said after a good breakfast, but Joe shook his head.
‘You’ll not get that back until they fetch up the car. I’ll see to that if you like.’
‘Still, I’d like to walk along there, to have a look at the place in daylight,’ John said. ‘It’s hard to believe it happened, so I want to see just what the drop is like.’ That sounded morbid but Joe seemed to understand.
‘They were going to put up a better fence, maybe now they will,’ he said. ‘It’s a bad corner if you don’t know the road.’
They found a pair of wellingtons that fitted him and an anorak belonging to Joe, and John trudged along the road with his hands in his pockets. The small hamlet had a row of cottages, a post-office-cum-store and a garage that no doubt serviced the farm machinery. A hundred yards further on he was on the long bend and it was easy to spot where his car had gone over because of the new gashes on the tree-trunks.
Fresh snow had almost covered the tracks on the grass verge but he saw that his footprints were not the only ones that were fresh. A car had stopped there recently and someone had walked to the same place. Inspector Jamieson no doubt had stopped there on his way to work, to inspect the spot in daylight. John held on to the trunk of a tree and leaned out to look down on his car. The vet’s description had been right; his car was hooked by the branch that went right through the windscreen and the tree itself was on the edge of a sheer drop. It was a sturdy old tree but landslips had taken the soil from its roots and now the main trunk was leaning out over the river.
There were deep grooves in the thick leaf mould showing where the car had gone down and where his rescuers had struggled to get him and themselves back up the slope, but it occurred to John that those marks might hide the traces of someone else having been down there later. It was a suggestion he couldn’t brush off as far-fetched, either, because the men had been so determined to make him stop, but what they’d hoped to find was beyond him.
The open boot of his car was facing him and there was no sign of his suitcase in it and Joe would have told him if it had been brought up—but on the other hand it could have sprung open during the car’s descent and the case could now be in the river …
It was Tollis who came in the green Range-Rover to collect him and John was relieved that Rees hadn’t come in person. Tollis might not have a lot to say, but he was a restful person to be with and wouldn’t press him to discuss what had happened.
‘You all right?’ was all he said after John had said goodbye to Betty and Joe.
He glanced over John’s odd assortment of clothes and the dressing on his forehead and then reached to start the engine. ‘It will be the first time the girls in reception have let anyone like you inside the building.’ And for Tollis that was humour.
‘They won’t see me like this. I’ll change at the flat first.’
Tollis shook his head. ‘Rees wants to see you right away.’
‘It won’t take long, and I can’t go around like this,’ John protested, lifting a green Wellington to prove his point. Tollis said nothing for a bit and seemed to be concentrating on his driving, but at last he looked over at John.
‘You can’t go to your flat. Rees sent somebody there to get you fresh clothes this morning and he found the door open. It’s a mess. Everything is smashed all to hell.’
John felt a sickening lurch deep in his abdomen. ‘I don’t believe this.’
‘Look, we’ll go to see Rees and talk it all out. There’s no point in saying anything until we’re all sitting down together.’
‘After I’ve been to the flat.’ John made it clear that he wasn’t prepared to argue on that point. ‘Just take me there first so that I can see it for myself.’
‘The police may be there still,’ Tollis pointed out, but he drove on in silence until they reached the city outskirts where dirty snow was piled high in the gutters. He still hadn’t spoken when he turned off and headed for Stock-bridge.
And during that time John was thinking of the flat, how he hardly used it these days except as somewhere to sleep. He and Trish had bought it when they married and he’d changed nothing after she was killed.
He had thought of moving several times but he’d never got around to actually doing it. It would have been too final. In the beginning it would have meant admitting that she was gone for good and later he’d been loath to shut the door on the memories. There had been nothing to motivate him into looking for somewhere else.
Tollis stopped in the main street and looked with raised eyebrows at John.
‘No, I’ll go up on my own,’ John said.
There was only one policeman still there and he was about to seal the door. John told him who he was and the man agreed to let him look around. ‘We’ve done all we want anyway,’ he said.
He stayed in the close as John stepped warily inside, afraid of what he’d find and the first thing was broken glass under his feet. Then a sour smell filled his nose and he tracked that down to his bedroom where all his clothes had been removed from the wardrobe and dumped on the floor. The bedlinen was piled on top and it was from this heap that the smell came. He moved closer and then was repelled when he realized that someone had sprayed urine over everything. In all the other rooms the surfaces had been swept clear, curtains pulled down, pictures removed from the walls. It was all smashed, trampled under feet that had delighted in wrecking his home. Photographs were scattered around and he salvaged a few that had escaped being fouled by urine.
Nothing else was worth saving. It hadn’t been expensively furnished. Most of the bits and pieces didn’t even match because in those early days of marriage they had bought what they could afford. They went to auctions and he had a sudden vivid picture of Trish’s delight when she had the highest bid. She didn’t know the finer points of bidding and instead of a discreet nod she waved her brochure. The auctioneer and regular dealers had got to know her and because her excitement was so infectious they soon called her by name. One or two even kept their eyes open for things she wanted and they would phone up and tell her about a nice coffee table or a picture they’d seen. And she’d be off, slender as a boy in tight jeans, her fair hair tied back from her face, aglow with excitement.
The memories were very vivid and the old pains of grief were awakened. John kicked aside slashed cushions from the suite and uncovered a picture that had been a favourite. Somehow it had escaped damage and he picked it up. Two horses in a field full of buttercups. Trish had chosen it because she said the horses were in love. ‘Just look at the way he’s nuzzling her neck.’
‘Like this?’ he’d said, brushing his lips against the back of her neck. Any excuse to make love …
Since entering the flat he’d felt anger rising in his chest and now it exploded. ‘Damn you!’ he shouted at the bare windows. ‘Bastards!’
The word trailed away as he surveyed the room. He couldn’t believe what he was seeing. The last remnants of his marriage were gone, smashed and fouled.
The policeman came silently into the room and stood just inside the door. He seemed willing to wait patiently but John had had enough. He turned to face him, wanting some hint that the men who had done this would be found and gaoled.
‘What sort of animals are they?’ he asked savagely, and although the policeman had probably seen it all before he still showed sympathy.
‘If they don’t find anything worth taking and if they have the time … they like to do this. Don’t ask me why,’ he added in disgust. ‘They weren’t pros anyway. A pro wouldn’t have smashed the lock to get in. Wonder why your neighbours didn’t hear anything?’
‘In this area people go into their flats and shut out the world. I don’t know many of them even by sight,’ John said wearily. He followed the policeman out and pulled the outer door shut and while his hand was still on the doorknob, he said goodbye to the flat and his wife. He knew he would never come back. It was finished. The animals who had taken such delight in smashing his home and finally made him say goodbye to his Trish and he wanted to face them one day. He wanted to drive his fists into their faces and he felt no shock at the violence of his feelings.
He wanted to find them and make them suffer and the feeling wasn’t going to go away.