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You see things; and you say, ‘Why?’ But I dream things that never were; and I say, “Why not?” –George Bernard Shaw “Back to Methuselah” (1921), part 1, act 1

“Yep, uh-huh, it’s a tumour.”

The doctor was groping about my lower abdomen with incredible indifference, in the way only a doctor could.

“Yep, already the size of a golf ball.” He stood up, staring absently at my abdomen. “Well,” he sighed, “we’ll have to take care of that, won’t we.” He turned and called to his receptionist to take some notes for him.

I was nineteen years old. I had just finished high school and started a scholarship at university in Engineering, which I already knew I despised. Nineteen years old, just starting out with my whole life ahead of me; alone, frightened and bewildered by what was happening around me.

The receptionist walked in. The doctor continued his indifferent monologue as the fog closed in on my brain. “Yes, Judy, she has three tumours, roughly the size of golf balls, in her uterus…” Tumours? You only hear the word “tumour” when you hear about…

The doctor’s voice returned to my ears in time for me to hear, “…feel they are cancerous. Yes.” He finally met my eyes, “You will need to see an oncologist.”

Standing up to leave, he added a few cursory instructions to the receptionist. In that moment I found my voice. “Cancer? I have cancer?”

He stopped in the doorway and looked at me blankly, eyebrows curiously raised, apparently surprised that I was still there. “Yes,” he said and walked out.

As I look back now, had my hearing not been shrouded within the horror of such diagnosis, no doubt I would have heard the crack of a starter pistol; for this was the moment when I crossed the starting line, journeying into the very role I now live. The direct route leading me to this purposeful life began with that diagnosis.

Already a lot had happened in my life, a chaotic cacophony of events prior to this diagnosis. All had happened to create who I had become. Yet this was the moment when the “contract”, the task I was here to fulfil, came into play. I put foot upon the pathway to here, a pathway of unprecedented healing.

I use quantum-based frequencies to trigger living bodies to heal themselves.

Yes, I do. And so can you.

The best thing about this enormous gift, is that right now, as you sit there reading, you already have it within you to use these amazing frequencies.

Yes, this amazing healing ability is yours. You can use this for yourself, for your dying tomatoes, for your arthritic pussycat, or, if you so choose, you can help other humans. Myself, I do all of the above.

This process of healing is a non-invasive, hands-off form of healing whereby a body is immersed within quantum-based frequencies and is then able to instigate and facilitate an appropriate healing for itself.

This process of healing is the Quantum BioEnergetic Balancing Technique™.

I am not the “healer”. You’ll find as much as possible I refrain from calling myself “healer”, although it has been difficult in the process of writing this book to find another term! So forgive me if, for convenience, I use the term “healer”. I do work with energy healing (although I’m not altogether comfortable with “energy” either), and I am certainly not the designer of it all.

I am an instrument, a vehicle through which these frequencies can be implemented and applied. It is my privileged role to immerse a body within these frequencies and watch as that body prioritises what it needs to heal, and then heals itself. Immersed within these frequencies, living bodies are enabled to recognise healing codes that until recently were residing dormant within, and activate them.

The clientele who walk into my rooms suffer from any number of permanent disabilities, chronic illnesses and terminal diseases. I have worked on individuals of all ages, from babies in utero to my oldest client to date who, as I write, is about to turn one hundred years old. And every day, I watch in wonder as I have the privilege of both facilitating and witnessing the most incredible healings.

Above all, what has become most obvious is that such ailments are no longer “permanent”, “chronic” or “terminal”. Our biology has evolved, as has its ability to heal itself! We are able to heal ourselves, and in many cases the healing happens in an instant.

When I say “living bodies”, I mean all living bodies: human of course, but also plant, and animal, fish, even water. I have not yet seen a living body that does not react to quantum bioenergetics. Sure, there are people who do not receive the healing they anticipated, but always there is a healing of some design. The simplest explanation I can give you is that the body itself had a greater recognition of the healing priority, than that which the client consciously deemed pertinent. Instead the body responds exactly as is appropriate, at the time, for them. A plan uniquely designed for that individual.

Within these pages, I have the immense privilege of giving to you the amazing gift you have within: a blessed discovery that is, to say the least, significant in the evolution of healing but even more, in its infinite capacity, significant in the evolution of self. To be able to hand this to you was always the intent for this gift. As such, it is an essential element in the evolution of both the frequencies and of the human. Perhaps you should read that sentence again, for it is no small matter: the evolution of the human.

What I am not doing is presenting you with something brand new and “different” that nobody else knows about. I’m not that special, I’m afraid. Even the concept itself is not “new”. Research and proven results in frequency therapy date back centuries. What has been recently discovered and introduced to us, however, is this readily available quantum-based frequency structure.

What I am going to share with you is the innate, already present gift you have to utilise this incredible healing ability. Through the role I am in every day as a Healing Facilitator, I’m going to assist you in recognising this, for as I said, the knowledge is already within you.

As you’re reading, perhaps you are already feeling something activating within. Something deep inside has started to dawn, your awareness of this gift is stirring. You may suddenly become very “aware” of your hands, or at least a new sensation in and/or around you that is strong enough to draw your attention.

How? As you are reading, you too are discovering, just as I did. Your journey of discovery, chaperoned by yours truly, is actually a journey of recognition. Your own biology is remembering, your energy anatomy ascending…Can you believe it? You’re already doing this! There will be so much more to follow.

To date there are numerous writings, ranging from New Age authors to scientists to volumes of scripture, that have predicted, or attempted to explain, the changes in the planet, in the human and in the code within us. And there will be many more to follow. The Dead Sea Scrolls themselves, their format being more a documentation, are an adventure in explanation with much yet to show us. Change has indeed occurred, and continues to do so on many levels. Time has indeed sped up. (No, it’s not just that it feels that way now that you’re getting older. It has truly sped up.) Magnetic north is on the move. The very magnetics of the planet are engaging in a shifting dance unlike any before. There is a distinct change in the energy as it exists on the planet. A good internet search engine can readily access and verify all of this information for you, and more.

What is truly enormous in these exceptional changes is that ultimately, in all of us, it all comes back to a single living body; in fact, back to a single living cell, and within the cell the framework or “matrix” that holds this ancient code. Great spiritual leaders, scholars, scientists, medical practitioners, are collaboratively investigating and researching the evidentiary directives we have been given toward self-rejuvenation from and at the cellular level.

With the energy of the planet shifting and affecting all things, it should be expected that the human body would also shift. After all, few people still believe that the human is an autonomous entity. We are aware, more now than ever before, that there is a balance that occurs, a symbiotic affect, between all things: planet, nature, human, and a greater power, albeit God (the Universe, Spirit, Higher Self, Life, whichever term you feel comfortable with).

These changes, palpable and evident across the globe, inevitably affect all that are related upon this planet. Even us. Just by acknowledging this, you’ve increased your knowledge and your potency as a healer both of self and others. Changes are now able to occur within that single body, yours and others’, that weren’t available to us only a short time ago.

These frequencies are old. In what way they are “old” I don’t really know, nor would I guess, but it is clear that they have been almost “lying in wait”. When a body is first exposed to these frequencies there is moment of “recognition”, where that body struggles for a moment to remember how to let them flow, how to make it fit, get comfortable with it, how to accept this shift and ultimately to use it. When you’re working on someone utilising these frequencies, it’s quite a distinct feeling beneath your hands as that recognition occurs and that body starts to flow.

That recognition suggests a memory within, rather than a dawning from without.; as if we had the ability to transfer these frequencies at the dawn of time, but not the recognition or ability to know how they were to be utilized—with disuse perhaps they atrophied and only now, as we have grown and evolved, have we taken the next step in our human evolution. With our current recognition of and education about quantum bioenergetics, we are able to use our innate abilities at the cellular level. With this change we’re now able to recognize an extraordinary healing ability that until recently we were unable to comprehend or to access.

It raises the question of whether these frequencies are creating a new DNA “fingerprint” within us, as some have theorised. Or, as it has also been suggested, a case of dormant DNA is being roused, the very “junk”, as science once referred to it, activated. But this “recognition” raises the question if, in fact, DNA’s role is far more communicative than constructive. The recent international collaborative studies of the human genome have shown “gaps” in the DNA matrix that are suggestive of cellular memory.

As to the question of exactly how the healings occur, indulge me in my technical answer:

I’ll get back to you on that.

What is it that is imprinted within a living physical body that recognises a priority, a need for healing? Is it memory or knowledge we were born with or just plain luck? To the last I can say “no”. I can make you this promise; I won’t pretend to know the answers, either. I can tell you that I have given intent for the answers to come forth, and they are. But in this, your introduction to your own amazing gift, I will show you what I do know, what we are discovering and venture to discover and even a few theories, so you too can take this forward.

In recent times the use of terms such as “DNA” and “cellular” have been used prominently in all sorts of environments. Global marketing groups are utilising these terms to enhance sales of any number of products. And you know, when a term becomes a marketable asset, it has a common value in the marketplace, and hence becomes common place in the minds of the people. Amid this new awareness, the human consciousness, on all levels has started to address DNA and the genome, cell structure, and human biological reaction beyond known medicine. Globally the population is seeking “wellness” as never before. The timing of this is not an accident.

Our knowledge of DNA, similar to our knowledge of the brain, is still in its infancy. As only we would, the DNA we couldn’t readily identify, let alone understand, was clumped into a collective group known technically as “junk”. Clearly we’re happier to write something off as rubbish than to admit to our own lack of knowledge.

Globally, scientists currently collaborating upon the human genome now refer to that in-between as “gaps”. No longer is it “junk”, as science has begun to see; evidently these gaps hold the as-yet undiscovered potential of the human being. In regard to the healing sessions through which I work, it is that “in-between” that wears the greatest question mark, the “how?”

The science in this healing process, as I write, continues to have some significant holes in it, and for good reason. Pure science, as we know it, is not yet capable of understanding or measuring what is occurring in these gaps, or for that matter, in these healings. Quantum frequencies and the measurement of an infinite number of outcomes is in our linear model of measurement, and difficult to obtain. Of course research is underway, but we continue to hit a “gap” ourselves, for there is still that as-yet immeasurable “in-between”.

That ego thing that defines us as humans and at the same time restricts us as humans, until recent decades, had restrained and hindered our scientific development on the whole. We viewed science in an almost backward process! We took the facts that we had measured and “understood” and hypothesised upon them, rather than looking at the wonder of something, and asking how it came to be.

To paraphrase George Bernard Shaw, “Some look at what is and ask ‘Why?’ Some look at what could be, and ask, ‘Why not?’”

Rather than seeing the wonder before us and learning from it, until recent times we have been caught in the belief of an omnipotent existence within our own conscious mind, which made us obnoxious enough to believe we already knew what was relevant. And from that point, went on to anticipate relevant scientific findings.

Yet it is that very history that now forces us to put that ego in our back pocket, and go forward with our vision a little less dogmatic. (Sadly, because really, it would have been far more comfortable to have stayed where we were, wouldn’t it? You have to love that comfort zone.)

Once upon a time great prophets, scientists, and philosophers were punished, or even put to death, for their claims and discoveries. Throughout history, as time has gone on, they often were proven to be right in their claims.

In more recent times, awareness of a greater presence than merely us ensures that we take bolder and not always mathematically justified measures in moving forward in science. The last fifty to sixty years are evident in this. The last decade has seen us entertain an evidentiary acceptance of such presence. Fractal coding, in short the digital-fractal geometry apparent in delivering a vast and complex information (light) transfer, despite not being entirely empirically evidentiary, has come to be readily addressed under the banner of “science”. Our humble recognition of science’s limitations within our own dimensional boundary has aided that acceptance. And as we begin to address the multidimensional, we need to remember…

All of this stems back to a single individual body, at a cellular level and hence at an energetic level.

So already, this early into it, we’ve raised a number of questions in order to fill in the gaps and on many levels: the science, the physical and the spiritual. For now, let’s bring it back to what we’re here for…

Healing

Healing is a system of balance. Healers don’t heal, they balance. It makes sense, doesn’t it? After all, on such a brilliant scale, as we discussed before, required for our very existence, there has always been a required synergistic balance between primary elements: planet, human, spirit.

The individual biological reaction to a session, with a balanced healer, is what heals. Human biology itself is an exquisite sculpture in balance. It is the individual human reaction that heals, not the healer. Can you see the difference as to what we have chosen to believe for the longest time?

Over centuries we have sought a healing solution from sources outside ourselves. We feel a pain or realise a loss in movement and seek out medicinal guidance or the assistance of someone we view to be more specialized than ourselves when it comes to healing. The medical fraternity—through no real fault of their own, for they too have learnt from history—has had a similar approach to healing, and perpetrated the continuing reliance on outside sources rather than joining the innate abilities within the patient to the balancing abilities of the healer, be they medical, homeopathic or metaphysical.

When approaching a medical practitioner for an illness or injury, it was traditionally treated in the immediate state. You would be given pain relief for the level of pain you presented at the time, and appropriate medications to abate inflammation or infection as it had presented when you were there. And this treatment, for a large portion of us, has been adequate and indeed effective, so that the situation would not worsen and your health could improve again. Indeed, your body would be put into such a position that it could once again balance itself. Such medical treatment has kept me alive doing just that, thankfully.

The true source of the health issue, what actually led to the current situation, is rarely addressed in current Western medicine and often considered irrelevant. Caught in our own wonder and, yes, a little of that omnipotent ego, Western medicine lost focus on causative issues going beyond the purely physical.

Traditional Chinese medicine (TCM), on the other hand, recognizes the source cause when addressing the physical. A Chinese herbalist first explained to me the understanding that “when the heart is troubled, all other organs tremble”. The effect of emotion, and hence the mindset of the individual, was an essential element in structuring treatment. Rarely in TCM are you prescribed treatment for a single issue; instead, TCM practitioners work to balance the relevant system, and ultimately the entire physical system.

Again, balance. Healers don’t heal, they balance. Whether it’s your oncologist prescribing a stringent schedule of chemotherapy, your osteopath focussing on some cranial work, your surgeon removing your gall bladder, or me immersing you in quantum bioenergetics, all of us are working to achieve the same end: To achieve an environment of balance within the body so it can then heal itself.

Calling allopathic medicine’s approach “backwards” is a little unfair. Instead, it’s immediate, very much a Band-aid solution, as treatment is for the symptoms in the immediate situation. Our increasing need for instant gratification may have brought about this approach.

Perhaps Plato put it best when he said, “The great error of our day in the treatment of the human body is that physicians first separate the soul from the body.”

More and more I am seeing articles and papers written on the necessity for science to reunite with spiritual in order for that science to move forward. This isn’t such a new concept. The answers are in fact bound within the tradition or the culture from whence it came.

The channelled entity Kryon tells us, “You can never separate the physical from the spiritual. Scientists have wanted to do that from the beginning. They actually pride themselves on the empiricism of their scientific method, and that it is completely separate from anything spiritual. The real joke is that at the heart of physics and biology is the spiritual plan of matter and life. It hides within the atomic structure, and also within the biology of each human.”

My own research, my own incidental education in this, points to a massive interconnecting matrix of the science and the spiritual in itself. True spirituality, being far beyond religion, meant that I sought out education from all genres. In the face of my own immense and incredible healings, restriction to traditional education would be almost blasphemous, so I ventured into that which is labelled “the New Age”.

Sadly, allopathic medicine’s growth now is also hindered greatly through fear of being sued. The general population has developed such a litigious nature that along the way, instead of simply denying our own responsibility, which is our usual approach, Western culture found a way of actually putting it legally upon someone else! True shirking of responsibility on a soulful level!

A client came to me after having surgery for lung cancer, seeking to aid his recovery. He sat down and told me how his GP had originally suspected cancer, and sent him to a particular hospital for assessment. After travelling some distance to get to the hospital, he undertook some tests and they found nothing, so he returned home. Some weeks later, again his doctor referred him to the hospital, as he still was suspicious. This time the tests showed quite an advanced cancer. They scheduled him immediately for surgery, then treatment.

The gentleman was telling me this story because he’d just instigated legal action against the hospital for missing the cancer the first time! He said to me, “It’s disgusting, isn’t it?”

I replied, “It certainly is! After all, if they hadn’t found it when they did, you’d be dead by now. Perhaps ‘gratitude’ would suit you a little better than ‘litigation?’” His jaw dropped. And apparently he dropped his lawsuit almost as fast.

From my own perspective, I see great and enormously positive changes occurring in Western medicine. More and more doctors are able to involve, if not embrace, other modes/methods and practitioners of healing. These days, I am asked into hospitals to work on patients. It’s not officially prescribed treatment, and when they write it on the patient’s medical chart it is listed as “healing” (which must be terribly confusing for administrative staff!), but nonetheless it is recommended “therapy” by their physician. If one medical professional is to introduce me to another, they tend to introduce me under the banner of “complementary medicine”. You have to like that.

Back in the old days, in my role as an anatomical physiologist, I ultimately ended working primarily in rehabilitation. Although recently, whilst lecturing at a course, I told the students “I used to work in rehabilitation, and now I work in…well, rehabilitation.” My best description of an anatomical physiologist is a mechanical engineer for the human body. At the musculoskeletal level I would rebalance, reshape, and reintroduce function to the gross motor movement of a body. Various doctors and therapists would refer their patients to me for a more finely tuned approach to aid their recovery. I worked on all types of people, from the elite athletes to personally training everyday people to simply lose a few pounds, and all sorts in between. A fantastic job!

I was never actually taught any sort of methodical approach when assessing a client. When I earned my double degree it was tailored for me, so it wasn’t a standard physiotherapy or medical training. It turned out that was a huge asset, as I entered this profession unencumbered by any existing methodical paradigms.

When a client came to me, I would look at them from the perspective of how the human body can be, and what we needed to change in the client’s body in order for it to be as it should. I never doubted that any single body could recover from where it was. Even back then I would go right into the depths of research to create a plan, basically from the cellular level up, and orchestrate an environment for that body to repair itself. (Not dissimilar to what I do now, right?)

Be under no illusion, this was not easy work for the clients, but few ever complained. A gentleman came to me after having melanoma removed, with huge divots of flesh cut out of a major muscle group and barely able to walk due to the resulting overall weakness. Of course he was told there was no real hope of recovery, but he might be able to walk comfortably in time. Twelve weeks later he was able to play football with his son again, and we went for a three-kilometre run together.

Anyone who knows me will tell you that I have an in-built requirement for symmetry. It’s not an obsession, but is close to it. (I can hear friends scoffing as I write.) So I couldn’t resist, when rehabilitating someone, to rebalance them entirely. It wasn’t a conscious decision as such; to me, it just made sense that in order to maintain a working system, it needed to balance.

Usually when someone has a major illness or injury, the body naturally compensates in order to keep functioning. So I would find that a body had become hugely asymmetrical, musculoskeletally, as the client’s gait had altered, or even their breathing had been shallower, resulting from the effects of their general health situation. So part of their recovery plan was targeted at general overall strength and health. As such, a pleasant serendipity would take place, and they would look terrific.

The gentleman with history of melanoma told me, that on the day he played football with his twelve-year-old son, that when he removed his shirt, his very impressed son said, “Whoa! Dad! You’re ripped!” Translation: he looked great.

I had one lady who was forty-two years old tell me that she had never looked as good as she did recovering from a car accident! Her actual words were, “I didn’t look this good when I was fifteen!”

I won’t go into detail about how this affected the rest of their lives. I’m sure I don’t need to tell you this had a dramatic alteration on their self-esteem, an essential personal shift.

When you are given a terminal health diagnosis, as I myself have had, a period of grief for the life you had closely follows. Whether it is “You have two weeks to live” or “You’ll never walk again”, you are forced to accept what feels like an unacceptable permanent change, one that alters everything within you. Your perspective of yourself and the life you have is dramatically changed. Your family, your friends, all the decisions you have made that have gotten you to that place; all this changes in view of this new perspective. And though it seems like the end, bizarrely, it’s a great starting point.

Things are not always what they seem.

It is no coincidence that just prior to a person finding their essential gift, or realizing their goals, or achieving their very best, it is often the case that they have recently undergone a major, personal, traumatic event in their life. Some of us need that slap in the face in order to see more clearly, I guess. Take me, for example. That altered perspective changes everything. Some of us need that huge amount of pressure behind us, to get us over the line.

Take the simple element of carbon. Put under enough pressure, it becomes a diamond.

And so, here I am, telling you that physical healing is within your grasp. And the physical healing is often the very least of it.

The human body is astonishing in its power to heal itself. Put in the right environment, the possibilities are beyond our understanding of what the body can do to repair itself. Beyond our understanding, however, does not mean it isn’t occurring.

My own clients have and continue to experience healings that appear incredible and sometimes impossible. I have seen an eighty-six-year-old woman grow more than two inches as her scoliosis-affected spine straightened out in a single session. I’ve seen a disabled child speak and say “Mum” for the very first time. A stroke victim once again is able to move his arm. A man with a broken foot walks out unaided by crutches. People walk in with cancerous tumours and leave without them. A woman suffering from drug-induced depression is able to smile and function again, never again knowing the panic attacks that had hospitalized her on a weekly basis.

This isn’t an occasional occurrence, either; it is happening every day. Can you even imagine what it’s like to wake up each morning, knowing that you will be present for such a moment? For such a healing! I tell you, you are going to love this.

There is medical evidence of these individuals’ ailments prior to walking into the room. And there is medical evidence of the incredible changes that occurred for these individuals after they had walked out of the room. What I cannot offer you is the medical, or even much scientific evidence of what occurred for each of these people whilst in the session itself. Rest assured, there is research underway, and as soon as we know, we’ll let you know!

Regardless, the healings occur.

What each client experiences however, during their sessions, for this I have thousands and thousands of pages of documentation, as each experience has been as unique as the individual themselves. And those same individuals were keen for you to hear about it. Throughout this book, you will be witness to many client sessions, as I was, so that you may do what I did: learn. Some of the names of the clients are changed, but, by request, most aren’t. To each of those clients, so generous in sharing their experiences, I say thank you.

Welcome to a new perspective on healing. My gift to you is to allow you this alternate perspective by delving into my own experience. After all, this book is really about you…and this extraordinary and truly beautiful gift is available to us all.

I can’t wait to see what you do with it!