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Vic arched her back, spun in a tight circle, and lifted her forehead as if to permit God to plant a kiss there. She felt the tip of her careless ponytail reach halfway down her back and was aware of the small beads of sweat that gathered in the tiny teardrop indentation above her lips. At a cue from the music, she spun around and sank to her knees, head lowered as if in prayer, then sprang up, extended again. You are not human, she told herself. You are a flower, blooming, with the power to push away the earth itself. With this vision in mind, she turned a leap into a glide. She heard Alex, watching from the third row of the theater on the Lower East Side, clap his hands. This was only rehearsal, but she made a brief, silent prayer to bring this same energy to the opening night.

Moving as sharply as she could, Vic shot forward from the waist and then reversed the motion, thrusting her pelvis to grind with another of the dancers—a redhead named Leslie, though Vic thought of her at this moment not as a woman but as pure form. She and Leslie twirled apart as a third dancer laughed on cue in a shrill way that still sounded eerie to Vic, even after all these rehearsals. The unnerving laughter was Alex’s signature. She remembered him talking about what this choreography meant to him—“It’s about how we cross boundaries for love. How we torture ourselves, we’re desperate with longing, but we’re all essentially and finally alone, forced to define personal integrity individually and, and—” Here he threw up his hands in frustration over the impossibility of translating the dance’s passion into mediocre words—“that’s the impulse. That’s all.”

Alex was a genius. She was thrilled, at age twenty-three, to be part of his company, even if he wasn’t as widely recognized yet as he should be.

“All right, kids,” Alex called from above. “Something isn’t quite right in that one spot right before the culmination. You know what I’m talking about, Glenn and Vic. You two almost collide.” He slapped his hands together and said the last word with comic drama.

Glenn, the only male in the company, playfully brushed Victoria’s arm. “We have to save our colliding for offstage, Vic, honey,” he said, and she laughed as if it were amusing, and then he said, “But seriously, you want me to back up at more of an angle?” and she said, “Doesn’t that put you to the wrong side of the audience?” and Alex said, “You two, block it out again, will you?” their voices falling over one another in the hollowness of the theater like drops of water splashing into a glass as Alex said to the air, shaking his head, “Can you believe we’re still messing with these details, and we open Tuesday night?”

“How about if I go here?” Vic asked Glenn, sliding one direction, and Glenn, moving another, answered, “Sweetie, that is so going to work,” and Alex said, “You are beautiful, people. Beautiful!”

After another few minutes of this cacophony of conversation, Alex clapped his hands. “I need to dash out and pick up another container of helium for the balloons,” he said. “So you have fifteen minutes, kids, while the cat’s away. Everyone sip on your bubblies and breathe, breathe from the stomach, and then, my gems, we’re going to run through it a few hundred more times.”

Leslie, the redhead, groaned. “You’re such a perfectionist, Alex. Who requires their dancers to come to practice at this hour of the morning? You, you, and only you.”

“I get you fresh—” Alex began.

“And the work’s the best,” Leslie interrupted, using a singsong voice that made it clear this was Alex’s typical line.

He just laughed. “If you get everything absolutely right when I’m back, we’ll do it just twice more, so how’s that for compromising? In that case, you’ll be out of here by 10. But it’s got to be right because I heard through the ubiquitous grapevine that the Times is sending someone opening night, giving us poor second-classers a chance at a life-altering review.” He turned and, with a wave over his shoulder, bounced up the stairs. He was a bit heavier than any of the dancers could afford to be, but he still moved with admirable agility.

Vic leaned over to rub her calves and then went to get her water bottle out of her bag. Leslie might complain, but she didn’t mean it—they were all slaves to Alex’s vision. Vic loved him for many things. But one thing she didn’t love him for, she thought as she took a long sip from the bottle, was that she’d been so busy she hadn’t had time to see, or even speak with, Jonas in a week. Maybe more. She’d tried to call a few times and hadn’t gotten through. She was starting to ache for the guy. She pulled her cell phone from her bag and headed to the one section of the theater that seemed to get decent reception.

“Where you going, girl? Another phone call?” asked Glenn. She waved her hand at him.

The phone rang oddly for a moment and then went to voice mail: “It’s Jonas. You know what to do.” Should she leave another message? Would she start to seem pathetic? That was one thing she’d never been. She stared at the phone, then hung up. It was early; he was probably still asleep. She needed to stop by her mom’s after rehearsal—she had to see how Mara was holding up. After that it would be late enough even for Mr. Sleepyhead. So after that, she’d call Jonas, and keep calling Jonas until she roused and reached him.