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Preparation and ministry are inseparable. Preparation is a part of ministry and will continue as long as we live. We serve God today and at the same time we prepare for tomorrow. We should learn and grow as long as we live. But it is also true that there is a special time of preparation before he who is called to ministry can enter into the fullness of his calling. God says that a church leader should not be a novice, “…lest being puffed up with pride he fall into the same condemnation as the devil” (1 Timothy 3:6). You must be a disciple before you become a minister. To be a disciple means that you understand your need for growth and learning, and that you are willing to be trained by someone more experienced than you.

According to the Gospel of Mark, the very first thing Jesus said to Peter and Andrew was: “Follow Me, and I will make you become fishers of men” (Mark 1:17). This sentence contains a lot about what discipleship is. It is to follow somebody, to take on a humble attitude and be willing to change and gain new skills. This attitude is the beginning of ministry.

The more a person values preparation and is willing to learn from others, the more he will do for God. The apostles began their walk with Jesus knowing very little about God’s kingdom or what it means to be a fisher of men. But Jesus day by day and week by week taught them all they needed to know. Because they started as devoted disciples, they could one day become apostles.

When Jesus first met them, the disciples were not ready to take on any kind of leadership role. They lacked knowledge about God and His will, they did not have the compassion a spiritual leader must have, and their character was far from ready to be an example for others. And this is where we all begin. We need to mature spiritually before we can be leaders in the church.

In this chapter I will point out three important areas of spiritual growth: spending time with God, serving in the church and studying. I will speak more about character in the next chapter when we talk about what it is to have a personal ethical code.

1. Time with God

Some parts of preparation occur among other people, but there are other sides that can only take place when you are alone. The foundation of any minister’s life is his personal relationship with God. And that relationship needs to grow not only while you are in church, but also in solitude together with the Holy Spirit.

I was fortunate to fall in love with the Bible when I was a child. When I was around ten years old, I collected my savings, went to the local book shop and bought my first Bible. And without any pressure from my parents, I started to read it daily. I remember the peace and comfort I felt as I made my way through the biblical stories, even though I did not always understand what I was reading. As the years went by, the Bible became more and more understandable and more and more precious to me, and the daily reading became a permanent part of my life.

THE FOUNDATION OF ANY MINISTER'S LIFE IS HIS PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP TO GOD. AND THAT RELATIONSHIP NEEDS TO GROW NOT ONLY WHILE YOU ARE IN CHURCH, BUT ALSO IN SOLITUDE TOGETHER WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT.

This habit might not seem significant, but to me it has been an immense strength. Good routines take time to develop, but they provide strength and stability that is very much needed in ministry. This is especially true of how you spend your time when you are alone. If a person can only worship and pray when he is in church, how can he help others grow spiritually?

When Jesus taught His disciples about prayer, He said that it is not the number of words that is important, but the faith and sincerity of the heart. He said that God is a Father “who is in the secret place” (Matthew 6:6). He wants you to come to Him in secret, when nobody else knows about it. There – in worship, prayer and meditation, He will meet you and fellowship with you.

To find time alone with God is therefore a battle every minister must fight and win. Every one of us knows the power of distraction. Busy schedules and annoying telephone calls are a part of our everyday life. But only you can set the standard for your daily schedule, and only you can set the priorities of your time. In all the noise of the 21^st century God is still the God who is in the secret place.

IN ALL THE NOISE OF THE 21^st CENTURY GOD IS STILL THE GOD WHO IS IN THE SECRET PLACE

This is the very center of leadership preparation. Ministry flows out of your relationship with God. You give to others what you possess yourself. If you want to serve God, you cannot make any better investment than spending time with Him in secret. Commitment and confidence will grow when you learn to listen to His voice and trust His word.

When we speak about things like this, it is so important to emphasize that you don’t compete with anyone. There is nobody you need to impress. Fellowship with God must be natural and personal, as with a close friend. Never compare yourself with others. If you read books about prayer, let them inspire you, but the authors of these books don’t know your realities. You must find joy in the daily rhythm that works for you.

Discipline is always a part of the picture. You were saved by grace, but you will never grow spiritually strong without personal discipline. Good habits will allow the Holy Spirit to shape you, and those habits demand daily commitment. Everything good in life is more difficult in the beginning than it is after a while. The first time I decided to pray for an hour I lasted 45 minutes. I had prayed for every need I could possibly think of, and I was totally exhausted. But it is not like that today. As you spend time in God’s presence, you gradually grow in spiritual discipline and willpower.

2. Being a servant

There is nothing greater than being a servant, and Jesus came to earth to teach us that. He demonstrated a life of servanthood that is a pattern for all believers to follow. Even as leaders, we will always be servants, and we learn these lessons by actively taking part in what goes on in the local church.

True servanthood begins with a willing and faithful attitude. Jesus several times spoke about the importance of being trustworthy in what is small before God will trust you with more.

“He who is faithful in what is least is faithful also in much; and he who is unjust in what is least is unjust also in much”

Luke 16:10

And:

“Well done, good and faithful servant; you were faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many things.”

Matthew 25:21

This principle runs through the whole Bible. Responsibility grows with our level of faithfulness. Joshua served Moses for many years before he could lead the people. David served his father and king Saul. Elisha served Elijah. Serving is the main lesson of discipleship.

I have so many fond memories from the churches I was a part of as a child and youth. Church was the place where I found my friends and spent a lot of my spare time. I very seldom spoke with anybody about my calling to ministry, because it was hard for me to see how that could take place. It remained in my heart as a thing between God and me. I simply had to trust that He would make it happen; someday, somehow.

But I always loved being in the church. I loved the songs, the fellowship and the strong sense of belonging to the body of Christ. It was therefore natural to me to engage myself in any place I could be useful. As the years passed by I believe I was active in more or less every possible church department. I remember being both usher and head usher, singing in the choir, leading a home group, and being a youth leader, driver and night guard. I did not think so much about it at that time, but later I realized that all those years God was preparing me for future ministry.

It is important to learn to be flexible and to be willing to do not first and foremost what you want, but what is needed in the church. Ministry is not picking what you prefer to do, it is saying to Jesus, “Here I am – send me”. To willingly do what you are neither fond of doing nor qualified to do, is a good and useful experience.

MINISTRY IS NOT PICKING WHAT YOU PREFER TO DO, IT IS SAYING TO JESUS, “HERE I AM – SEND ME'. TO WILLINGLY DO WHAT YOU ARE NEITHER FOND OF DOING NOR QUALIFIED TO DO, IS A GOOD AND USEFUL EXPERIENCE.

My church volunteer career brought me into many awkward situations. I remember when we rented the local sports arena to arrange a conference in the early days of the Charismatic revival in Norway. A famous female American preacher was head speaker and people from all over Scandinavia came to listen to her.

We had learned from America that those who kept order in the meetings were called “ushers”. This was a very cool expression, and though I didn’t know much about it, the pastor appointed me as “head usher”. I was placed on the corner at the front row wearing jeans and a pink T-shirt. Then the nightmare started.

After the sermon at an evening meeting, the American preacher invited people who wanted to be filled with the Holy Spirit to come forward. Scores of people responded. When they all stood at the front, she asked “Where is the head usher?” I had some very dire suspicions why she asked for me, and they were soon confirmed when she looked at me and said that I should bring all these people to another room in the building and pray for them.

I had never done anything like this before! She was the preacher; she was the one who was supposed to pray for people! How could she put this on me! I was terrified, but what could I do? The group left the hall slowly with me in front, and the only available room we could find was the bomb shelter. In the big hall there had been a wonderful atmosphere of joy, music and people worshiping God. In the bomb shelter it was dark and quiet. Zero atmosphere. Those poor souls who wanted prayer gathered in a crescent around me and looked at me. Nobody said anything. I thought my last moment on Earth had come. I went up to the person on the far left, a big Norwegian guy, and did what I had seen preachers do: put my hand on his head, closed my eyes and hoped that something would happen.

I wish I could tell you that it ended in a mighty breakthrough, but that wouldn’t be true. To this present day, I don’t know how I made it through that evening, but I did. We prayed together, and I am sure that God in His goodness did something good in the lives of those people.

This is how I started. No firecrackers or mighty miracles; just doing what I was appointed to do. And this is the school of the Holy Spirit. He not only wants to train our abilities, He wants to train our character and attitudes. A person who will only do what he enjoys doing cannot do much in God’s kingdom.

A PERSON WHO WILL ONLY DO WHAT HE ENJOYS DOING CANNOT DO MUCH IN GOD'S KINGDOM

I remember another incident when I was in Bible School in Uppsala, Sweden. Ulf Ekman, the founder of the Bible School, had been preaching in my home town in Norway over the weekend. During the following week in Uppsala we had meetings with a Bible teacher from USA, and the church was packed every night. The first evening Ulf Ekman told everyone what a great time he had had when he was in my home town, and that he had heard a song there that he wanted everyone to sing. The problem however was that he couldn’t recall the melody, and the Swedish worship team had no idea what song he was talking about. A couple of seconds of confusing silence followed, but then he suddenly spotted me and said: “There we have a brother from Norway.” My blood froze immediately, as he continued: “Do you know this song?” Well, I knew the song. But I can’t sing. I was very tempted to lie and say that I had never heard of such a song. But I am a Christian! Lying is forbidden!

So I nodded and admitted that I maybe, kind of, in a way knew the song, and then he said what I really, really didn’t want to hear: “Wonderful! Please sing it to us.”

I don’t think you can understand the panic level I was in. I was in an overcrowded church, and I was not only asked to sing this song once, but keep on singing until everyone learned it. But again, what could I do? There was nowhere to run, and obviously, I was the only one in the building who knew the song! I grabbed the chair in front of me, cleared my throat, hoped to survive and started to sing. And as I sang, the worship team caught up with me, and gradually everyone else joined in, and we sang the song!

Experiences like this are stuck in my memory. I have lots of stories to tell, and they all play some part in the road God lead me down. I am not a singer, but if nobody else knows the song, then I’ll sing. We do not serve ourselves or our own image. “Likes” on Facebook or Instagram are not the goal – the goal is to be available whenever the Lord needs you. There is only one way to learn this, and that is by being an active and willing helper in the church you belong to. Find out where you can be useful today, and serve God with gladness!

If you are a pastor or a leader today, you must teach this lesson to all who want to serve God. There is a spiritual law in 1 Peter, chapter 5, that applies to all:

“Likewise you younger people, submit yourselves to your elders. Yes, all of you be submissive to one another, and be clothed with humility, for “God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble.” Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time”

1 Peter 5:5-6

Lack of respect for leaders will always be a hindrance for spiritual growth, while a willing and submissive attitude brings God’s grace over your life.

Before we leave the subject, I have to admit there is a final point of the story about the song. Some years later when this song was sung during a conference in Uppsala, I heard a Norwegian worship leader saying: “It is so strange. We sing this song in Norway also, but here in Uppsala the melody is different.” I didn’t say anything. I just smiled to her and looked surprised. I know I did my best, and who can prove that my melody was worse? Maybe it was an improvement! Whatever is right, just remember that ministry begins with saying: “I’ll do anything for You, Jesus.”