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In the gloaming
ОглавлениеIf you’re on the north shore
you face south.
You’re a sunrise people.
Others will have to hymn the sunset; the best we can do is
our Phos hilaron as light’s shadows crumple, falling from
the hump-backed frozen waves before our sunrise eyes, definition lost
to the brush of twilight from this shore to far shore
to those southerners who face north.
Nightfall and the snow is clean erased, tabula
almost rasa before the… uh, onset of the
fearful green
of the neighbour’s sick glare, his
garage lamp! — joyless carnaval against the bogey dark
to chase away… what? Mutinous deer?
Piratizing porcupine?
A skunk à l’école buissonnière?
Our woods’ creatures,
his green glare.
We go to bed at eight now of a night :
Nothing of us that doth fade
but doth suffer a fleuve-change
into something rich and strange
into a people that sleep and wake
with spring of day
who once began work when the midnight telephone stopped
and who now drop with the quick dark
apart from
some star-gazing
some moon-gazing
some listening to the intense silence
some glaring of the green, the emerald threat
the evil eye.
Some glaring at it, exchanging hexes.
Snow’s complicit with sun, snow’s sun’s hireling;
the shepherd has a stand-in, he can go off to the banquet
and the snow
will light us woollums with surrogate light all night,
stay us with second-hand sun.
Québec’s gloaming.
Our eyes go roaming in the gloaming, feasting on the inhering light
…even the darkness is no darkness with thee,
but the night is as clear as the day:
the darkness and light to thee are both alike.
Green has its place.
Thumbs, frogs, lily pads, croquet hoops, lawn clippings, tea, old
orange peels on the compost heap, tall lime drinks, banking cooperatives,
jewellers’ visors, zippers, old leather tomes, old study lamps, Copenhagen
copper rooves, carpets in bedrooms, sheets with William Morris willow
pattern, willows, elms, ginkos, gooseberries, leeks, pipsissewa,
unripe apples on the tree, ripe pistachios peeking out of their shells,
rotten mussels not peeking out of theirs, absinthe, beer
in a Québec pub on St-Patrick’s Day,
these have their place in the scheme of green.
But Not Green Glare On Snow
on pristine white unlit or moonlit or shepherd-lit or hireling-lit
black-light-lit snow!
Snow is white.
Chameleonesque blue or mauve, or grey, or gold maybe. Not green.
Under it is green. Over green is white.
Let’s get this right.