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No matter how you became a caregiver, the job has specific characteristics. It will require your full attention. It will take all of your emotional capacity. You will have to watch as your loved one declines in health and capability, but you will also be witness to a beautiful transition in the human life cycle. I’ve often equated the aging process to that of a butterfly. We traditionally view old age as a deterioration of life, but, honestly, it is not—the amount of love and laughter that older adults have still brings me a smile when I’m feeling down. Or worrying about my age. Despite being told that our later years are filled with decline and loss of independence, these individuals find a way to live life to the fullest and to find humor in even the darkest of times.
How does this help a caregiver? The general fear that our elders are actively transitioning from this life is a constant in the mind of a caregiver. This future mindset rips away opportunities to be in the moment with yourself and to grapple with the emotions you are experiencing. You are left to move through the motions without ever truly being given the chance to express how the caregiving is making you feel. Providing care to another person is a sacrifice, and it takes time to process everything you are witnessing, feeling, and doing. These are your loved ones. These are people you have spent time with, have built memories with, and who have no doubt taught you many of the things you know today.
Such an intense experience as a caregiver can wear on your emotions and even on your ability to provide quality care for the duration of the recipient’s life. You need to take breaks from caregiving periodically, or you will get burned out. Many caregivers interpret the general stress and tiredness they feel as just another symptom of a hectic, day-to-day life. We are used to working long hours and making up for that time with a two-week vacation each year. While a holiday helps, two weeks away won’t be enough to prevent caregiver burnout. Identifying symptoms of exhaustion and incorporating a self-care routine are essential skills caregivers should develop, especially if they are expected to provide high levels of care over a long period of time.
What Is Caregiver Burnout?
Caregiving doesn’t have normal business hours, has no concept of vacation days, sick days, or personal days, and occurs 24/7, whether you are asleep or awake. To raise a family, go to work, and manage finances, all while providing care to a loved one, leaves you with little time to spend on yourself. But to purposefully take time to slow down is exactly what you need to be able to handle all the responsibilities in your life. To expend all your energy without recharging will cause emotional, mental, and physical exhaustion. When prolonged, this exhaustion can lead to resentment or anger, poor self-care and caregiving, depression, stress, and anxiety, all of which will inhibit your ability to manage all your responsibilities.
The Alzheimer’s Association identifies ten symptoms of caregiver stress14:
1.Denial about the disease and its effect on the person who has been diagnosed.
2.Anger at the person with Alzheimer’s or frustration that they can’t do the things they used to be able to do.
3.Withdrawal from friends and activities that used to make you feel good.
4.Anxiety about the future and facing another day.
5.Depression that breaks your spirit and affects your ability to cope.
6.Exhaustion that makes it nearly impossible to complete necessary daily tasks.
7.Sleeplessness caused by a never-ending list of concerns.
8.Irritability that leads to moodiness and triggers negative responses and actions.
9.Lack of concentration that makes it difficult to perform familiar tasks.
10.Health problems that begin to take a mental and physical toll.
It is hard to distinguish between yourself and your role as a caregiver because providing care to another person who needs you in such an intimate way forms a strong connection between the two of you. To step away from that role to take care of yourself can cause feelings of guilt, so many choose not to, and continue to provide care even though they are too tired or stressed to do so correctly. This chapter will go over three main ways you can avoid caregiver burnout: 1) self-care, 2) find a support network, and 3) don’t just focus on your loved one’s physical well-being. Incorporating these ideas into your daily routine should make the experience less stressful on you, and even offers time within the regular hectic schedule to have some fun together!
Focus on Self-Care
In the midst of caregiving, it is understandably difficult to find a personal moment to spare for yourself. To do this may even require a drastic shift in your daily routine—a routine that, while hectic, provides the predictability and repetition needed to accomplish all the necessary daily tasks. The role of caregiver will require your full attention. Between activities of daily living, medication management, doctor’s appointments, and mealtimes, there isn’t time left to do much of anything else. Whether a family member or not, providing this type of care will leave a person quickly feeling burned out.
And yes, “take care of yourself” is an all-too-common piece of advice which I am sure you have heard before. What I mean is that taking care of the self goes beyond occasionally treating yourself to a spa day. You deserve credit and validation that what you are doing is hard work. That providing care is sometimes a thankless job, and the care decisions you make for another person are difficult. As humans, we deserve to spend time on ourselves—time to reflect on the progress we have made in our lives, the experiences we have endured, and the relationships we have cultivated along the way.
Validation of the hard work you are putting into the care of your loved one may not always come from those around you. It is difficult for those on the outside to ever truly understand what you are going through. Giving yourself gentle reminders throughout the day can offer self-assurance that you are doing the best you can to provide the best quality of life for your loved one.
Repeat these affirmations daily:
“I am a good person.”
“I am lightening my load.”
“I take care of the world when I take care of myself.”
“I am worth taking time for.”
“I have the right to my own time beyond taking care of others.”
Only you have control of where your energy is spent, and while, yes, situations often feel outside of our control, the time and effort you spend thinking positively or negatively about any one circumstance is entirely your own. Becoming mindful of how you spend your time is extremely important. Our societal values about hard work often leave little time for much else. Take back control of your own time and invest your energy in things that will make you feel good. You are allowed to be happy, and you are allowed to take care of yourself.
You may not even know how or where to begin with the self-care process. I’ve talked with many caregivers who until then had never thought twice about how they spent their time because simple things, like watching a favorite TV show or a night out with girlfriends, were all they needed to de-stress from their workday. Health experts will report to us the things we should do for self-care, like eat healthily or exercise daily, but if you are being told you have to do these things, it seems more like an obligation than an investment in personal well-being.
Identify Your Values
Recently I was struggling with my career choices. I hated the idea of working in an environment that saw me as just another cog in the wheel. I didn’t want to have an anxiety attack every time I had to miss a day of work for a routine doctor’s appointment, or come home each day exhausted from the demands of the job. I was too early in my career to have to spend the next thirty years or so unhappy.
In a bit of half-hearted research, I came across a YouTube video on creating a “Values List.” I thought it was an interesting idea, and six months later I finally got around to building my list. I focused on the fundamental things I wanted in a prospective employer and my potential role in that job.
Relaxed, autonomous, community-focused, kind, and respectful were all words I put down on my page. I wrote out twenty more words or so, and then honed in on the eight that I felt represented my values the most. At the end of the exercise, I felt validated and empowered to continue my job search with these values in mind. I was amazed that, within a month of writing out this list, I landed my dream job, working in the community with a group of kind and respectful colleagues who have welcomed me and shown me there is a way to work in my field of choice without feeling burned out at the end of each day.
Writing a values list can sound more like a time-waster than a time-saver. I say this because that is exactly how I perceived the exercise, too. I write from my own example because, during this time of my life, it seemed like I had no control over my career circumstances. Because I needed to pay my bills and put food on the table, I felt forced to take the first job that came down the pike. Understanding my values changed this.
As a family caregiver, you may find yourself in an impossible situation, because your loved one needs you (like, really needs you) and you have a lifestyle that you need to sustain. You may believe the only option is to maintain the hectic day-to-day pattern you have found yourself in. To understand how you want to spend your time and what you want to prioritize is hugely empowering and allows you to make decisions that seek to benefit you and not just the meet the circumstances in which you find yourself. Granted, you may find you need to make compromises; mine was a lower salary and an entry-level position, but the time and peace of mind is well worth it!
