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My garden was lovely to see,

For all things fair,

Sweet flowers and blossoms rare,

I had planted there.

There were pinks and lilies and stocks,

Sweet gray and white stocks, and rose and rue,

And clematis white and blue,

And pansies and daisies and phlox.

And the lawn was trim, and the trees were shady,

And all things were ready to greet my lady

On the Life's-love-crowning day

When she should come

To her lover's home,

To give herself to me.

I saw the red of the roses —

The royal roses that bloomed for her sake.

"They shall lie," I said, "where my heart's hopes lie:

They shall droop on her heart and die."

I dreamed in the orchard-closes:

"'Tis here we will walk in the July days,

When the paths and the lawn are ablaze;

We will walk here, and look at our life's great bliss:

And thank God for this".

I leaned where the jasmine white

Wreathed all my window round:

"Here we will lean,

I and my queen,

And look out on the broad moonlight.

For there shall be moonlight – bright —

On my wedding-night."

She never saw the flowers

That were hers from their first sweet hours.

The roses, the pinks, and the dark heartsease

Died in my garden, ungathered, forlorn.

Only the jasmine, the lilies, the white, white rose,

They were gathered – to honour and sorrow born.

They lay round her, touched her close.

The jasmine stars – white stars, that about our window

their faint light shed,

Lay round her head.

And the white, white roses lay on her breast,

And a long, white lily lay in her hand.

They lie by her – rest with her rest;

But I, unhonoured, unblest —

I stand outside,

In the ruined garden solitude —

Where she never stood —

On the trim green sod

Which she never trod;

And the red, red roses grow and blow, —

As if any one cared

How they fared!

And the gate of Eden is shut; and I stand

And see the Angel with flaming sword —

Life's pitiless Lord —

And I know I never may pass.

Alas! alas!

O Rose! my rose!

I never may reach the place where she grows,

A rose in the garden of God.