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ОглавлениеA SHOCKING and HARROWING
Memoir
A true story of abuse, neglect, and survival against the odds
Dared to survive
Olya Mancuso
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And then your lifeless lips whispered to me,
“Promise you will try your best.”
Wiping the tears off to see you clearly and gulping air,
Just like you did, I whispered back
“I will.”
You took my hand and whispered again
“Everything is possible!
It only takes a fighting spirit to hold on
and fight till the last blood is left,
fight for your rights and freedom,
fight for what you believe is right.
And when you fall,
get up and go forward;
while you are able to breathe,
you shall fight….
If there is anything beyond this life
I will be there, always
And when you feel you can’t handle your life any longer,
You just keep on repeating what I’ve just said to you.
Promise that you will turn all your misery into something positive…
For you, Dad,
This is the last part of my promise.
To the memory of the life of my loving, beloved Dad, Sam Rotshtein: You are my true love and inspiration. And to that of my unborn, murdered by my mother and my first husband’s mother son, Charles, who became the purpose of my existence even in death, I have never forgotten you.
To my precious children, Daniel, Kristina, and Jane: You have given me the miracle of belonging, a real family, and unconditional love, all that I was deprived of but searched for throughout my whole life. To you, Igor, thank you for raising my fatherless children and being there for me in good times and in bad.
To you Tony: You saved my life many times. This book would not be finished if it weren’t for you and Igor. You both picked me up when the world turned its back on me, when others destroyed me. And you were there to lift me up again, so I could recover and live.
So, my story has survived. Now it will reach those millions like me.
I am dedicating this book to ALL SURVIVORS of childhood trauma and abuse, and to those who might not be alive to tell their story