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Is There Life after Life?

I am often asked this question. Today I can answer it with a clear yes. But I know that this is not as evident for everyone else as it is for me. As a medium who is daily confronted with death, death has become something very normal for me. Especially since I know very well that basically there is no death and that we simply continue on. Each contact with the spiritual world is something very fascinating for me, as I never know where it will lead me, what will happen, and what new things I might learn. My work is a gift to me, not only a gift to my clients, but also one to myself.

But before I go into more detail about my work, we have to look more closely at the question: Is there life after death? This question is at least as old as humanity itself. There is no culture or religion that I know of that doesn’t deal with life after life. To say it here once more very clearly, even if it’s only my perception – yes, there is life after death!

Dear Reader, even if today I’m completely convinced this is true, I must confess openly and honestly that this wasn’t always the case. Everyone who knows me personally knows that I’m extremely critical about esoteric topics. Even though I work as a medium, I’m aware of a lot of things in the esoteric scene that, in my opinion, is simply rubbish. However, during the course of my life and work, I’ve witnessed so much proof that there is life after death that I can’t shut my eyes to it anymore. This is also the reason why I’m writing this book, as I would like to show you what has led me to believe in a spiritual world. Of course, I’m writing all this, too, with the hope that through this you might become less afraid of death, that maybe some pain will be lifted from you – if you have lost a loved one through death, or that you will be able to support someone who is grieving. I know there are many similar books that go in the same direction, but I still think it’s important to write this book. Every author and every medium attracts different people; I also experience this daily in my sessions. Some clients have already consulted other mediums, but they are more convinced about my work and, of course, there is also the reverse situation. Not every medium is the right intermediary for every client. This is why I find it so beautiful that there are different mediums and also different books about the same topic, because through this, the message of life after death is being carried into the world in a variety of forms and is becoming more widespread. This is exactly my goal: that in the future we will no longer be afraid of death, but we will know that we continue living and that we are actually returning home. This is the message I would like to carry into the world. But to be very clear, I don’t have to do this; it’s not a divine calling or something of that sort. It is a deep personal desire, something I would like to accomplish while practicing my profession.

For me my mediumship is not a gift, or a gift from God, but rather a talent just like every other person has talents. I am neither spiritually nor humanly more developed than you are, dear Reader. Believe me, I have the same fears and blocks as everyone else. Even when my talent might be described by many as abnormal, I see myself as a fully normal young adult who is here on earth to gather experience and to have fun. These lines are very important to me, because since more and more people know what I do, and numerous news articles and television reports have put me in the public eye, I’ve suddenly discovered that some people have started idealizing me, and that suddenly many believe I know everything. Or because I work as a medium, I don’t have any problems. Some people even see in me something that I simply am not. Of course it’s beautiful to hear that there are people whose hearts I was able to touch, but I will always remain a simple person. Certain things are shown to me not everyone can see. However, I too have my own trials, fears, and worries. Sometimes I’m in a good mood and sometimes I’m not. Why am I writing these lines? Because so often I see that people have a tendency to idealize, to put mediums, spiritual teachers, healers, or the like on a pedestal, only to be disappointed one day to find that they are only human beings after all.

On the other hand, the reverse also happens when mediums and people in the spiritual scene consider themselves to be better than others. This is a very great danger. Spiritual haughtiness is very prevalent in this scene. The more I move in it myself, the clearer it is to me. The danger is very high that you suddenly consider yourself to be somehow better than others. I have come to know many so-called enlightened ones, avatars, and masters in these past months. However, none of those who emphasize it in their advertising, or make self-declarations about themselves, have convinced me or touched me in any way. I know that among human beings there are enlightened ones, avatars, and masters, but I am deeply convinced that these masters would never claim it about themselves. I also think that only a few are actually known to the public. I believe an enlightened human being works in the background, and sometimes the person doesn’t even know they’re enlightened.

Dear Reader, once more I’d like to say very clearly that everything I write or say is my own personal opinion. My only aim is that you’ll think about my words and find out for yourself whether there’s some truth or not for you personally in what I say. Only you can recognize the truth for yourself.

Dear Reader, sometimes you will think that I contradict myself, and you’re right. But if you look between the lines, you’ll see that sometimes I’m trying to put something into words that actually is not possible, since our brain can’t understand it. Please always keep in mind that the spiritual world is an“illogical” world that can never be understood by our brain and thoughts in our “logical” world. We can only experience it, and when we experience it, we won’t find logic in it. I have stopped reading or believing others. I have taken the path of finding out, and sometimes I get a little closer to the truth, sometimes there’s nothing I understand anymore, and sometimes people don’t understand me anymore. But for me it is the right and only path for me to remain loyal to my perception. It is my personal truth and perception. I ask you, please don’t believe anything I write or say! Yes, it’s correct what you’ve just read. Follow your own path and find your own truth, and I’m convinced that through that, we’ll be much closer to each other. Have I, dear Reader, totally confused you with all this? Good, that makes me happy because it shows me that you’re on your own path of truth and that you’re thinking about my words, not just believing everything I say. Yes, and one more thing before I get back to the actual subject, I’m aware that I repeat myself. This has a reason, just trust me, or if it bothers you – just skip the repeated sections.

As I previously wrote, for me today I no longer question whether there is a spiritual world, but I’m sure you may be asking yourself how I’ve come to this conclusion. For this we have to go back to my childhood. While writing this book, I turned 28. I had my first defining experience when I was 10 years old. Today I am ready to share this experience. In my last book I was not yet ready for two reasons: First, I wasn’t mentally prepared; and second, I didn’t want you, dear Reader, to be left with the feeling you have to experience upsetting things in order to get onto a spiritual path, but rather you can decide on your own to lead a spiritual life.

Even as a small child I had some experiences with spiritual beings, but today I can’t say for sure anymore whether this was a child’s fantasy or reality, but that’s not so important. When I was 10 years old, I had a horrible accident resulting in several broken bones and inner injuries. Coincidentally, the police just happened to pass by the scene of the accident, so I was taken to hospital very quickly. If there are such things as coincidences, well, then I believe God simply did not want me at His side and so gave me another chance. I was immediately operated on in the emergency room. Later on I was told that if I had arrived at the hospital only a few minutes later, I wouldn’t have survived. When I woke up after the operation, my mom was sitting there and I said to her,“Phew, it seems like I had a big guardian angel!” This may not be, dear Reader, anything special for you, but for me and my mom it was, because we had never talked about guardian angels before. I was operated on several times, and for a long time afterwards I had great difficulty remembering at all those things that had happened before or during the time of the accident. But soon there were memories again in my head, for instance, how I’d seen a bright light during the accident, even though everything around me had been dark.

During my last operation something went wrong, and even today I don’t really know what it was. I remember that during the operation I suddenly heard my heart beating, and I put my hand on my chest and everything was vibrating. I heard the doctors talking and I saw my body and a lot of light. I panicked in great fear; I was free and yet inside my body, and then suddenly everything turned dark again. I was back again in my body. I know that on that day I had once again closely escaped death. But I also know that I wanted to come back. Although I panicked, I know now that life goes on after death. I also know that the uncomfortable feeling of fear only lasts a short time, only while the “soul” is separating from the body and beginning its journey to return “home.“

This experience did not let me as a 10-year-old doubt anymore that there is a life after death. Although I wasn’t actually there, I do know it absolutely. However, the following months were then still very hard for me, as I had to learn how to walk again. The worst part was that I was in severe pain which taught me many things. Even months later, I was still taking strong pain killers so I could bear the pain in my back. Sometimes I even had to be given morphine to make it bearable. I tried many different therapies, but nothing took away the pain. There were days when it took me almost 30 minutes to get myself into bed. To bear the pain I could only move very slowly. There were many tears shed during that period, but still I’m grateful for it today, because through it I learned a lot.

About a year after the accident, my mother met a woman who worked as a “healer” on the side. She asked me if I would like to see this woman, and I said, “Yes, I would.” On that day everything changed in my life. She took my hand and lit an incense stick. I still remember how I thought as an 11-year-old, “Oh no, this lady is really crazy.” She held the incense stick on different acupuncture points on my hand, and it felt like electric impulses were flowing through my hand. It wasn’t exactly comfortable. But for a long time after this I didn’t have any more back pain. This was my first real step into the esoteric world. Later on, the healer also taught me how to use a pendulum and lent me books that I read with pleasure. Also, thanks to her, today I’m living again without pain.

After this accident and the healing I experienced, I was absolutely certain that there is a spiritual world, that there is a life after death, and that there are people who have the ability to heal. After this, my interest in extrasensory perception was awakened, but I really only started to deal intensely with it when I was 20 years old, when I became more and more aware of my own mediumship. To me it was almost normal to see the deceased. Sometimes I saw them so clearly, I couldn’t tell them apart from the living and it became a burden for me. There were moments when I would greet someone on the street and my friends would ask, “Who were you talking to? There was nobody there.” That was no longer very comfortable for me, and so I sought for help at a school specialized in mediumship training.

In the beginning I was mainly there to get a grip on my mediumship. I hadn’t even been at the school for two weeks, when we drove to an intensive week in Brienz, Switzerland. On the second day my teacher, Sabine, and another student, Dunja, made contact with my deceased father. The proof and messages I received through these two mediums were so incredibly precise and healing that I had to cry. I thought I had worked through the death of my father, but on that day a wave of love and healing broke over me as I’d never experienced before. Those two mediums worked so “beautifully” that I had the feeling my father was physically present with me. I’m not the type to weep easily, but on that day I think I wept half an ocean. So don’t be surprised, dear Reader, that in Switzerland we have a small ocean – it’s from me. In any case, since that day it’s been clear to me that, with my ability to recognize the deceased, I would like to offer other people the same healing I experienced on that day. In a sudden burst, it was clear to me that I wanted to change my whole life, and I would do anything and everything in order to work as a professional medium. I owe this decision to my father, and especially also to Sabine and Dunja. Without this healing, it might have taken much longer, or I might have never pursued this path.

Even now, when I think back on that day, I am filled with the healing. In the meantime, I must certainly have had 50 – 100 contacts with my father through other mediums, but the first one was the most important one for me. It showed me how important the work of a medium can be. Today, as a professional medium, it is always a recurring joy for me when I can make contact with a deceased person. In addition, during the years I have worked as a professional medium, I have received so much proof; there is no longer any doubt for me that there is life after death.

That I can see the deceased does not yet prove anything to me, for I could easily imagine all that myself. But that they tell me things which are so precise, things that in part only the deceased or the client can know, and that someone couldn’t possibly invent, all that leads me to believe that life goes on.

Feedback from a Client

My mother and I experienced many positive things thanks to our session with Pascal. Our relatives who are already in the spiritual world contacted us, and Pascal transmitted his perceptions to us. My mother’s father, who died 60 years ago, told us that at that time he had already been terminally ill for some time, but despite that he went without saying goodbye. Everyone knew that he was going to die, but still it happened unexpectedly. He never wanted to talk about death. He feels sorry for this today. He also realized he had always loved his family very much without being able to show it. To our surprise, he thanked us for the candles my mother always lit for the deceased. Pascal was able to locate exactly where these candles were standing. Without knowing my mother’s apartment, he explained that they were standing in her living room right in front of a color photograph (Pascal was surprised because he was seeing it in black and white). He described the two people exactly as seen in the picture.

Based on the description of prominent character traits of the deceased, transmitted through Pascal, one very quickly discovers the soul that is contacting you and is willing to communicate. We recognized my father immediately. As birthdays were always important to him, he contacted us with his date of birth. We were informed that he had actually not died so unexpectedly, but that this was already his second heart attack. But as my father never talked about his physical problems, he only now informed us about it.

He mentioned that his favorite wall clock had stood still at exactly 2 p.m. when his body was carried out of the house. This too we could confirm. The time on the clock speaks again for the punctuality that had always been important to him. He told my mother, among other things, that she often wonders whether someone from the spiritual world is with her. She had sensed her husband, and she should pay attention that he is behind her on her left. He encouraged my mother to be more self-confident and to do more things.

My cousin, who had died 40years ago, contacted us with his name and told us he had been very happy when he reached the spiritual world; it was like a process. It was very important to him to share this. Pascal immediately recognized that he had committed suicide. He had the impression it was very important to my cousin to tell us that he was very happy now. At the end of his life, that was not the case. It was a panic reaction. He also said his goodbye letter was not a real one. He hadn’t wanted to talk about that last period of his life; it had been a very difficult time. What difference would it make if you knew why? He had also been quite stubborn. The good times with him should be remembered. He wanted to bring motivation now, to say, “Hello.” My cousin confirmed that lately he had tried to contact me several times. Two years ago, I “accidentally” found his goodbye letter; then recently I found a postcard he had written to our grandmother, and a card he had written to dear friends, addressed and stamped, but never sent.

Pascal said my cousin felt to him like a family helper, not like a normal deceased person. He grew and developed further because he was able to help us. This help, this support, was something very positive. On the one hand, he appeared like a wise old man, but on the other hand, he had a very childlike appearance, and therefore Pascal guessed he had died young. He had been 19.

We were surprised when my cousin showed Pascal a baby and stated, “We take care of it here.” Startled we asked, “What baby?” Pascal explained that it probably had to do with an abortion or miscarriage. My mother confirmed that more than 40 years ago she had lost a child in the fourth month of pregnancy. My cousin added that this soul didn’t have to incarnate anymore; it had been predetermined that it would not be born.

Also a friend from my youth who had died very young contacted me and informed me that she regularly tried to reach me through a “flickering” lamp. Never before had I been consciously aware of this. A week later when I was in the cellar, the light suddenly started “blinking” Although I was at first frightened, I started talking to her and had the feeling of being close to her.

This consultation with Pascal has given us so much. He understands how to connect very empathically. He has a great gift.

He showed us that our relatives in the spiritual world lovingly and supportively care for us and would like to contact us. It is good to know they are around us, always present. But in our hectic lives, we have lost the connection to naturalness. Why don’t we take time and leisure more often to listen inside and around us, to become more sensitive? By doing that, we could find out what our loved ones in the spiritual world – who want to guide and help us – are telling us.

Thank you so much, Pascal!