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The Bishop of Alden was practising his French upon Arsene LaComb. It was undoubtedly good French, this of M’sieur the Bishop, Arsene assured himself. It must be. But it certainly was not any kind of French that had ever been spoken by the folks back in Three Rivers.

Still, what did it matter? If Arsene could not understand all that the Bishop said, it was equally certain that the Bishop could not understand all that Arsene said. And truly the Bishop was a cheery companion for the long road. He took his upsets into six feet of Adirondack snow, as man and Bishop must when the drifts are soft and the road is uncertain.

In the purple dawn they had left Lowville and the railroad behind and had headed into the hills. For thirty miles, with only one stop for a bite of lunch and a change of ponies, they had pounded along up the half-broken, logging roads. Now 4 they were in the high country and there were no roads.

Arsene had come this way yesterday. But a drifting storm had followed him down from Little Tupper, covering the road that he had made and leaving no trace of the way. He had stopped driving and held only a steady, even rein to keep his ponies from stumbling, while he let the tough, willing little Canadian blacks pick their own road.

Twice in the last hour the Bishop and Arsene had been tossed off the single bobsled out into the drifts. It was back-breaking work, sitting all day long on the swaying bumper, with no back rest, feet braced stiffly against the draw bar in front to keep the dizzy balance. But it was the only way that this trip could be made.

The Bishop knew that he should not have let the confirmation in French Village on Little Tupper go to this late date in the season. He had arranged to come a month before. But Father Ponfret’s illness had put him back at that time.

Now he was worried. The early December dark was upon them. There was no road. The ponies were tiring. And there were yet twelve bad miles to go.

Still, things might be worse. The cold was not bad. He had the bulkier of his vestments and regalia in his stout leather bag lashed firmly to the sled. They could take no harm. The holy oils and the other sacred essentials were slung securely 5 about his body. And a tumble more or less in the snow was a part of the day’s work. They would break their way through somehow.

So, with the occasional interruptions, he was practising his amazing French upon Arsene.

Bishop Joseph Winthrop of Alden was of old Massachusetts stock. He had learned the French that was taught at Harvard in the fifties. Afterwards, after his conversion to the Catholic Church, he had gone to Louvain for his seminary studies. There he had heard French of another kind. But to the day he died he spoke his French just as it was written in the book, and with an aggressive New England accent.

He must speak French to the children in French Village to-morrow, not because the children would understand, but because it would please Father Ponfret and the parents.

They were struggling around the shoulder of Lansing Mountain and the Bishop was rounding out an elegant period to the bewildered admiration of Arsene, when the latter broke in with a sharp:

“Jomp, M’sieur l’Eveque, jomp!”

The Bishop jumped––or was thrown––ten feet into a snow-bank.

While he gathered himself out of the snow and felt carefully his bulging breast pockets to make sure that everything was safe, he saw what had happened.

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The star-faced pony on the near side had slipped off the trail and rolled down a little bank, dragging the other pony and Arsene and the sled with him. It looked like a bad jumble of ponies, man and sled at the bottom of a little gully, and as the Bishop floundered through the snow to help he feared that it was serious.

Arsene, his body pinned deep in the snow under the sled, his head just clear of the ponies’ heels, was talking wisely and craftily to them in the patois that they understood. He was within inches of having his brains beaten out by the quivering hoofs; he could not, literally, move his head to save his life, and he talked and reasoned with them as quietly as if he stood at their heads.

They kicked and fought each other and the sled, until the influence of the calm voice behind them began to work upon them. Then their own craft came back to them and they remembered the many bitter lessons they had gotten from kicking and fighting in deep snow. They lay still and waited for the voice to come and get them out of this.

As the Bishop tugged sturdily at the sled to release Arsene, he remembered that he had seen men under fire. And he said to himself that he had never seen a cooler or a braver man than this little French-Canadian storekeeper.

The little man rolled out unhurt, the snow had been soft under him, and lunged for the ponies’ heads.

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“Up, Maje! Easee, Lisette, easee! Now! Ah-a! Bien!”

He had them both by their bridles and dragged them skilfully to their feet and up the bank. With a lurch or two and a scramble they were all safe back on the hard under-footing of the trail.

Arsene now looked around for the Bishop.

“Ba Golly! M’sieur l’Eveque, dat’s one fine jomp. You got hurt, you?”

The Bishop declared that he was not in any way the worse from the tumble, and Arsene turned to his team. As the Bishop struggled back up the bank, the little man looked up from his inspection of his harness and said ruefully:

“Dat’s bad, M’sieur l’Eveque. She’s gone bust.”

He held the frayed end of a broken trace in his hand. The trouble was quite evident.

“What can we do?” asked the Bishop. “Have you any rope?”

“No. Dat’s how I been one big fool, me. I lef’ new rope on de sled las’ night on Lowville. Dis morning she’s gone. Some t’ief.”

“We must get on somehow,” said the Bishop, as he unbuckled part of the lashing from his bag and handed the strap to Arsene. “That will hold until we get to the first house where we can get the loan of a trace. We can walk behind. We’re both stiff and cold. It will do us good. Is it far?”

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“Dat’s Long Tom Lansing in de hemlocks, ’bout quarter mile, maybe.” The little man looked up from his work long enough to point out a clump of hemlocks that stood out black and sharp against the white world around them. As the Bishop looked, a light peeped out from among the trees, showing where life and a home fought their battle against the desolation of the hills.

“I donno,” said Arsene speculatively, as he and the Bishop took up their tramp behind the sled; “Dat Long Tom Lansing; he don’ like Canuck. Maybe he don’ lend no harness, I donno.”

“Oh, yes; he will surely,” answered the Bishop easily. “Nobody would refuse a bit of harness in a case like this.”

It was full dark when they came to where Tom Lansing’s cabin hid itself among the hemlocks. Arsene did not dare trust his team off the road where they had footing, so the Bishop floundered his way through the heavy snow to find the cabin door.

It was a rude, heavy cabin, roughly hewn out of the hemlocks that had stood around it and belonged to a generation already past. But it was still serviceable and tight, and it was a home.

The Bishop halloed and knocked, but there was no response from within. It was strange. For there was every sign of life about the place. After knocking a second time without result, he 9 lifted the heavy wooden latch and pushed quietly into the cabin.

A great fire blazed in the fireplace directly opposite the door. On the hearth stood a big black and white shepherd dog. The dog gave not the slightest heed to the intruder. He stood rigid, his four legs planted squarely under him, his whole body quivering with fear. His nose was pointed upward as though ready for the howl to which he dared not give voice. His great brown eyes rolled in an ecstasy of fright but seemed unable to tear themselves from the side of the room where he was looking.

Along the side of the room ran a long, low couch covered with soft, well worn hides. On it lay a very long man, his limbs stretched out awkwardly and unnaturally, showing that he had been dragged unconscious to where he was. A candle stood on the low window ledge and shone down full into the man’s face.

At the head of the couch knelt a young girl, her arm supporting the man’s head and shoulder, her wildly tossed hair falling down across his chest.

She was speaking to the man in a voice low and even, but so tense that her whole slim body seemed to vibrate with every word. It was as though her very soul came to the portals of her lips and shouted its message to the man. The power of her voice, the breathless, compelling strength 10 of her soul need seemed to hold everything between heaven and earth, as she pleaded to the man. The Bishop stood spellbound.

“Come back, Daddy Tom! Come back, My Father!” she was saying over and over. “Come back, come back, Daddy Tom! It’s not true! God doesn’t want you! He doesn’t want to take you from Ruth! How could He! It’s not never true! A tree couldn’t kill my Daddy Tom! Never, never! Why, he’s felled whole slopes of trees! Come back, Daddy Tom! Come back!”

For a time which he could not measure the Bishop stood listening to the pleading of the girl’s voice. But in reality he was not listening to the sound. The girl was not merely speaking. She was fighting bitterly with death. She was calling all the forces of love and life to aid her in her struggle. She was following the soul of her loved one down to the very door of death. She would pull him back out of the very clutches of the unknown.

And the Bishop found that he was not merely listening to what the girl said. He was going down with her into the dark lane. He was echoing every word of her pleading. The force of her will and her prayer swept him along so that with all the power of his heart and soul he prayed for the man to open his eyes.

Suddenly the girl stopped. A great, terrible fear seemed to grip and crush her, so that she 11 cowered and hid her face against the big, grizzled white head of the man, and cried out and sobbed in terror.

The Bishop crossed the room softly and touched the girl on the head, saying:

“Do not give up yet, child. I once had some skill. Let me try.”

The girl turned and looked up blankly at him. She did not question who he was or whence he had come. She turned again and wrapped her arms jealously about the head and shoulders of her father. Plainly she was afraid and resentful of any interference. But the Bishop insisted gently and in the end she gave him place beside her.

He had taken off his cap and overcoat and he knelt quickly to listen at the man’s breast.

Life ran very low in the long, bony frame; but there was life, certainly. While the Bishop fumbled through the man’s pockets for the knife that he was sure he would find, he questioned the girl quietly.

“It was just a little while ago,” she answered, in short, frightened sentences. “My dog came yelping down from the mountain where Father had been all day. He was cutting timber. I ran up there. He was pinned down under a limb. I thought he was dead, but he spoke to me and told me where to cut the limb. I chopped it away with his axe. But it must be I hurt him; he 12 fainted. I can’t make him speak. I cut boughs and made a sledge and dragged him down here. But I can’t make him speak. Is he?–– Is he?–– Tell me,” she appealed.

The Bishop was cutting skilfully at the arm and shoulder of the man’s jacket and shirt.

“You were all alone, child?” he said. “Where could you get the strength for all this? My driver is out on the road,” he continued, as he worked on. “Call him and send him for the nearest help.”

The girl rose and with a lingering, heart-breaking look back at the man on the couch, went out into the snow.

The Bishop worked away deftly and steadily.

The man’s shoulder was crushed hopelessly, but there was nothing there to constitute a fatal injury. It was only when he came to the upper ribs that he saw the real extent of the damage. Several of them were caved in frightfully, and it seemed certain that one or two of them must have been shattered and the splinters driven into the lung on that side.

The cold had driven back the blood, so that the wounds had bled outwardly very little. The Bishop moved the crushed shoulder a little, and something black showed out of a torn muscle under the scapula.

He probed tenderly, and the thing came out in his hand. It was a little black ball of steel.

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While the Bishop stood there wondering at the thing in his hand, a long tremor ran through the body on the couch. The man stirred ever so slightly. A gasping moan of pain escaped from his lips. His eyes opened and fixed themselves searchingly upon the Bishop. The Bishop thought it best not to speak, but to give the man time to come back naturally to a realisation of things.

While the man stared eagerly, disbelievingly, and the Bishop stood holding the little black ball between thumb and fore-finger, Ruth Lansing came back into the room.

Seeing her father’s eyes open, the girl rushed across the room and was about to throw herself down by the side of the couch when her father’s voice, scarcely more than a whisper, but audible and clear, stopped her.

“The White Horse Chaplain!” he said in a voice of slow wonder. “But I always knew he’d come for me sometime. And I suppose it’s time.”

The Bishop started. He had not heard the name for twenty-five years.

The girl stopped by the table, trembling and frightened. She had heard the tale of the White Horse Chaplain many times. Her sense told her that her father was delirious and raving. But he spoke so calmly and so certainly. He seemed so certain that the man he saw was an apparition 14 that she could not think or reason herself out of her fright.

The Bishop answered easily and quietly:

“Yes, Lansing, I am the Chaplain. But I did not think anybody remembered now.”

Tom Lansing’s eyes leaped wide with doubt and question. They stared full at the Bishop. Then they turned and saw the table standing in its right place; saw Ruth Lansing standing by the table; saw the dog at the fireplace. The man there was real!

Tom Lansing made a little convulsive struggle to rise, then fell back gasping.

The Bishop put his hand gently under the man’s head and eased him to a better position, saying:

“It was just a chance, Lansing. I was driving past and had broken a trace, and came in to borrow one from you. You got a bad blow. But your girl has just sent my driver for help. They will get a doctor somewhere. We cannot tell anything until he comes. It perhaps is not so bad as it looks.” But, even as he spoke, the Bishop saw a drop of blood appear at the corner of the man’s white mouth; and he knew that it was as bad as the worst.

The man lay quiet for a moment, while his eyes moved again from the Bishop to the girl and the everyday things of the room.

It was evident that his mind was clearing sharply. He had rallied quickly. But the Bishop 15 knew instinctively that it was the last, flashing rally of the forces of life––in the face of the on-crowding darkness. The shock and the internal hemorrhage were doing their work fast. The time was short.

Evidently Tom Lansing realised this, for, with a look, he called the girl to him.

Through the seventeen years of her life, since the night when her mother had laid her in her father’s arms and died, Ruth Lansing had hardly ever been beyond the reach of her father’s voice. They had grown very close together, these two. They had little need of clumsy words between them.

As the girl dropped to her knees, her eyes, wild, eager, rebellious, seared her father with their terror-stricken, unbelieving question.

But she quickly saw the stab of pain that her wild questioning had given him. She crushed back a great, choking sob, and fought bravely with herself until she was able to force into her eyes a look of understanding and great mothering tenderness.

Her father saw the struggle and the look, and blessed her for it with his eyes. Then he said:

“You’ll never blame me, Ruth, girl, will you? I know I’m desertin’ you, little comrade, right in the mornin’ of your battle with life. But you won’t be afraid. I know you won’t.”

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The girl shook her head bravely, but it was clear that she dared not trust herself to speak.

“I’m goin’ to ask this man here to look to you. He came here for a sign to me. I see it. I see it plain. I will trust him with your life. And so will you, little comrade. I––I’m droppin’ out. He’ll take you on.

“He saved my life once. So he gave you your life. It’s a sign, my Ruth.”

The girl slipped her hands gently under his head and looked deep and long into the glazing eyes.

Her heart quailed, for she knew that she was facing death––and life alone.

Obedient to her father’s look, she rose and walked across the room. She saw that he had something to say to this strange man and that the time was short.

In the doorway of the inner room of the cabin she stood, and throwing one arm up against the frame of the door she buried her face in it. She did not cry or sob. Later, there would be plenty of time for that.

The Bishop, reading swiftly, saw that in an instant an irrevocable change had come over her. She had knelt a frightened, wondering, protesting child. A woman, grown, with knowledge of death and its infinite certainty, of life and its infinite chance, had risen from her knees.

As the Bishop leaned over him, Lansing spoke hurriedly:

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“I never knew your name, Chaplain; or if I did I forgot it, and it don’t matter.

“I’m dying. I don’t need any doctor to tell me. I’ll be gone before he gets here.

“You remember that day at Fort Fisher, when Curtis’ men were cut to pieces in the second charge on the trenches. They left me there, because it was every man for himself.

“A ball in my shoulder and another in my leg. And you came drivin’ mad across the field on a big, crazy white horse and slid down beside me where I lay. You threw me across your saddle and walked that wild horse back into our lines.

“Do you remember? Dying men got up on their elbows and cheered you. I lay six weeks in fever, and I never saw you since. Do you remember?”

“I do, now,” said the Bishop. “Our troop came back to the Shenandoah, and I never knew what––”

That terrible, unforgettable day rolled back upon him. He was just a few months ordained. He had just been appointed chaplain in the Union army. All unseasoned and unschooled in the ways and business of a battlefield, he had found himself that day in the sand dunes before Fort Fisher. Red, reeking carnage rioted all about him. Hail, fumes, lightning and thunder of battle rolled over him and sickened him. He saw his own Massachusetts troop hurl itself up against 18 the Confederate breastworks, crumple up on itself, and fade away back into the smoke. He lost it, and lost himself in the smoke. He wandered blindly over the field, now stumbling over a dead man, now speaking to a living stricken one: Here straightening a torn body and giving water; there hearing the confession of a Catholic.

Now the smoke cleared, and Curtis’ troops came yelling across the flat land. Once, twice they tried the trenches and were driven back into the marshes. A captain was shot off the back of a big white horse. The animal, mad with fright and blood scent, charged down upon him as he bent over a dying man. He grabbed the bridle and fought the horse. Before he realised what he was doing, he was in the saddle riding back and forth across the field. Right up to the trenches the horse carried him.

Within twenty paces of their guns lay a boy, a thin, long-legged boy with a long beardless face. He lay there marking the high tide of the last charge––the farthest of the fallen. The chaplain, tumbling down somehow from his mount, picked up the writhing boy and bundled him across the saddle. Then he started walking back looking for his own lines.

Now here was the boy talking to him across the mists of twenty-five years. And the boy, the man, was dying. He had picked the boy, Tom Lansing, up out of the sand where he would have 19 died from fever bloat or been trampled to death in the succeeding charges. He had given him life. And, as Tom Lansing had said to his daughter, he had given that daughter life. Now he knew what Lansing was going to say.

“I didn’t know you then,” said Lansing. “I don’t know who you are now, Chaplain, or what you are.

“But,” he went on slowly, “if I’d agiven you a message that day you’d have taken it on for me, wouldn’t you?”

“Of course I would.”

“Suppose it had been to my mother, say: You’da risked your life to get it on to her?”

“I hope I would,” said the Bishop evenly.

“I believe you would. That’s what I think of you,” said Tom Lansing.

“I went back South after the war,” he began again. “I stole my girl’s mother from her grandfather, an old, broken-down Confederate colonel that would have shot me if he ever laid eyes on me. I brought her up here into the hills and she died when the baby was just a few weeks old.

“There ain’t a relation in the world that my little girl could go to. I’m goin’ to die in half an hour. But what better would she be if I lived? What would I do with her? Keep her here and let her marry some fightin’ lumber jack that’d beat her? Or see her break her heart tryin’ to make a livin’ on one of these rock hills? She’d fret 20 herself to death. She knows more now than I do and she’d soon be wantin’ to know more. She’s that kind.

“She’d ought to have her chance the way I’ve seen girls in towns havin’ a chance. A chance to study and learn and grow the way she wants to. And now I’m desertin’; goin’ out like a smoky lamp.

“It was a crime, a crime!” he groaned, “ever to bring her mother up into this place!”

“You could not think of all that then. No man ever does,” said the Bishop calmly. “And I will do my best to see that she gets her chance. I think that’s what you want to ask me, isn’t it, Lansing?”

“Do you swear it?” gasped Lansing, struggling and choking in an effort to raise his head. “Do you swear to try and see that she gets a chance?”

“God will help me to do the best for her,” said the Bishop quietly. “I am the Bishop of Alden. I can do something.”

With the definiteness of a man who has heard a final word, Tom Lansing’s eyes turned to his daughter.

Obediently she came again and knelt at his side, holding his head.

To the very last, as long as his eyes could see, they saw her smiling bravely and sweetly down into them; giving her sacrament and holding her 21 light of cheering love for the soul out-bound.

When the last twinging tremour had run through the racked body, she leaned over and kissed her father full on the lips.

Then her heart broke. She ran blindly out into the night.

While the Bishop was straightening the body on the couch, a young man and two women came into the room.

They were Jeffrey Whiting and his mother and her sister, neighbours whom Arsene had brought.

The Bishop was much relieved with their coming. He could do nothing more now, and the long night ride was still ahead of him.

He told the young man that the girl, Ruth, had gone out into the cold, and asked him to find her.

Jeffrey Whiting went out quickly. He had played with Ruth Lansing since she was a baby, for they were the only children on Lansing Mountain. He knew where he would find her.

Mrs. Whiting, a keen-faced, capable woman of the hills, where people had to meet their problems and burdens alone, took command at once.

“No, sir,” she replied to the Bishop’s question, “there’s nobody to send for. The Lansings didn’t have a relation living that anybody ever heard of, and I knew the old folks, too, Tom Lansing’s father and mother. They’re buried out there on the hill where he’ll be buried.

“There’s some old soldiers down the West 22 Slope towards Beaver River. They’ll want to take charge, I suppose. The funeral must be on Monday,” she went on rapidly, sketching in the programme. “We have a preacher if we can get one. But when we can’t my sister Letty here sings something.”

“Tom Lansing was a comrade of mine, in a way,” said the Bishop slowly. “At least, I was at Fort Fisher with him. I think I should like to––”

“Were you at Fort Fisher?” broke in the sister Letty, speaking for the first time. “And did you see Curtis’ colour bearer? He was killed in the first charge. A tall, dark boy, Jay Hamilton, with long, black hair?”

“He had an old scar over his eye-brow.” The Bishop supplemented the description out of the memory of that day.

“He got it skating on Beaver Run, thirty-five years ago to-morrow,” said the woman trembling. “You saw him die?”

“He was dead when I came to him,” said the Bishop quietly, “with the stock of the colour standard still clenched in his hand.”

“He was my––my––” Sweetheart, she wanted to say. But the hill women do not say things easily.

“Yes?” said the Bishop gently. “I understand.” She was a woman of his people. Clearly as if she had taken an hour to tell it, he 23 could read the years of her faithfulness to the memory of that lean, dark face which he had once seen, with the purple scar above the eye-brow.

Mrs. Whiting put her arm protectingly about her sister.

“Are you––?” she questioned, hesitating strangely. “Are you the White Horse Chaplain?”

“The boys called me that,” said the Bishop. “Though it was only a name for a day,” he added.

“It was true, then?” she said slowly, as if still unready to believe. “We never half believed our boys when they came home from the war––the ones that did come home––and told about the white horse and the priest riding the field. We thought it was one of the things men see when they’re fighting and dying.”

Then Jeffrey Whiting came back into the room leading Ruth Lansing by the hand.

The girl was shaking with cold and grief. The Bishop drew her over to the fire.

“I must go now, child,” he said. “To-morrow I must be in French Village. Monday I will be here again.

“Our comrade is gone. Did you hear what he said to me, about you?”

The girl looked up slowly, searchingly into the Bishop’s face, then nodded her head.

“Then, we must think and pray, child, that we 24 may know how to do what he wanted us to do. God will show us what is the best. That is what he wanted.

“God keep you brave now. Your friends here will see to everything for you. I have to go now.”

He crossed the room and laid his hand for a moment on the brow of the dead man, renewing in his heart the promise he had made.

Then, with a hurried word to Mrs. Whiting that he would be back before noon Monday, he went out to where Arsene and his horses were stamping in the snow.

The little man had replaced the broken trace, and the ponies, fretting with the cold and eager to get home, took hungrily to the trail.

But the Bishop forgot to practise his French further upon Arsene. He told him briefly what had happened, then lapsed into silence.

Now the Bishop remembered what Tom Lansing had said about the girl. She knew more now than he did. Not more than Tom Lansing knew now. But more than Tom Lansing had known half an hour ago.

She would want to see the world. She would want to know life and ask her own questions from life and the world. In the broad open space between her eye-brows it was written that she would never take anybody’s word for the puzzles of the world. She was marked a seeker; one of those 25 who look unafraid into the face of life, and demand to know what it means. They never find out. But, heart break or sparrow fall, they must go on ever and ever seeking truth in their own way. The world is infinitely the better through them. But their own way is hard and lonely.

She must go out. She must have education. She must have a chance to face life and wrest its lessons from it in her own way. It did not promise happiness for her. But she could go no other way. For hers was the high, stony way of those who demand more than jealous life is ready to give.

The Bishop only knew that he had this night given a promise which had sent a man contentedly on his way. Somehow, God would show him how best to keep that promise.

And when they halloed at Father Ponfret’s house in French Village he had gotten no farther than that.

Tom Lansing lay in dignified state upon his couch. Clean white sheets had been draped over the skins of the couch. The afternoon sun looking in through the west window picked out every bare thread of his service coat and glinted on the polished brass buttons. His bayonet was slung into the belt at his side.

Ruth Lansing sat mute in her grief at the head of the couch, listening to the comments and 26 stumbling condolences of neighbours from the high hills and the lower valleys. They were good, kindly people, she knew. But why, why, must every one of them repeat that clumsy, monotonous lie–– How natural he looked!

He did not. He did not. He did not look natural. How could her Daddy Tom look natural, when he lay there all still and cold, and would not speak to his Ruth!

He was dead. And what was death–– And why? Why?

Who had ordered this? And why?

And still they came with that set, borrowed phrase––the only thing they could think to say––upon their lips.

Out in Tom Lansing’s workshop on the horse-barn floor, Jacque Lafitte, the wright, was nailing soft pine boards together.

Ruth could not stand it. Why could they not leave Daddy Tom to her? She wanted to ask him things. She knew that she could make him understand and answer.

She slipped away from the couch and out of the house. At the corner of the house her dog joined her and together they circled away from the horse-barn and up the slope of the hill to where her father had been working yesterday.

She found her father’s cap where it had been left in her fright of yesterday, and sat down 27 fondling it in her hands. The dog came and slid his nose along her dress until he managed to snuggle into the cap between her hands.

So Jeffrey Whiting found her when he came following her with her coat and hood.

“You better put these on, Ruth,” he said, as he dropped the coat across her shoulder. “It’s too cold here.”

The girl drew the coat around her obediently, but did not look up at him. She was grateful for his thought of her, but she was not ready to speak to any one.

He sat down quietly beside her on the stump and drew the dog over to him.

After a little he asked timidly:

“What are you going to do, Ruth? You can’t stay here. I’ll tend your stock and look after the place for you. But you just can’t stay here.”

“You?” she questioned finally. “You’re going to that Albany school next week. You said you were all ready.”

“I was all ready. But I ain’t going. I’ll stay here and work the two farms for you.”

“For me?” she said. “And not be a lawyer at all?”

“I––I don’t care anything about it any more,” he lied. “I told mother this morning that I wasn’t going. She said she’d have you come and stay with her till Spring.”

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“And then?” the girl faced the matter, looking straight and unafraid into his eyes. “And then?”

“Well, then,” he hesitated. “You see, then I’ll be twenty. And you’ll be old enough to marry me,” he hurried. “Your father, you know, he always wanted me to take care of you, didn’t he?” he pleaded, awkwardly but subtly.

“I know you don’t want to talk about it now,” he went on hastily. “But you’ll come home with mother to-morrow, won’t you? You know she wants you, and I––I never had to tell you that I love you. You knew it when you wasn’t any higher than Prince here.”

“Yes. I always knew it, and I’m glad,” the girl answered levelly. “I’m glad now, Jeff. But I can’t let you do it. Some day you’d hate me for it.”

“Ruth! You know better than that!”

“Oh, you’d never tell me; I know that. You’d do your best to hide it from me. But some day when your chance was gone you’d look back and see what you might have been, ’stead of a humpbacked farmer in the hills. Oh, I know. You’ve told me all your dreams and plans, how you’re going down to the law school, and going to be a great lawyer and go to Albany and maybe to Washington.”

“What’s it all good for?” said the boy sturdily. “I’d rather stay here with you.”

29

The girl did not answer. In the strain of the night and the day, she had almost forgotten the things that she had heard her father say to the White Horse Chaplain, as she continued to call the Bishop.

Now she remembered those things and tried to tell them.

“That strange man that said he was the Bishop of Alden told my father that he would see that I got a chance. My father called him the White Horse Chaplain and said that he had been sent here just on purpose to look after me. I didn’t know there were bishops in this country. I thought it was only in books about Europe.”

“What did they say?”

“My father said that I would want to go out and see things and know things; that I mustn’t be married to a––a lumber jack. He said it was no place for me in the hills.”

“And this man, this bishop, is going to send you away somewhere, to school?” he guessed shrewdly.

“I don’t know, I suppose that was it,” said the girl slowly. “Yesterday I wanted to go so much. It was just as father said. He had taught me all he knew. And I thought the world outside the hills was full of just the most wonderful things, all ready for me to go and see and pick up. And to-day I don’t care.”

She looked down at the cap in her hands, at the 30 dog at her feet, and down the hillside to the little cabin in the hemlocks. They were all she had in the world.

The boy, watching her eagerly, saw the look and read it rightly.

He got up and stood before her, saying pleadingly:

“Don’t forget to count me, Ruth. You’ve got me, you know.”

Perhaps it was because he had so answered her unspoken thought. Perhaps it was because she was afraid of the bare world. Perhaps it was just the eternal surrender of woman.

When she looked up at him her eyes were full of great, shining tears, the first that they had known since she had kissed Daddy Tom and run out into the night.

He lifted her into his arms, and, together, they faced the white, desolate world all below them and plighted to each other their untried troth.

When Tom Lansing had been laid in the white bosom of the hillside, and the people were dispersing from the house, young Jeffrey Whiting came and stood before the Bishop. The Bishop’s sharp old eyes had told him to expect something of what was coming. He liked the look of the boy’s clean, stubborn jaw and the steady, level glance of his eyes. They told of dependableness and plenty of undeveloped strength. Here was not a 31 boy, but a man ready to fight for what should be his.

“Ruth told me that you were going to take her away from the hills,” he began. “To a school, I suppose.”

“I made a promise to her father,” said the Bishop, “that I would try to see that she got the chance that she will want in the world.”

“But I love her. She’s going to marry me in the Spring.”

The Bishop was surprised. He had not thought matters had gone so far.

“How old are you?” he asked thoughtfully.

“Twenty in April.”

“You have some education?” the Bishop suggested. “You have been at school?”

“Just what Tom Lansing taught me and Ruth. And last Winter at the Academy in Lowville. I was going to Albany to law school next week.”

“And you are giving it all up for Ruth,” said the Bishop incisively. “Does it hurt?”

The boy winced, but caught himself at once.

“It don’t make any difference about that. I want Ruth.”

“And Ruth? What does she want?” the Bishop asked. “You are offering to make a sacrifice for her. You are willing to give up your hopes and work yourself to the bone here on these hills for her. And you would be man enough 32 never to let her see that you regretted it. I believe that. But what of her? You find it hard enough to give up your chance, for her, for love.

“Do you know that you are asking her to give up her chance, for nothing, for less than nothing; because in giving up her chance she would know that she had taken away yours, too. She would be a good and loving companion to you through all of a hard life. But, for both your sakes, she would never forgive you. Never.”

“You’re asking me to give her up. If she went out and got a start, she’d go faster than I could. I know it,” said the boy bitterly. “She’d go away above me. I’d lose her.”

“I am not asking you to give her up,” the Bishop returned steadily. “If you are the man I think you are, you will never give her up. But are you afraid to let her have her chance in the sun? Are you afraid to let her have what you want for yourself? Are you afraid?”

The boy looked steadily into the Bishop’s eyes for a moment. Then he turned quickly and walked across the room to where Ruth sat.

“I can’t give it up, Ruth,” he said gruffly. “I’m going to Albany to school. I can’t give it up.”

The girl looked up at him, and said quietly:

“You needn’t have tried to lie, Jeff; though it’s just like you to put the blame on yourself. I know what he said. I must think.”