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THE CHINA on the trolley rattled a little as Melissa Considine pushed it along the wide glassed-in corridor that gave privacy to the royal suite. Biting her lip, she slowed down, hoping that the guest in the most palatial rooms in the extremely exclusive lodge wasn’t a stickler for punctuality.

Most of the guests she’d met since starting her internship at this fabulous place in New Zealand’s Southern Alps had been very pleasant, but she’d discovered that people who should know better could be condescending, haughty and just plain ill-mannered.

And that the staff who served them had to take all that in their stride.

‘Although there’s a subtle but obvious difference between rudeness and abuse,’ the manager explained during the orienting session, ‘New Zealanders, including those paid to serve the rich and influential, have a very good sense of their own dignity. Don’t take abuse from anyone—and that includes the chef!’

A wry smile curved Melissa’s lips. Her mother, who’d made sure her children appreciated the prestige that went with the famous name of Considine, borne by the ruling house of Illyria for a thousand years or so, had also been insistent on exquisite manners and true grace. She’d have been shocked out of her elegant shoes by some of the stories her daughter had heard in the lodge staff-room.

But Melissa was five minutes late, so if the man in the royal suite complained she’d be politely deferential and apologetic, even if she had to bite her tongue.

She stopped at the heavy wooden door and knocked.

‘Come in,’ a male voice said from the other side.

On sudden full alert, Melissa froze. She knew that voice…

The command was repeated, this time with an undertone of impatience. ‘Come in.’

Melissa swallowed to ease a suddenly dry throat, and used her key to open the door. Keeping her gaze on the trolley, she pushed it into the room and stopped just inside, heart skipping nervously.

Nothing happened. After a couple of uncomfortable seconds she looked up. Her pulse lurched into agitated urgency.

Big, totally dominant, the man silhouetted against the windows didn’t move. The long southern dusk had tinted the lake and the mountains behind in subtle shades of blue and grey, but he was concentrating on the papers in his hand.

It was Hawke Kennedy—she’d know him anywhere. Melissa fought back the feverish excitement that roared into life from nowhere.

With a decisive movement he flicked the papers together and put them into a briefcase on the nearby table. Only then did he look up.

His tough, arrogantly featured face didn’t alter, but she registered the change in his amazing eyes the moment he recognised her—about a second after he’d started his cool, deliberate survey. Stupidly, she was pleased, even though she knew Hawke probably hadn’t met many women tall enough to look him almost straight in the eyes—except for a ravishing model he was occasionally seen with.

Knowing herself to be far from ravishing, Melissa straightened her shoulders and said tonelessly, ‘Dinner, sir.’

‘Well, well, well,’ he said softly. ‘Melissa Considine. No, as of a couple of weeks ago—Princess Melissa Considine of Illyria, only sister of the Grand Duke of Illyria. What the hell are you doing pushing a dinner trolley two stops past the furthest ends of the earth?’

‘I’m an intern here,’ she said stiffly, irritated and embarrassed by the heat in her cheeks.

How did he know that her older brother, Gabe, had had his right to their ancestors’ title confirmed by their cousin, the ruling prince? Illyria was a small realm on the Mediterranean coast and the ceremony had been private, of interest only to Illyrians.

Beneath lifted black brows, Hawke’s green gaze travelled from her face to the trolley she’d pushed in front of her like a shield. A slow throb of sensation reverberated through Melissa like the roll of distant drums.

In a voice textured by sardonic inflection, he enquired, ‘You’re doing an internship in waiting on hotel guests? What do your brothers think of that?’

‘I’m doing a master’s in management. This is part of it.’ Flustered, she folded her lips firmly together. It was none of his business what she was doing there.

Another long, considering stare sent prickles across her skin. ‘Waiting on guests?’

She allowed irony to tinge her smile. ‘It’s good for me to find out what it’s like at the coalface.’

Of course he picked up on the subtle criticism. His lashes drooped, lending a saturnine cast to his features.

In response, more colour burned along the high cheekbones Melissa had inherited from a mediaeval Slavic princess. Reminding herself that he was a guest, she added hurriedly, ‘But this isn’t normally part of my job. I’m filling in for one of the staff who’s ill.’

‘I see.’ Metallic red highlights gleamed in his charcoal hair as he reached into his pocket. ‘Thank you.’

It gave her great pleasure to be able to say, ‘Tipping isn’t necessary in New Zealand, sir, unless the waiter has done something out of the ordinary.’

Only to recall, too late, that he was a New Zealander. The proffered tip must have been a deliberate attempt to humiliate her.

No, she was being paranoid. Why would he do that? He barely knew her. He was probably finding his handkerchief!

Straight black brows drew together. ‘Indeed,’ he drawled after a tense second. ‘Thank you, Melissa—or should I call you Your Highness?’

‘No,’ she said, without trying to smooth her tone. ‘That’s Gabe’s title, not mine.’

One dark brow rose. ‘But you are officially a princess of Illyria.’

Reluctantly she nodded. ‘It’s just a courtesy title because I happen to be Gabe’s sister. The real Princess of Illyria is Ianthe, because she is our cousin Alex’s wife.’ She hesitated, then asked, ‘Would you mind not telling anyone here about it?’

His broad shoulders lifted a little. ‘If you don’t want them to know, of course I won’t tell them,’ he said. ‘But New Zealanders are quite forgiving of foreign royalty, you know. Your real Princess Ianthe is one of us, after all.’

In her most colourless tone she insisted, ‘I’m not royalty.’

He ignored that. ‘Tell me what an Illyrian princess—even one majoring in management—is doing working at the Shipwreck Bay Lodge in New Zealand.’

Her head came up. ‘Plenty of princesses work for their living.’

‘Not usually those who can boast an ancestry as old as Europe, scattered with the names of every royal house that’s existed since the beginning of the millennium.’ Green eyes narrowed and intent, he surveyed her. ‘And one with two brothers who have the power and money to cocoon you in luxury. So why aren’t you enjoying all that wealth and privilege can offer you?’

The cynical note in his voice rocked her poise. She knew Hawke Kennedy’s story—he’d left school as soon as he could, worked in the construction business for a couple of years, then made a fortune in property development in the Pacific area before broadening his financial interests and conquering the world.

If she said she wasn’t interested in living an aimless, self-indulgent life, she’d just sound smug. So she shrugged and said flippantly, ‘Because boredom’s not my thing.’

‘Very worthy.’ His beautifully sculpted mouth curved in a coolly quizzical smile. ‘But hotel management? I’d have thought you’d have chosen a career more in keeping with your position in society—a career that gave you plenty of time off for house parties and travel.’

‘Until a month ago I had no position in society,’ she returned crisply. ‘Yes, my grandfather was the Grand Duke of Illyria, but both he and the ruling prince were killed fighting the usurper. The first thing the dictator did once he was in power was abolish all titles and withdraw citizenship from everyone who’d managed to escape. America granted my father refugee status, and he lived and died plain Mr Considine. I was born Melissa Considine, and that’s who I am still.’

Her tone should have silenced him, but Hawke kept on probing. ‘However, your brothers are now both citizens of Illyria, and Gabe is Grand Duke—third in importance to Prince Alex after his small son.’

‘Alex is very persuasive,’ she admitted wryly. ‘Once he’d been crowned, he persuaded us all to renew citizenship, and then convinced Gabe to accept the title of Grand Duke, which automatically made Marco a prince and me a princess. It means nothing to anyone except the Illyrians.’

His hooded gaze sent an odd tingle through her, but all he said was, ‘I’ve no doubt you’ll carry it off very well.’

The practised compliment chafed her pride. Appalled, she realised she wanted much more from him than meaningless flattery. ‘It doesn’t change who I am, or what I am.’

A cynical smile curved his hard mouth, but he left the subject. ‘So tell me why the sister of two of the most respected commercial brains in the world is planning a career in hospitality.’

Although an inner caution warned her to be circumspect, she opted for the truth—mainly, she admitted reluctantly, driven by a desire to make him understand her. ‘Like Alex and my brothers, I want to help Illyria regain prosperity and peace. We can earn overseas currency through tourism, but the industry will have to be managed very carefully so that we don’t lose what makes Illyria special.’

He inclined his dark head. ‘Exclusive lodges in the mountains.’

‘Yes.’ Dangerously pleased that he’d understood, she smiled.

‘It makes sense. And of course with your brothers to back you, success is assured.’

Over the years Melissa had learned to hide her shyness with a veneer of composure, but for some unfathomable reason Hawke Kennedy had only to look at her to crack her normally self-sufficient mask.

Still, she wasn’t going to let him insinuate that she wasn’t capable of carrying out her plans. ‘Given hard work and some luck, I hope so,’ she said evenly. ‘Is there anything else you need?’

‘No, that’s it for now,’ he said, an undercurrent of amusement in his tone chipping away even more of her poise.

‘I hope you enjoy your meal,’ she said automatically, before escaping to the corridor, huddled in the tattered remains of her poise.

Halfway to the kitchen her steps slowed. In front of one of the big windows overlooking the lake, she stopped to give her racing heart and jumping nerves time to slow down.

Fixing her gaze on the sombre symphony of mountains and lake outside, she blew out a long, shaking breath. Of all the coincidences in the world, this had to be the most incredible! She’d known Hawke for several years; he was a friend of her older brother, Gabe—although she didn’t think they’d seen much of each other lately. His buccaneering good looks and formidable presence always made a powerful impression on her, but instinct warned her to keep her distance. The first time she’d met those enigmatic green eyes she’d known she’d be no match for him.

And he’d treated her with a kind of avuncular friendliness that made her feel very young and raw and totally lacking in sex appeal.

Which she was, compared to the model in his life—the exquisite Jacoba Sinclair, who seemed not to care about his occasional brief affairs with other women. Melissa had no illusions about her own looks.

A year previously she’d danced with Hawke at the wedding of one of her French cousins. She’d accepted his invitation only because to refuse would have been flagrantly rude.

A few months before, he’d broken a young actress’s heart, callously discarding her after a whirlwind affair to go back to his off-again, on-again mistress. The poor woman had tried to commit suicide, and for a few weeks her tragic, beautiful face had been in all the tabloids. Hawke had remained silent about the affair and eventually the fuss had died down, but it left a sour taste in Melissa’s mouth.

She despised philanderers.

So it had been a huge shock to feel a silkily sensuous shudder tighten her skin when his arms closed around her and he swung her onto the dance floor. She’d parried his coolly satirical observations with a few inconsequential words and kept her eyes averted from his speculative green gaze. Of course he’d danced like a dream, holding her close enough to brush against the lean, honed strength of his big body, yet far enough away to tantalise a part of her into eager, forbidden awareness.

It had been a ridiculously overblown response; with two extremely handsome brothers she was accustomed to male beauty.

Yet five minutes ago in the royal suite exactly the same thing had happened again, and to her shock she realised that the lazily seductive tune they’d danced to on that romantic Provençal night was winding sinuously through her mind.

Melissa blinked fiercely, forcing herself to banish the memory of a candlelit château ballroom and the heavy, sensuous perfume of roses. She pressed the palms of her hands to her eyes, then opened them and stared angrily at the dark bulk of the mountain across the lake, dotted now with tiny twinkling lights as the snow-groomers worked.

‘All right, so he’s gorgeous,’ she muttered, horrified to find that her voice slurred the words as though she were drunk. She dragged in a deep, deliberate breath. ‘And he’s taller than you, which has to be a bonus.’

Not many men were.

And gorgeous wasn’t exactly the right word to describe Hawke Kennedy. Oh, he pleased her eyes—‘Too much,’ she muttered—but his boldly chiselled features were more forceful and intimidating than handsome.

Something about him set alarm bells jangling through her in primal, instinctive response. He looked like a man who’d make a very bad enemy.

Well, not precisely alarm bells—more a rush of adrenalin that kindled a volatile, reckless fire deep in the pit of her stomach.

His strong impact had a lot to do with his height and his powerful, athletic presence, but it was more basic than that. She’d met other men as tall without even a tingle of awareness. Melissa shivered, foolishly letting herself recall the romantic waltz they’d shared.

In spite of her antagonism, for the first time in her life she’d felt sexy and light, like someone made dizzy by champagne. Her mind had spun, and she’d been glad he hadn’t kept talking, because it was all she could do to keep her feet moving and her face composed.

And when she’d looked up into his tough, compelling face she’d realised his eyes were a dark, disturbing green lit by gleaming starbursts of gold around the pupils.

That had been a year ago, yet she still remembered every sharp, astonished perception, each addictive shaft of sensation.

Which was humiliating, because when the dance was over Hawke had smiled at her, thanked her without trying to hide the note of irony in his voice, and delivered her to her group, staying to chat for a few minutes.

Then the next dance had been announced, and he’d left them. Five minutes later she’d seen him with a luscious American divorcée. He’d been smiling again, but this was an entirely different smile. Cool yet dazzling, dangerously intent, its predatory glint had made Melissa realise just how detached he’d been with her.

A fierce, bleak envy had consumed her and she’d had to look away. So of course she’d tried very hard to forget him, yet the effect he’d had on her hadn’t faded; sometimes she even dreamed about him.

How stupid was that!

Startled, Melissa realised she was still standing in front of the window. Although darkness had finally enveloped the mountains, starshine burnished the waters of the lake, and from behind the peaks a soft glow proclaimed an imminent moon.

A perfect night for lovers, she thought, a strange desolation aching inside her.

Hawke Kennedy was as far out of her reach as any man could be. She was a virgin, for heaven’s sake! If he kissed her she’d probably faint. And his type was definitely not innocent; Jacoba Sinclair, a glorious redhead, oozed sensuous confidence, as had the other women he’d been linked to, including the actress, now a minor star. Lucy? Yes, Lucy St James—and she’d better get back to work!

Guiltily Melissa scurried into the noisy, clattering kitchen, letting the scents and sounds and intense activity banish the memories.

When she finally made it to her bed she stared at the ceiling for what seemed hours before giving in and turning on the light to catch up on her required reading. But the words in her book danced in front of her eyes, refusing to make sense, so she swapped it for a novel. Even that failed her; in the end she switched off the light and lay there until sleep overtook her hours later.

And woke to someone hammering on her door. ‘Hey, Mel, you want breakfast?’

‘I’ll be there in ten minutes,’ she called after a horrified glance at her alarm clock.

She was still scrambling to make up time when the manager asked her to drop in to see him. Startled, she presented herself at his office.

‘Come in,’ he said, looking up with a slight frown that intensified when he saw her. ‘Sit down, Mel.’

What sin of commission or omission was she guilty of? She arranged her long legs and tried to look serene.

After shuffling some papers on his desk, the manager said neutrally, ‘I believe you know Hawke Kennedy.’

‘I’ve met him before. I wouldn’t say I knew him.’ Fantasising about a man didn’t count. Hoping fervently that her skin wasn’t as hot as it felt, she asked, ‘Does it matter?’

The manager relaxed into a smile tinged by perplexity. ‘If it doesn’t matter to you, then it’s fine by me. And you can certainly have dinner with him; Lynne’s over her cold so you won’t be needed to fill in for her again.’

Dinner with Hawke Kennedy? Melissa reined in her astonished response. In a colourless voice she said, ‘Oh, right. I’ll get back to work, then.’

He nodded, but when she went to stand up he said, ‘By the way, I’ve just finished reading your submission on the glowworm caves. You’re right—they’re an asset we’ve more or less ignored. I still don’t know what anyone sees in going underground in dank, dark caves—’

‘A sense of adventure,’ she broke in eagerly. ‘And the glowworms are exquisite. It wouldn’t just be the caves—if you turned it into an expedition by taking guests out on the lake and giving them cocktails, then showing them the caves and having dinner afterwards on the boat, it would be great. Especially if there’s a moon.’

He laughed. ‘OK, draw up a plan. Keep costs as low as you can; we want the guests to feel that no expense is spared, but the accountants at Head Office will go over it with a fine-tooth comb.’

She noticed a certain withdrawal in his tone in the last sentence as though he’d thought better of what he said. Of course; he now had her slotted in with the super-rich world of Hawke Kennedy.

Her telephone was ringing when she opened the door of the cupboard she’d been given for an office; she made a dive for it, then had to juggle the receiver until she’d grasped it firmly enough to say abruptly, ‘Melissa.’

‘Hawke.’

Of course she recognised the coolly confident tone. Her stomach clenched and she said inanely, ‘Hello.’

‘Have dinner with me tonight.’

Why? A simple courtesy on his part? That galled her stubborn pride. She didn’t want courtesy from him; she wanted fire and passion and flash and thunder.

Oh, why not aim for the moon? She had a better chance of getting that. And she had to tamp down her first instinct to refuse; he was a guest. Keeping her voice as level as she could, she replied, ‘I’ve already been told that I’m having dinner with you.’

And then flushed, because she’d sounded petulant and—horrors—deprived, as though she wanted this to be a real date! Of course it wasn’t; he was merely being polite to the sister of one of his friends. And she had to accept for the same reason.

‘Sorry if that offended you.’ But he didn’t sound sorry; he sounded amused. ‘I checked with the manager first to make sure it wouldn’t upset his staff roster.’

Very considerate of him! In a wooden voice she said, ‘That would be lovely, thank you.’

‘I’ll see you at eight, then.’ Now he sounded crisp and businesslike.

Yes, definitely a duty meal. After tonight he’d probably ignore her. Not that she saw much of the guests, anyway. ‘I’ll look forward to it,’ she said, repressing the rebellion that threatened to curdle each word.

His deep laughter was shaded by more than a hint of irony. ‘I won’t take up much of your spare time.’ And he hung up.

Slowly she replaced the receiver.

She’d really enjoyed being at Shipwreck Bay. No one had expected her to be anything other than what she was—plain Melissa Considine.

With, she thought gloomily, the emphasis on plain. Love them though she did, in some ways having two outrageously handsome brothers had been a cross for her to bear. People expected another magnificent Considine, only to be taken aback when introduced to a lanky woman with strongly marked features and brown hair. Apart from her height, there was absolutely nothing interesting about her; she hadn’t even inherited the famous blue Considine eyes. Hers were a boring light brown.

And she’d totally missed out on the unconscious aura she envied in her brothers. Hawke Kennedy had it too—that powerful pulse of authority and confidence, as though there wasn’t anything in the world he couldn’t deal with.

So what on earth was she going to wear to dinner with him?

A year ago she’d have asked Gabe’s fiancée for advice; Sara had been easy to talk to, and she had impeccable taste—something else Melissa had missed out on.

However, the engagement had broken up in a blaze of publicity, leaving Gabe bitterly unhappy behind an armour of grim control. And she hadn’t seen Sara since.

Think duty, Melissa advised herself curtly. And wear the little black dress you bought in Paris.

It was difficult to keep her mind on her work; during that interminable day she found herself drifting off into daydreams interspersed with periods of painful anticipation that brought heat to her skin, and made her chide herself for her stupidity.

But eventually she was ready. Dissatisfied, she turned away from the mirror. The black dress might be sophisticated, but it drained the colour from her skin so that the blusher she’d used stood out like two streaks of paint on her cheekbones.

Why had she never noticed that before?

Because it had never mattered. Under the tutelage of a tiny, exquisite mother, a true Frenchwoman with superb grooming and clothes, she’d learned to minimise her height and stay in the background. Until tonight she hadn’t wanted to impress any man enough to worry about whether a colour suited her or not.

Or whether she looked sexy.

Disgusted with herself for caring so much about Hawke’s opinion—a man who’d never given her any reason to indulge this stupidly adolescent reaction—she wrenched off the black dress and wiped away her blusher.

She surveyed her scanty wardrobe before setting her jaw and taking down a top in darkly bronze silk with fake bronze and gold ‘jewels’ around the V-neck. Sara had given it to her, along with velvet jeans in the same rich colour. Melissa had never worn them; she’d only packed them because she’d been told New Zealanders were noted for their informality.

So she’d be informal for Hawke Kennedy.

She scrambled into the top and jeans, then surveyed her long, narrow feet in despair. Not one pair of shoes suited the sleek jeans. Eventually she set her jaw and pulled on a pair of high-heeled boots in black.

Her mother would have called the whole outfit vulgar, and told her that the long, slim lines made her look taller. Well, she thought robustly, she didn’t care. At least she looked a little more alive in it. Although that was probably because the twisting and turning of getting dressed had produced a flush in her cheeks.

Frowning, she stared at her reflection. No foundation, she thought defiantly. Her skin was pretty good, even if she did say so herself. What lipstick? Her favourite peach didn’t go with the rich bronze of her clothes. She examined her lip gloss, a shade of soft coppery-pink. If she used that on its own it might look good with the clothes.

It did.

Eyes? Distastefully she examined the open eyeshadow palette. Normally she used muted greens, but tonight something compelled her to pick out a smoky golden brown and apply it with a slightly unsteady hand.

‘Actually, that’s not bad,’ she said slowly, after scrutinising herself.

The rich colour around her eyes intensified their almond shape and gave them a heavy-lidded smoulder that startled her. It also picked up hitherto unnoticed golden highlights in her irises.

And the soft sheen to her lips looked…well, slightly provocative.

Or had she just made a fool of herself? Would Hawke take one look at her with cynical eyes and realise that she’d gone to an awful lot of trouble to make herself look good for him?

Her mother’s voice echoed in her ears. That colour’s too bright for you, Melissa. It makes you look vulgar and brassy. Stay with classic colours and lines. With your height you need to be subtle, not blatant.

Melissa took a deep breath. Although her mother had rarely commented on her tall daughter’s lack of beauty and grace, Melissa knew she’d always been a disappointment.

Setting her too obvious jaw, she pulled her hair away from her face and pinned it severely at the back of her neck. There, that should show Hawke she hadn’t tried to be seductive.

Stifling a familiar sense of inadequacy, she said flippantly, ‘Sorry, Mama.’

But at the door she turned back, seized by a painful sense of her own inadequacy. She couldn’t go out like this. It would only take her ten minutes to change back into the little black dress…

A glance at her watch told her she was running too late for that. For a second she hesitated, then set her jaw.

She couldn’t face walking through the lodge and down the long, glassed-in corridor that led to the suite. Instead, she took the path along the lake edge, hoping that the serenity of the water and the mountains would calm the erratic pounding of her heart.