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It is difficult to trust, it is easy to love, it is wrong to hurt and it is impossible to forget if you love with your entire soul. Now you will understand that it is not so easy to find someone with whom you can actually share your heartbeat and dance to the same rhythm. Many times you’ll think you’re on the same page, but not really. You will not even be in the same book, much less in the same world.

You’ll understand it when they walk away and only a thousand questions remain on your mind and you want to break your lips full of sincere “I love yous”. You’ll understand it when your heart is so broken that you don’t even know where its parts are. And that hurts like there is no other feeling in this world, it hurts so deep inside and it’s so cruel.

But it hurts even more to know that there was no reason, that the meaning was completely lost and that you will not find the answers that flew with their departure in other lips. And once more it will hurt when you lie down and cry into your pillow, asking for answers that will not come, hopes that were lost in the wind... like their words.

Then, you’ll be alone with yourself in the early morning, healing little by little, and feeling that every day you are a little less broken. And one day, without imagining or expecting it, you will meet that person in the middle of the street, and again the wound will open and it will burn once more.

That’s how it is when someone breaks you, when they destroy you and you don’t find shelter, you just stand there waiting for the pain to go away, or you just get used to living with it, and sooner or later you look in the mirror and say ‘’ life goes on. ‘’

I will be myself again, even if destiny tells me otherwise a thousand times.

“With first and last name, you hurt”.