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They will say it is confusion, but it isn´t.

Trying to stop wanting what you have always wanted is harder than it seems, as well as trying to let go of what matters most to you.

When the heart loves, it doesn’t know of reasons, the thoughts become stronger than the desire to live, until that point of no return is reached where love becomes a curse and condemnation and in the end it is impossible to stop loving no matter how much you want to forget.

It is as tragic as it is beautiful to know that I’ll be better off without you.

It also hurts not knowing that there is a way out, an escape from this life that I had to live with and without you at the same time.

I live in a rift, a reality in which I must fight with myself trying to get you out of my life. The contradiction here is that I fight to forget you while the memory of your wings is the only one that soothes my pain, and I still cling to you.

And I don’t know if this loop that repeats itself with you has an end. Maybe it does, maybe tomorrow I’ll forget you and move on, but right now I love you with all my soul, and it hurts a lot to know that I don’t have you here with me.

“Things that cannot be removed”.