Читать книгу Dance with the Devil - Sandy Curtis - Страница 6

Drew sat straight up in bed, his heart thumping, every nerve tense.

He listened for the noise that had jerked him from sleep so abruptly, but heard only the steady drum of the rain. At least this morning his head felt a lot clearer, but he wondered how long it would be before the drugs left his system.

Stretching his long body, he became conscious of aches in every bone, in every muscle. A week of forced inactivity, of lying all day without being able to turn over, and he could feel the difference in his physical strength. In the small periods of time when the effects of the drugs had eased, he'd forced himself to do what little exercise was possible, but he knew it was nowhere near enough.

He flexed his shoulder muscles, felt the stinging sensation as the crusted wounds tore from the dressings. He'd found it hard to sleep on his stomach last night, but eventually he'd become too tired to feel the pain if he rolled onto his back.

The noise came again.

Howling. A dog's howling, eerie and mournful, piercing the incessant downpour. Through the lace curtains Drew could see daylight, bleak and grey though it was, and a glance at the clock told him it was a little after nine.

He flung the sheet aside and pulled on the underwear and shorts Emma had given him. They were old, a little too small for a man of his size, the cotton material so softened by washing it draped like silk, outlining his masculinity in explicit detail. A wry smile curved his mouth. He'd have been better off with the towel.

The night before, he'd wanted to ask Emma whose bedroom he was occupying but her tension had been almost palpable. Besides, he'd figured they both needed sleep more than a cross-examination.

The howling continued.

Drew disregarded the shirt - it didn't look big enough and he didn't need anything else pulling against the wounds on his back. He walked slowly down the hall, gingerly working out what parts of his feet could take the most pressure.

At the bathroom door he wavered, then made a quick detour. A damp washer around his face and clean teeth made him feel almost human again. The temptation to use the shaving cream and razor lying on the handbasin, to succumb to the need to rid himself of some of the evidence of his captivity, was almost overwhelming, but he continued down the hall.

Emma's bedroom door was open. Unlike the dull cream walls of the bedroom he had slept in, this room was painted white with cheerful blue and green curtains and matching bedspread. A rocking chair with quilted cushions stood next to a pale pine wardrobe and dresser. Personal items were scattered on the dresser, and a travel photo frame caught his attention. He moved closer to look.

A teenage Emma stood between a thin, unsmiling man and a laughing dark-haired woman. Emma held the reins of a sleek, obviously thoroughbred horse. The other photo showed the woman, older now, but still with the same joy for life shining in her eyes. It struck Drew that that was how Emma would look at the same age, her beautiful bone structure and flawless skin making her always appear much younger than she actually was.

He continued on to the kitchen. It, too, was empty. Then the living room, comfortably furnished with a three-piece lounge suite in faded green tapestry and bookcases overflowing with books and magazines.

The surgery, too, was empty.

Where the hell was Emma?

Somehow during the night Drew had ceased thinking of her as 'the woman'. Now her name seemed to flow into his mind with surprising familiarity.

The front door was open. The howling appeared to be coming from the stables across the yard. It was a skin-prickling sound, penetrating the wall of rain, setting his teeth on edge. Drew frowned. Something was very wrong to make a dog howl like that. Could Emma be in trouble, perhaps injured? Or was there something more sinister behind it?

He'd had enough of being kept in the dark. The irony of his analogy hit him and he grinned wryly. He took a Driza-bone from the hall stand and eased it on, sliding the oilskin coat carefully over his shoulders, then pushed a battered Akubra on his head. A pair of old boots and socks lay just inside the door. He didn't like the thought of wearing them with the way his feet were, but it was preferable to getting the wounds wet.

It seemed to take an incredibly long time to work his way across the yard, carefully avoiding the debris left by the cyclone. Each step was a painful reminder that he still didn't know who had inflicted these injuries on him.

The howling continued. Rhythmic thumps sounded as he neared the stable door. The door was slightly ajar and he cautiously pulled it open further.

Two cattle dogs raced at him, snarling, teeth bared. Their eyes gleamed yellow in the dim light. He stiffened, eyes adjusting to the gloom, startled to see Emma, the mattock in her hands poised to swing, stagger backwards as the colour washed from her face.

His gaze riveted on the blanket-wrapped shape behind her.

On the unmistakable outline of a body.

Emma gasped in shock.

The mattock fell from her gloved hands and she looked wildly behind her.

He was still there, still wrapped in the blanket. She realised then the familiar coat and hat were worn by the man she'd found last night. She'd been so absorbed in the digging, so consumed by her anger, her guilt, her grief, she had almost forgotten Drew's presence in the house. She called to the dogs. They backed off reluctantly and dropped to the ground.

Suspicion, anger and, for a fleeting moment, hurt flared in Drew's eyes. He moved towards her, a big man whose size was emphasised by the bulky coat he wore.

Emma shrank back, suddenly afraid. Drew was obviously a strong man and, in spite of his wounds, would be capable of hurting her badly if he chose to. And he was also capable of ignoring pain - walking all the way from the house had proved that.

'Unwrap the blanket.' His voice was so cold and hard Emma felt shivers run down her spine. Her gaze flicked to the mattock but Drew bent and picked it up, only a slight grimace betraying his pain. He tossed it aside.

'I can't.' The words squeezed out of Emma's throat. Her grief suddenly welled up in her chest. She couldn't look at the body again, she couldn't. It had been hard enough wrapping him in the blanket, unable to give him the decency of a proper coffin. Digging the crude grave had only been made easier by the knowledge that this was where he would want to be buried, with his beloved horses, or what was left of them. The musty smell of straw and horse and dust was suddenly overwhelming.

She'd managed to keep control of her grief long enough to kiss his cold, rigid face and cocoon his body in the only covering she could think of, but now that control had shattered. She wrapped her arms around herself, trying to ease the pain in her heart. Tears trickled from her eyes.

Drew flung her a searching look. He bent and unrolled the blanket from the body. The face was familiar, and it struck him forcibly. He'd seen it only five minutes ago, in the photo on Emma's dresser.

He looked up at her, at the tears now coursing down her cheeks as the silent sobs racked her body.

'My father.' The words choked out of her, and her face twisted in pain.

Drew felt as though he'd been kicked in the gut. He normally prided himself on being a fair man, yet here he was, suspicious of her actions before he had even given her a chance to explain. Even knowing his ordeal was probably justification for his attitude, he still felt ashamed.

He rose swiftly and pulled her against him. His coat parted and her tears fell hot on his chest. He shuddered with the overwhelming need to comfort her, protect her, draw her into him and never let her go. Silent sobs shook her slim body. Her cheek was soft against his chest and kindled a flame deep inside him, a yearning he'd never before experienced.

The feeling was so powerful it scared him more than the fear he'd felt as the first nail had been driven into his palm. When the devil had tried to possess his spirit, he had been able to fight him with little trouble, but if he let her, he suspected this woman could possess him, body, mind - and the soul his mother had always told him he had.

Gently he pushed Emma away, the warm scent of her body fading from his nostrils, and when he spoke his voice was rough. 'How did he die?'

He watched Emma gather herself in like a tide retreating from the sand as she tried to bury the pain, the grief. She took off one glove and brushed the tears from her face with a determined hand.

'When the cyclone worsened, I made him stay in the bathtub. Then when the eye came over, I went to open the windows on the opposite side of the house. He was gone when I came back. I found him outside. I'd tied the dogs in the stables to keep them safe. And the horses - Dad must have let them out.' Emma's voice faltered and she shivered, and Drew watched her struggle for control once more. It did strange things to his stomach and he almost reached out to steady her. Almost.

'It looked like he'd been hit by a fence post that must have been blown onto the stable roof. I think it fell off as he walked underneath. It broke his neck.'

'So you decided to bury him. Why?'

The hurt, bewildered look in her eyes surprised him.

'What else was I supposed to do with him? There's no cold room to put him in, and with no electricity it wouldn't work anyway. In this heat, a body decomposes quickly. I couldn't just leave him here.'

'Why can't you take the body to Cairns when the creeks fall? A day or two won't make much difference, will it?'

Emma leaned back against the railings of the horse stall. She looked exhausted, dark smudges under her eyes betrayed her lack of sleep. 'If it keeps raining like this, it could be a week before the roads will be clear.' Even her voice sounded tired. 'And I heard on the radio this morning that the cyclone hit just south of Cairns. Enormous property damage, no power, no water. They have enough problems of their own.'

She turned wearily aside, tugged on her glove and picked up the mattock. She swung it in a practised rhythm, tearing chunks from the compacted earth. Drew eased the heavy Driza-bone from his shoulders and placed it and the Akubra next to Emma's coat. He re-wrapped the body, and sat on a feed drum. Frustration gnawed deeper with each swing of the mattock. He should be digging, he fumed, not this slim-hipped woman with her tender doctor's hands. He looked down at the bandages on his own.

He swung abruptly off the drum. Tack room - there had to be a tack room. With no lights or sunshine the stables were gloomy, and even the air felt damp. He passed clean, spacious horse stalls, but only two showed signs of recent use, with fresh feed and water.

He soon found the tack room. Smells of leather and grease and something else assailed him. He glanced around the room. Saddles, bridles, leather grease. Nothing unusual. The smell niggled at him. Then he saw it - a drum of wood shavings. Their sharp, aromatic smell hit him again and suddenly he was back, back in the shed, blind, chained, at the mercy of his tormentor.

A wave of panic hit him. He swayed, his fear another smell in the musty, dim room. For a few seconds it possessed his body, his mind, then he fought it off with savage determination.

He rummaged among the accumulated mess on the wall-length bench, finally finding the leather gloves he sought.

Emma's rhythm was slowing when he returned. He touched her gently on the shoulder and she turned towards him. She looked at his hands as he reached for the mattock.

'No. You can't. Your wounds will open.'

A long strand of hair had escaped from her ponytail and he brushed it back off her sweat-streaked forehead. For a moment their eyes met and he felt an unfamiliar rush of tenderness at the torment in her gaze. Before he could allow himself to act on it, before he gave in to the temptation to pull her into his arms and kiss her soft lips, he took the mattock and stepped into the grave.

'I'll do the shovelling.' Emma spoke in the 'don't disobey me' voice she had used on him last night. He was tempted to grin at her tone, but didn't. He understood her determination to be part of burying her father.

'Okay,' he nodded, 'we'll take it in turns.'

It was strange watching Drew work, watching the muscles ripple under the tanned skin. Emma's heartbeat seemed to skitter with each upward swing, her gaze following the trickles of sweat through the dark hairs on his chest. His unkempt hair and stubbled face made him look a dangerous man, and Emma was well aware of the type of danger he posed.

With each passing minute she was having trouble convincing herself there was nothing more to this attraction than heightened emotions caused by the trauma of the past twenty-four hours; that she had been merely grateful for the comfort of his arms when she couldn't keep the grief at bay any longer. But her heartbeat still skittered, and her chest tightened against the tentacles of desire that wound their way deep inside her.

It was a relief when he took a breather and she could shovel the dirt from the hole. When she stood with the ground almost at waist level, she nodded to him. 'It's deep enough. When I can, I'll give him a decent burial. I know Mum would want that.'

'Were your parents…'

'Divorced. My mother's remarried.'

Drew only nodded, as though he hadn't picked up on the faint nuance in her tone. She had reconciled herself years ago to her parents' divorce, but there was hurt underlying the acceptance, like festering under a closed wound. She slammed the spade into the rich, cool earth. Now there would be no way to lance that wound and let it heal. Even in death, her father had cheated her.

Soon they were tamping down the earth over the temporary grave. Drew pulled the gloves from his hands and Emma frowned at the blood-soaked bandages. Without a word she picked up his Driza-bone and helped him into it, then gathered her own from the corner where she'd left it.

'Come into the surgery.'

Emma hung their wet coats from pegs on the veranda. Drew pulled the boots and socks from his feet and followed her inside. The pain made him hobble and he was grateful to sink onto the examining table. He watched as Emma cut through the bandages on his hands and feet, her concentration focused on her task.

He wanted to reach up and pull off her hair tie, watch the honey brown strands fall down to frame her face. He wondered if he gave in to the temptation to kiss her, to feel the moistness of her tongue against his own, if she would taste as wonderful as he felt she must.

He tried to ignore his need to feel her long slim legs wrapped around him, urging him to take possession of her body, her soul. But overriding this deep, powerful desire was the urge to comfort and protect this woman who was both strong yet strangely vulnerable.

The pain in his hands and feet was nothing compared to the ache in his chest. It was a new feeling for him, this desire tempered by tenderness, and he wasn't sure how to handle it.

'You're lucky whoever did this went by the popular artists' impression rather than the true Roman method.' Her comment focused his mind back on her doctoring. She had re-bandaged his feet and was now examining his hands.

'What do you mean?'

'The Romans actually nailed through the wrists. The palm of the hand won't support the weight of a body - it would rip right through between the fingers and the thumb. Whoever did this used nails that weren't large enough either - hopelessly inadequate for the purpose intended.' She finished applying dressings to the wounds. 'The nail didn't go all the way through your right foot, and your hands weren't ripped. Obviously whoever did this to you didn't get a chance to finish what he started. Someone stopped him. Do you remember anything, Drew?'

Remember? Hell, it had been going over and over in his mind most of the night, making the sweat pour from his body as he remembered the pain, the horrible feeling of helplessness as his drugged body wouldn't respond to his mind's plea to fight. And none of it made sense. Perhaps if he told it to Emma she could pick up something he'd missed.

So he told her. Recounted the hazy memory of thunder shaking the walls of his prison hut as he surfaced from a drugged daze. Then the screaming, words lashing him like blows, that God had sent the sign that now was the time to offer up the sacrifice.

'And that sacrifice was you.' Emma's voice was soft.

He shuddered, recalling the pain as the whip cut into his flesh, jerking him back to full consciousness. He was no stranger to pain, but this was pain over which he had no control, and it was very different.

'Yes.' The word hissed out of him, anger and frustration mingling with the fear of the unknown.

Emma's hand was smooth against the stubble on his cheek, drawing him back to the present. Her eyes were soft with compassion - and something else. Warmth flooded the ice in his belly as he realised what it was. She was afraid for him, the worry shadowing her eyes, tightening her brows.

'You're safe for now. But who stopped him? Who took the nails out? How did you get here?'

'When he was whipping me, I heard someone crying.' Drew laughed, a harsh sound in the small room. 'I wondered at first if it was me. Then I realised it was a woman. She was telling the devil to stop, that it wasn't what God wanted. But he just said that the sign had come - something about purple lightning - and then he chained me down and started hammering in the nails.'

He drew in a deep breath. It hadn't been the fear of death that had eaten into him then, but the horrible realisation that it could take days to actually die. The memory clenched fear in his belly again and he almost didn't register Emma's words.

'We had purple lightning here too. There was a storm before the cyclone started. Weirdest thing I've ever seen. The air was alive with electricity - it drove the horses and the dogs wild. So did the woman set you free?'

'I think so. I must have passed out - I was still pretty drugged - because the next thing I remember someone, I think it was the woman, was slapping my face and crying, and pleading with me to get up. She helped me into a van. Then I passed out again. I woke up as I was pushed from the van down an embankment. By the time I got the hood off my face, all I could see was a white van, with what looked like a blue stripe on the side, driving away. It wasn't close enough for me to get the licence plate number. The cyclone had started so I found some shelter in a rocky outcrop and waited until the lull. Then I started walking here.'

'How did you know where to come?'

'I could see the buildings from where I sheltered.'

'You must have been dropped close to our property gates.' Excitement shone in her eyes, making them sparkle, and Drew fought the urge to hold her once again to his chest, feel her softness melt into him.

'Which could mean that whoever dumped me knew you were a doctor - and that means they could be someone local. Do you know everyone in the valley, Emma?'

It was a relief to start functioning again, to feel his brain click into gear. The drugs were finally leaving his system, allowing his mind to focus. But he couldn't prevent the way his body refused to change focus. Every nerve ending was tuned to Emma's slightest movement, and when she shrugged her shoulders and her shirt pulled against her firm breasts, the resultant flare of heat in his groin had him silently cursing his too-tight shorts.

'I'm afraid not. I've only been back here a year. Not everyone comes to my surgery. But those that do, I'd swear had nothing to do with hurting you.'

She raised her hand as though to touch his chest, then stopped. A fleeting tremor rippled through her body, so swift he almost thought he'd imagined it, but when she spoke again her voice was husky.

'Please lie down on your stomach. I want to check your back. All that digging wouldn't have helped those cuts.'

Drew resisted the urge to capture her between his thighs and kiss her. It was what his body was screaming for him to do, but now wasn't the time, with someone out there, probably not too far away, who wanted him dead. Someone who might think Emma was expendable if she got in the way. So he turned and lay on his stomach and felt her gentle touch as she removed the dressings. Soon she was smoothing new ones in place.

'You'll probably have scars. They'll fade in time, but I'm afraid they'll always be noticeable.'

'Better a scarred back,' he said philosophically, 'than not be alive to work out who caused it.'

At the little choking sound she made, he realised how insensitive he must have sounded with her father buried only a few minutes ago. He pushed himself into a sitting position.

Tears glistened in Emma's eyes and Drew cursed his lack of tact. Hell, he might be wounded physically, but she'd been wounded emotionally. She'd looked after him, cared for him, while her father lay in the stables with only the dogs to stand guard over his body.

Drew felt something tight in his chest slowly dissolve. He reached out and drew her into his embrace, holding her body against his, pressing her cheek against the hard muscles of his shoulder. He muttered soothing, gentle words dragged from childhood memories, brushed silken strands of hair back from her face. Her body shook with sobs, made all the more heart-wrenching because no sound escaped her lips. It was as though she had long ago learned to cry so no-one could hear her.

Gradually her body stilled, but Drew continued to hold her, to whisper softly into her hair, to gently stroke her back, and breathe in the salt of tears and the woman scent that was uniquely Emma.

It was subtle at first, the change in the feel of their bodies, like the first warm days after a cold winter. Then it began to blaze as Drew became aware that Emma could feel the demanding bulk of his erection pressed against her jeans-clad stomach.

He eased her away a fraction, tilting her head so he could look at her face. Suddenly it didn't matter that someone could be lurking in the rain with intentions of killing him. Only this woman, with her beautiful eyes wide in her pale face, and her hands trembling as they pressed against his chest, mattered in any way.

He intended his kiss to be gentle, undemanding, but the moment his lips touched hers and he tasted the intoxicating flavour of her, he lost all restraint. He plundered her mouth, his tongue demanding entry, tasting sweetness. Tasting Emma.

It was like nothing he'd ever experienced. It flooded through him, wild and hot and strong yet incredibly sweet. Emma was a living flame in his arms, her tongue answering his thrusts, her hands roaming the wide planes of his chest.

He wanted to take her, there in the surgery, plunge into her, and feel her heat and moisture pull him in until he lost himself inside her. He needed to watch her cry in ecstasy as he took her to the height of pleasure.

There was a terrible sense of urgency in his need as though his body demanded to stamp its claim on this woman, to possess her in all ways, for all time.

And it was that very sense of urgency that had him draw his head back from hers. How could he lose control like this? He'd never been one to deny his normal male feelings of desire, but he'd always been able to stay in complete control before. But this…almost primeval…need was a shock. It was an urge to conquer, to possess, to brand Emma as his. But underlying the urgency was the astounding realisation that she would only need to express the slightest hesitation and he would die rather than force himself on her.

It was this depth of caring that shook him the most. For the first time in his life, Drew Jarrett, a man who lived by his wits and his words, was rendered speechless.

Emma felt as though her world had splintered. Her body trembled with passion. Her hands, where she touched Drew, burned with the need to touch more than just the smooth skin and dark curls covering the hard muscles of his chest. She ran her tongue over her lips, tasted the heat and the flavour of Drew, the graze from his stubbled whiskers.

She saw the blazing desire in his eyes and felt the constrained passion in the hands that held her.

'I barely know you…' The words in her mind flew from her mouth. She bit off the rest of the thought…but I want you more than any man I've ever known.

'I could say I'm sorry,' Drew's look denied the words, 'but I'd be lying. I don't know what it is between us, Emma, but I want you more than I've ever wanted another woman.'

Emma jerked back as he echoed her thoughts. She knew her eyes widened as his deep, resonant voice continued. 'You might not want to hear that, but you can't deny the chemistry between us.'

'I'm not some coy teenager, Drew,' she retaliated, stepping away from him. 'I won't deny I'm attracted to you. But I'm not looking for a relationship. I'll be going back to my work as soon as it's possible. Besides, I know nothing about you. For all I know, you could be as demented as whoever tried to kill you.'

To her surprise, he smiled. 'I've been called a lot of things, Emma, but "demented" is a new one.'

'Then why would someone do this to you? What sort of people do you mix with? Why would anyone want to kill you?'

She watched a frown chase the smile from his face. He opened his mouth to answer when the front door shook under a pounding fist. He grabbed her arms, and she was startled by the blaze of anger in his eyes as he growled, 'Do you have a gun?'