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“RUNAWAY” PREMIERES IN LOS ANGELES ON OCTOBER 18, 2010

MTV.com reported: At the end of his speech, West touched briefly on his mother’s death and how he isn’t scared of anything because he feels as though everything has been taken away from him. “I have no mother, no grandmothers, no girlfriend, no daughter, and I lived with a woman my whole life,” he said.

Kanye is 33. If he were Jesus, he would die this year,

and be resurrected.

I can’t unthink this thought.

He said he had considered suicide, but found his life to be that of a soldier’s,

“a soldier for culture.”

Some men are kept alive by fighting.

I don’t want this for you, Kanye.

To the right of the article is a video clip of an interview.

“… both me and George express ourselves with our truest, our truest vision …”

Kanye’s bottom teeth distract me.

If I ever questioned whether the diamonds were there,

they’re there.

You’re all kinds of beautiful.

And if that’s not a word I can use, you’re resplendent, numinous, healthy.

I am two months pregnant.

Monday this premiere, Tuesday this article, Wednesday

my first ultrasound, with my child’s boneless arms in motion.

A memory I didn’t know I could have.

Thursday I write—If I have a daughter, you can hold her. A son, too.

The two of you, tied to this week in my life.