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The torches along the walls of Tuck’s Tower glowed in the distance, a welcome greeting that lent Julianna the strength to hold on to the man slumped in her arms a bit longer. Never had the road from the forest to the keep seemed so long, nor her own resources so puny. She’d worked hard to perfect the ability to suppress any signs of exhaustion or weakness, yet this unknown man threatened to expose the woman she tried to hide beneath her mannish ways.

The weight of him, his muscled body nested against her, felt foreign in a deliciously intriguing way, making her aware of how different her own body was from his. Tall and lean, male. The scent of leather and armor, the subtle brush of his whiskered cheek against her neck…. That simple contact heightened her senses until her mind and body fair reeled from the overwhelming enticement of sound, scent and touch.

But the tide of heat that passed through her owed as much to embarrassment as to feminine awareness. To feel such things for a man nigh lifeless in her arms! What was wrong with her? Had she grown so desperate in her self-imposed chastity?

She shook her head in disgust. ’Twas an easy thing to live a chaste life when not faced with temptation. The good Lord knew she’d never before been tempted by any man at Tuck’s Tower.

Or elsewhere.

’Twas a good thing she had not, she thought wryly as she rode beneath the raised portcullis and nudged her mount toward the stables. For if she were to give herself to a man, she suspected her fragile and treasured authority over Tuck’s Tower and all who dwelled within its walls would come to an end.

And that, she would never allow to happen—not while she had breath in her body, and the support of her doting and powerful uncle—her overlord—behind her.

She’d willingly sacrifice herself for Tuck’s Tower, if need be.

Two of her men approached and eased the wounded man from her grasp, though she feared she’d not free herself of the feelings he’d engendered within her so readily. But she’d work to do it now, to settle the man and treat his injuries. For the sooner he recovered and left Tuck’s Tower, the less opportunity for her to do something she might regret.

Despite the late hour and her own state of exhaustion, Julianna took charge of seeing to her unexpected guest. The fact that outsiders seldom passed through their gates had made some of her people suspicious of every stranger, while others—mostly those too young to realize the threat a stranger could pose—would welcome anyone to Tuck’s Tower without a thought of caution. Julianna, however, had been taught vigilance nigh from the cradle; she would protect her own until time and experience allowed her to do otherwise.

They carried the man to a small chamber adjoining hers—a room equipped with stout doors that could be locked—and laid him upon a straw pallet on the floor. After she’d given them several low-voiced commands, the men-at-arms left.

Biting back a sigh of exhaustion, Julianna entered her chamber and collected the night candle from beside her bed, kindled it and returned to the storeroom to set the tall iron stand next to her patient. The thick taper cast its brightness too high to be of much use, although it gave her a clear enough look at him to see that the disheveled hair hanging to his shoulders, where not matted with blood, was dark blond.

Bending over him, she adjusted the makeshift bandage wound tightly about his brow. “You are a handsome one,” she murmured, then shook her head in disgust at her weakness. “Though that matters not a whit.”

She went back to her room to collect more candles and water. “Who are you?” she mused. “And what were you doing in Sherwood on foot, all alone?”

If he survived his injuries, she’d learn those answers as soon as he could speak, for she scarce dared trust anyone anymore, even those she knew. Strangers—especially well-armed strangers—posed far too great a risk. She refused to permit anyone or anything to threaten her tenuous control over Tuck’s Tower, for she dared not risk losing all she held dear.

However, of late her nerves and resources had been stretched to the limit. If her uncle knew about the recent chaos and suspicious events in the area, he might decide to remove control of Tuck’s Tower from her hands, make it but another minor holding in his succession of manors and keeps spread about the land. He might also decide to carry her off to court or to live with him and his family—to live a noble lady’s life, to be wed to a stranger, to be forced to live someplace far from her home.

The ewer, which should have been full, stood nigh empty, and the candle stubs in the holder from the table were too short to be of use. Another example of recent events; with most of the servants pressed into service for defense and other tasks, many of the usual household chores had fallen by the wayside. She poured the dregs from the pitcher onto a washrag, then stuck her head out into the narrow corridor and shouted for someone to bring more candles, hot water, her box of simples and a maid skilled in healing.

Unwilling to leave her patient alone any longer, she snatched a branch of candles from the table by the hearth, pausing at the sound of heavy footsteps outside the chamber.

“My lady.” Rolf stood in the doorway, her basket of medicines clutched to his brawny chest. “Thought you might need me for something.”

“Aye.” She set aside the cloth and candles from her chamber, arranging them on the floor alongside the pallet. “Help me out of this armor, if you would.” She’d a long night ahead of her, with naught but her own will to overcome her exhaustion. Though the mail hauberk and leggings allowed her to move freely, they weighed heavy upon her after a day’s wear, and they made kneeling for any length of time uncomfortable.

She bent at the waist and gave a groan of relief as Rolf assisted her in drawing the hauberk over her head. She left the armor where it fell and turned away to tug off her boots, then unbuckled the straps at the waist of the mail leggings and slid them off. Her padded undertunic and linen leggings, uncomfortably damp with sweat, clung to her skin, but she would wait until after she took care of her guest—her prisoner?—to change out of them.

Stretching and rolling her shoulders did little to ease the tension holding her within its grip, but her own discomfort mattered little compared to her unknown patient’s wounds. Instead, she pulled off her undertunic and tugged her shirttail loose, rolled up her sleeves and, taking up the candles, lighted them to brighten the small chamber.

Dropping to her knees beside the pallet, she motioned for Rolf to help her remove the stranger’s blood-stained armor. ’Twas much more difficult to free him from his mail than it had been for her to slip out of her own, since he could not stand or help in any way. His wounds made the task nigh impossible. By the time they’d stripped him to his undertunic and braes, while trying to protect his injuries and the makeshift bandages covering them, Julianna was drenched with sweat and felt as though she’d just wrestled an ox into submission.

Blotting her forehead on her sleeve, she settled down beside the still-unconscious man, wincing as her leggings caught on the rough floor boards. She yanked out the large splinter jabbing her backside and muttered a curse, though she wished she could howl out her pain and frustration instead. She was hungry, weary and sore—none of which was likely to change for the better anytime soon—and the servants and supplies she’d called for were nowhere in sight.

Shifting to a more comfortable position, Julianna took up a cloth and wet it, dabbing at the blood covering the man’s brow. He immediately began to shift about and moan. Had she been too rough? Mayhap she was not the best person to care for him. She laid her hand on his shoulder to quiet him and glanced up at Rolf. “Go get Mary—” A sound outside the door made her pause, but ’twas only two maidservants with the water and candles she’d requested. Julianna sat back on her heels and swiped her sleeve absently over her damp face yet again while the girls carried in a bucket, a basin and two short, fat candles. “Bring her to me at once.”

“Aye, milady.” Rolf followed the servants to the door, pausing when Julianna called his name.

“Look in the barracks first,” she told him, not bothering to disguise her displeasure. “If you find her there, I want to know about it. I cannot have her stirring the men to fight each other over her favors yet again. If they’re foolish enough to do so, ’twould normally be their business, but we cannot spare anyone at the moment. Our safety is far more important than their lust.”

Though Rolf’s expression didn’t change, Julianna could see from the look in his eyes that he’d keep Mary away from the barracks one way or another. At this point, she thought wearily, she didn’t much care how he did it. If they hadn’t needed Mary’s skills as a healer, Julianna would have sent the round-heeled wench on her way long since.

“Don’t you worry none, milady. I’ll see to it.” He nodded respectfully and left.

The door had no sooner closed behind Rolf than her patient began to stir. Eyes open wide, he stared up at her, his gaze unfocused and his face twisted into a grimace of pain. “Poor man,” Julianna murmured. “I’ll give you a draught to ease you soon.” She bent over him, smoothing her hand over his brow and shifting sweat-and blood-matted hair away from the large bump above his temple. A bit lower and he’d likely have died from the blow. She could do little to treat that injury save clean it, but she’d do what she could for the others.

She drew her hand down his cheek and along his jaw in a soothing caress, frowning as her callused fingers scraped against his whiskers. ’Twas not a lady’s smooth hand, she reminded herself, but ’twas competent enough to save him, whether it be with sword or simples.

And if she were to care for his wounds, it seemed she’d have to do so without any other help. Giving his face one last stroke, she shifted to get to her feet, then let out a shriek when he clamped his hand hard about her wrist.

“What—” His voice, barely audible despite her nearness, faded away. Licking at his lips, he tugged on her arm and drew Julianna closer. He drew a deep breath and squinted up at her, his blue eyes intense. “What is this place? Is it Birkland?”

Julianna covered his hand and loosened his hold on her wrist, her mind awhirl. Birkland. Could he be one of Richard’s men? There was nothing familiar about him or his garb, but she’d heard rumors that Richard had hired mercenaries to shore up Birkland’s defenses and help him in his quest for power.

By the Virgin, had she brought an enemy within their walls?

His fingers relaxed within her grasp and, moaning, he closed his eyes and slumped onto the pallet. She laid his hand on his chest and sat back on her heels. Enemy or not, he posed no threat at the moment, nor would he in the future, she vowed, for she’d keep him under close guard at all times.

For now, however, she’d more work ahead of her, for she could wait no longer for Mary to arrive. No doubt the wench was the worse for drink again, and would be no use to anyone. Deciding to deal with her later, Julianna poured water into the basin, then reached for her basket of simples.

Shifting the candles for better light, she cast the man one last look. Please don’t be an enemy, she pleaded silently, though she knew in her heart that it mattered not a whit whether he was friend or foe. Now that she’d held him close within her arms, felt the warmth and weight of him against her skin, he’d become real to her—not some anonymous stranger she might wield her sword against in battle.

Her hands steady, she stared at his motionless face and said a swift prayer for guidance as she stripped off the first bandage and began to wash blood away from the wound.

She sent up another plea, as well—that her intuition had not misled her.

For no matter who this man might be, she could not let him die.

Julianna quietly closed the door to her chamber and slumped back against the well-worn planks with a sigh of bone-deep weariness. Though she’d had a brief chance to rest her body once she’d settled the wounded stranger in the chamber beside her own, her mind hadn’t allowed her a moment’s respite as it circled round and round the dilemma of his identity and his reason for being so near Tuck’s Tower.

Once Rolf had returned—bearing the news that Mary would be of no use to anyone this night, for she lay in the barracks in a drunken stupor—she’d asked him to watch over the man, for she’d duties aplenty yet to see to before she could return to her chambers.

Now that her tasks were done, she’d still have no chance to seek her bed before another day passed. She couldn’t ask poor Rolf to stay up the whole night, not when he’d been on guard duty at the gate all the night before with no rest in between. She needed her good fighters as alert and ready as possible.

As for herself, she’d managed on little sleep many times before. If her patient slumbered through the night, perhaps she could snatch a nap. If not, ’twas a sacrifice she’d gladly make, for to give of herself in any way she must was a part of her responsibility to Tuck’s Tower and its inhabitants. Despite the man’s injuries, she dared not leave him unguarded.

Before she sent Rolf away, however, she’d take a moment to avail herself of the basin of warm water awaiting her on the hearth and the clean garb hanging on a hook nearby.

Julianna pushed away from the door, set the bar across to lock it, and took up the night candle beside the bed, lighting the candles near the low fire before stripping off her sweat-stained shirt and braes. Stifling a yawn, she stretched her tired shoulders, wincing at the tightness she felt from the unaccustomed task of holding a man’s dead weight before her in the saddle. At least, praise the Virgin, he was not dead in truth.

Nor had she harmed him with her rudimentary treatment of his wounds, she hoped, sending another brief prayer heavenward.

She unwound the cloth binding her breasts and tossed aside the long strip of linen with a sigh of pure pleasure, for she’d not need to wear it again till the morn. Naked, she sank down on the drying cloth spread out on the hearthstones to let the fire’s warmth soak into her aching body and took up the small, precious piece of soap from beside the basin.

The clean scent of flowers made her smile, for as always, it brought her mother to mind. Whether dressed in a fine embroidered gown or her husband’s cast-off garments, Lady Marian d’Arcy had appeared a lady, and had always smelled of sweet summer blooms blended with spices from the East. She had mixed the scent herself. ’Twas as unique and precious as the woman who’d worn it, Julianna thought, and as unforgettable.

She regretted now that she’d not paid more attention when her mother sought to pass the skill on to her, for her supply of the soap and perfume was dwindling and she wasn’t sure she’d the knowledge—or the time, if truth be told—to replenish it. ’Twas a luxury she could live without, most likely, of a certainty less important than ensuring her troops were well-trained and the keep’s inhabitants fed and cared for.

She brought the soap to her nose and savored its fragrance once more before dipping it into the basin and rubbing it into the washrag. Though she nearly always dressed in men’s garb—indeed, she could scarce recall the last time she’d worn anything else—for now she’d take what womanly pleasure she could from the fruits of her mother’s ability by perfuming her body with the fragrance of flowers.

She closed her eyes and fought back tears as she imagined that the cloud of scent enveloping her came from her mother’s arms wrapped warm and tight about her. If only her mother were here with her now, to share her wise counsel about so many things! Instead, Julianna hummed a tune her mother often sang and sought comfort from her memories as she washed herself from head to toe, dressed and brushed out her hair.

The words of the song made her blush when she recalled them, for they told of a woman readying herself to meet her lover. The handsome blond stranger filled her thoughts until, with a moan of self-disgust, she pushed his unsettling image from her mind. The fact that there might be another reason altogether for her to take such care with her appearance made her blush all the more. ’Twas naught but a simple need to be clean and comfortable, she told herself, that had her bathing in the middle of the night; it had nothing to do with the man who lay sleeping but a short distance away.

The man she’d keep watch over for the rest of the night.

“Blessed Virgin, save me from myself,” she whispered, “for ’tis clear I’ve something wrong with me! Never before have I met a man who could make me doubt my own strength of will.” She tossed her loosened hair back over her shoulders. “I’d be a fool, indeed, to allow this stranger to tempt me in any way.”

Her determination fixed, she squared her shoulders, left her chamber and went to send Rolf off to bed.

Flickering candlelight and a low-voiced moan woke Julianna from a restless sleep. She forced her eyes open in time to see her patient attempting to sit up and nearly toppling a lighted branch of candles. Since she’d drifted off sitting propped against the wall, she shifted to her knees and caught him by the shoulders, clasping him against her as she rolled them away from the wavering flames. “Have a care,” she warned, “else you’ll set the place afire.” The words trailed to a whisper as they came to rest with him atop her, his weight pressing the air from her lungs.

He lay motionless atop her, his eyes squeezed shut and his breath gusting hard near her ear. He felt heavier than she’d imagined he’d be, his body relaxed upon hers, his muscular frame molded against her as though they were meant to fit together. She couldn’t tell if he’d swooned, or was simply unable to move, but either way she hesitated to push him off her, for she was sure ’twould cause him further harm.

Yet she dared not remain in this position, either, for it felt too good, too enticing…too likely to tempt her to foolishness. Fighting back the sensation, she tried to squirm out from under him, to no avail. He held her pinned fast to the floor—rough splintery oak beneath her, warm temptation above.

“Do I know you well enough for us to be doing this?” he whispered into Julianna’s hair, bringing her wriggling to a swift halt.

She stared up into his eyes, dark blue and surprisingly full of amusement, and tried to draw a deep breath to steady her suddenly racing pulse. Even if she’d had air enough to speak, she knew not what she’d have said, for he held her captive with both his body and his warm gaze.

Mesmerized, Julianna returned his stare and waited.