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Table of Contents

 Zedekiah, the King.

 Pashur, the High Priest.

 Nahum, the Steward.

 Imre, the oldest Burgher.

 Abimelech, the General.

 Hananiah, the Prophet of the People.

 Swordbearers, Warriors.

 Jeremiah.

 His Mother.

 Jochebed, a Relative.

 Ahab, the Servingman.

 Baruch, a young Man.

 Zebulon, his Father.

 The People of Jerusalem.

 The Envoys of Nebuchadnezzar.

 Chaldean and Egyptian Warriors.

The action takes place in Jerusalem at the time of the Destruction of the City.

SCENE ONE

Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not. Jeremiah XXXIII, 3.

SCENE ONE

The flat roof of Jeremiah’s house; the white flagstones gleam in the dim moonlight. Below are seen the towers and battlements of sleeping Jerusalem. Nothing stirs, save that from time to time we hear the whispering of the breeze that heralds the dawn.

Of a sudden, impetuous footsteps sound upon the stair. Jeremiah staggers in; his robe is torn open at the throat; he gasps like one being strangled.

Jeremiah

They batter in the gates … to the walls … to the walls!… Faithless watchmen … they are coming … they are upon us…. The temple is in flames…. Help, help!… The walls are breached…. [He has rushed forward to the edge of the roof, where he abruptly stops. His cry rends the shimmering silence. With a start, he awakens from his trance. He looks forth over the town like a drunken man; his arms, which in his terror he has raised, sink slowly to his sides; then wearily he draws his hand across his open eyes] Illusion! Once again these terrible visions. Full, how full, is the House of Dreams! [He leans on the parapet and gazes down] Peace broods over the city; the country is at peace; in me alone, in my breast alone, this fire rages. How quietly the town reposes in God’s arms, nestling in slumber, roofed over by peace, the moonbeams falling on every house, and every house plunged in gentle sleep. But I, I alone, am consumed with fire night after night; I crash earthward with the falling towers, rush to escape, perish amid the flames; I, and none but I, my bowels troubled, leap heated from my bed and stagger forth into the moonlight seeking coolness! For me alone comes a vision to shatter sleep; for me alone does a fiery horror wrench the darkness from my lids. The martyrdom of this vision; the madness of these faces which swarm in their blood-stained multitude and then fade in the clear moonlight!

Always the same dream, the same illusion. Night after night, the same terror seizes me, the same dream, culminating in the same torment. Who has instilled this dream poison into my veins? Who hunts me thus with terror? Who covets my sleep, that he must rob me of it; who is my torturer, and for whom must I thus hold vigil? Answer! Who art thou, invisible one, aiming at me from the darkness thy wingèd shafts? Who art thou, terror incarnate, coming to lie with me by night, quickening me with thy spirit until my frame is twisted as with labor pains? Wherefore in this slumbering city should the curse be laid on me alone? [He is silent, straining his ear to the all-pervading silence, and then continues with growing excitement] Silence, nothing but silence, while within is unceasing turmoil and storm-tossed night. With scorching talons it tears at my vitals and yet cannot grasp them. I am scourged with visions, and know not who holds the scourge. My cries go forth into the void. Desist, invisible hunter, or if it must be otherwise, seize your quarry; call to me when I wake, not when I sleep; speak to me in words, not in visions. Reveal what you are hiding from me; tell me the meaning of these torments.

A Voice

[Calling softly from the darkness. It seems to come from far above or far beneath, mysterious in its remoteness] Jeremiah!

Jeremiah

[Staggers as if struck by a stone] Who calls? Surely I heard my name? Was it a voice from the stars, or was it the voice of my own dream? [He listens. All is quiet again] Is it thou, invisible one, who huntest me and tormentest me? Or is it I myself; is it the fierce current of my own blood? Voice, speak once more, that I may know thee. Call to me once again.

The Voice

[Drawing nearer] Jeremiah!

Jeremiah

[Quailing, sinks to his knees] Here am I, Lord! Thy servant heareth. [Breathless he hearkens. Nothing stirs; he trembles with emotion] Speak, Lord, to thy servant. Thou didst call my name. Give me thy message that I may understand it. I am ready for thy word and await thy command. [He listens again with strained attention. Profound silence] Is it presumption that I should long for thee? I am no more than an ignorant fellow, a man of no account, a speck of dust in the world thou hast made, but thine is all power of choice. Thou who choosest kings from among shepherds, and who often unsealest the lips of a boy so that he glows with thy speech, thy choice is made by other tokens. Whom thou touchest, Lord, he is chosen; whom thou choosest, Lord, he is appointed. If it were thy call which came to me, lo I have hearkened to the call. If it be thou, Lord, who huntest me, I flee thee not. Seize thy quarry, Lord, seize thy prey; or hunt me yet farther to the goal! But make thyself known, that I may not fail thee; reveal the heaven of thy word, that I, thy servant, may behold thee!

The Voice

[Nearer and more urgent] Jeremiah!

Jeremiah

[Rapturously] I hear, Lord, I hear. With all my soul I listen to thy word. Unworthy vessel that I am, I wait to be filled with thy message. I vow myself to thy service, Lord, to thine alone, for my soul is athirst to serve thee. I await thy word and thy sign.

The Voice of Jeremiah’s Mother

[Now close at hand and plainly recognizable] Jeremiah!

Jeremiah

[In ecstasy] Show thyself to me, Lord; my heart is racked with the imminence of thy coming. Pour forth thy waters, holy storm; plough me up, that I may bear thy seed; make my earth fruitful, inspire my lips; brand me with the mark of thy service! Set thy yoke upon me. See, my neck is bowed in readiness, for thine am I, thine for evermore. Make thyself known to me, Lord, even as I know thee; let me but see thy glory, even as thou lookest down upon my unworthiness in the gloom; deign only to show me the way of thy will, point the way to him who is thy servant for ever!

The Mother

[Her search has led her up the stair; her countenance shows anxiety, her voice is full of tenderness] Here at last I find you, my son.

Jeremiah

[Springing to his feet in fear and wrath] Begone! Alas the voices are stilled; the way is lost, never shall I find it again.

The Mother

Woe is me, why do you stand here so thinly clad in the chill night air? Come down, my son. The morning mist brings fever.

Jeremiah

[Wildly] Why do you follow me, why do you pester me? Unending chase. You follow me without pause, waking or sleeping.

The Mother

Jeremiah, what do you mean? I was sleeping below, and then I seemed to hear people talking on the roof.

Jeremiah

You heard, you too? God’s holy truth! You heard him speak? Understood his call?

The Mother

Whom do you mean? You have no companion.

Jeremiah

[Seizing her arm] Mother, tell me I beseech you. Death or joy hangs upon your words. Did you hear a voice; did you hear it after you had awakened?

The Mother

I heard a voice on the roof and went to summon you. But your bed was cold and empty. Then fear came upon me, and I called your name.

Jeremiah

[Trembling] You called my name?

The Mother

Thrice did I call you. But why …

Jeremiah

Thrice? Mother, are you certain …

The Mother

Thrice did I call you.

Jeremiah

[His voice breaking] Disaster and derision! Fraud everywhere, without and within. There came an earnest call, and in my terror I thought it was God.

The Mother

How strange you are! I meant no harm. Since there was no answer, I came to the roof to see if there was anyone here. I found no one.

Jeremiah

Nay, you found a madman. The torture of these visions! Sense and nonsense join in cheating me. I am befooled by my own fantasy.

The Mother

What are you talking about? What is troubling you?

Jeremiah

Nothing, Mother, nothing. Pay no heed to my words.

The Mother

I must heed them, Jeremiah; but they are dark to me. An evil mood has beset you, and has estranged you from me. What has happened; what is tormenting you?

Jeremiah

Nothing is tormenting me, Mother. I was too hot in bed, and sought the roof for coolness.

The Mother

You are closing your heart to me, and yet I can read you. I know that night after night for months past you have been wandering about. I have often heard you groaning in your sleep. When you have left your bed to walk restlessly in the darkness, my heart has followed your every step. Tell me your troubles. Shut not yourself away from me.

Jeremiah

Do not concern yourself about it, Mother.

The Mother

How can I help but concern myself about it? Are you not the day of my days and the prayer of my nights? You have outgrown the arms which used to carry you; but I still hold you in my soul, which watches over your life. I knew, ere you yourself were aware; I saw months ago, before you yourself had seen. I saw the shadow upon your brow and the anguish of your soul. You have become a stranger to your friends; you shun merrymakings; you keep away from the marketplace and from the dwellings of men. Buried in thought, you renounce life. Jeremiah, bethink yourself. You were trained for the priesthood. Your father’s mantle awaits you, that you may praise the Lord with psaltery and song. Look forth from the darkness into the daylight. The hour has come for you to begin your life’s work.

Jeremiah

Not now the time for beginnings. The end draws nigh.

The Mother

It is time! It is time! Long since have you grown to manhood. The house has need of a wife, and of children to raise up seed to your father.

Jeremiah

[In bitter distress] Lead a wife home to desolation? Beget children for the slaughter? In sooth, it is not the bridal hour that approaches!

The Mother

I do not understand.

Jeremiah

Shall I build a house in the abyss? Shall I build my life in death? Shall I sow corruption, and sing the praises of disaster? I say unto you, Mother, blessed is he whose heart is now free from ties to the living, for whosoever breathes this day is already drinking the waters of death.

The Mother

What mad fancy has seized you? When were the times more propitious? When was the land more peaceful?

Jeremiah

No, Mother, the fools say: Peace, Peace. But their words do not bring peace. They lie down to sleep unheeding, and as they sleep they are on their way to death. A time is coming such as Israel has never yet known, a war such as the world has never yet seen. The living will covet the peace of the dead in their graves, and those who can see will envy the darkness with which the blind are stricken. Not yet can the fools see, not yet is it manifest to the dreamers; but I have beheld it night after night. Higher leap the flames, nearer comes the foe; the day of tumult and destruction is at hand; war’s red star is rising on the night.

The Mother

[Greatly moved] How know you these things?

Jeremiah

A word has come to me in secret,

For I have seen faces in the night,

I have wandered in my dreams.

Fear and dread fell upon me,

I trembled in every limb,

And like a crumbling wall

My heart fainted within me.

Mother,

Such sights have I seen,

That, if they were written,

Men’s hair would stand on end,

And sleep would depart from them

For ever.

The Mother

Jeremiah, what do you mean?

Jeremiah

The end draweth near; the end!

Evil appeareth out of the north,

Fire is its chariot,

Massacre its pinions!

Already the heavens ring with terror,

The earth shakes with the stamping of the hoofs.

The Mother

[Horrified] Jeremiah!

Jeremiah

[Seizing her arm, listens] Do you hear, do you not hear, the rushing of chariots?

The Mother

I hear nothing! Day is dawning. The shepherds are piping in the valleys, and a gentle breeze blows across the roof.

Jeremiah

A gentle breeze?

Woe is me!

With mighty roaring

The wind is rising,

The whirlwind of God.

From the caverns

Of the north down-rushing,

Terror it brandishes

Over the town.

Mother! Mother! Do you not hear it?

Swords clash in the wind,

Loud roar the chariot wheels,

The night flashes with lances and with armor;

Warrior upon warrior, countless in number,

The whirlwind scatters over the land.

The Mother

All is illusion, the madness of dreams!

Jeremiah

They are coming, they are coming,

Strangers from the east,

Men of an ancient people,

Men of a mighty people.

They hasten from the east

In unending files;

Their arrows speed like lightning;

Their chargers are shod with swiftness;

Their chariots are solid as rock.

Among them there rideth,

With blood-stained crown,

The destroyer of cities

By fire and sword,

The tyrant of nations,

The king of kings from the north.

The Mother

The king from the north? You dream. The king from the north!

Jeremiah

Whom the Lord has awakened

That he may scourge the people for all its transgressions,

That he may crumble the walls and throw down the towers,

That he may quench the light and the laughter of homes,

That he may raze the city and the temple to the ground,

And that he may plough up the streets of Jerusalem.

The Mother

Blasphemous folly! The city endureth for ever!

Jeremiah

It is falling!

The onslaughts of God

None may withstand!

Below ground

Its roots shall wither,

Above ground

Its fruits shall rot!

With axe and with fire

The horsemen shall ravage

Israel’s forest and Zion’s fair plains.

The Mother

[Breaking in] It is false!

Ne’er shall an enemy circle our wall,

David’s city be taken, Jerusalem fall.

Though foes from the ends of the earth should rage,

The towering battlements ever shall stand.

Firm Israel’s heart, and mighty her hand,

Eternal the days of Jerusalem!

Jeremiah

It is falling! Broken is the staff and foretold is the hour. The end draws near, the end of Israel.

The Mother

False prophet! We are the elect of the Lord, and our strength shall endure through the ages! Never shall Jerusalem perish!

Jeremiah

I have seen it in my dreams; ’twas made plain to my eyes.

The Mother

Evil is he who dreams such dreams, and seven times an evildoer he who believes them. Alas that I should have lived to see this day when my own blood is fearful for Zion and has lost faith in the Lord! Jeremiah, do you wish me to curse the womb that bore you?

Jeremiah

The horror came upon me against my will; naught could I do to ward off the faces.

The Mother

Watch and pray against them and shatter their lies in the name of the Lord. Forget not, Jeremiah, that you are an anointed and consecrated son, that your voice should praise the Lord, that you should uplift the hearts of the sorrowful and fill with hope the minds of the despairing!

Jeremiah

How can I? My own despair is the greatest of all. Leave me, Mother, leave me!

The Mother

I will not leave you, neither will I abandon your soul to despair. Jeremiah, my only son, hearken to me. For the first time let me tell you something which may awaken your courage. Hear the words that are forced from me by my distress. I, too, was once filled with despair, inasmuch as for ten years the Lord had closed my womb. I was the sport of my companions and the mock of the concubines. For ten long years I bore my lot patiently, and had almost given up hope; but in the eleventh year my heart was kindled, and I went to the house of God to implore him that my womb should bear fruit. Throwing myself on the ground, I watered it with tears, vowing that if a son were vouchsafed me I would devote him to the Lord’s service. I swore to be silent, to utter no word during my time of trial, that my son in days to come might speak abundantly, praising God.

Jeremiah

You also consecrated me, Mother?

The Mother

The selfsame day your father knew me and I was blessed with you. Hearken, Jeremiah. For nine months did I faithfully refrain from speech that you might speak abundantly, that you might glorify the everlasting God! Thus did I fulfil my vow, and we brought you up to read the scripture, and sweetly did you sing to the psaltery. Know, then, that from the first you were a consecrated priest and devoted to the service of the Lord. Rend the veil of your dreams and come forth into the daylight.

Jeremiah

A double consecration, Mother, a twofold witness of this night. A second time you have called me to life. Through your words the light has come to me, for, wonderful to relate, I cried my question to God and he sent you to speak to me! Now do I know who knocked on the wall of my sleep until I awakened from my life’s slumber; now do I know who summoned me.

The Mother

What has befallen you? Your words are like those of a drunken man.

Jeremiah

Yea, drunk am I now with the certainty of his will; so full am I of speech, that the words must forth. The seals upon my mouth are broken, and my lips burn to utter the revelation.

The Mother

Woe is me if you should reveal your mad dreams. You are no son of mine if you cry such fancies aloud!

Jeremiah

Your son, Mother? Indeed and indeed I am your son, with a fate like unto yours! Learn that I too have been barren, and that the Lord hath quickened me with a word and a secret. I have renewed your vow, Mother, and have given myself to the Lord.

The Mother

Go, then, to God’s house. Give yourself to him who has called you, praise his holy name.

Jeremiah

Nay, Mother, not for me the service of the sacrificial priest. I myself must be the sacrifice. For God my veins run blood; for him my flesh is consumed; for him my soul burns. I will serve him as none ever served him before; his paths shall henceforward be mine. Behold the dawn upon the valley, and within me likewise is darkness dispelled by light! God’s heaven flames, and in me no less the heart is aflame. Chariot of Elijah, fiery chariot, carry my words that they may fall like thunder into the hearts of men. My lips scorch me, I must go, I must go.

The Mother

Whither would you go ere the day has well begun?

Jeremiah

I know not, God knoweth.

The Mother

Tell me what you mean to do.

Jeremiah

I know not, I know not! My heart is his, and my deeds are his.

The Mother

Jeremiah, you shall not go unless you swear to me to say naught of your dreams …

Jeremiah

I will not swear! I am vowed to him alone.

The Mother

… to refrain from breathing terror into the people.

Jeremiah

His is the revelation, mine are the lips alone!

The Mother

Woe is me, you will not hearken to my words. Know, then, that he who sows despair in Israel shall never enter my house more.

Jeremiah

His is my word; my dwelling is his care.

The Mother

Who believes not in Zion is no longer my son.

Jeremiah

I am his alone, his who placed me within thy womb.

The Mother

You will go then? But first hear me, Jeremiah, hear me before you open your lips to the people. With all my strength do I curse him who spreads terror over Israel, I curse …

Jeremiah

[Shuddering] Curse not, Mother, curse not!

The Mother

I curse him who saith the walls shall fall and the streets be laid waste; I curse him who cries death over Israel. May his body be consumed with fire and his soul fall into the hands of the living God.

Jeremiah

Curse not, Mother …

The Mother

I curse the unbeliever, who has more faith in his own dreams than in God’s mercy. Cursèd be he who denies God, were he my own son! For the last time, Jeremiah, choose!

Jeremiah

I follow my own path. [With heavy steps he makes ready to descend the stair]

The Mother

Jeremiah, my only son, the stay of my old age, bring not my curse upon you, for God will hear it as he heard my vow.

Jeremiah

I, too, am vowed to him, Mother; me also has he heard. Farewell! [He descends the first step]

The Mother

[With a loud cry] Jeremiah! You trample me down. Your footsteps crush my heart.

Jeremiah

I know not the road along which I move. All I know is that one calls me, and I follow the call. [He slowly goes down the stair, his face expressing restrained emotion, and his gaze turned heavenward]

The Mother

[Rushing in despair to the top of the staircase] Jeremiah! Jeremiah! Jeremiah!

[There is no answer. Her cry sinks to a wail, and after a while she is silent. Her figure, broken with grief, is silhouetted against the sky, where the colors of dawn are showing in fire and blood]