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CHAPTER TWO

CLARK WALKED AROUND the desk. “Let’s get your things from your car and I’ll give you the grand tour of the house.”

He motioned for her to precede him out of the den. She headed for the door and he followed, his gaze automatically dipping to her butt.

With a wince, he forced his eyes back up again. What was he doing? Yes, Althea was pretty with her sunny yellow hair and big blue eyes, and, yes, he’d felt that zap of electricity when they shook hands, but she was now his employee.

Even if she wasn’t, he wasn’t interested. He could have cited the usual reasons. Losing his wife so suddenly had been a shock. But discovering she’d been having an affair and that her lover was someone he’d considered a friend—that had about killed him.

The echo of the pain of the first few months after her accident still lingered. Memories of consoling Jack, the chaos of caring for a six-month-old baby alone, the cool, empty feeling of his bed, all rose up inside him every time he thought about moving on. But none of those were as bad as the ache. The solid ball of grief that weighed him down, sat in his belly like lead, even as it competed with the hurt and humiliation of discovering she’d been having an affair.

The woman he’d believed would love him forever, the woman who’d borne his children, had betrayed him.

That kind of humiliation left more than a mark. It changed a man’s perspective. Caused him to make vows—and keep them.

He would never be vulnerable again.

Never.

That’s why he wasn’t worried about his attraction to Jack’s new teacher. He was too smart to be tempted to even consider trusting someone again.

Plus, her résumé might say she was twenty-eight but she looked twenty-two. He’d already been made the town laughingstock. He didn’t need to add chasing after a woman who looked too young for him.

When he and Althea reached the front door, he opened it for her. She looked back at him with a smile. “Thanks.”

His heart tumbled in his chest. Had he thought her pretty? He’d been wrong. When she smiled she was breathtaking.

But he wasn’t interested. “You’re welcome.”

They stepped out onto the snow-covered porch and he grimaced. “I should have gotten you a coat.”

She glanced at him skeptically. “You have one that would fit?”

He wanted to drown in her big blue eyes and for a smart man that didn’t make sense. He’d already set his mind not to trust again and that precluded falling in love, or even indulging an attraction. But how could he stop an attraction? The bubbly feeling that rose when she looked at him was natural, spontaneous.

And annoying. He hated being out of control.

“No, but even a too big coat would be better than an insubstantial hoodie.”

She laughed.

The sound skipped along his nerve endings, filling him with pleasure. Damn it! Why was this happening?

She jogged down the steps. “Can’t argue that. But since we’re out here already, let’s just grab my suitcases and do the tour so you can get to work and I can spend some time with Jack.”

He couldn’t argue that. With his hormones going haywire, the less time they spent together, the better.

Her things turned out to be two suitcases, an overnight bag and a laptop. He carried the two suitcases. She carried the rest. He led her down the hall to the kitchen again, then to the suite of rooms behind it.

“Mrs. Alwine stays here when I travel. But while you’re here, the suite is all yours.”

She made a slow turn, taking in the big dresser and mirrored vanity, as well as the aqua-and-brown comforter and pillows that matched the aqua-and-brown print curtains.

She faced him with a frown. “So in other words, if you travel while I’m here, I’m in charge of the kids overnight.”

Heat crawled up his neck. He hadn’t even considered that might be presumptuous, then realized he’d done the same thing to Mrs. Alwine. The heat intensified. If there was one thing he prided himself on it was doing his fair share. Not leaving the kids to their own devices. But it seemed in being so careful of the kids, he’d been a little heavy handed with his employees.

“I guess that depends on when Mrs. Alwine comes back.”

She laughed and slid out of her jacket. A rust-colored T-shirt outlined perfect breasts and a small waist. With a quick shake of her head, her sunny yellow hair swirled around her and fell in place on her shoulders.

His mouth watered, and he cursed inside his head. With her hoodie gone, she didn’t look twenty-two anymore. She looked all twenty-eight of the years he’d seen on her résumé. But instead of that making her less desirable, it made her more desirable. She was right in his age range—not too young for him as she’d looked in the hoodie.

He pivoted to face the door. That kind of thinking wouldn’t do either one of them any good. He needed her help. She needed some money. For both of them to get what they wanted—what they needed—they had to keep this relationship strictly platonic.

“I’ll round up the kids and you can do what you want this afternoon. Maybe let Jack have a hand in choosing the new homeschooling program.”

She nodded, but he didn’t hang around. He bounded out of the room, found the kids, and got them set up in the den.

When everyone was settled around the big desk, Jack behind the computer, Althea on the chair beside him, and Teagan on the opposite side with her coloring book, he said, “Okay. Now I’m going upstairs to my office to work.”

He closed the den door behind him with a giant sigh of relief. But Althea faced his two quiet children with a sigh of confusion.

Seeing the look of exasperation on Jack’s face, she clicked off the computer monitor. “I just got here. You just met me.” She smiled at Jack, then Teagan. “I don’t think we should work this afternoon.”

Jack said, “All right!” But Teagan jumped off her chair, scampered over to Jack and frantically tugged on his shirtsleeve.

He leaned down, rolled his eyes, then caught Althea’s gaze. “She still wants to color.”

“Oh, sweetie! You can color, if that’s fun for you. I’m just saying that neither your brother nor I was prepared to work today so I don’t think we should.”

Teagan didn’t really pay attention to what Althea said. From the second the words, “You can color,” came out of her mouth, the little girl raced back to her chair and put her attention on a fat coloring book and a box of brightly colored crayons.

The temptation was strong to ask Jack if she was always like this. Then she remembered Missy. She remembered how as older sister Missy had ended up assuming responsibilities that shouldn’t have been hers, and she pulled back her question.

For all she knew, having to speak for his three-year-old sister could be part of the reason Jack was unhappy.

“So, do you want to play Yahtzee or Uno or something?”

Jack laughed. “Really?”

“Well, we can’t just sit here and do nothing. Plus you can learn a lot from how somebody plays a game.”

He slouched down on his seat with a huff and folded his arms across his chest. “You’re going to analyze me.”

“No, I’m going to get to know you. And if you’re smart you’ll also use the time to get to know me.”

He sniffed a laugh. “Right.” He sat up. “But I’d rather play video games.”

She winced. “I’m not very good.”

“Then I guess we’ll see if you have a temper.”

This time she laughed. “You’re pretty smart for a twelve-year-old.”

“Yeah. That’s why I’m failing all my classes.”

It would have been the perfect opportunity to get into a discussion about his classes and what he thought might have caused his bad semester, but he gave the video game instructions so quickly she didn’t have time to ask. He handed her a controller and pointed at the spot beside him on the sofa. Thrust into a game she’d never seen before, she needed all her concentration just to work the controller.

In between rounds, she glanced at Teagan who quietly colored in her fat book. After an hour or so of the game, Jack said, “Hey, Chai Tea.”

Teagan looked over.

“Isn’t it about time for your nap?”

She slid off her chair just as the den door opened and Clark stepped inside. He stooped down and opened his arms. “I see somebody’s ready for a nap.”

He scooped up the little girl, and, as he rose, he saw the video game. “I thought you’d be working.”

“Today is our first day together,” Althea said, then added a, “Drat” when Jack killed two of her soldiers. “Anyway, we’re using this time to get to know each other.”

Without taking his eyes off the screen, Jack said, “We’re bonding.”

“Just don’t bond too long. I want your grades up so you don’t fall behind a semester.”

He left the room and Jack tossed his controller to the sofa. “Let’s go.”

Baffled, she turned, her gaze following him as he walked to the desk. “Go?”

“To work. You heard him. He wants my grades up.”

She rose from the sofa. “Yes. But he didn’t seem to be angry that we were getting to know each other.”

“You should have spent some time bonding with my dad instead of me. Then you’d know that was his angry voice.”

“That was his angry voice?”

“Yep.”

They went to the computer and checked out the potential programs Clark had chosen for his son. Jack participated as they scrolled through each one, but his responses were lackluster. She tried to revive some of the enthusiasm he’d shown while playing video games, and though he would smile, his heart clearly wasn’t in his studies.

The den door opened again. Clark poked his head inside. “I ordered pizza. It should be here in a half hour or so. Jack, I’m sure Althea would appreciate the chance to clean up before we eat. So why don’t you turn everything off so she can go?”

“What time is it?”

“Six.”

“Six!” It had been noon when she’d arrived, probably after one before they finished the interview and got her set up in her room. That could have made it two when she and the kids got settled in the den. Maybe three before Teagan left for her nap. That meant she and Jack had spent three hours looking at programs. She supposed that wasn’t too far-fetched.

“Where’s Teagan?”

“After her nap, she stayed in the office with me.”

“Oh. Okay.” She smiled at Jack. “You and I certainly were immersed in our work.”

He smiled. But he didn’t say anything. She glanced at Clark then back at Jack.

He wasn’t afraid of his father. That she recognized from her own life. She knew what a frightened child looked like. But he was terribly unhappy.

She followed Clark to the kitchen, ducked into her suite behind it to wash her hands, then joined Clark and Teagan at the table. While Jack found paper plates and napkins, Clark opened the big pizza box. The scent of tomato sauce and pepperoni invaded the air, making Althea’s stomach growl.

“I guess this is what two days of going without food will do to you.”

Clark gaped at her. “You really did go without food?”

“I wanted to get here. I’d already been on the road three days. After I talked to Emily, I just wanted to keep moving so I could get here and get started.”

“I can understand that.” He glanced back at Jack. “Hurry up, buddy, or the pizza will be cold.”

At the easy way the term of endearment slipped from Clark’s lips, Althea frowned. He clearly loved his son. And with Teagan sitting on his lap while he cut her pizza into tiny pieces, it was also obvious that he loved his daughter. He was simply too much of an organizer. Someone who wanted everything to run like a well-oiled machine. Because everything was “working” he didn’t see anything wrong.

But there was plenty wrong. She could see it in Jack’s eyes.

They ate their pizza with Clark carrying on a steady stream of chitchat. When he announced he would be getting Teagan ready for bed, she asked if she could follow along.

His face scrunched in confusion. “Why?”

“With the housekeeper gone, it’s just good for me to know all the routines.”

He shrugged. “Sure. Great.”

She trailed behind him as he carried the little girl up the steps. They found her bedclothes first, then Teagan had a quick bath. She slipped into her princess nightgown and crawled under the covers.

Althea leaned against the doorjamb as Clark retrieved a well-worn storybook from the drawer in the white bedside table that matched the white frame of her canopy bed.

He read her a story about a bunny that had gotten lost in the woods. While most children’s eyes would droop as the story lulled them to sleep, Teagan’s eyes widened.

Althea frowned. Why read her a story that seemed to upset her?

But in the end the daddy rabbit found the lost bunny. He fed her soup, tucked her into bed and kissed her forehead, telling her he’d never let anything happen to her. She could always depend on him.

Happy ending.

Clark rose, tucked Teagan into bed, kissed her forehead and said, “I’ll never let anything happen to you.” He kissed her forehead again. “You can always depend on me.”

Teagan smiled. Her eyelids finally lowered. She snuggled into her pillow.

Warmth filled Althea’s soul. Using a story he had just told his daughter he’d always be there for her. A pretty smart move for a guy who obviously didn’t know how to say the words himself.

Clark motioned to the door. Althea turned and walked out into the hall with him on her heels, and the glow in her warming every part of her body. This was definitely a family worth saving.

But how?

* * *

The next morning when Althea stumbled into the kitchen, she found the quiet Beaumonts all seated on the tall stools around the center island.

“Good morning.”

Clark glanced up from his computer screen. “Good morning.”

Today he wore dark trousers, white shirt and blue tie. His hair neatly combed and his brown eyes bright with enthusiasm, he was clearly happy to be getting back to his normal routine.

Her attraction sparked to life again, but, as always with anything to do with her hormones, she ignored it. As she prepared a single cup of coffee using the directions on the side of the coffeemaker, she nodded at his laptop. “Working already?”

“Reading the Wall Street Journal online.”

Now why in the name of all that was holy had that sounded sexy? “Ah.”

She ambled to the center island. Clark pointed at a plate of French toast. “Breakfast?”

“Yeah. As soon as I have at least one cup of coffee.”

He rose and grabbed the black suit coat from the back of his stool. “If everything’s under control here, I’m going to go into the office right now. Even with email and fax machines, we couldn’t get everything done we needed to get done last week while I was home with the kids. And we’re hopelessly behind in preparing some important government bids.”

He shrugged into the charcoal-gray overcoat that had been flung across the unused table by the French doors.

“You never did tell me what you do for a living.”

“I own an engineering firm.”

“Oh.” The way he said that sounded sexy, too, confusing her. She wasn’t the kind of woman to fall for the executive type. She had been a sucker for beach bums. Which was why she kept getting her heart broken and her bank account depleted and why she’d stopped dating.

He motioned for her to walk him to the front door. When they were out of earshot of the kitchen he said, “My wife was the brains of the operation. She was actually the engineer. I’m just a lowly liberal arts major who took business courses at university after we realized Carol wanted to start her own firm, and she’d need me to run it. When she died, I had to hire two people to replace her.”

The casual, very calm way he talked about his deceased wife baffled her. Until she remembered that was sort of how Clark talked about everything. Casually. Calmly. With very little emotion.

“I also had to learn as much about the work as I possibly could so that I could speak intelligently to clients.”

“So you’ve had a long, difficult three years.”

Reaching for the doorknob, he frowned. “I would think that would go without saying.”

Yeah. She supposed he was right.

“Anyway, I’ll be back around six. All of my contact numbers are on a sheet in the kitchen. As you probably noticed yesterday, Teagan is fine coloring or playing by herself. Do whatever you would normally do with Jack’s lessons, etc. And then spend the rest of the day however you want.”

“You’ll bring dinner?”

He chuckled. “Yes.”

With a quick yank on the front door, he opened it and left.

She took her time returning to the kitchen. He wasn’t a bad guy. Actually, he seemed like a really nice guy—a gorgeous nice guy to whom she was unexpectedly attracted. But he was an executive who’d handled his wife’s death with the cool efficiency he probably spent on the company’s tax return. He had to use a storybook to show his daughter she could depend on him.

It wasn’t his fault that his kids were quiet, sad. Maybe even slightly lost. He handled things the way he knew how.

But his kids were quiet and sad, and slightly lost, and she ached for them.

In the kitchen, she glanced at Jack who wore jeans and a T-shirt then Teagan who wore little blue jeans with pink flowers embroidered on the pockets with a matching pink T-shirt. Her long dark hair had been combed, even though she didn’t have a clip or band to keep it out of her face.

She ambled to the center island, filled a plate with two slices of French toast and sat on the stool beside Teagan.

“Are you ready to color today?”

The little girl yanked on Jack’s sleeve. He bent down and she whispered in his ear.

Jack sighed. “She said yes.”

Althea poured syrup on her toast, her heart aching for Jack again. The kid was twelve, isolated on a mountaintop—a beautiful mountaintop to be sure, but a lonely one. And a boy who should be in the ignoring-his-siblings stage had to speak for his baby sister.

He needed some fun.

And not just video games. Something unexpected.

“We’re going on a field trip this morning.”

Jack gaped at her. “Field trip?”

“Yeah. I need a coat and boots.”

Teagan blinked at her. Jack frowned. “You don’t have a coat?”

“I lived in Southern California for the past ten years. The heaviest thing I have is a hoodie.”

Jack just stared at her.

“Come on. You’re old enough to know the geography of this country. We have all different kinds of weather.”

“I suppose. I just don’t want my dad to be mad.”

“He’s the one who told me to get boots.”

She turned him toward the door. “Go get your coat and your sister’s coat. I swear we’ll have fun.”