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If there was one thing I never expected to have to do in this lifetime, it was to stand over Charlie Orzinski and worry about whether he was going to live or die. Mainly because I’ve always believed Charlie was indestructible, the ultimate Man of Steel.

But the fact that he was in the I.C.U. of Crouse Hospital in Syracuse, N.Y., unconscious and hooked up to every machine known to modern man, showed me just how wrong I was. The trauma docs had given him less than a sixty-percent chance of survival.

Personally, I was betting Charlie had an ace or two up his sleeve, but something about the gray pallor of his craggy face told me death was a real possibility. And that was a possibility I wasn’t prepared for. One I’d never be prepared for.

I reached down and slid my hand into his. His stillness frightened me more than the machines clustered around the bed. They seemed to diminish him, making his massive body, with its bull neck and linebacker shoulders, look small and insignificant beneath the stark white of the hospital sheets.

According to the nurses, he hadn’t moved in three days. Not for the day it took the hospital staff and police to identify him and not the following two days it took them to contact the only people alive who truly loved him, a ragtag pack of former foster kids Charlie and his wife Claire had raised over the years.

I was the last of the kids to get word, mainly because they had to send someone into the backwoods of the Adirondack Mountains to reach me. As a deputy sheriff from Essex County, N.Y., I’d been out traipsing through the wilds of the Adirondacks, trying to locate some NYC hump who had escaped from Ray Brook Minimum Security Prison.

Most of us had figured the idiot had counted on heading back to the city and his woman, but somewhere along the line, he’d taken a wrong turn. A dangerous wrong turn. He’d ended up stumbling deeper and deeper into the remotest mountainous areas of the Upper Adirondacks.

Winter had hit the north country early and I had figured we’d find the poor SOB frozen to some tree, solid as a Good Humor Popsicle. He probably wouldn’t be worrying about how much time he had to serve back at the Ray Brook Country Club.

Shortly after the park ranger found me and informed me of my foster dad’s condition, I stumbled out of the woods, jumped into my tiny electric-blue Neon and headed for Syracuse, fighting a healthy dose of fear and guilt deep in the pit of my belly.

Guilt because I’d told Charlie I’d never return to the city, that I had written it out of my heart the day he’d been sentenced to eight years at Ray Brook Federal Prison in Ray Brook, New York, for selling information and taking bribes.

To my way of thinking, the city and the Syracuse Police Department had ruined his life, broken his heart and killed his beloved Claire. But Charlie, the only dad I’d ever really known, had always told me, Never say never because that word will come back to bite you on the ass. As usual, Charlie was right.

I laced my fingers through his and pressed my palm to his. I could feel the coolness of his skin beneath my own. I desperately wanted him to open his eyes, smile up at me and ask, “Where the hell ya been, Chili?”

But Charlie didn’t move, and the heart monitor and other assorted machinery littering the Intensive Care cubicle continued to beep and click with maddening, mind-numbing regularity.

I moved closer to the bed and leaned down to whisper in his ear. “Come on, Pop, don’t play possum. Wake up.”

The respirator chugged on and the heart monitor beat out a steady pattern of life, but his eyelids didn’t flicker.

“Could you tell me if there’s been any change in Mr. Orzinski’s condition?” a voice asked out at the nurse’s desk.

I stiffened. It was a familiar voice. So familiar that it shot a charge of something sharp and unpleasant up the center of my spine, spreading out along the length of my shoulders and heating the back of my neck with black pepper anger.

I knew that voice almost better than Charlie’s. But the difference was, this was one voice I had no desire to hear. Not now, not ever!

Still hanging on to Charlie’s hand, I turned and peeked around the curtain. Jack O’Brien stood in front of the nurse’s station, his upper body leaning casually on the counter top as he schmoozed the ward clerk sitting behind the desk.

One elbow was propped under his chin, and his powerful shoulders were hunched beneath a battered leather jacket, a jacket I’d bought him the first Christmas we’d dated.

I knew without seeing his face that his dark blue eyes, shaded by the longest, thickest eyelashes a man had the audacity to own, would be sending interesting chills down the pretty clerk’s arms.

Sure enough, a flush of pink infused her cheeks and she smiled up at him with more wattage than was usually seen in a depressing place like the I.C.U. The Jack O’Brien I remembered liked using his charm to make women flutter. Obviously, he hadn’t changed much in the nine years since I’d last seen him. And for more than one reason, that fact irritated the hell out of me.

To say that I harbored a deep-seated desire to return to the city and find Jack fat, or at least with a substantial beer gut, was an understatement. Unfortunately, he had developed neither.

His black hair, thick and longish with a familiar poetic curl to the ends, hugged the back of his neck and caressed the collar of his battered leather jacket, eliciting unwanted memories of my fingers shifting through those vibrant strands. Impatient, I pushed the thought aside.

Jack had always sported a dark, brooding look when it met his needs. It was his trademark. But even he knew his real charm was his charisma. It drew women and men to him like bees to honey—women to his dark beauty and men to his easy nature and laid-back attitude.

When he had been younger and gotten into mischief, which, according to Claire, had been way too often, she’d tell him that he had the looks and temperament of one of God’s dark angels—the ones who had fallen from grace. But no matter what he did, Jackie knew how to charm his way out of any kind of trouble. Even trouble with Claire.

She had been a pretty religious woman, but according to Charlie, Jack would just laugh and buzz Claire’s cheek with those magnificent lips of his, pick her up and swing her around, and before he’d set her down, she would be all flustered and red. She’d swat at him and forgive him within seconds. Like everyone else in his life, she’d been unable to stay mad at him.

No one could stay mad at Jack. No one except me, that is.

As far as I could tell, the only clue that he was closing in on thirty-five were a few gray hairs mixed in with the dark strands along the sides of his head. The fact that they only made him look sexier set my teeth on edge. If there was one thing O’Brien didn’t need, it was something that made him look sexier.

He leaned forward, his muscular legs, long and lean, spread slightly apart, showcasing a tight ass in worn jeans. Angry, I pulled my gaze up above his waist. No way did I want him turning around and finding my eyes glued to his ass. The Jack I knew would take too much delight in that particular scenario.

We had a history together, Jack and me. A very intimate history. But the last thing I wanted was for him to think I regretted walking out on him nine years ago when he testified against Charlie. It was his testimony that had put the final nail in Charlie’s career coffin, information that guaranteed that he was stripped of his badge, gun and thirty years of retirement benefits with the police department.

The clerk behind the desk said something and nodded her head in my direction. I could see Jack shift his powerful body, and I ducked behind the curtain, breathing deep in an attempt to keep from passing out. Please let him have the decency to leave when he realizes I’m in the room.

I held my breath and waited.

A few moments passed and then, “Hello, Chili.”

The voice was deep and gravel-rough around the edges. It was a sound so familiar that my traitorous nerve endings flared with a deep buried swoon of delight. I squashed the feeling with a viciousness that would have surprised even Attila the Hun.

“The name’s Killian. Use it.”

Chili Pepper had been my street name. We won’t get into why; it’s too embarrassing. But the nickname had stuck even after I went to live with Charlie and Claire.

Charlie had used the nickname affectionately, a clever, nurturing man’s attempt to make the scrappy, defiant teen who had invaded his household with swagger, a vulgar mouth and piping hot anger, relax and realize her identity wasn’t about to suddenly disappear simply because she’d ended up in the foster-care system. No one but Charlie had the right to call me by that name…. Okay, maybe Jack used to have that right, but not anymore.

My fingers tightened on Charlie’s hand. Wake up, Pop. Please wake up and rescue me before I make a fool of myself. But Charlie slept on, oblivious to the fact that I needed him more than ever.

I lifted my head and met Jack’s steady gaze. Air cramped in the back of my throat, squeezing it shut, hurting bad. I had to remind myself to breathe. His eyes were so dark, so deep and soulful blue that they seemed to sear right through me.

“It’s good to see you,” he said.

Yeah, right, I thought. Lie number one. Keep ’em coming Jackie boy. It’ll just make it easier for me to keep my hate on.

“Can’t say I feel the same way,” I said.

He ignored the dig. “I’m glad they found you. I was worried when I heard you were out tramping around in the woods chasing down some poor sucker who took a wrong turn.”

Lie number two. Jack O’Brien never worried about anyone or anything other than himself. I’d learned that fact nine years ago. “You’re not welcome here, O’Brien. Do us both a favor and shove off.”

I’d hoped to see a flicker of hurt in those beautiful eyes, but none appeared. He stared back at me with that familiar steady gaze, the one that used to make my knees melt and my body hum with a need so hungry and all consuming that I used to think I’d die if he didn’t satisfy it.

“I simply came by to check up on Charlie.”

“So, you checked. Time to leave.”

He raised a single dark eyebrow, but didn’t move. I gripped the metal bed rail and hung on for dear life. He’ll leave soon. Just hang on, Killian.

“You look good. Mountain air seems to agree with you,” he said as if we exchanged such pleasantries every day. “Things going okay for you?”

“Just fine. Thanks ever so much for asking.”

He waited, the stillness of his body putting me even more on edge. I didn’t bother asking him how he’d been. There wasn’t any need. No one asked about the condition of perfection.

“How’d this happen?” I finally asked.

“I don’t really know all the specifics. But they’re calling it a hit-and-run.”

“What’s the matter, you aren’t in the loop anymore down at the station?”

His eyes stared into mine, and a flicker of something close to pain or regret flashed through them. But it was hard for me to tell because the emotion disappeared so quickly.

“I’m not on the force anymore, Killian,” he said. “I quit a few weeks after Pop was sentenced.”

I swallowed hard. Now that was a surprise. Jack loved the force almost as much as Pop, maybe more. I wanted to ask what he was doing with himself, but that meant admitting I might actually be interested.

“I joined the fire department. I’m working as a paramedic.”

“Interesting choice. Must be all that compassion and gentle caring you’ve got stored up, huh?”

Jack ignored my sarcastic dig. “I might not be part of the force anymore, but I know the guys will all be working hard to find out what happened. None of them will let it drop until they find the SOB.”

“Yeah, right. Just like all you guys worked your tails off to clear his name nine years ago.” I smacked my forehead with the palm of my hand. “Oh, wait, I’m getting that confused, aren’t I? It’s you who trashed Pop’s name and got him sent to prison in the first place, wasn’t it?”

“I gather from your tone that you’re still having a hard time getting over that, huh?”

I met his gaze dead-on. “I’d strongly advise against holding your breath if you’re waiting for any words of forgiveness from me, O’Brien. It ain’t gonna happen.” I glanced down at Charlie, my heart torn that he was the one getting the shaft again. “If you want to know the truth, I dream every night of you getting what you deserve.”

“And what exactly is it that you think I deserve?”

“Believe me, you don’t want to know. Now get out of here.”

I fiercely willed him to go away, but he wasn’t on my wavelength anymore. Once, not too long ago, people used to accuse us of being inside of each other’s heads, finishing each other’s sentences and laughing at jokes only the two of us heard. But Jack broke that thread when he’d incriminated Charlie to save his own skin.

“I talked with Elliot over at the Two-Four. You remember Elliot Standish, right?”

I nodded abruptly, concentrating on the rise and fall of Charlie’s chest as the respirator blew air into his lungs, breathing for him, keeping him alive.

“Elliot says that they have two eyewitnesses. They’re working from a sketch of the guy and a partial plate number.” He shifted a little to the right, as if trying to catch my eye, but I avoided eye contact. I had to avoid eye contact. Jack’s eyes had the power to reduce me to a puddle of emotion. I wasn’t taking any chances, not now. Not when I was already an emotional wreck. I needed my wits about me. I needed to figure out what had happened to Pop and who had hurt him.

“Give them a few more days and they’ll have something,” he said.

I smoothed a wrinkle in the sheet over Charlie’s chest, the starched fabric stiff and crisp beneath my fingers.

“Killian—?”

I glanced up. The angular planes of Jack’s face had arranged themselves into an expression of concern, but I wasn’t fooled.

Lie number three. Jack O’Brien was an expert at appearing concerned. It was another thing I had learned at Charlie’s trial.

“What?” I asked.

His eyes narrowed a little as he studied my face. The dark midnight blue of his eyes in the dim light of the room seemed to slice through the space between us, lasering into me and cutting a clean precise incision directly through the center of my heart.

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

“I’m fine.”

He moved around the end of the bed, getting closer. It felt as though his powerful body was sucking up all the air around us, and I steeled myself against its influence. Closeness was not good. I needed to escape, get outside his circle of influence. But he didn’t move, and I was frozen.

“Where are you staying while you’re here?” he asked.

My fingers tightened on the rail of the bed, and bitterness rose in the back of my throat. “Pop’s apartment, if you can even call it that. It’s a certifiable hellhole.”

I shot him a look that let him know exactly who I thought was responsible for the fact that our dad was sleeping in a one-bedroom rooming house with a rat problem that would keep the entire pest control industry in Syracuse busy for the next five years.

Charlie had lost the family home at some point during his trial. A house that had been in his family for several generations. The money had gone to pay for his defense.

“I thought about getting a hotel room, but Sweetie Pie needs someone to take care of him.”

Sweetie Pie was the family pet, a fifteen-year-old Maine coon cat, half-blind, totally deaf and ornerier than a polecat trapped in a burlap bag while in fierce heat.

“You should have called. You could have stayed at my place.”

I stiffened. Was he really that clueless? Did he actually believe that I’d take the freight elevator up to his loft apartment ever again? Or was he simply demonstrating his total insensitivity to what had happened to us in the past?

Sweet, painful memories of those late-night elevator rides flooded my senses, making me slightly woozy. Nights when we’d barely make it onto the elevator, let alone into his apartment before we were tearing at each other’s clothes.

The elevator would chug upward, its gears and chains grinding and churning, as he’d press me up against the metal gate with his hardened body. His lips would travel over the pounding pulse in my neck and his clever hands would tear at my shirt buttons. My own hands frantically pulled and tugged at the waistband of his worn jeans.

We’d get to the top, push open the gate and stumble out, hobbling and hopping across the bare plank floor of his apartment, hanging on to each other and hampered by our clothing dragging down around our ankles.

Finally, we’d collapse onto the king-size mattress lying on the floor in the center of the loft. Jack didn’t have a lot of furniture in those days. Besides, a bed seemed to serve any and all purpose in his life at the time. Knowing him, it probably still did.

Even with that bitter thought, my mind drifted back to those crazy, hot, passionate nights. I’d lie on my back and suck in great gulps of air from the open skylight above, while his clever hands did wild and wonderful things to my body. And we’d lie there for hours, his powerful limbs entwined with mine, his lips whispering secret words in my ear as I screamed for a release I wanted so badly I could taste it even now.

My hands shook as I roughly pushed the thoughts aside, fighting to keep the emotions from ripping at my insides and showing on my face.

I met his gaze, and my anger heated to white when I saw the touch of sympathy sitting in the depths of those exquisite eyes. If there was one thing I didn’t want, it was to have Jack feeling sorry for me. I wanted him on his knees hurting worse than me.

“Sorry, that wasn’t very diplomatic of me, was it?” he said.

“Gee, you think?”

“Come on, Killian, cut me some slack. I said I was sorry. Can we call a truce?”

“Not in this lifetime.” I tore my eyes away from his.

For a moment, I questioned if I was being unreasonable. But then rage pulled at me again. He didn’t have any rights, in my book.

He had destroyed Pop with his testimony, telling the jury and the rest of the world that Charlie had sold important police information to the local crime boss, taking huge kickbacks in return.

He’d come to Claire’s funeral when she died of cancer a week into Charlie’s trial, but he stayed in the back, aware that he was no longer welcome inside the magic circle of young adults who clustered around Charlie in a show of support and infinite sorrow.

At one point, Charlie had reached out to him, but Jack was quick enough to catch the warning glares from the rest of us. He disappeared a short time later, never making it to the graveside service.

“None of the others have mentioned you lately. Have you talked to them?” I was referring to our five foster siblings.

“The reason he hasn’t mentioned us is that we never see him,” a new voice piped in.

I turned to see Shawna, one of our former foster sisters, watching us from the doorway. She stood with both hands planted firmly on her narrow hips, a fierce expression of protectiveness stiffening the dark mahogany planes of her proud face. The thick gold ring punched through the center of her lower lip glittered in the muted lights of the room as she glared in Jack’s direction.

“Jack knows he isn’t welcome around here.”

“Good to see you too, Shawna.” Jack’s expression showed no reaction to her bristly greeting. “As disagreeable as ever, I see.”

“You ain’t even seen disagreeable, big brother.” She turned away from him and concentrated on me. “Brian told me you’d arrived. I came down right after work. Couldn’t get away earlier. Another supervisor retired, and I’ve been picking up the slack. Damn hiring freeze.”

She scowled and then moved over to stand next to me. “How’s he doing?”

“No change,” I said, leaning down to hug her. She clung to me for a few seconds, her head nestled against my shoulder as if trying to soak in some of my strength. I’d always envied Shawna her petiteness. Without meaning to, she had always managed to make me feel like an Amazon.

“The docs been in today?” she asked finally, stepping back.

“Earlier. They didn’t have anything to say. The usual grunts and nods. Which seem to be the typical way of imparting information around this place.”

Shawna nodded and rearranged the sheet lying across Charlie’s chest. Her nails, long and meticulously painted, showed bloodred against the white linen. “Drake and I are taking the night shift. He told me to tell you to go home and get some sleep. You and Courtney have day duty.”

I sighed. Did they really think I was going to leave Charlie’s bedside? “I’m fine right here.” I nodded toward the cushioned high-backed chair in one corner of the room. “I’ll catch some Z’s right over there if I get too tired.”

Shawna shook her head. “They only allow two of us in the room at a time.”

“Then I’ll sleep out in the waiting room.”

“You’re not going to do Charlie any good if you’re dead on your feet,” Jack said quietly from the end of the bed.

I bristled. “No one asked for your input.”

It was Shawna’s turn to sigh. “Look, as much as I hate to admit it, Jack’s right. You need to keep strong.”

Jack moved toward the door. “When Pop wakes up, will you at least give me a call?”

“Sure,” Shawna said.

I let her do the talking. If I had my way, he’d be the last person I called to tell the good news, but in this case I bowed to Shawna’s diplomatic skills.

He zipped his jacket, pulling up the collar in preparation for heading outside. His gaze shifted to me. I stiffened.

“Take care of yourself, Killian.” His tone had a certain softness to it, as if he were trying to connect with me. To reach out and touch the part of me that had once loved him.

“You, too,” I said curtly.

He walked out and Shawna shot me a quick look. “Still haven’t gotten over him, have you?”

I stiffened. “What makes you say that?”

“The fact that your hostility has an undeniably passionate edge to it.”

She looked me up and down and shook her head knowingly. “No doubt about it, sistah, you’re still holding a torch for that one.”

“Boy, are you living in a dream world.”

I glanced away so she couldn’t read any more of the raw emotions flickering across my face. Shawna was only three years older than me, but she had a tendency to take on the role of the all-knowing older sister, a trait that never ceased to annoy me. Basically, I hated her uncanny ability to read me.

“Well, he’s gone and that’s all that matters for now.” She picked up a small package on the bedside table and slipped out a premoistened swab. She leaned over the rail to moisten Charlie’s chapped lips around the adhesive tape securing the breathing tube in his mouth.

“Jack’s been pretty decent about staying out of our way these past few years. I can’t really fault him for wanting to stop by and see Pop now.” She glanced up, her dark eyes wistful. “Pop never hated anyone in his entire life. He didn’t even fault Jack for testifying against him in court. He forgave him—told all of us to forgive him, too.”

“Guess I’m not as kindhearted as Pop,” I said. “But then, he’s always been soft when it came to dealing with Jack. In fact, he was too kindhearted toward all of us. None of us deserved him. Or Claire.”

Shawna reached up and touched my shoulder. “Save it, sweetie. He’s gonna pull through this. He’s too strong to give up.” She swallowed her own obvious pain. “Craig Gibson, Pop’s lawyer, stopped by yesterday. Charlie has a health proxy and a will. He appointed you as the executor of his estate and gave you power of attorney.”

I couldn’t hide my surprise. “Me? Why me?”

Shawna shrugged. “I don’t know. I just know that the suit who stopped by here said for you to get in touch with him as soon as you arrived.”

She glanced over at the clock hanging over the head of Charlie’s bed. “Too late now, but he wants to see you in his office tomorrow morning at 9:00 a.m. sharp. Something to do with Charlie’s will.” She patted my arm. “Now get some rest. You need to be fresh for Pop in the morning.”

I nodded, shrugged into my oversize down jacket, zipped it up and headed for the door.

“Oh, wait,” Shawna said.

I turned back.

Her face had that worried, indecisive look she got when she wasn’t sure she wanted to share her information. Big sister syndrome—what degree of truth do you tell the little ones?

“Just say it,” I said.

“Some weird stuff has been going on.”

“Weird how?”

“People showing up in Pop’s room who no one knows. And it’s always when one of us isn’t right here in the room.”

I walked back over to the bed. “You’re talking about people who aren’t hospital staff, right?”

Shawna nodded. “One time, I came back in after going down the hall for ice and the hose from his respirator was off—just laying on his chest. He couldn’t breathe. His lips were blue.”

Fear tightened in my belly. “What did the nurses say?”

“They said the hose pops off like that sometimes. But an alarm is supposed to go off. For some reason, it didn’t happen that time.” She paused for a moment and then continued, “When I asked if anyone had been in the room, they said some guy stopped in for a quick visit. No one knew his name and by the description, it didn’t sound like anyone Pop knows.”

From her expression I could tell there was more. “Tell me the rest.”

“Well, when I came in last night, Craig was on the phone in the hall and when I walked in the room, some guy was leaning over the bed fiddling with Pop’s IV tube. Soon as I walked in he dropped it and said something about it looking fine and hightailed it out of here. None of the nurses knew who he was.”

“Have you told the police all of this?”

Shawna nodded. “They told me I was overreacting. They won’t put a guard on him no matter what any of us say.”

I pulled my cell phone out of my pocket and punched in a number. “Then we’ll get our own. Dickie Petrova from the old neighborhood opened his own security business. We’ll use him.”

“That’s going to cost us a mint, Killian.”

I shrugged. “I’ll pay for it.”

Dreams of upgrading my cabin in the woods on my tiny piece of heaven right outside Keene Valley flew out the window like a puff of wood smoke escaping from a cast-iron stove, but I didn’t care. Pop’s safety was more important, and he would have done it for me, for any of the kids. That and more.

Until I found out what was going on, Pop was getting twenty-four-hour protection. And his lawyer was going to have a lot of questions to answer tomorrow when I arrived at his office. Something was going on and it didn’t add up to a simple hit-and-run case.