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Kim

Change 3–Day 201

I lit the match today.

I lit the match and I held the flame to the dynamite and I watched the fuse burn into dust and I stood very still when the explosion went off and blew everything in my life wide open in a blinding light.

It was glorious.

Do you have any idea how amazing it feels to show people who you are?

It’s like watching those Planet Earth nature specials, where every creature, every insect, every leaf, every droplet of water is so full of beauty and essential goodness that your heart buoys and your endorphins flood their happy juices, and you believe anew that the world, filled with garbage and garbage people though it may be, is still a ceaseless miracle.

That’s what telling the truth about yourself feels like. Especially when you’ve spent years holding in a giant secret about who you are. It’s like nothing so much as being born, released from darkness, exploding like a GD Katy Perry firework across the sky.

This afternoon, I was a firework. And I know there will be fallout. Debris. Cleanup. But I’m too tired to think about that. Right now I want to bask in my shine.