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Unconditionality is absolute?

And there it is, the eternal unconditionality. But the human being, in the development of the free will given to him, was allowed to dream a tiny illusion of skepticism. Deeply shocked by this freedom, he was now afraid of what he regarded as almighty and of whose existence he had doubted. From the tiny particle of unbelief, he created, in potentiation of this tiny doubt, this judgment, his sad, lonely world, in which from then on he tried to hide from the unconditionality of creation.

There is no true love in judgment?

In this world of judgment, of doubt, of fragmentation, of the ego, true love has no place. Every single word of the so-called "communication" operated by the ego, not only reduces it to absurdity, but also portrays it as ridiculous. This makes it clear, that nothing at all, that seems to be perceived in any way outside of this unconditionality, could make even the slightest sense.

The belief, that unconditionality is death?

There is the jumping point: We see ourselves, in bright moments, facing an unconditionality, that only scares us. Even more: From our point of view, trapped in guilty verdict, we link this feeling, this actually indescribable something, with death, at the same time knotted with our concept of whatever “God”. That is pure fear. Terror, uncertainty, may be, horror.

Living in the fear of doubt?

But where is our horror, our fear ultimately based? We saw it. It's the doubt, it's the fragmentation. It is our ignorance, the inability of our thought system to see the whole. We doubt every second instead of accepting in silent gratitude. And we refuse to look to the source. We content ourselves with the allegations, that arise from our fragmenting illusions. Transform these superficialities in our thinking, by dividing them again and again into gigantic constructions.

The unconditional is loving?

This is the black paint, that is poured onto the luminous image of the unconditional! This is the stinking dung heap, that each and every one of us dumped on them! And it seems so infinitely difficult to us, to recognize, that behind what we dream, uncon-ditionality we have given it the most terrible attributes, - and, that it is a loving unconditionality. We can trust her in everything.

No more reason to fear?

All of our fears are unfounded! But to look at them, to see the abyss, that separates the deceptive underground of our dreams and our black fear of unconditionality, means, - to go into the darkness we have created ourselves - to realize, that it never existed. We jump from our rock, step into the black throat, and at the same moment land on golden ground.

Pure, unalterable joy?

Do you understand what it means when you realize, that unconditionality is loving? This is pure joy. Don't worry, there are no worries left. You could burst with gratitude. This experience is a baptism towards meaning. A true rebirth, a recognition, an awakening. An orgasm, a conception, a birth, in absolute trust, as it could never be experienced before.

Trustful knowledge of the right path?

Trust in creation, in the Father, by whose hand we move without even the slightest hint of fear. Certain, that we are guided by him on the right path. May the path seem rocky now and then. We know, that every single pebble we encounter, is where it is, in the perfect place. Just as we do and are exactly the right thing in our life, this life, which is now so unconditionally, will be more and more flooded with noticeable love of creation. This is how it is.

Summary

We realize, that all the hierarchies of which we claim our life to be, have been dissolved from the unconditional in love since the beginning of time, since all eternity, the infinity. That all, that remains is the happy trust of the little child. The grinning fool. The meditating Buddha. Let the children and the fools come to me, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!