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The kettle descants in a cozy drone,

And the young wife looks in her husband’s face,

And then at her guest’s, and shows in her own

Her sense that she fills an envied place;

And the visiting lady is all abloom,

And says there was never so sweet a room.

And the happy young housewife does not know

That the woman beside her was first his choice,

Till the fates ordained it could not be so.

Betraying nothing in look or voice

The guest sits smiling and sips her tea,

And he throws her a stray glance yearningly.

“And now to God the Father,” he ends,

And his voice thrills up to the topmost tiles:

Each listener chokes as he bows and bends,

And emotion pervades the crowded aisles.

Then the preacher glides to the vestry-door,

And shuts it, and thinks he is seen no more.

The door swings softly ajar meanwhile,

And a pupil of his in the Bible class,

Who adores him as one without gloss or guile,

Sees her idol stand with a satisfied smile

And re-enact at the vestry-glass

Each pulpit gesture in deft dumb-show

That had moved the congregation so.

“Sixpence a week,” says the girl to her lover,

“Aunt used to bring me, for she could confide

In me alone, she vowed.  ’Twas to cover

The cost of her headstone when she died.

And that was a year ago last June;

I’ve not yet fixed it.  But I must soon.”

“And where is the money now, my dear?”

“O, snug in my purse.. Aunt was so slow

In saving it – eighty weeks, or near.”.

“Let’s spend it,” he hints.  “For she won’t know.

There’s a dance to-night at the Load of Hay.”

She passively nods.  And they go that way.

“Would it had been the man of our wish!”

Sighs her mother.  To whom with vehemence she

In the wedding-dress – the wife to be —

“Then why were you so mollyish

As not to insist on him for me!”

The mother, amazed: “Why, dearest one,

Because you pleaded for this or none!”

“But Father and you should have stood out strong!

Since then, to my cost, I have lived to find

That you were right and that I was wrong;

This man is a dolt to the one declined.

Ah! – here he comes with his button-hole rose.

Good God – I must marry him I suppose!”

They sit and smoke on the esplanade,

The man and his friend, and regard the bay

Where the far chalk cliffs, to the left displayed,

Smile sallowly in the decline of day.

And saunterers pass with laugh and jest —

A handsome couple among the rest.

“That smart proud pair,” says the man to his friend,

“Are to marry next week.. How little he thinks

That dozens of days and nights on end

I have stroked her neck, unhooked the links

Of her sleeve to get at her upper arm.

Well, bliss is in ignorance: what’s the harm!”

“You see those mothers squabbling there?”

Remarks the man of the cemetery.

One says in tears, ‘’Tis mine lies here!’

Another, ‘Nay, mine, you Pharisee!’

Another, ‘How dare you move my flowers

And put your own on this grave of ours!’

But all their children were laid therein

At different times, like sprats in a tin.

“And then the main drain had to cross,

And we moved the lot some nights ago,

And packed them away in the general foss

With hundreds more.  But their folks don’t know,

And as well cry over a new-laid drain

As anything else, to ease your pain!”

“My stick!” he says, and turns in the lane

To the house just left, whence a vixen voice

Comes out with the firelight through the pane,

And he sees within that the girl of his choice

Stands rating her mother with eyes aglare

For something said while he was there.

“At last I behold her soul undraped!”

Thinks the man who had loved her more than himself;

“My God – ’tis but narrowly I have escaped. —

My precious porcelain proves it delf.”

His face has reddened like one ashamed,

And he steals off, leaving his stick unclaimed.