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Robbie Templeton felt a familiar, churning sensation in the pit of his stomach as he walked through the revolving doors of the Kruger-Brent building on Park Avenue.

‘Good morning, Mr Robert.’

‘Nice to see you again Mr Robert.’

‘Is your father expecting you?’

Everybody knew him. The receptionists, in their gray flannel company uniforms, the security guards, even José, the janitor. Robert Templeton was Kate Blackwell’s great-grandson, fifteen years old, with the world at his feet. One day he would take his place as CEO and Chairman.

So they said.

Robbie had been coming to this building with his mother since he was a little boy. The impressive, marble-floored atrium with its six-foot flower arrangements and walls smothered with priceless modern art, Basquiats and Warhols and Lucien Freuds, was Robbie’s playroom. He’d played peek-a-boo in the elevators and hide-and-seek down the long, corporate corridors. He’d swung his legs and spun around in Kate Blackwell’s swivel chair until he was too dizzy to stand.

All his life he’d tried to love the place. Tried to feel the passion and nostalgia that everyone assumed he’d been born with. But it was no good. Walking through the familiar revolving doors today felt the same as it always did: like walking through the gates of hell.

His mind wandered back to his seventh birthday. His great-grandmother, Kate, had promised him a birthday treat.

‘Something wonderful, Robert. It’ll be just the two of us.’

He remembered being so overcome with excitement, he couldn’t sleep the night before. Something wonderful. A private visit to FAO Schwartz? All he could eat at Chuck. E. Cheese’s? Disneyland?

When Kate lead him through the doors of the boring office building, he assumed she must have left something behind there. An umbrella, perhaps? Or her Mickey Mouse ears?

‘No my darling,’ she told him, her rheumy old eyes alight with a passion he couldn’t comprehend. ‘This is your surprise. Do you know where we are?’

Robbie nodded miserably. They were at Daddy’s office. He’d been here hundreds of times with Mommy, and it always made him feel weird. It was too big. And empty. When you shouted real loud, the walls threw your voice back at you. Though he couldn’t have explained it, he’d always had the feeling that the office made his daddy sad too. Neither of them really belonged here.

But his great-grandmother saw things differently.

‘This is our kingdom, Robert! Our palace. One day, when I’m gone and you’re all grown up, this will all be yours. All of it.’

She squeezed his hand. Robbie wondered where she was planning on going, and how long she’d be. He loved his great-grandmother, even if she did have crazy ideas about boring old office buildings being palaces. He hoped she wouldn’t be gone too long.

It was a Sunday, and the building was deserted. Leading him into the elevator, Kate pressed the button for the twentieth floor. Soon they were in her office. Installing Robbie in the leather-backed swivel chair behind her desk, Kate sank into the armchair in the corner, the one usually reserved for visiting dignitaries, ambassadors, presidents and kings.

Robbie could hear her voice now.

‘Close your eyes, Robert. I’m going to tell you a tale.’

It was the first time that Robbie had heard the whole story of Kruger-Brent, Limited, the company that had made his family wealthy, and famous, and different from everybody else’s family. Even at seven, Robbie Templeton knew he was different from the other kids. Even at seven, he wished with all his heart that it weren’t so.

Today, of course, Robbie Templeton knew the Legend of Kruger-Brent by heart. It was as much a part of him as the blood in his veins and the hair on his head. He knew all about Jamie McGregor, Kate’s father. About how he had come to South Africa from Scotland in the late eighteen-hundreds, penniless but determined, and founded the most profitable diamond mining business in the world. Jamie had been cheated by a local merchant, Salomon Van der Merwe. With the help of Van der Merwe’s brave black servant, Banda, Jamie had taken his revenge; first by stealing the perfect, twenty-carat diamond on which the Kruger-Brent empire was founded, and then by impregnating Van der Merwe’s daughter, Margaret – Kate Blackwell’s mother.

The name of the company Jamie founded was a further insult to the merchant who had not only cheated him but tried to have him killed. Kruger and Brent were the names of the two Afrikaaner guards who had chased Jamie and Banda as they fled for their lives, their pockets weighed down with Van der Merwe’s diamonds.

Kate herself had no memories of her father, who died when she was very young. But it was clear from the hushed, reverend tones in which she spoke of him that in her eyes, Jamie McGregor was nothing short of a God. She loved to tell Robert how much he looked like his great-great-grandfather. And indeed, if the portrait of Jamie McGregor that hung in Cedar Hill House was anything to go by, the resemblance was striking.

Robbie knew his great-grandmother meant it as a compliment. But he wished she’d stop saying it all the same.

After Jamie McGregor’s death, Kruger-Brent was run for two decades by his friend and right-hand man, another Scot named David Blackwell. Kate fell in love with David. Despite being twenty years her senior, and at one point engaged to another woman, David ended up marrying her. As so often in her life, Kate had seen something she wanted and refused to rest until she made it her own.

David Blackwell was the second great love of Kate’s life.

The first was Kruger-Brent, Limited.

When David was killed in a mine explosion shortly after the war, everyone had expected his young, pregnant widow to grieve for a year or so and then marry again. But it never happened. Having lost one love, Kate Blackwell devoted the rest of her long life to the other. Kruger-Brent became her sun and her moon, her lover, her obsession, her world. Under Kate’s chairmanship, the company grew from being a successful African diamond business to a global giant, with holdings in copper, steel, petrochemicals, plastics, telecoms, aerospace, real estate and software. The company had offices in every sector in every market in every corner of the globe. And still Kate Blackwell’s lust for acquisition and expansion remained insatiable. Even stronger, however, was her obsession with finding an heir. Someone within the extended Blackwell clan who could carry on her good work and take the firm to even greater heights of world domination after she died.

When her own son, Tony, buckled under the pressure of his inheritance and lost his sanity, Kate transferred her ambitions to his twin daughters: Alexandra, Robbie’s mother, and Eve, his scary aunt. Eve and Alexandra’s mother died giving birth to them. With their father confined to a mental institution, it was left to Kate to raise the two little girls.

From the start, Kate Blackwell was determined that one of her granddaughters should take over Kruger-Brent when they came of age. For many years, it was going to be Eve. Eve was always the dominant twin, and her succession seemed natural. But then something terrible happened. Something so bad, it had convinced Robbie’s great-grandmother to cut Eve out of her inheritance altogether.

Whatever the terrible thing was, it was a secret Kate had taken with her to the grave. Robbie would have liked to ask his Aunt Eve himself what had happened all those years ago, but he was far too frightened. With her shrouded face and strange, cryptic way of talking, Aunt Eve had always given him nightmares. Even his parents seemed a little bit afraid of her, which frightened Robbie even more.

Still, he longed to know what had passed between his great-grandmother and his aunt. Because whatever it was, it was responsible for his own, unhappy position. Like his grandfather Tony before him, Robbie had dreams outside of Kruger-Brent. All he’d ever wanted to do was play piano. But Kate Blackwell had named him as her heir against his own, and his parents’ express wishes. The force of her will was unstoppable, something generations of her family had learned the hard way.

Robbie smiled at Karis Brown, the head receptionist. A softly spoken brunette in her mid forties, with a trim figure and dancing, merry hazel eyes, Karis had the sort of face that radiated kindness. Though far less beautiful, she reminded Robbie a bit of his mother.

‘Dad’s not expecting me. At least, I don’t think he is.’

There was always the possibility that Mr Jackson, the principal of St Bede’s, Robbie’s prestigious private high school, had called ahead.

Karis Brown raised a questioning eyebrow. ‘Not in any trouble I hope?’

Robbie shrugged sheepishly. ‘No more than usual.’

‘Well in that case, I guess I’d better send you up. Good luck.’

She handed him a specially coded card for the elevator that would allow him access to the twentieth floor. All the Blackwell family’s private offices were on the top two floors of the building, and security was tight.

‘Thanks.’

Karis Brown watched Robbie shuffle reluctantly over to the elevators, hands thrust deep in his pockets, and wondered what mischief he’d been up to this time. Like most of the Kruger-Brent staff, Karis Brown had a soft spot for Robbie. How could you not love him, with those soulful gray eyes and that mop of surfer-blond hair, and the adorable way he blushed whenever you looked him in the eye? Everyone at the firm knew that Robbie Templeton was a wild child. Ever since his mom died he’d been flying off the rails faster than an express train on black ice, poor lamb. In the last five years, he’d been expelled from more schools than Karis Brown could count. But to meet him you’d never believe it. He seemed such a sweet, shy, gentle soul.

The elevator doors closed behind him. Karis Brown hoped his dad wouldn’t be too rough on him.

‘You did whaaat?’

Peter Templeton was having a bad day. He’d woken up with the daddy of all hangovers. He knew he was drinking too much lately, but the guilt only served to make his pounding headache worse. People told him his grief would lessen in time, but it was four years now since he’d lost Alex and the loneliness was as bad as ever. Evenings were the worst. During the daytime he’d learned to busy himself with work, or with Lexi.

At four years old, Lexi was a Pandora’s box of delights and surprises. Every day she came out with something new and funny that melted her father’s heart anew. But by eight o’clock at night the little girl was out like a light, however hard Peter tried to keep her awake. When Lexi went to bed, it was like someone switching off his life-support machine. By eight-thirty he’d usually found the whisky. By ten, as often as not, he was out cold.

This morning, hung over again, he’d arrived at the office to find his desk piled high with work. It was bonus time at Kruger-Brent, one of the most stressful times of the year. Other board members made most of the big decisions, but since Brad Rogers’ retirement Peter Templeton was the nominal CEO. This meant it was his job to manage the expectations of Kruger-Brent’s star performers (an impossible task – good people never believed they were getting paid enough), as well as to reprimand the underachievers.

What right do I have to reprimand anyone? They all know I’m the biggest piece of dead wood in the entire company. I’m a psychiatrist, not a businessman. If only I’d been stronger with Kate Blackwell all those years ago. I don’t belong at Kruger-Brent. No one knows that better than I do.

The fog in his brain had finally begun to clear. Then Robert turned up bold as brass and announced that they were kicking him out of St Bede’s.

‘I told you what I did, Dad. I smoked a joint. Jeez. One joint. It’s no big deal.’

The throbbing between Peter’s temples had returned with a vengeance.

‘Robert. You smoked a joint in math class. What did you think was going to happen? Did you think your teacher was going to let that slide?’

Robbie stared out of the window. Normally you could see a panoramic Manhattan skyscape from his father’s office, but today was so cloudy it had disappeared, smothered by an eerie rainbow of grays.

‘God damn it, Robert, I’m at my wit’s end. I can’t help you if you insist on sabotaging your own life like this. Don’t you care about your future?’

My future? How am I supposed to care about my future when I can’t figure out my present? I don’t even know who I am.

‘If you think you’re going to spend the rest of the year lounging around at home doing sweet Fanny Adams, you can forget it Buster.’

Sweet Fanny Adams? Buster? He talks like a character from a 1950s comic book. No wonder he doesn’t get it.

‘You’re grounded. As of right now.’

‘I thought you said I wouldn’t be lounging around at home.’

‘Don’t talk back to me! Don’t you dare!’ Peter’s voice was so loud the secretaries at the other end of the corridor could hear him. ‘You will see no one. You will talk to no one. You want to waste your life, Robert? You want to wind up in prison? Well maybe it’s time you had a taste of what prison feels like.’

Robbie laughed. He knew it was the worst possible thing to do at that moment, but he couldn’t help himself.

You want to give me a taste of what prison feels like? Jesus, Dad. My whole life is a prison. With no parole! Can’t you see that? I’m trapped.

‘You think this is funny?’ Peter was shaking with rage.

Robbie turned to face him. ‘No. No, I don’t. I …’

Wham!

The slap came out of nowhere. Peter brought his hand down across Robbie’s face with such force it sent him flying backwards. Losing his footing, Robbie cracked the back of his head against the glass of the window, then fell to the floor, stunned.

For a few seconds, father and son froze in shocked silence. Then Peter spoke.

‘I’m sorry Robert. I shouldn’t have done that.’

Robbie’s eyes narrowed. His cheek glowed livid red from the blow.

‘No. You shouldn’t.’

Scrambling to his feet, Robbie pushed past his father, head down, and stumbled towards the elevator.

‘Robert! Where are you going?’

Seconds later Robbie was back in the lobby. He pushed through the revolving doors and out into the cool, fresh air of the street. Tears streamed down his face.

God?

Mom?

Anyone?

Help me. Please, please help me!

Running blindly down Park Avenue, Robbie Templeton began to sob.

The depression had started in earnest at the age of twelve, with the onset of puberty.

Before that, Robbie remembered periods of great sadness. Times when he missed his mother so badly it registered as a physical pain, like acute, grief-induced angina. But these were only temporary interludes. By playing the piano, going for a walk outside or goofing around with Lexi, he could usually shake them off.

Once he turned twelve however, something seismic seemed to shift within him. An inner blackness took hold, and this time its presence was constant. Robbie felt as if he’d descended into a tunnel without end, and that someone had blocked off the entrance hole. There was nothing to do but put one foot in front of the other, hopelessly, for eternity. Voices, sweet voices tempting him to suicide, followed him everywhere. If it weren’t for Lexi, he would have heeded their call years ago. As it was, he struggled for his little sister’s sake to go on. On and on and on, deeper and deeper into the never-ending darkness.

Once, he’d confided in his Uncle Barney about his feelings. The next day, his father came bursting into his bedroom guns blazing, pressing Prozac into his hand and forcing him into thrice weekly sessions with a therapist. Robbie listened politely to the therapist for a year and flushed the Prozac down the toilet. He didn’t know much any more, but he knew that his father’s guilt-pills were not the answer to his problem.

That was the last time Robbie Templeton sought help from adults. From then on, he was alone.

As if the blackness weren’t bad enough, Robbie was painfully aware that he was not ‘normal’ in other ways either. Girls were a problem. His so-called friends, the group of kids who hung around him because he was rich and good-looking, and who knew nothing of the tortured boy within, were all obsessed with girls. Specifically with their breasts, legs and vaginas.

‘Did you see the tits on Rachel McPhee this semester? Those babies have, like, tripled over the summer.’

‘Annie Mathis has the sweetest, tightest little pussy in tenth grade. Talk about the Tunnel of Love!’

‘If Angela Brickley doesn’t wrap those lips around my dick by the end of this year, I swear to God I’m gonna kill myself.’

Of course, there was a lot of bullshit being talked. A lot of bravado. Robbie knew full well that most of the boys in his class were still virgins, for all their talk about pussies and blow jobs. But that wasn’t the point, or the problem. The problem was that they were all interested in girls. All of them.

Robbie Templeton wasn’t.

He remembered how his heart had stopped a few weeks ago, when Lexi announced blithely: ‘I know why you haven’t got a girlfriend.’

Skipping around the kitchen in her favorite neon-pink princess dress, sipping cherry coke from the Soda Stream through a swirly straw, she fluttered her eyelashes at Robbie like Mae West.

Four years old, and already she’s better at flirting than I am.

‘No you don’t Lexi.’

‘I do.’

Did she? Was it that obvious?

Robbie tried really hard never to look at other boys in public. So hard it sometimes made his eyes ache. Certainly he never did it at school. Not because he was scared of what the other kids might say, but because he was disgusted by his own feelings, consumed with a shame he could neither understand nor express. He couldn’t be gay. He refused to be gay. Besides, if you never did anything about your urges, if you never acted on them, then you weren’t technically gay at all. You were just confused. Weren’t you?

Lexi gazed up at him adoringly.

‘It’s because you’re waiting for me to grow up, so you can marry me. Right?’

The relief was so overwhelming, Robbie burst out laughing. Scooping his sister up into his arms, he twirled her around until she squealed with delight.

‘That’s right sweetheart. That’s exactly right.’

‘I’m your princess.’

‘Yes, Lexi. You’re my princess.’

‘Open your eyes, moron!’

Robbie glanced up. He’d been so engrossed in his own thoughts he wasn’t looking where he was going. He’d bumped into a businessman on his way to lunch, knocking him clean off his feet.

The man bellowed: ‘What are you, retarded or something? Freak.’

‘Sorry. I didn’t see you.’

Robbie kept walking, head down. Inside his head the tape kept playing, over and over: He’s right. I am a freak.

He had no idea where he was going. He knew he’d have to go home eventually, but he couldn’t face it right now. Turning into Grand Central, he bought a ticket at random and jumped on the first train to anywhere.