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It is the fifth of May, I wake up around eight because I had a bad nightmare, where the images from yesterday again before my eyes.

I cry out, because the dream was so real and pain in my wounds were torn open again.

My mom is in my room, I must tell her, for better or for worse, but I tell her everything, dad must come before.

Because both were yesterday evening went to bed early because they do not want to dictate everything from the Sections on such days always make things of which I would rather don't want to know anything about it.

I tell my parents everything and show you my wounds and the transcript on my IDT, where you are in the visor, both of which are beside themselves with rage when I want them to understand and start rumbling that you prefer silence, since I got the collar, you understand it is not, let me just say, I quickly get something ointment for my wounds.

I go out on the floor lies a letter, my knees are very soft, as I can see, the symbol of the Underground movement when opening cutting I am almost at the paper, since my fingers too much trembling and I almost cease to breathe as I pull out the sheet, in the letter I read that I should like to congratulate our very action and what do I need to know if I should say.

After the pharmacy where I ointment for the wounds and a few tablets for the pain I have brought in the stationery shops and fetch me a block and pins that I can write my parents that I had a collar.

On the way back is a letter in front of the door again, this time from the hunters, it is there that my order has changed, and you pick me for three, if I’m not there, you shoot my whole family.

I increases the breath, I must do something else? - You pick me? - Tell me not where it is going, and the letter is signed by the Commander Orban? - You want to shoot my family and have in hand, would you like us to observe the thoughts come to me last night, with the images on my IDT and I run home, on the stairs I stumble and fall through the door inside.

I am writing to my parents that I had a collar, they thank me that I went earlier and thus saves a lot of trouble.

My Dad noticed the second letter which short look out from my pocket, reads it and all its always friendly trains disappear from his face, and he will be when he reads the name ash stake at the latest.

"You know, this means nothing good, whom should we trust when it comes to the crunch and we have to go."

"Dad, don't worry - I submit him the letter from the Underground - Henry Dunant will watch over us dad, don't worry,"

Shortly before twelve Brain comes from the Resistance movement over to pick me up, I show him the letter from the hunter, he swallows and nods understandable, hugs me warmly to farewell and whispers in my ear that he wishes me luck and hopefully we will see them again soon.

We say goodbye in front of the door from each other and I will bring him to his taxi, which was organized by the Section.

After he is gone, there is a Section vehicle, from a distance, as I see it, because the hunter is a high-level official escorting the vehicle so that it is not attacked and well through the traffic.

As she holds me in front of our house will make quite differently in the stomach, in the moment when the door opens and I see my heart nearly stopped leaving it, the Commander Orban remains and I have to throw, the toast of this morning is out again and my stomach is completely empty, maybe it is better at what me expected.

She asks my father if they come into the house, he is still insecure, because they are in front of our door only nods, she looks at me, barks at me, what I have here in my room, I should go stand around and wait there.

The Minutes become hours and I am always impatient, after half an hour my mom calls me into the living room, she is in tears now I know there is really nothing good.

The Commander Orban grin at me and announced to me that I must complete my ministry in Berlin, however, I will complete my week as a judge in the government district.

In the meantime, there are no classical judge more, they were replaced by a kind of upper executor and if someone is guilty, you need to enforce the judgment, as there is only one judgment there, it says you have to shoot the accused, and the balance in the courtroom.

I am running it eerily down the back I can shoot but no man, even if it is his crime actually deserves.

I also think that you know me slowly Commander Orban to assign only cases where the accused are guilty and does not seem to be acquitted, what anyway happens only once or twice a year.

You leave me no time to pack my things, depending a hunter takes me to my arms and she grinding me into the car, my parents I can only when traveling through the darkened panes short wave, whether you look at it, I don't know, but in my mind I usually think that them have seen it.

So, I cannot run away, puts me in shackles and handcuffs, so they have me better under control and me safe.

You lead me in the car of the Commander and take me to the airport, where the plane of the Section Leader is waiting.

I wonder why this aircraft, the second convoy with even more protection when I see how I was brought, it is clear to me the Section Leader also comes with.

Six guards bring me into the aircraft, two in front and behind me, a left and right-hand sides of my arms behind me, the two have their weapons in stroke and I realize in my back.

When we are in the plane, release my chains and fix me on the seat, which, as it seems to me extra for me has been installed, my hands, elbows, knees and feet are made with straps on the feast of the chair.

My head is equipped with a seat belt strap at the head restraint.

The Section Leader comes in the plane followed by the Commander.

The Section Leader Petry consists in their seat that swivels with this in order that you may look into my eyes.

You stroke over my cheeks "So young and so rebellious. Actually, the Commander wants to kill you yesterday, but I did it your forbidden, because we still have a lot with you before, you will help us to hit the Underground small and the order is maintained.

If not, your family must believe it, thanks to your response, we know where we can hurt you. I don't know if the Commander there said unto thee, thou shalt be as presiding judge in the Underground processes to be present for the whole week."

It can get worse is going through my head. As a presiding judge directs the process, you only

Asks questions and waits until the four under judge the judgment and you as the Chairman must enforce it.

Worse it can no longer come; I must shoot people and it cannot influence whether you are guilty or not.

We land in Berlin, the Commander Orban comes again to me, leans over me and whispers in my ear "remember Emily we monitor you, an escape helps neither you nor your family, the Underground can also not help more and something very funny, with your collar can we see you in the entire building of the Court places, we know exactly which room you will stay".

I can no longer control my thoughts, I have determined this week at least ten Underground´s shot and what did the Commander so that you always know exactly where I am, what is this threat?

In the evening I still get a message on my IDT, I should pick up my robe, so I go along the corridors, always the way which on the IDT appears, after a few minutes I stand in front of a door and it appears, please enter on the IDT.

On each IDT appears, who works in the department and is present, even before you open the door.

After knocking on the door of alone and I see Tony, who had the robe for me, I take it, try it in the locker room and realize that it is very freely, when I asked him to consider writing instruction, he says "from above".

I go back to my room when I shut the door I come on the next message on my pad.

I am supposed to be in the arms issue. Is it really the seriously, they want to give me a weapon, but does I need a yes for the accused, but still very brave of them.

Can I get a new-fanged weapon in the armory, so a model I've never seen before. It looks like a normal weapon, but the deduction is not there, that it is not firing.

"What shall I do with a weapon without deduction," I snarled the types of the Armory when he wants answers, I hear a voice only too well, which to me seems familiar, Madam Commander Orban question I

"Yes, my love, do you really think we will leave you a weapon without security measures? Your weapon can only trigger when we release it, by which I mean all four under judges and I, we will, however, only if you're aiming for, otherwise on the accused is your weapon completely useless, are you surprised?"

I reciprocate not really, the only thing I didn't know was that the technique of the Section already so far.

She says to me in confidence, we can do a lot more, this is only a small part, if you don't play along and not well-behaved, we can also control you directly, not just your weapon.

Back bags on my bed and sink into my pillow, howling in the idea that nobody can help me, I am not to fight back, and my entire family is threatened and is not secure. My IDT vibrates through the room again, I cry and wonder how the torment me, shall I come before all showers, or what have you, when I read the message is a little hope in me there is a message from the Underground, but who has my new account is signed, only with Z.M. and the symbol of the dove for the movement. I immediately delete the message and go to where it was said to me.

Behind the door I expect Tony he holds a sign that I can't talk.

Next, he shows me a piece of paper and points to a small box, in which an old-fashioned smartphone and note that it is from the Underground and I can use it to communicate, it must always remain in my room and before I departure should I give it again at the next destination, Tony will contact you and send me a new one, the risk to be caught during the trip is much too large.

I put the phone between my breasts to make it up to my room to get unnoticed.

Just when I thought there is rest for tonight, you will hear the gong in the hallway and I go to eat in the cafeteria on the first floor for something to eat, to my surprise, without further harassment from, this is the first time since I'm here and I can relax a little bit.

Now I am lying on the bed and attempts to come to other thoughts, I think of my family, to London, to my friends and neighbors that I have brought you all with my actions in danger.

My view my arm swings down and now I see what I have burned, it is the Hydra of World Section Plan, which is backwards on my back that I always see him enthroned and remember who I am, I will have to serve.

After the food is rest until the next day around six, where the breakfast rung.

I lie on my bed and let me know the day or time through the head, no one is there to protect my family or my friends, I must do what you tell me and bring me to all evil deeds, no matter how hard you fall for me.

Just when I close my eyes Welcome to sleep, I notice a light under my pillow, I had mentioned a smartphone, there is a message from the Underground, which congratulates and encourages me to my made me to speak up if I need something.

I want nothing more to do with the resistance…

A thought comes to me … at the same time, we are all against the Sections, so I write "Hello, this is Emily, I would like to thank you for your trust, I will continue to fight for our cause.

I only have a great deal of concern in my family, that what happens, you can bring them to safety, I believe I'm not more length and do not want to be in danger."

The answer will come promptly "Thank you, we will continue to support us want your family to bring us into a hiding place tonight and tomorrow with a flight to Australia, in a hospital, since we can best protect your parents."

I am writing to you back "If you say to my family "Henry Dunant" sends you, because he knows that I have sent you and they can trust you."

My family and I had always said that the founder of the Red Cross will protect us, so it will work.