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My boarding house is on E Street, not too far from the clearing that once was Humphrey’s Creek but now is all filled in. Reginald would head across the clearing to the north side, which was the colored section of town. We would walk back home together from the mill sometimes, along with Stanley, and after a day of work we might have something interesting to say about a machine breaking or the coal coming in heavy or it being hot or how the belt seemed to be moving a little faster or a little slower.

It was good enough talk, and it got us across town, and Stanley would turn up a block before me into one of the rowhouses on D Street, and that was that, and then I’d head off another block with Reginald. Sometimes it didn’t go this way at all, and Reginald would fall in with a group of colored fellows, and me and Stanley would fall in with some of our boys. Stanley was married to a woman named Helen and she was nice enough, but didn’t care for me much. She really disliked Reginald for being colored, but also because we were two bachelors and had no kids and slowed down Stanley’s pace to what you might call very leisurely.

I can’t blame her on the leisurely part, I must say, because Stanley has two kids and for some reason they are a just plain rotten pair. That is not something people should say all that often about somebody’s kids, otherwise you come off as evil-spirited. I have to say it here, though, to explain why Helen could use having Stanley home and why a slow stroll with us might be a little agitating. She would sometimes have me over for dinner but not Reginald, and we never had to say anything to Reginald other than “bye,” and he’d keep heading for the clearing, and we’d turn onto D. Tonight was one of those nights, but I threw in, “Let me know what your father thinks, Reginald.”

He waved and walked on and Stanley and me started in towards his house.

Stanley’s house was a brick rowhouse, just two in from the end of the street on the west side. They was always covered with soot so they looked a lot older than they was, but they were roomy enough, and solid, and a leg up on living in a boarding house. They had little fenced in yards and some folks made a real point of making them look pretty with flowers and all. It could make people real proud those yards, being so close to a mill and all and still looking showy.

We were just a few feet from his front steps when damn if I didn’t get hit with a rock thrown by one of his kids from the lower floor window. It caught me square in the cheek and stung like hell.

“Well Goddamn, Stanley, your kids can’t even wait until I get in your house to be rotten!”

It came off worse than I wanted it to, but if you finish up a long hard day at the mill and are thinking about a nice dinner but instead get a rock in the cheek, that type thing might just fly out of you.

Stanley stopped in his tracks and stood there quiet, like he wasn’t sure what to say, and then he told his son to close the window. Helen had the other front window open. She was preparing dinner and heard me let out with “goddamn” and “kids” and “rotten,” which was all she needed—and she did not need much—to say, “Stanley, if that man thinks he can come up my walkway cursing at my children and then get a meal, he is sadly mistaken!”

She then slammed the window and skipped any mention at all of the rock that just hit me in the cheek. Their older boy, I should point out, is thirteen and it is not as if he just learned to throw or is a year or two past the diapers. He let rip good and hard and caught me square.

“I’m sorry, Stanley, but that hurt like the dickens. Your kids aren’t always rotten. Just sometimes after they do certain things they seem rotten.”

If you step back and look at what I said, saying somebody’s kids aren’t rotten, they just seem rotten, isn’t really improving things.

“Sorry, Henry,” said Stanley, “He’s playing baseball now and he’s always throwing things.”

I wondered what baseball had to do with hitting a guy in the cheek with a rock, but I was looking to patch things up after cursing and having Helen slam the window on us, so I did not ask this. And it was us she was slamming it on, because Stanley would be in more trouble than me. I’d just head home and have some bread and butter and take a good look at the cheek. He was the one heading inside and would have to explain his cursing friend who was often talking to a Negro when she saw him pass by.

“No, I’m sorry Stanley. A boy’s a boy, and I cursed with the window open and Helen right there, which isn’t much better than throwing rocks. I’ll head off and I’ll see you at the mill Monday. Tell Helen I’m sorry and tell the kid he’s got good aim but, well, good aim at somebody’s cheek, well…” I said it with a smile to show I wasn’t smarting anymore and hoping maybe he’d finish the sentence for me to his kid. He just smiled as best he could and nodded, like we were back at the belt, and I walked home to my place on E.

The Point was laid out so you knew where you stood in life. I was just on this side of the clearing, which meant I was as close to the bottom as you could be on this end of the town. The houses from C Street on up were where the higher-up employees lived, and in between were people like Stanley that weren’t real high up but had families and such or were somewhat high up and if things went well were supposed to move up the streets towards A. Guys like me got to know what it was like being in the better houses just by being able to see them. The folks in the better houses saw what was waiting for them if they started slipping over at the mill. Living on E marked me in town as not especially highly stationed.

Still, it suited me well enough. I will say the water nearby could smell God awful on some nights. I do not know what exactly goes in it from the mill, but there are so many things you throw out when you’re making steel that sometimes the steel seems like the smallest thing left. More than once there is smoke coming off the water near the mill, and judging by the color of water down at the bathing beach on some days, I’m happy not to know what exactly’s going in there.

The boarding house was a nice place, and we had a bathroom on the second floor with a few bathtubs and a shower, which, given how much dirt we all brought in at the end of the day, was far more important than a fancy porch or fancy ironwork that you saw on the nicer places at the Point. I consider myself lucky that my room was up on the second as I could see out away from the mill. I was on the north end of the building and could sometimes open a window without having soot settling on the inside too quickly.

My room was not a lot to write about, but it did tuck in under one of the gables, so I had a better window along with the view. It was pretty quiet most of the time up there. After a hard day at the mill you could maybe wash off and lie down for a minute without some loud noise keeping you from it. This was not true of many places on Sparrows Point.

Bethlehem Steel assigned a full time caretaker to the house, and he lived on the first floor, so things were a little looser up on the second. His name was Fleming and he somehow ended up with the title of “porter” from the boys, and to his thinking it was one of some importance. He was a little bit fat and had reddish cheeks that sagged down on both sides, like they was heavier than his mouth. He had some hair left, not a lot, but the company gave him a hat that looked like a train car conductor’s and he wore it regular so you usually did not notice the missing hair. Porter Fleming would give advice on all things under the sun, and with his job of keeping the single men out of trouble and the boarding house running, I will give him that he had some valuable words to offer. He is maybe 45 but a good bit wiser than his years, as the boys will age you in a hurry with some of their nonsense.

He has, in my time since arriving here, told me how to mend a broken fence the right way, salute a colonel in a way likely to lead to promotion (although I was the one coming out of the service), soft boil an egg, and write an adventure story that every child will want to read if I put it down just how he says to and don’t use profanity.

“Evening, Henry. You been in a scrape again?” was Porter’s greeting.

I held my hand up to my cheek, and sure enough, it was bleeding. I pressed on it to slow the bleeding and stood still for a minute.

“Of course, Porter, some communist came up to me and said Beth Steel’s been exploiting me. So I lit into him.”

This threw him off because if a communist had said that about Beth Steel, Porter might have mixed it up with him. He liked the idea of it but wasn’t so sure I was telling it to him straight.

“You put a steak on that Henry and hold it still for ten minutes, and the swelling will go down, and you’ll be set,” he said, turning to his bag of advice, which was not small.

“If I come across a steak, Porter, it’s not going against my cheek.”

He laughed at that, and things were okay, and he was not a bad fellow. He liked me well enough because he heard the boys on the first floor more loudly, so in his opinion the second floor boys were a pretty good bunch.

That was that with Porter, and I walked up the stairs with my hand still pressed on my cheek until the bleeding stopped. Stanley’s kid had really let rip and that rock just might have been a piece of coal the way it cut me.

I had my own little icebox in the room which wasn’t always cold in the summer but still a place to stow your food sealed up from the bugs and most of the time I kept something in there. I ate some sausage and buttered bread then set into the Sun for a good couple of hours to catch up on things in the world. With that done I drifted off to sleep.

I will tell you now about my dream that night, because I have this type more than I will say and they leave me feeling nearly run through. In it there was a small hill, I do not know where. It was close at hand, and not high, maybe just the size of one fellow standing on top of another’s shoulders. On the far side of it was John. I couldn’t see him but I knew he was there. I looked into the night air for him and just as I did a shell hit to my right and I was struck onto my back, knocking my helmet from my head. I felt for my shirt to see if I was hit. I couldn’t feel my shirt at all and just kept trying, but there was nothing.

“Get back!” I yelled to John just before another shell landed. This one was farther off, or it felt that way with the ground shaking a little less. He rarely took heed of me in Poughkeepsie and here we were in the fight and he paid me no attention at all.

“Henry, you catch up with me or leave me be!” I heard John call back. There was a shell screaming towards me again and I dove and took cover. It hit, and dirt and mud splattered on me and I was covered up to my neck the next I knew. I couldn’t move and my chest was pressed so tightly with mud I could hardly get enough air in to breathe.

“John, come back!” I yelled. It was mostly all dark and smoke settled heavy down on the ground like you might see right after the fireworks on the Fourth. Hills sprung up around me now from every side, and they came up so quickly it felt like I was sinking. He was nowhere that I could see and I still could not move. I could turn my head enough to see a horse out in the open just before the hills. It stayed still, unbothered by all of this, and turned its head towards me when I screamed John’s name again. A final shell blew and I covered my head and when I looked up the horse was down on its side and bleeding, its head rocking up and down off the ground and its legs kicking at the same time. It whinnied horribly like struck horses will and I tried to get up but I could not, my arms pinned now and nothing able to move. The ground got colder around my chest and I pressed up like a shot to get free.

With this I woke up, my arms tangled in my bed sheets and my nightshirt soaked straight through. The dream is like the others, yet it is as terrible as the first. I turned on the little lamp next to the bed, picked back up the Sun, and worked through the pages like I was reading them for the first time. My hands was shaking so badly it took some time just to start in.