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The end of this story is pretty well known, since people wound up getting killed and the trials were in the news. My brother Jake was portrayed in a lot of different ways. Some said he was just a patsy who had gotten caught up in the scheme of these upstart gangsters. Others said he did it for the money. Then there were the ones who actually believed he was an activist of some sort, or a gentleman robber, and I suppose it was easy to sympathize with that on account of what happened to him. But none of those versions is true, or entirely true. I intend to tell it straight and lay out how it all happened, and how I became involved.

It started when Jake showed up at the Westco plant and boatyard, the day we got back from herring season. That was the end of February, last year. A Monday. I was standing at the stern of the Western Lady across from Sugar, this giant Haida guy who shares the licence with Albert, the skipper. Sugar and I were the ones working the hold, but we had to wait around in the drizzling cold for the plant workers to get the hose and Transvac pump in place and line up the sorting bins. They were union guys and on the clock and in no hurry. Albert was up top, directing them from the wheelhouse.

‘Holy Mary,’ he yelled at them, which is about as close to swearing as he gets. ‘You fellows gonna move that thing or just hope it wanders down here by itself?’

‘Yeah, yeah,’ they said.

But they moved a little faster. Albert has that effect on people.

I rubbed my bad hand with my good one. The hand that got crushed hurts something fierce in the cold, even now, years after the accident. Sugar held the water hose with the steel nozzle cradled against his hip, casual as a gunfighter. While we waited, he directed it into the hold and let out a jet-blast of water, churning the fish. The herring, all belly-wet and slickly silver, were packed together in a soupy mix of blood and brine, still flecked with flakes of ice. It was a perfect-looking hold (Albert doesn’t over-fish and only ever takes his quota) but it still made me sad as hell to see. The herring had been in there for forty-eight hours and a lot of them were still half alive, still twitching. They gazed up from the depths of the hull with dull and desperate eyes that had no real understanding of their place or fate. Some of them were so ready to spawn they were already leaking roe: little yellow globules that glistened like fool’s gold.

I heard a vehicle pulling into the lot across the water from where we were moored. I looked over and saw Jake’s truck: a beat-up orange Toyota, twenty years old, with a muffler all shot to hell. I hadn’t seen my brother since Christmas. That hadn’t gone so well. We’d gotten in a fight – first with each other, then with some other guys – and he’d taken off for a while because one of them had been hurt pretty bad. Jake had a record and was worried that the guy might report it, maybe lay an assault charge on him. But nothing ever came of it. I’d talked to Jake on the phone before I headed out for herring season, and he’d gotten some new job that he claimed was legitimate. A cleaning job, was what he’d said.

Jake climbed out of the truck. He was wearing torn jeans and a bomber jacket and his red bandana. He came to the fence that separates the lot from the docks and leaned on it, his fingers hooked like talons between the chain-links. He spotted me and deliberately rattled the fence, like an ape in a cage. He was grinning like an ape, too.

Sugar asked, ‘He your friend?’

‘My brother.’

By then the union guys had manoeuvred the Transvac along our port side, but were still fiddling with the controls. I waved to get Albert’s attention.

‘Give me a minute, Albert?’

‘A minute is all you got.’

I vaulted the gunnel and landed clumsily on the dock, turning my right ankle but not badly. I made my way around the boatyard and up the gangway that connects the docks to the wharf. The water beneath reflected the cannery, but the image was all broken up by the dribbles of rain riddling the surface.

Jake waited for me at his truck, leaning back against the side, smoking a cigarette. As I came up he smiled. He’d lost one tooth when he was in jail, and still hadn’t bothered to get a cap. His hair was long and greasy and held back by the bandana. The bandana was faded and tatty as hell but it was the one Sandy had given him, years ago, so he would never replace it.

‘You look like a real fisherman, Poncho,’ he said.

‘And you look like an ex-con, Lefty.’

I removed my left work glove and we clasped hands, pulling each other into a hug. Jake and I always shake hands like that – with our left – because he’s left-handed and my right hand is the bad one. Two of the fingers are gone and the other three are all mangled, like the legs of a crab crushed under a rock. Whenever I shake hands with anyone else it’s always awkward, because even left-handed guys have learned to shake with their right.

‘You forgiven me for sucker punching you?’ he asked.

‘Let’s forget it.’

‘Close enough for me.’

‘How’d you know to come?’

‘Stopped by the cannery last week. They said your boat was due back this morning.’

I looked over at the boat. Albert was watching us from the wheelhouse, arms folded over his chest like a sentry. The union guys were passing the Transvac hose to Sugar.

‘We’re just about to empty the holds,’ I said.

‘What time do you get off tonight?’

‘We don’t get shore leave until the weekend.’

‘I need to talk to you before then.’

‘About what?’

He flicked his cigarette to the ground, between us, and twisted it out with his boot. ‘I just need to talk to you is all. Can’t you get away tonight?’

‘It’s boat policy. Nobody leaves till the boat’s stripped down. If Albert lets me go, the other guys will be choked.’

‘So sneak away.’

‘I share a cabin with the other deckhands.’

‘Ah, shit.’ He exhaled his last drag, which he’d been holding in. ‘Well, damn – I’ll be gone by this weekend.’

‘Where you going?’

‘That’s what I want to talk to you about.’

From the boat, Albert hollered to me across the water: ‘Timothy!’

He held out his hands, palm up, as if to ask what was going on. I waved.

‘Timothy?’ Jake said. ‘What is he, your dad?’

‘I got to go, man.’

‘Ask him. Tell him it’s important. You got wheels?’

‘Not any more.’

‘Walk down to the Firehall and meet me there, then.’

‘What the hell for?’

Jake just looked at me. He looked at me for a long time.

‘Oh,’ is all I said.

‘You forgot.’

‘No I didn’t.’

‘Goddamn liar.’

I started backing away. ‘Look, I’ll try to come, okay?’

‘Whatever. I’ll be there tonight, with or without you.’

He opened the door to his truck, and slid back behind the wheel.

I said, ‘If I can’t make it, I’ll call you.’

‘If you can’t make it, don’t bother.’

He slammed the door and gunned the engine. As I turned back towards the gangway I heard him peeling out, spinning his wheels as he left the lot.

On the Western Lady, Albert had come down from the wheelhouse and was helping Sugar lower the Transvac hose into the hold. I hopped onto a bollard and used that as a stepladder to clamber back over the gunnel of the Lady.

‘I got this, Albert,’ I said.

‘You sure? Because I can take over if you want to play with your friend.’

‘No, no – it’s all good.’

He grunted and stepped aside. The hose was about a foot in diameter and made of ribbed plastic. I positioned it so that the mouth dipped six inches into the soup of herring, then nodded at Sugar. He began blasting away with the water and we signalled for the dock workers to fire up the pump. The hose started to buck in my arms, wiggling amid the herring and snorting them up like the long nose of an anteater. The dark bodies flashed through the funnel, on their way to the sorter and the bins and a better place.

At around five we clocked off. Sugar went to clean himself up in the cannery washrooms, but I needed to talk to Albert. I took off my slicker and gloves and moseyed on into the galley. Evelyn, Albert’s wife, was standing at the stove, stirring something in a steel pot. She was a big lady, low-built and wide-hipped, and when we set our nets she directed us on deck while Albert navigated. She was pretty much the second-in-command on the Lady. Albert, he liked to joke that she was actually the head honcho, the big chief.

‘Smells good, Evelyn.’

‘You don’t.’

‘I know it.’ Even without the slicker, I still stank of herring. ‘What you got on there?’

‘Beef stew, and an apple pie.’

‘Hot damn.’

‘You mean hot darn.’ She pointed at me with her spoon. ‘Tracy’s coming for dinner.’

Tracy was their youngest daughter. She’d worked on the boat when I first started but had taken this season off to train for her sea captain’s certificate.

I said, ‘She mentioned something about that.’

‘She say anything else?’

‘What else might she have said?’

Evelyn smiled, and shook her head. ‘Just something we been talking about.’

She sounded sly, secretive, and raised a spoon of stew to give it a taste. She smacked her tongue theatrically, making it clear she intended to leave me wondering.

‘Say,’ I said, as if it had just occurred to me. ‘Is Albert about?’

‘Down in the engine room.’

‘Still at it.’

‘Always.’

I kicked off my boots and headed that way, down the short hall between the two cabins where we slept – one for Albert and Evelyn, one for us grunts – and down a short stepladder. The engine room was divided from the rest of the boat by a hatch, which was ajar. I pushed it open. Inside it was cramped and low and you had to hunch over as you walked to avoid cracking your head. Albert was lying on his back, shining a flashlight at the underside of some pipework.

‘Problems, Captain?’

‘Nothing that ain’t fixable. Leaking a bit of coolant.’

I hunkered down beside him, squatting on my haunches, and watched him work for a bit. He reached for a wrench lying next to him, fitted it to a nut on one of the pipes, and gave it a twist. He held his palm beneath the joint, waiting to see if that had done the trick.

‘Need a hand?’ I asked.

‘I’ll tell you when you get around to asking whatever it is you want to ask.’

‘Okay, then.’ I sat for a time, staring at the joint rather than Albert. ‘That fellow in the truck today – that was my brother.’

‘The troublemaker.’

‘He ain’t all that bad.’

‘Thought he did time in Ferndale.’

‘That was a while back.’

‘And?’

There was an oil rag on the floor at my feet. I picked that up and began wrapping it around my bad hand, for no real reason.

‘He’s only in town for a day, and wants to see me tonight.’

‘You don’t get shore leave till Saturday.’

‘I know that.’

‘Nobody leaves the boat until she’s in shape.’

‘I know that too.’

Albert shook his head and made a sound, sort of disgusted. At first I thought it was a reaction to what I’d asked, but he held up his hand, showing me the greenish glisten of coolant.

‘Washer must be shot.’

He went to work with his wrench again.

He said, ‘If I let you go, what do I tell the other guys?’

I didn’t have an answer to that, so I didn’t try.

‘Can’t very well let you go and keep them here.’

‘No sir. Reckon not.’

‘But you want me to make an exception, so you can meet your no-good brother.’

‘I told you – it ain’t that he’s no good.’

I said it sharper than I normally would have. It registered. I could tell by the way Albert paused, just for a second, in twisting that nut. Then he kept working it until it came loose, and with his forefinger fished out the old washer. He gave it to me. ‘Pass me another, will you? Should be in the top of the toolbox, front-left compartment.’

I found a new one and handed it over and waited while he fitted it. There was no use negotiating or haggling with him.

He said, ‘We’re having Tracy over for tea and pie.’

‘Evelyn told me.’

‘Did she now?’

‘She was acting pretty mysterious about something.’

He looked at me, and I could tell by the look that he was in on it, whatever it was.

‘It’s important to Evelyn. I suppose you want to skip that, too.’

‘Tracy is working the night shift, so won’t stay late. I could go after.’

He was twisting the nut back on, turning the wrench in swift rotations. On his upper forearm he had this tattoo of a heart, pink and sun-faded, which shifted with each movement.

‘I can’t give you permission to do that, Tim.’

I stared at the oil rag, at my bad hand.

‘I figured that would be the case,’ I said.

‘But if you slip away – say after we’re all down – I might look the other way.’

‘Thanks, Albert. Thanks for that.’

‘I ain’t doing you no favours. If you get caught, or they see you, I’ll come down hard on you just the same.’

He tightened the nut the last few turns, snugging it into place. On the last twist the wrench trembled with tension and the muscles in his forearm flexed. When it was done he nodded, satisfied, as if that had decided it.