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The desire absolute power, envy and malice to a special holding its summit, was the desire of my past lives. In the penultimate one, I can remember the owner of the castle. The castle belonged to the surrounding lands. With Fire and Sword extracted me ownership, and my land tripled. Oh, how nice to revel in victory and gain possession. Yet he was a man who stood above me in everything that I had to remove the knight’s helmet – is king. And I decided to become a king. But the king cut short all who are getting richer and stronger it. He became to protect the weak. War broke out. I bravely co-protivlyalsya. With united and battle-hardened warriors, he scored victory after victory over the regular army of poorly trained soldiers of the King. Thank pissed me off. I reveled in the campaign, of how the fresh early morning air at the edge of a young pine. Once we relaxed in camp, after the battle in which one of my fighters has not been lost. We were caught off guard. Beat swords enemy broke my life in its heyday. Oh, how terrible death in the prime of his youth and energy, when you see the anxious faces of comrades, you know that Nico-GDSs do not jump into the saddle, you will not leave with them, do not sit at the tables winning peers. Never feel the warmth of the campfire, the smell of food and the taste of wine. Fear gripped my whole being, breathing stopped, frozen picture vision of the world, time has stopped its pace for me. All members of the frozen no pain, no fear no more, only two feelings left in me to live. The first feeling ossified uniformity and immobility. The second is the desire to unbearable discomfort. Terrible unspeakable discomfort and immobility plunged into the need of movement. This need has grown over time, but realize it had no strength, it was not possible, because death took away the ability to live, and so moving. The engine needs stillness and movement was an inconvenience. With Techa-tion time habitual sense of movement with the help of members of the body it was forgotten and disappeared as attempts to move in this way were fraught with suffering and inconvenience monotony. A growing sense of liberation from the usual forms of movement. Picking up a heavenly feeling of ease and comfort. At the same time there was a feeling of neglect salvation. And the more quickly incorporate forgetting past life, the faster the salvation comes from the unbearable discomfort and monotony. And the time has come when born the feeling of flying with an unbearable monotony and inconvenience. But in the beginning there was light. Light pale blue appeared first before the feeling of flight. He beckoned, called the blue heavens. Finally, the monotonous feeling of tightness and discomfort suffered in the feeling of flying. During the flight, I felt something like a grunt. Like a blind man I ran across a frozen statue and they grumbled to me in the trail of old ski reproachfully, but the words were not, it was a feeling caused by this grunt. I swam in the blue light with an indescribable feeling of ease and comfort. These feelings of lightness and a sense of peace came of their own kind. On the other there was a feeling of joy of life and happiness. The joy of lightness, happiness and serenity, devoid of anxiety, fear, or fear of a more and more compelled to believe that the anxiety, fear, hunger, can be excluded from life on Earth. And people will live happily without worries, war and famine. We just need to live wisely. I felt that agree with me. Around me I gathered like-minded people, and we rushed a crowd of blue expanse, dreaming of happiness on earth. Some become less mobile, they dived down somewhere and disappeared below. I realized that they were leaving the Earth in a new birth. I could also get away, but the memory of the recent sufferings endured kept me in the world of happiness and peace. I did not leave. We are becoming less and less. Others, feeling leaving, gave in and went after him, dooming themselves to the new earthly torments and burdens. Then came my turn. I made an attempt with the senior, who showed me how to do it. He flew to the site of the lowest in our abode, it was signified a white, almost dairy haze, and showed me what it takes to dive down and do not be afraid. He dived into the milky haze, and disappeared in the dairy fog. I expect it was horrified by earthly suffering, but then reassured myself that never again will they have experienced the throes of death administer affairs causing others and ourselves such anguish. It invigorates me, it gave strength and confidence. And I decided to go to Earth to my comrades, to administer affairs of virtue to do so, to prevent the suffering and hardships of the people’s lives. I was there waiting, I’m not alone. I approached the place of departure to the earth and did not hesitate more dived.