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Chapter Three

Josh was torn between phoning Coraline to try to learn what Whitney was up to and leaving well enough alone. Given the determination of the cute reporter and her parting comment about visiting his Save Our Streets mentor, he decided to place the call. What was the worst that could happen?

“She could figure out who I am,” he muttered. He could have disclosed his real name and purpose for coming to Bygones long ago, but once he did so he knew his comfortable niche in the community would disappear. He’d had enough experiences with prior efforts at philanthropy to know that there was no way to remain disengaged without hiding his true identity. No matter how hard people tried to treat him fairly, his money made a difference. A detrimental difference in too many cases.

Coraline’s phone rang seven times before an answering machine took the call. Okay. So much for picking her brain. He’d just have to ask a few of the other merchants if Whitney had been snooping around and what, if anything, she had said about ferreting out the secrets behind the grant.

Matt Garman, the teenager whom he’d hired for afternoons so he could work on his programming without being interrupted, had reported on time and was already busy behind the counter filling drink orders.

The poor kid’s widowed father was a missionary in Turkey, so Matt lived with his grandparents, pastor Hugh Garman and his wife, Wendy. Giving the kid a job at the Cozy Cup Café had definitely helped Matt become more social. Josh could see a lot of his younger self in the tall, shy sixteen-year-old.

“Matt, you hold down the fort,” he said cheerfully as he shed his apron. “I’ve got a few errands to run. Call my cell if you need anything.”

“Yes, sir, Mr. Smith.”

Pulling on his leather bomber jacket, Josh smiled. Hearing himself called Smith instead of Barton still startled him occasionally. By the time he sold the Cozy Cup and returned to St. Louis full-time, he wondered if he’d react the same way when someone at Barton Technologies used his real name?

He turned up his collar the minute he stepped outside. Wind was howling. Holiday banners flapped from the lampposts. The decorations were way too flamboyant for his tastes but he’d stayed silent when the merchants had voted to let Lily design and implement the holiday theme so the street’s décor would be coordinated.

Josh had to agree with his father in that respect. The minimalist approach appealed to his senses more. He’d grown up with the perfect, white, conical tree decorated with strategically placed red ornaments and little else other than a matching door wreath. Anything more seemed way over the top.

Pausing in front of the flower shop he stomped clinging, wet snow off his boots before he entered. He had thought his shop was overly festooned until he saw what she had done with her own. The Christmas motif was not only occupying every available space on her display shelves, she had draped so many streamers and so much tinsel from the ceiling he had to fight the urge to duck.

“Hi, neighbor,” Lily called, able to see his reflection in the curved mirror she’d rigged between the display area and her workroom. “What’s up? I just got in some live poinsettia plants but if you take them out in this weather they’ll have to be wrapped well or they’ll go into shock and die for sure.”

“I’m good on decorations,” Josh assured her, wondering where she thought he’d find room for one more unnecessary thing in his already cramped store.

He sauntered around the edge of the counter and into her work space. “I just wondered if you’d had a visit from Whitney. She’s been bugging me about our grants again.”

Lily nodded and smiled. “She was here. Last I saw of her she was headed down the street, acting like she was on a mission.”

“That’s normal. What did she say to you?”

Lily laughed. “What didn’t she say? She is one determined lady when it comes to her job. Apparently, she saw a Christmas greeting from our benefactor at the bakery and wanted to see if I got the same one.”

“You showed her?”

“Sure. I’m keeping all my cards as mementos of my first year in Bygones. I may eventually make a scrapbook. I’ve just been too busy so far.”

“Which is a good problem to have,” Josh observed. “I saw the special arrangement you made for the church last Sunday. Very impressive.”

“Thanks. It’s one of the ways I thank God for bringing me here and helping me find the perfect husband.” She was grinning broadly. “Which reminds me. Tate wanted me to ask you if you have time to fix his home computer. We’re not looking for a handout. He’ll be glad to pay.”

“That’s not necessary,” Josh assured her. “Like I always say, it’s just a hobby.”

“Okay, but if you change your mind...”

“Have him drop it by the Cozy Cup anytime.” He had started backing toward the door. “And speaking of business, I’d better get back to mine.”

“Watch your step. It’s slippery out there.”

With a casual wave, Josh strode to her door and stepped outside. He looked up and down the street. No sign of Whitney. He checked his cell, saw no new text messages and turned toward the hardware store. At least it and the pet shop beyond had male proprietors. Their take on Whitney’s queries might be more logical than that of the women involved.

Then, if his gut was still tied in knots after talking to Patrick and Chase, he’d stop in at Allison True’s bookstore on his way back to work. Whitney Leigh wasn’t the only person who could be tenacious.

* * *

It seemed odd to Whitney that each shopkeeper, no matter what their wares, had received an identical greeting card. The letters of encouragement in the past had been more detailed, more personally suitable. These cards were nonspecific to the point of being almost insulting.

She handed Allison’s back and shook her head. “Thanks. That didn’t help at all.”

“I was afraid it wouldn’t. Sam said the same thing.”

Allison’s reference to her rekindled romance with high school math teacher and coach, Sam Franklin, set Whitney’s teeth on edge. There was no escape. She felt as if she was trapped in a snow globe made up of the perfect little town and its perfect, tiny residents. If she hadn’t feared being thought of as callous she might have quoted a famous Dickens character and said, “Bah! Humbug!”

When Allison turned to replace the card in the basket she was using to collect them, Whitney almost burst out laughing. The slogan printed on the back of her T-shirt echoed those exact words.

“Love your shirt,” Whitney said with a chuckle. “It fits my mood perfectly after spending the afternoon chasing down clues and coming up empty-handed.”

“Maybe I have something else that will help,” the dark-haired woman offered. She reached into the bottom of the basket and produced an empty envelope. “I saved this.”

“What is it?”

“There’s no return address but the postmark is St. Louis, Missouri. That’s where the card came from.”

“Really?” Whitney snatched it from her so she could closely examine it. “I wonder if anyone else saved theirs.”

“I doubt it. I’m kind of funny that way. I hate to throw things away until I’m sure I don’t need them.” She giggled. “I still have an old photo of Sam that his sister, Lori, took when she and I were teenagers.”

Sam again. Romance again. Whitney rolled her eyes before thinking, happy to note that Allison had apparently not noticed.

“Mind if I keep this?” she asked, taking care to school her features and appear professional.

“No. Not at all. I hope it helps you.”

“Thanks,” Whitney said, tucking the envelope into her tote. “I’ve been to all the other new businesses but I’m going to go back and ask if any of them saved envelopes like you did, just in case they’re not all the same.”

“Have fun,” the willowy brunette said. “I can see why you’d want to visit Josh again. If I wasn’t so in love with my Sam I’d join you.”

“I only go there for coffee. And for information,” Whitney insisted, “although I sure don’t get much of the latter.”

It was Allison’s turn to roll her eyes. Whitney ignored her. There was only one newcomer not yet spoken for. Josh Smith. She was well aware of his single status. She was also aware that there was a standoffish quality to his persona that kept others at arm’s length. Whether that was true of everyone or mostly applied to the way he related to her was of no importance.

His actions had been clear. He was barely willing to carry on a meaningful conversation with her, let alone open up and share any confidences. As far as Whitney was concerned, that meant he was interesting without being interested. Particularly in her case.

Well, fine. He could be as closemouthed as he pleased. She’d work around his reticence this time, just as she had in the past. His would be the last shop she would recheck, and when she did, she intended to hang around until he at least showed her the greeting card he had received.

Josh saw his nemesis returning—and she looked more determined than ever. That was not a good sign.

“I’ll be in the back,” he told Matt. “If anyone asks for me, tell them I’m busy.”

“But...”

Without waiting to hear what else the teen had to say, Josh ducked into the computer gaming area and passed through it to the back room. It was here that he did his repairs, reserving his upstairs living quarters for the real work that paid his bills—and supported the large staff of Barton Technologies, as well.

When he had first come to Bygones he had tried to design software on the ground floor. Since it was too hard to concentrate when he had to keep stopping to brew fancy coffee drinks, he had eventually left the workshop area to serve as a diversion and moved his serious business to his second-floor apartment.

Listening at the curtained doorway he heard Whitney’s voice. “Hi, Matt. How’s it going?”

“Good, Ms. Leigh. What can I get for you? We just got another fresh delivery from the bakery. How about something sweet?”

“No, thanks,” she replied, sounding a bit disgruntled. “I was hoping to catch your boss. Have you seen him lately?”

“Um...yes, but he said he was pretty busy.”

Josh peeked past the edge of the curtain in the doorway and saw Whitney’s face. Her brow was knit, her head cocked to one side as she studied the teenager through those heavy-rimmed glasses of hers.

When she said, “Okay. I’ll wait,” Josh decided to step forward, show himself and get it over with.

“Looking for me?”

To his surprise and chagrin, the pretty reporter brightened and began to smile. “Yes!”

Josh did his best to appear relaxed and nonchalant as he sauntered toward her. “Well, you’ve found me. What’s up?”

He saw her scanning the shelves behind the counter where he kept his coffee supplies, cups and flavorings. She was apparently not finding whatever she was looking for, because her smile was fading and her expression was growing more and more intense.

“You don’t have any Christmas cards displayed.”

“No, I don’t. By the time the merchants’ decorating committee finished, there was barely room to function, let alone do it comfortably. I saw no reason to clutter up the place with more unnecessary paper.”

“But you kept your cards, didn’t you?” She stepped closer to him and he could feel the increasing tension.

Cards? She was looking for his Christmas cards?

The reason for her quest struck him like a physical blow. Of course! She meant the cards he’d had sent to the other merchants. And not to himself.

Feeling like a fool, particularly where the quick-witted reporter was concerned, he thrust his hands into his pockets and struck a casual pose. At least he hoped it was casual, because his gut was churning and he could feel perspiration developing on his forehead.

“I’m not very sentimental,” he said flatly.

“You celebrate Christmas, don’t you?”

“Of course. I went forward, accepted Pastor Garman’s invitation and joined the church.”

“I don’t mean that. How about customs and childhood remembrances? Didn’t your family celebrate with a tree and presents and things like that when you were young?”

Josh decided it was best to explain. Maybe then she’d stop expecting him to produce the nonexistent card.

“My father didn’t go in for a lot of sentimental stuff,” Josh said. “He preferred to look at Christmas as an opportunity to further his business interests, and my mother abided by his wishes. Putting wrapped gifts under his fancy, decorator tree would have spoiled the artistic effect.”

“That is so sad,” Whitney said softly, laying her hand gently on his forearm.

The tenderness in her response caught him unawares and gave him the feeling that her empathy could reach all the way into his heart if he let it.

“Not really,” Josh insisted, stepping back just enough to escape her tender touch.

She dropped her hand. “You referred to him in the past tense. Is your father living?”

“No. He passed away just over two years ago.”

“What about your mother? Are you planning to go home for Christmas or is she coming here to Bygones?”

“Neither,” he said soberly. “My mother is wisely going on a cruise with friends. I’m delighted to see her finally making a new life for herself.”

“And you have no siblings?”

He couldn’t decide where Whitney was going with these questions but since he had already revealed so much he decided he might as well continue. “I was an only child.”

“Oh, dear.”

Josh huffed. “You don’t have to look so solemn, Ms. Leigh. I assure you, I don’t need anything beyond my own company to be content—no matter what day it is.”

Instead of arguing with him the way he had expected her to, she stared. He could see her eyes glistening.

A solitary tear tipped over her lower lashes and slowed as it passed the rim of her glasses.

Whitney whisked it away and smiled, although Josh was certain it was an effort for her to do so. “Well, you’ve promised to bring hot drinks to the tree-lighting ceremony on Saturday so I guess I’ll see you there. Right?”

“Of course.”

She held out her hand as if wanting to shake his. What could he do? He accepted her friendly overture.

The moment their fingers touched, however, he felt a surge of emotion that went straight to his heart and sent warmth flowing through and around him as if an invisible blanket now encompassed them both.

His first mistake had been taking her hand. His second was looking directly into her eyes and recognizing their emotional connection.

Time stopped. It was as if they were totally alone in the midst of the coffee shop, even though Matt was currently waiting on another customer.

More moisture sparkled in Whitney’s eyes and Josh sensed his own vision beginning to cloud. He was a practical man, just like his father had been. So what in the world was wrong with him? He didn’t need anything but his work to be content. He was planning to sell out and leave Bygones soon. His company needed him back in the home office.

Besides, maudlin sentiment was not a part of his makeup. Nor did he need sympathy. He liked his life as it had been. He knew who he was and where he belonged. Period.

Whitney was the first to break contact. Blinking, she turned away and started for the door.

As Josh watched her leave he was struck by a sense of loss beyond anything he had experienced in the past. Common sense had nothing to do with it.

And that was what scared him all the way from the top of his head to his toes.

If he could no longer rely on pure logic to answer his questions and direct his life, what else was there?