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A. L. HUXLEY
(BALLIOL)

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L'APRÈS-MIDI D'UN FAUNE

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(From the French of Stéphane Mallarmé.)

I would immortalize these nymphs: so bright

Their sunlit colouring, so airy-light,

It floats like drowsing down. Loved I a dream?

My doubts, born of oblivious darkness, seem

A subtle tracery of branches grown

The tree's true self—proving that I have known

No triumph, but the shadow of a rose.

But think. These nymphs, their loveliness ... suppose

They bodied forth my senses' fabulous thirst.

Illusion! which the blue eyes of the first,

As cold and chaste as is the weeping spring,

Beget: the other, sighing, passioning,

Is she the wind, warm in your fleece at noon?

No. Through this quiet, when a weary swoon

Crushes and chokes the latest faint essay

Of morning, cool against the encroaching day,

There is no murmuring water, save the gush

Of my clear fluted notes; and in the hush

Blows never a wind save that which through my reed

Puffs out before the rain of notes can speed

Upon the air, with that calm breath of art

That mounts the unwrinkled zenith visibly,

Where inspiration seeks its native sky.

You fringes of a calm Sicilian lake,

The sun's own mirror, which I love to take,

Silent beneath your starry flowers, tell

How here I cut the hollow rushes, well

Tamed by my skill, when, on the glaucous gold

Of distant lawns about their fountain cold,

A living whiteness stirs like a lazy wave,

And at the first slow notes my panpipes gave

These flocking swans, these naiads rather, fly

Or dive.

Noon burns inert and tawny-dry,

Nor marks how clean that Hymen slipped away

From me who seek in song the real A.

Wake, then, to your first ardour and the sight,

O lonely faun, of the old fierce white light,

With, lilies, one of you for innocence.

Other than their lips' delicate pretence,

The light caress that quiets treacherous lovers,

My breast, I know not how to tell, discovers

The bitten print of some immortal's kiss.

But hush! a mystery so great as this

I dare not tell, save to my double reed,

Which, sharer of my every joy and need,

Dreams down its cadenced monologues that we

Falsely confuse the beauties that we see

With the bright palpable shapes our song creates:

My flute, as loud as passion modulates,

Purges the common dream of flank and breast,

Seen through closed eyes and inwardly caressed,

Of every empty and monotonous line.

Bloom then, O Syrinx, in thy flight malign,

A reed once more beside our trysting-lake.

Proud of my music let me often make

A song of goddesses and see their rape

Profanely done on many a painted shape.

So, when the grape's transparent juice I drain,

I quell regrets for pleasure past and feign

A new real grape. For holding towards the sky

The empty skin, I blow it tight and lie

Dream-drunk till evening, eyeing it.

Tell o'er

Remembered joys and plump the grape once more.

Between the reeds I saw their bodies gleam

Who cool no mortal fever in the stream,

Crying to the woods the rage of their desire:

And their bright hair went down in jewelled fire

Where crystal broke and dazzled shudderingly.

I check my swift pursuit; for see where lie,

Bruised, being twins in love, by languor sweet,

Two sleeping girls, clasped at my very feet.

I seize and run with them, nor part the pair,

Breaking this covert of frail petals, where

Roses drink scent of the sun and our light play

'Mid tumbled flowers shall match the death of day.

I love that virginal fury, ah! the wild

Thrill when a maiden body shrinks, defiled,

Shuddering like arctic light, from lips that sear

Its nakedness ... the flesh in secret fear!

Contagiously through my linked pair it flies

Where innocence in either, struggling, dies,

Wet with fond tears or some less piteous dew.

Gay in the conquest of these fears, I grew

So rash that I must needs the sheaf divide

Of ruffled kisses heaven itself had tied.

For as I leaned to stifle in the hair

Of one my passionate laughter (taking care

With a stretched finger, that her innocence

Might stain with her companion's kindling sense,

To touch the younger little one, who lay

Child-like unblushing) my ungrateful prey

Slips from me, freed by passion's sudden death,

Nor heeds the frenzy of my sobbing breath.

Let it pass! others of their hair shall twist

A rope to drag me to those joys I missed.

See how the bursting currants ripe and red

To quench the thirst of the mumbling bees have bled;

So too our blood, kindled by some chance fire,

Flows for the swarming legions of desire.

At evening, when the woodland green turns gold

And ashen-grey, 'mid the quenched leaves, behold!

Red Etna glows, by Venus visited,

Walking the lava with her snowy tread

Whene'er the flames in thunderous slumber die.

I hold the goddess!

Ah, sure penalty!

But the unthinking soul and body swoon

At last beneath the heavy hush of noon.

Forgetful let me lie where summer's drouth

Sifts fine the sand, and then with gaping mouth

Dream, planet-struck by the grape's round wine-red star.

Nymphs, I shall see the shade that now you are.

Oxford Poetry 1917-1921

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