Читать книгу The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 14, No. 84, October, 1864 - Various - Страница 4

When all the leaves were red or brown,

Or golden as the summer sun,

And now and then came flickering down

Upon the grasses hoar and dun,

Through which the first faint breath of frost

Had as a scorching vapor run,

I rode, in solemn fancies lost,

To join my troop, whose low tents shone

Far vanward to our camping host.

Thus as I slowly journeyed on,

I was made suddenly aware

That I no longer rode alone.

Whence came that strange, incongruous pair?

Whether to make their presence plain

To mortal eyes from earth or air

The essence of these spirits twain

Had clad itself in human guise,

As in a robe, is question vain.

I hardly dared to turn my eyes,

So faint my heart beat; and my blood,

Checked and bewildered with surprise,

Within its aching channels stood,

And all the soldier in my heart

Scarce mustered common hardihood.

But as I paused, with lips apart,

Strong shame, as with a sturdy arm,

Shook me, and made my spirit start,

And all my stagnant life grew warm;

Till, with my new-found courage wild,

Out of my mouth there burst a storm

Of song, as if I thus beguiled

My way with careless melody:

Whereat the silent figures smiled.

Then from a haughty, asking eye

I scanned the uninvited pair,

And waited sternly for reply.

One shape was more than mortal fair;

He seemed embodied out of light;

The sunbeams rippled through his hair;

His cheeks were of the color bright

That dyes young evening, and his eyes

Glowed like twin planets, that to sight

Increase in lustre and in size,

The more intent and long our gaze.

Full on the future's pain and prize,

Half seen through hanging cloud and haze,

His steady, far, and yearning look

Blazed forth beneath his crown of bays.

His radiant vesture, as it shook,

Dripped with great drops of golden dew;

And at each step his white steed took,

The sparks beneath his hoof-prints flew,

As if a half-cooled lava-flood

He trod, each firm step breaking through.

This figure seemed so wholly good,

That as a moth which reels in light,

Unknown till then, nor understood,

My dazzled soul swam; and I might

Have swooned, and in that presence died,

From the mere splendor of the sight,

Had not his lips, serene with pride

And cold, cruel purpose, made me swerve

From aught their fierce curl might deride.

A clarion of a single curve

Hung at his side by slender bands;

And when he blew, with faintest nerve,

Life burst throughout those lonely lands;

Graves yawned to hear, Time stood aghast,

The whole world rose and clapped its hands.

Then on the other shape I cast

My eyes. I know not how or why

He held my spellbound vision fast.

Instinctive terror bade me fly,

But curious wonder checked my will.

The mysteries of his awful eye,

So dull, so deep, so dark, so chill,

And the calm pity of his brow

And massive features hard and still,

Lovely, but threatening, and the bow

Of his sad neck, as if he told

Earth's graves and sorrows as they grow,

Cast me in musings manifold

Before his pale, unanswering face.

A thousand winters might have rolled

Above his head. I saw no trace

Of youth or age, of time or change,

Upon his fixed immortal grace.

A smell of new-turned mould, a strange,

Dank, earthen odor from him blew,

Cold as the icy winds that range

The moving hills which sailors view

Floating around the Northern Pole,

With horrors to the shivering crew.

His garments, black as minèd coal,

Cast midnight shadows on his way;

And as his black steed softly stole,

Cat-like and stealthy, jocund day

Died out before him, and the grass,

Then sear and tawny, turned to gray.

The hardy flowers that will not pass

For the shrewd autumn's chilling rain

Closed their bright eyelids, and, alas!

No summer opened them again.

The strong trees shuddered at his touch,

And shook their foliage to the plain.

A sheaf of darts was in his clutch;

And wheresoe'er he turned the head

Of any dart, its power was such

That Nature quailed with mortal dread,

And crippling pain and foul disease

For sorrowing leagues around him spread.

Whene'er he cast o'er lands and seas

That fatal shaft, there rose a groan;

And borne along on every breeze

Came up the church-bell's solemn tone,

And cries that swept o'er open graves,

And equal sobs from cot and throne.

Against the winds she tasks and braves,

The tall ship paused, the sailors sighed,

And something white slid in the waves.

One lamentation, far and wide,

Followed behind that flying dart.

Things soulless and immortal died,

As if they filled the self-same part;

The flower, the girl, the oak, the man,

Made the same dust from pith or heart,

Then spoke I, calmly as one can

Who with his purpose curbs his fear,

And thus to both my question ran:—

"What two are ye who cross me here,

Upon these desolated lands,

Whose open fields lie waste and drear

Beneath the tramplings of the bands

Which two great armies send abroad,

With swords and torches in their hands?"

To which the bright one, as a god

Who slowly speaks the words of fate,

Towards his dark comrade gave a nod,

And answered:—"I anticipate

The thought that is your own reply.

You know him, or the fear and hate

Upon your pallid features lie.

Therefore I need not call him Death:

But answer, soldier, who am I?"

Thereat, with all his gathered breath,

He blew his clarion; and there came,

From life above and life beneath,

Pale forms of vapor and of flame,

Dim likenesses of men who rose

Above their fellows by a name.

There curved the Roman's eagle-nose,

The Greek's fair brows, the Persian's beard,

The Punic plume, the Norman bows;

There the Crusader's lance was reared;

And there, in formal coat and vest,

Stood modern chiefs; and one appeared,

Whose arms were folded on his breast,

And his round forehead bowed in thought,

Who shone supreme above the rest.

Again the bright one quickly caught

His words up, as the martial line

Before my eyes dissolved to nought:—

"Soldier, these heroes all are mine;

And I am Glory!" As a tomb

That groans on opening, "Say, were thine,"

Cried the dark figure. "I consume

Thee and thy splendors utterly.

More names have faded in my gloom

Than chronicles or poesy

Have kept alive for babbling earth

To boast of in despite of me."

The other cried, in scornful mirth,

"Of all that was or is thou curse,

Thou dost o'errate thy frightful worth!

Between the cradle and the hearse,

What one of mine has lived unknown,

Whether through triumph or reverse?

For them the regal jewels shone,

For them the battled line was spread;

Victorious or overthrown,

My splendor on their path was shed.

They lived their life, they ruled their day:

I hold no commerce with the dead.

Mistake me not, and falsely say,

'Lo, this is slow, laborious Fame,

Who cares for what has passed away,'—

My twin-born brother, meek and tame,

Who troops along with crippled Time,

And shrinks at every cry of shame,

And halts at every stain and crime;

While I, through tears and blood and guilt,

Stride on, remorseless and sublime.

War with his offspring as thou wilt;

Lay thy cold lips against their cheek.

The poison or the dagger-hilt

Is what my desperate children seek.

Their dust is rubbish on the hills;

Beyond the grave they would not speak.

Shall man surround his days with ills,

And live as if his only care

Were how to die, while full life thrills

His bounding blood? To plan and dare,

To use life is life's proper end:

Let death come when it will, and where!"—

"You prattle on, as babes that spend

Their morning half within the brink

Of the bright heaven from which they wend;

But what I am you dare not think.

Thick, brooding shadow round me lies;

You stare till terror makes you wink;

I go not, though you shut your eyes.

Unclose again the loathful lid,

And lo, I sit beneath the skies,

As Sphinx beside the pyramid!"

So Death, with solemn rise and fall

Of voice, his sombre mind undid.

He paused; resuming,—"I am all;

I am the refuge and the rest;

The heart aches not beneath my pall.

O soldier, thou art young, unpressed

By snarling grief's increasing swarm;

While joy is dancing in thy breast,

Fly from the future's fated harm;

Rush where the fronts of battle meet,

And let me take thee on my arm!"

Said Glory,—"Warrior, fear deceit,

Where Death gives counsel. Run thy race;

Bring the world cringing to thy feet!

Surely no better time nor place

Than this, where all the Nation calls

For help, and weakness and disgrace

Lag in her tents and council-halls,

And down on aching heart and brain

Blow after blow unbroken falls.

Her strength flows out through every vein;

Mere time consumes her to the core;

Her stubborn pride becomes her bane.

In vain she names her children o'er;

They fail her in her hour of need;

She mourns at desperation's door.

Be thine the hand to do the deed,

To seize the sword, to mount the throne,

And wear the purple as thy meed!

No heart shall grudge it; not a groan

Shall shame thee. Ponder what it were

To save a land thus twice thy own!"

Use gave a more familiar air

To my companions; and I spoke

My heart out to the ethereal pair:—

"When in her wrath the Nation broke

Her easy rest of love and peace,

I was the latest who awoke.

I sighed at passion's mad increase.

I strained the traitors to my heart.

I said, 'We vex them; let us cease.'

I would not play the common part.

Tamely I heard the Southrons' brag:

I said, 'Their wrongs have made them smart.'

At length they struck our ancient flag,—

Their flag as ours, the traitors damned!—

And braved it with their patchwork-rag.

I rose, when other men had calmed

Their anger in the marching throng;

I rose, as might a corpse embalmed,

Who hears God's mandate, 'Right my wrong!'

I rose and set me to His deed,

With His great Spirit fixed and strong.

I swear, that, when I drew this sword,

And joined the ranks, and sought the strife,

I drew it in Thy name, O Lord!

I drew against my brother's life,

Even as Abraham on his child

Drew slowly forth his priestly knife.

No thought of selfish ends defiled

The holy fire that burned in me;

No gnawing care was thus beguiled.

My children clustered at my knee;

Upon my braided soldier's coat

My wife looked,—ah, so wearily!—

It made her tender blue eyes float.

And when my wheeling rowels rang,

Or on the floor my sabre smote,

The sound went through her like a pang.

I saw this; and the days to come

Forewarned me with an iron clang,

That drowned the music of the drum,

That made the rousing bugle faint;

And yet I sternly left my home,—

Haply to fall by noisome taint

Of foul disease, without a deed

To sound in rhyme or shine in paint;

But, oh, at least, to drop a seed,

Humble, but faithful to the last,

Sown by my Country in her need!

O Death, come to me, slow or fast;

I'll do my duty while I may!

Though sorrow burdens every blast,

And want and hardship on me lay

Their bony gripes, my life is pledged,

And to my Country given away!

Nor feel I any hope, new-fledged,

Arise, strong Glory, at thy voice.

Our sword the people's will has edged,

Our rule stands on the people's choice.

This land would mourn beneath a crown,

Where born slaves only could rejoice.

How should the Nation keep it down?

What would a despot's fortunes be,

After his days of strength had flown,

Amidst this people, proud and free,

Whose histories from such sources run?

The thought is its own mockery.

I pity the audacious one

Who may ascend that thorny throne,

And bide a single setting sun.

Day dies; my shadow's length has grown;

The sun is sliding down the west.

That trumpet in my camp was blown.

From yonder high and wooded crest

I shall behold my squadron's camp,

Prepared to sleep its guarded rest

In the low, misty, poisoned damp

That wears the strength, and saps the heart,

And drains the surgeon's watching lamp.

Hence, phantoms! in God's peace depart!

I was not fashioned for your will:

I scorn the trump, and brave the dart!"

They grinned defiance, lingering still.

"I charge ye quit me, in His name

Who bore His cross against the hill!—

By Him who died a death of shame,

That I might live, and ye might die,—

By Christ the Martyr!"—As a flame

Leaps sideways when the wind is high,

The bright one bounded from my side,

At that dread name, without reply;

And Death drew in his mantle wide,

And shuddered, and grew ghastly pale,

As if his dart had pricked his side.

There came a breath, a lonely wail,

Out of the silence o'er the land;

Whether from souls of bliss or bale,

What mortal brain may understand?

Only I marked the phantoms went

Closely together, hand in hand,

As if upon one errand bent.