Читать книгу Donahoe's Magazine, Volume 15, No. 2, February 1886 - Various - Страница 2

Few deeds of guilt are strangers to my eyes,

These hands of mine have wrought full share of sin,

My very heart seemed steeled to pity's cries:

Whence then this thought that melts my soul within?

What is there in that Form that moves me so?

So sweet a victim ne'er mine eyes beheld;

That beauteous face, that majesty of woe,

That hidden something from my sight withheld.

Cease thou at least, nor join the mocking throng,

Thou heartless sharer in our common doom!

Just meed for us, but He hath done no wrong;

All seems so strange—what means the gathering gloom?

That lonely mother, there oppressed with woe,

O'erheard me now I saw her raise her eyes;

To bless me—and with clasping hands as though

She craved a something, through the darkening skies.

Hear how the priests discuss with mocking scorn

The triple scroll above His crownèd head.

"Jesus of Nazareth," the lowly born;

"King of the Jews," in Royal David's stead.

Ah, me; but I have heard that name of old

From waylaid victims in my outlaw den.

They won me from fell purpose as they told

His deeds of love and wonder amongst men.

They told me how the sea in billows dashed

Became as marble smooth beneath His feet;

How He rebuked the winds to fury lashed,

And they were hushed to murmurs low and sweet.

He, then it was that gave the blind their sight,

And made the palsied leap with bounding tread;

And as you'd wake the sleeping in the night

From even their sleep awoke the slumbering dead.

Oh, Master, had I known Thee in those days,

Fain might I too have followed Thee as Friend;

But then I was an outlaw by the ways,

And now 'tis late—my days are at an end.

"No, not too late." Oh, God! whose is that voice

That sounds within me such a heavenly strain,

And makes my being to its depths rejoice

As if it felt creation's touch again?

What is that light, that glorious light which brings

Such wondrous knowledge of things all unseen,

And yet wherein I see fair, far-off things

To mortal vision hid, however keen.

And centred in that flood of golden light,

One truth that catches all its scattered beams—

Illumed above the rest so fair, so bright:

It is thy God whose blood beside thee streams.

Oh, God of glory! hear the outlaw's prayer,

And in Thy home but kindly think of me;

I dare but ask to be remembered there,

Nor heaven I seek, but to be loved by Thee.

From off the Cross whereon the Saviour hung

Fell on his ears response of wondrous love,

More sweet than though the cherubim had sung

The sweetest songs they sing in heaven above.

Yes, loved but not remembered thou shalt be—

The absent only may remembrance claim—

But in my kingdom thou shalt dwell with me,

Companion of my glory as my shame.

Amen, amen, I say to thee that thou,

Ere yet another day illume the skies,

With crown unlike to this that binds my brow

Shalt share the glories of my paradise.