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The experience of pain
ОглавлениеWe are human and we are always subject to the occurrences of life. During our existence we will live pleasant and bad experiences. Of these, certainly the most striking are those that bring pain and traumas.
The reason for the pain can be diverse. Among the main reasons, the pain of the betrayal of a loved one, the loss of a family entity, a serious illness, unemployment, failure and pain of rejection.
I have tried some types of these pains: I have lost close relatives, I live with a genetic disease and I have already been rejected. Each of these events causes a different and very painful sensation.
It is hard to see that we will not talk to that person any more, we will not embrace or kiss him, we will not divide more victories. What comforts is the promise of the coming kingdom where the sister souls meet again. Yes, we live the promise guaranteed by my father of an eternal life full of happiness crowning our efforts in life.
The experience of the sickness that struck me harder when I was twenty-three threw me into a bottomless chasm. The friends went away, the prospects of work were exhausted, the dark night of the soul arose with great force. The support who regenerated me and raised me was from my spiritual father and my family. Without them, I do not even know what would become of me today. I was resurrected, I regained consciousness and my life became. Today, I can say that I am ready to the success.
Another remarkable experience was when fate allowed me to enter the lives of some people. Five beings that aroused me passion, attraction, seduction and love. My reaction to such a strong force was to escape, to discover, to live a secret passion and to risk. This last attitude of mine provoked a rejection whose wounds were difficult to heal. It took two years of internal recollection to finally free myself and seek new directions. Despite the painful effects, I do not regret my attitude, at least I tried to be happy. I regret it when I ran away, who knows, who would not be the person in my life? Well, I'll never really know.
In all these examples described, my greatest ally was time. Everything in life passes and time is wise. The process of regret is necessary but there comes a time when you have to let the suffering go by and live your life. front is the best decision you can make.