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Cain. What! fallen? so quickly down—so easily felled,

And so completely? Why, he does not move.

Will not he stir—will he not breathe again?

Still as a log—still as his own dead lamb.

Dead is it then? O wonderful! O strange!

Dead! dead! And we can slay each other then?

If we are wronged, why we can right ourselves;

If we are plagued and pestered with a fool

That will not let us be, nor leave us room

To do our will and shape our path in peace,

We can be rid of him. There—he is gone;

Victory! victory! victory! My heaven,

Methinks, from infinite distances borne back,

It comes to me re-borne—in multitude

Echoed, re-echoed, and re-echoed again,

Victory! victory!—distant, yet distinct—

Uncountable times repeated. O ye gods!

Where am I come, and whither am I borne?

I stand upon the pinnacle of earth,

And hear the wild seas laughing at my feet;

Yet I could wish that he had struggled more—

That passiveness was disappointing. Ha!

He should have writhed and wrestled in my arms,

And all but overcome, and set his knee

Hard on my chest, till I—all faint, yet still

Holding my fingers at his throat—at last,

Inch after inch, had forced him to relax:

But he went down at once, without a word,

Almost without a look.

Ah!—hush! My God!

Who was it spoke? What is this questioner?

Who was it asked me where my brother is?

Ha, ha! Was I his keeper? I know not.

Each for himself; he might have struck again.

Why did he not? I wished him to. Was I

To strike for both at once? No! Yet, ah!

Where is thy brother? Peace, thou silly voice;

Am I my brother’s keeper? I know not,

I know not aught about it; let it be.

Henceforth I shall walk freely upon earth,

And know my will, and do it by my might.

My God!—it will not be at peace—my God!

It flames; it bursts to fury in my soul.

What is it that will come of this? Ah me!

What is it I have done?—Almighty God!

I see it; I behold it as it is,

As it will be in all the times to come:

Slaughter on slaughter, blood for blood, and death,

For ever, ever, ever, evermore!

And all for what?

O Abel, brother mine,

Where’er thou art, more happy far than me!