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Chapter 4 A Woman’s Surrender
ОглавлениеIn a small alcove, which was raised above the level of the rest of the floor by a couple of steps and divided from the main banqueting hall by a heavy damask curtain now partially drawn aside, Mlle. d’Aumont sat in close conversation with M. le Comte de Stainville.
From this secluded spot these two dominated the entire length and breadth of the room; the dazzling scene was displayed before them in a gorgeous kaleidoscope of moving figures, in an ever-developing panorama of vividly coloured groups, that came and went, divided and reunited; now forming soft harmonies of delicate tones that suggested the subtle blending on the palette of a master, anon throwing on to the canvas daring patches of rich magentas or deep purples, that set off with cunning artfulness the masses of pale primrose and gold.
Gaston de Stainville, however, did not seem impressed with the picturesqueness of the scene. He sat with his broad back turned toward the brilliant company, one elbow propped on a small table beside him, his hand shielding his face against the glare of the candles. But Lydie d’Aumont’s searching eyes roamed ceaselessly over the gaily plumaged birds that fluttered uninterruptedly before her gaze.
With one delicate hand holding back the rich damask curtain, the other lying idly in her lap, her white brocaded gown standing out in stiff folds round her girlish figure, she was a picture well worth looking at.
Lydie was scarcely twenty-one then, but already there was a certain something in the poise of her head, in every movement of her graceful body, that suggested the woman accustomed to dominate, the woman of thought and action, rather than of sentiment and tender emotions.
Those of her own sex said at that time that in Lydie’s haughty eyes there was the look of the girl who has been deprived early in life of a mother’s gentle influence, and who has never felt the gentle yet firm curb of a mother’s authority on her childish whims and caprices.
M. le Duc d’Aumont, who had lost his young wife after five years of an exceptionally happy married life, had lavished all the affection of his mature years on the girl, who was the sole representative of his name. The child had always been headstrong and self-willed from the cradle; her nurses could not cope with her babyish tempers; her governesses dreaded her domineering ways. M. le Duc was deaf to all complaints; he would not have the child thwarted, and as she grew up lovable in the main, she found her father’s subordinates ready enough to bend to her yoke.
From the age of ten she had been the acknowledged queen of all her playmates, and the autocrat of her father’s house. Little by little she obtained an extraordinary ascendancy over the fond parent, who admired almost as much as he loved her.
He was deeply touched when, scarce out of the school room, she tried to help him in the composition of his letters, and more than astonished to see how quick was her intelligence and how sharp her intuition. Instinctively, at first he took to explaining to her the various political questions of the day, listening with paternal good-humour, to her acute and sensitive remarks on several important questions.
Then gradually his confidence in her widened. Many chroniclers aver that it was Lydie d’Aumont who wrote her father’s celebrated memoirs, and those who at that time had the privilege of knowing her intimately could easily trace her influence in most of her father’s political moves. There is no doubt that the Duc himself, when he finally became Prime Minister of France, did very little without consulting his daughter, and even l’Abbé d’Alivet, in his “Chroniques de Louis XV,” admits that the hot partisanship of France for the Young Pretender’s ill-conceived expeditions was mainly due to Mlle. d’Aumont’s influence.
When Vanloo painted her a little later on, he rendered with consummate and delicate skill the haughty look of command which many of Lydie’s most ardent admirers felt to be a blemish on the exquisite purity and charm of her face.
The artist, too, emphasized the depth and earnestness of her dark eyes, and that somewhat too severe and self-reliant expression which marked the straight young brow.
Perhaps it was this same masterful trait in the dainty form before him that Gaston de Stainville studied so attentively just now; there had been silence for some time between the elegant cavalier and the idolized daughter of the Prime Minister of France. She seemed restless and anxious, even absent-minded, when he spoke. She was studying the various groups of men and women as they passed, frowning when she looked on some faces, smiling abstractedly when she encountered a pair of friendly eyes.
“I did not know that you were such a partisan of that young adventurer,” said Gaston de Stainville at last, as if in answer to her thoughts, noting that her gaze now rested with stern intentness on Charles Edward Stuart.
“I must be on the side of a just cause,” she rejoined quietly, as with a very characteristic movement of hers she turned her head slowly round and looked M. de Stainville full in the face.
She could not see him very well, for his head was silhouetted against the dazzling light beyond, and she frowned a little as she tried to distinguish his features more clearly in the shadow.
“You do believe, Gaston, that his cause is just?” she asked earnestly.
“Oh!” he replied lightly; “I’ll believe in the justice of any cause to which you give your support.”
She shrugged her shoulders, whilst a slightly contemptuous curl appeared at the corner of her mouth.
“How like a man!” she said impatiently.
“What is like a man?” he retorted. “To love—as I love you?”
He had whispered this, hardly above his breath lest he should be overheard by some one in that gay and giddy throng who passed laughingly by. The stern expression in her eyes softened a little as they met his eager gaze, but the good-humoured contempt was still apparent, even in her smile; she saw that as he spoke he looked through the outspread fingers of his hand to see if he was being watched, and noted that one pair of eyes, distant the whole length of the room, caught the movement, then was instantly averted.
“Mlle. de Saint Romans is watching you,” she said quietly.
He seemed surprised and not a little vexed that she had noticed, and for a moment looked confused; then he said carelessly:
“Why should she not? Why should not the whole world look on, and see that I adore you?”
“Meseems you protest over-much, Gaston,” she said, with a sigh.
“Impossible!”
“You talk of love too lightly.”
“I am in earnest, Lydie. Why should you doubt? Are you not beautiful enough to satisfy any man’s ardour?”
“Am I not influential enough, you mean,” she said, with a slight tremor in her rich young voice, “to satisfy any man’s ambition?”
“Is ambition a crime in your eyes, Lydie?”
“No; but—”
“I am ambitious; you cannot condemn me for that,” he said, now speaking in more impressive tone. “When we were playmates together, years ago, you remember? in the gardens at Cluny, if other lads were there, was I not always eager to be first in the race, first in the field—first always, everywhere?”
“Even at the cost of sorrow and humiliation to the weaker ones.”
He shrugged his shoulders with easy unconcern.
“There is no success in life for the strong,” he said, “save at the cost of sorrow and humiliation for the weak. Lydie,” he added more earnestly, “if I am ambitious it is because my love for you has made me humble. I do not feel that as I am, I am worthy of you; I want to be rich, to be influential, to be great. Is that wrong? I want your pride in me, almost as much as your love.”
“You were rich once, Gaston,” she said, a little coldly. “Your father was rich.”
“Is it my fault if I am poor now?”
“They tell me it is; they say that you are over-fond of cards, and of other pleasures which are less avowable.”
“And you believe them?”
“I hardly know,” she whispered.
“You have ceased to love me, then?”
“Gaston!”
There as a tone of tender reproach there, which the young man was swift enough to note; the beautiful face before him was in full light; he could see well that a rosy blush had chased away the usual matt pallor of her cheeks, and that the full red lips trembled a little now, whilst the severe expression of the eyes was veiled in delicate moisture.
“Your face has betrayed you, Lydie!” he said, with sudden vehemence, though his voice even now hardly rose above a whisper. “If you have not forgotten your promises made to me at Cluny—in the shadow of those beech trees, do you remember? You were only thirteen—a mere child—yet already a woman, the soft breath of spring fanned your glowing cheeks, your loose hair blew about your face, framing your proud little head in a halo of gold—you remember, Lydie?”
“I have not forgotten,” she said gently.
“Your hand was in mine—a child’s hand, Lydie, but yours for all that—and you promised—you remember? And if you have not forgotten—if you do love me, not, Heaven help me! as I love you, but only just a little better than any one else in the world; well, then, Lydie, why these bickerings, why these reproaches? I am poor now, but soon I will be rich! I have no power, but soon I will rule France, with you to help me if you will!”
He had grown more and more vehement as he spoke, carried along by the torrent of his own eloquence. But he had not moved; he still sat with his back to the company, and his face shaded by his hand; his voice was still low, impressive in its ardour. Then, as the young girl’s graceful head drooped beneath the passionate expression of his gaze, bending, as it were, to the intensity of his earnest will, his eyes flashed a look of triumph, a premonition of victory close at hand. Lydie’s strong personality was momentarily weakened by the fatigue of a long and arduous evening, by the heavy atmosphere of the room; her senses were dulled by the penetrating odours of wine and perfumes which fought with those of cosmetics.
She seemed to be yielding to the softer emotions, less watchful of her own dignity, less jealous of her own power. The young man felt that at this moment he held her just as he wished; did he stretch out his hand she would place hers in it. The recollections of her childhood had smothered all thoughts of present conflicts and of political intrigues. Mlle. d’Aumont, the influential daughter of an all-powerful Minister, had momentarily disappeared, giving way to madcap little Lydie, with short skirts and flying chestnut curls, the comrade of the handsome boy in the old gardens at Cluny.
“Lydie, if you loved me!” whispered Stainville.
“If I loved you!” and there was a world of pathos in that girlish “if.”
“You would help me instead of reproaching.”
“What do you want me to do, Gaston?”
“Your word is law with your father,” he said persuasively. “He denies you nothing. You said I was ambitious; one word from you—this new Ministry—”
He realized his danger, bit his lip lest he had been too precipitate. Lydie was headstrong, she was also very shrewd; the master-mind that guided the destinies of France through the weak indulgence of a father was not likely to be caught in a snare like any love-sick maid. Her woman’s instinct—he knew that—was keen to detect self-interest; and if he aroused the suspicions of the wealthy and influential woman before he had wholly subjugated her heart, he knew that he would lose the biggest stake of his life.
Lately she had held aloof from him, the playmates had become somewhat estranged; the echoes of his reckless life must, he thought, have reached her ears, and he himself had not been over-eager for the companionship of this woman, who seemed to have thrown off all the light-heartedness of her sex for the sake of a life of activity and domination.
She was known to be cold and unapproachable, rigidly conscientious in transacting the business of the State, which her father with easy carelessness gradually left on her young shoulders, since she seemed to find pleasure in it.
But her influence, of which she was fully conscious, had rendered her suspicious. Even now, when the call of her youth, of her beauty, of the happy and tender recollections of her childhood loudly demanded to be heard, she cast a swift, inquiring glance at Gaston.
He caught the glance, and, with an involuntary movement of impatience, his hand, which up to now had so carefully masked the expression of his face, came crashing down upon the table.
“Lydie,” he said impetuously, “in the name of God throw aside your armour for one moment! Is life so long that you can afford to waste it? Have you learned the secret of perpetual youth that you deliberately fritter away its golden moments in order to rush after the Dead Sea fruit of domination and power? Lydie!” he whispered with passionate tenderness; “my little Lydie of the crisp chestnut hair, of the fragrant woods around Cluny, leave those giddy heights of ambition; come down to earth, where my arms await you! I will tell you of things, my little Lydie, which are far more beautiful, far more desirable, than the sceptre and kingdom of France; and when I press you close to my heart you will taste a joy far sweeter than that which a crown of glory can give. Will you not listen to me, Lydie? Will you not share with me that joy which renders men the equal of God?”
His hand had wandered up the damask curtain, gently drawing its heavy folds from out her clinging fingers. The rich brocade fell behind him with a soft and lingering sound like the murmured “Hush—sh—sh!” of angels’ wings shutting out the noise and glare beyond, isolating them both from the world and its conflicts, its passions, and its ceaseless strife.
Secure from prying eyes, Gaston de Stainville threw all reserve from him with a laugh of pride and of joy. Half kneeling, wholly leaning toward her, his arms encircled her young figure, almost pathetic now in its sudden and complete abandonment. With his right hand he drew that imperious little head down until his lips had reached her ear.
“Would you have me otherwise, my beautiful proud queen?” he whispered softly. “Should I be worthy of the cleverest woman in France if my ambition and hopes were not at least as great as hers? Lydie,” he added, looking straight into her eyes, “if you asked me for a kingdom in the moon, I swear to God that I would make a start in order to conquer it for you! Did you, from sheer caprice, ask to see my life’s blood ebbing out of my body, I would thrust this dagger without hesitation into my heart.”
“Hush! hush!” she said earnestly; “that is extravagant talk, Gaston. Do not desecrate love by such folly.”
“’Tis not folly, Lydie. Give me your lips and you, too, will understand.”
She closed her eyes. It was so strange to feel this great gladness in her heart, this abasement of all her being; she, who had so loved to dictate and to rule, she savoured the inexpressible delight of yielding.
He demanded a kiss and she gave it because he had asked it of her, shyly wondering in her own mind how she came to submit so easily, and why submission should be so sweet.
Up to now she had only tasted the delights of power; now she felt that if Gaston willed she would deem it joy to obey. There was infinite happiness, infinite peace in that kiss, the first her vestal lips had ever granted to any man. He was again whispering to her now with that same eager impetuosity which had subjugated her. She was glad to listen, for he talked much of his love, of the beautiful days at Cluny, which she had feared that he had wholly forgotten.
It was sweet to think that he remembered them. During the past year or two when evil tongues spoke of him before her, of his recklessness, his dissipations, his servility to the growing influence of the Pompadour, she had not altogether believed, but her heart, faithful to the child-lover, had ached and rebelled against his growing neglect.
Now he was whispering explanations—not excuses, for he needed none, since he had always loved her and only jealousies and intrigues had kept him from her side. As he protested, she still did not altogether believe—oh, the folly of it all! the mad, glad folly!—but he said that with a kiss she would understand.
He was right. She did understand.
And he talked much of his ambitions. Was it not natural? Men were so different to women! He, proud of his love for her, was longing to show her his power, to rule and to command; she, half-shy of her love for him, felt her pride in submitting to his wish, in laying down at his feet the crown and sceptre of domination which she had wielded up to now with so proud and secure a hand.
Men were so different. That, too, she understood with the first touch of a man’s kiss on her lips.
She chided herself for her mistrust of him; was it not natural that he should wish to rule? How proud was she now that her last act of absolute power should be the satisfaction of his desire.
That new Ministry? Well, he should have it as he wished. One word from her, and her father would grant it. Her husband must be the most powerful man in France; she would make him that, since she could: and then pillow her head on his breast and forget that she ever had other ambitions save to see him great.
Smiling through her tears, she begged his forgiveness for her mistrust of him, her doubts of the true worth of his love.
“It was because I knew so little,” she said shyly as her trembling fingers toyed nervously with the lace of his cravat; “no man has ever loved me, Gaston—you understand? There were flatterers round me and sycophants—but love—”
She shook her head with a kind of joyous sadness for the past. It was so much better to be totally ignorant of love, and then to learn it—like this!
Then she became grave again.
“My father shall arrange everything this evening,” she said, with a proud toss of her head. “To-morrow you may command, but to-night you shall remain a suppliant; grant me, I pray you, this fond little gratification of my overburdened vanity. Ask me again to grant your request, to be the means of satisfying your ambition. Put it into words, Gaston, tell me what it is you want!” she insisted, with a pretty touch of obstinacy; “it is my whim, and remember I am still the arbiter of your fate.”
“On my knees, my queen,” he said, curbing his impatience at her childish caprice; and, striving to hide the note of triumph in his voice, he put both knees to the ground and bent his head in supplication. “I crave of your bountiful graciousness to accord me the power to rule France by virtue of my office as Chief Comptroller of her revenues.”
“Your desire is granted, sir,” she said with a final assumption of pride; “the last favour I shall have the power to bestow I now confer on you. To-morrow I abdicate,” she continued, with a strange little sigh, half-tearful, half-joyous, “to-morrow I shall own a master. M. le Comte de Stainville, Minister of the Exchequer of France, behold your slave, Lydie, bought this night with the priceless currency of your love! Oh, Gaston, my lord, my husband!” she said, with a sudden uncontrollable outburst of tears, “be a kind master to your slave—she gives up so much for your dear sake!”