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  Ah, shall I follow, on the hills,

    The Spring, as wild wings follow?

  Where wild-plum trees make wan the hills,

    Crabapple trees the hollow,

    Haunts of the bee and swallow?

  In redbud brakes and flowery

    Acclivities of berry;

  In dogwood dingles, showery

    With white, where wrens make merry?

    Or drifts of swarming cherry?

  In valleys of wild strawberries,

    And of the clumped May-apple;

  Or cloudlike trees of haw-berries,

    With which the south winds grapple,

    That brook and byway dapple?

  With eyes of far forgetfulness,—

    Like some wild wood-thing's daughter,

  Whose feet are beelike fretfulness,—

    To see her run like water

    Through boughs that slipped or caught her.

  O Spring, to seek, yet find you not!

    To search, yet never win you!

  To glimpse, to touch, but bind you not!

    To lose, and still continue,

    All sweet evasion in you!

  In pearly, peach-blush distances

    You gleam; the woods are braided

  Of myths; of dream-existences….

    There, where the brook is shaded,

    A sudden splendor faded.

  O presence, like the primrose's,

    Again I feel your power!

  With rainy scents of dim roses,

    Like some elusive flower,

    Who led me for an hour!

  Where rise the brakes of bramble there,

    Wrapped with the trailing rose;

  Through cane where waters ramble, there

    Where deep the sword-grass grows,

        Who knows?

  Perhaps, unseen of eyes of man,

        Hides Pan.

  Perhaps the creek, whose pebbles make

    A foothold for the mint,

  May bear,—where soft its trebles make

    Confession,—some vague hint,

       (The print,

  Goat-hoofed, of one who lightly ran,)

       Of Pan.

  Where, in the hollow of the hills

    Ferns deepen to the knees,

  What sounds are those above the hills,

    And now among the trees?—

       No breeze!—

  The syrinx, haply, none may scan,

       Of Pan.

  In woods where waters break upon

    The hush like some soft word;

  Where sun-shot shadows shake upon

    The moss, who has not heard—

       No bird!—

  The flute, as breezy as a fan,

       Of Pan?

  Far in, where mosses lay for us

    Still carpets, cool and plush;

  Where bloom and branch and ray for us

    Sleep, waking with a rush—

        The hush

  But sounds the satyr hoof a span

        Of Pan.

  O woods,—whose thrushes sing to us,

    Whose brooks dance sparkling heels;

  Whose wild aromas cling to us,—

    While here our wonder kneels,

        Who steals

  Upon us, brown as bark with tan,

        But Pan?

  The night is sad with silver and the day is glad with gold,

  And the woodland silence listens to a legend never old,

  Of the Lady of the Fountain, whom the faery people know,

  With her limbs of samite whiteness and her hair of golden glow,

  Whom the boyish South Wind seeks for and the girlish-stepping Rain;

  Whom the sleepy leaves still whisper men shall never see again:

  She whose Vivien charms were mistress of the magic Merlin knew,

  That could change the dew to glowworms and the glowworms into dew.

  There's a thorn tree in the forest, and the faeries know the tree,

  With its branches gnarled and wrinkled as a face with sorcery;

  But the Maytime brings it clusters of a rainy fragrant white,

  Like the bloom-bright brows of beauty or a hand of lifted light.

  And all day the silence whispers to the sun-ray of the morn

  How the bloom is lovely Vivien and how Merlin is the thorn:

  How she won the doting wizard with her naked loveliness

  Till he told her dæmon secrets that must make his magic less.

  How she charmed him and enchanted in the thorn-tree's thorns to lie

  Forever with his passion that should never dim or die:

  And with wicked laughter looking on this thing which she had done,

  Like a visible aroma lingered sparkling in the sun:

  How she stooped to kiss the pathos of an elf-lock of his beard,

  In a mockery of parting and mock pity of his weird:

  But her magic had forgotten that "who bends to give a kiss

  Will but bring the curse upon them of the person whose it is":

  So the silence tells the secret.—And at night the faeries see

  How the tossing bloom is Vivien, who is struggling to be free,

  In the thorny arms of Merlin, who forever is the tree.

  She stood among the longest ferns

    The valley held; and in her hand

  One blossom, like the light that burns

    Vermilion o'er a sunset land;

    And round her hair a twisted band

  Of pink-pierced mountain-laurel blooms:

    And darker than dark pools, that stand

  Below the star-communing glooms,

  Her eyes beneath her hair's perfumes.

  I saw the moonbeam sandals on

    Her flowerlike feet, that seemed too chaste

  To tread true gold: and, like the dawn

    On splendid peaks that lord a waste

    Of solitude lost gods have graced,

  Her face: she stood there, faultless-hipped,

    Bound as with cestused silver,—chased

  With acorn-cup and crown, and tipped

  With oak leaves,—whence her chiton slipped.

  Limbs that the gods call loveliness!—

    The grace and glory of all Greece

  Wrought in one marble shape were less

    Than her perfection!—'Mid the trees

    I saw her—and time seemed to cease

  For me.—And, lo! I lived my old

    Greek life again of classic ease,

  Barbarian as the myths that rolled

  Me back into the Age of Gold.