Читать книгу Cowboy Country: The Creed Legacy / Blame It on the Cowboy - Delores Fossen, Delores Fossen - Страница 15
ОглавлениеIF CAROLYN HAD had any say as to whom she fell in love with, she would definitely have chosen Bill Venable, brave fighter of forest fires, devoted father of a nine-year-old daughter, all-around good-looking hunk of a guy.
Alas, she had no such influence in an unpredictable universe, but she knew early on that she’d found a valuable ally in the man who bought her a latte.
“So, tell me more about Angela,” she said, stirring her latte and avoiding Bill’s gaze. “Does she live in Lonesome Bend?”
Bill cleared his throat, looked away, looked back. Finally nodded. “She teaches third grade at the elementary school,” he said.
“I see,” Carolyn answered, without guilt, because in many ways, she did see. “So what’s the problem between the two of you?”
“She doesn’t like my job,” Bill answered, after pondering a while. “Firefighting, I mean. Too dangerous, keeps me away from home too much, et cetera.”
“Yikes,” Carolyn observed. “How does Ellie feel about Angela?”
“She adores her,” Bill admitted. “And the reverse is true. Ellie thinks Angela would make the perfect stepmother. It’s a mutual admiration society with two members. Trust me, this is not my daughter’s usual reaction to the women I date.”
“So the fundamental problem is your job?” Carolyn inquired, employing a tactful tone. While she understood Bill’s dedication to his work, she sympathized with Angela, too. Love was risky enough, without one partner putting his life on the line on a regular basis.
Bill thrust out a sigh. “Yeah,” he said.
“Maybe you could look into another kind of career,” Carolyn suggested, already knowing what his answer would be.
Bill shook his very attractive head. Too bad he didn’t arouse primitive instincts in Carolyn the way Brody did, because he was seriously cute. “I love what I do,” he replied. “Flying an airplane. Putting out fires. It is a definite high.”
“But...dangerous,” Carolyn said.
“Well,” Bill affirmed, “yes. But I’d go crazy doing anything else. The boredom—” He fell silent again, his expression beleaguered. Obviously, he’d been over this ground a lot, with Angela and within the confines of his own head.
Carolyn waited a beat, then went ahead and butted into a situation that wasn’t any of her darn fool business in the first place. “What about your daughter, Bill?” she asked gently. “How does Ellie factor into this whole job thing?”
He sighed, shook his head again, aimed for a smile but missed. “I love that child with all my heart, and I want to do what’s best for her,” he said. “Keep her safe and happy and healthy. Raise her to be a strong woman, capable of making her own choices and taking care of herself and, if it comes to that, supporting a couple of kids on her own. But—”
Again, Bill lapsed into pensive silence.
“But?” Carolyn prompted quietly, after giving him a few moments to collect his thoughts.
“But,” Bill responded, managing a faint grin, “like I said before, I love what I do. Doesn’t that matter, too? And what kind of example would I be setting for Ellie if I took the easy route, tried to please everybody but myself?”
Carolyn toyed with her cup, raising and lowering her shoulders slightly in an I-don’t-know kind of gesture. It was remarkable, connecting so quickly with another person—a male person, and someone she hadn’t known existed until she signed on at Friendly Faces.
They were so simpatico, she and Bill, that anyone looking on would probably have thought they’d been close friends for years.
Too bad there was no buzzing charge, no zap, between them, like there was between herself and Brody and, it was a sure bet, between Bill and his Angela.
“No,” she said, in belated response to his question. “Of course you can’t live to please other people, not if you hope to be happy, anyhow.” Carolyn paused before asking, “Does Ellie worry about you, when you’re away fighting fires, I mean?”
Bill gave a raspy chuckle. “Probably,” he acknowledged. “Ellie never lets on that she’s scared something might happen to me—she just tells me to be careful. The thing is, even though she’s only nine, she seems to get where I’m coming from better than Angela does.”
Carolyn took a sip of her coffee, which was finally cool enough to drink without burning her tongue. Now, she thought, with the inevitable rush of reluctance, it was her turn to open up.
Sure enough, Bill ducked his head to one side and a quizzical little quirk tugged at the corner of his mouth. “You’re a beautiful woman, Carolyn,” he said. “Half the men in the county, if not the state, must be trying to catch your eye. What prompted you to sign up with an online dating service?”
“Curiosity?” Carolyn speculated, blushing a little.
He smiled, settled back in his chair, watching her. “Are you looking for friends, a good time, or a partner for life?” he asked.
There was nothing offensive in his tone or manner, and he positively radiated sincerity. Bottom line, Bill was easy to talk to, perhaps because he was a virtual stranger and, therefore, the two of them had no issues, no shared baggage, nothing to get in the way of friendship.
“It’s not a new story,” she replied, quietly miserable. “I fell for the wrong man, I got hurt—fill in the blanks and you’ll probably have it just about right.”
Bill arched an eyebrow, waited. On top of everything else working in his favor, the man was a good listener. And all she could drum up was a walloping case of like.
He was the big brother she’d never had.
The pal.
And he wasn’t even gay, for Pete’s sake.
Carolyn squirmed on her chair, not sure how much more she ought to say. This was their first meeting, after all, and as genuine as Bill Venable seemed, it certainly wasn’t out of the realm of possibility that she was totally, completely, absolutely wrong about him.
It had happened before, hadn’t it?
Once, she’d been convinced that she knew Brody Creed, through and through. After a long string of shallow, going-nowhere-fast relationships, she’d believed in him, been convinced he was The One, taken the things he said and did at face value, only to be burned in the back draft of all that passion when he showed his true colors and lit out.
And there was that other lapse in judgment, too—when she’d thought she’d hit her stride by becoming a nanny. She’d trusted her movie-star boss implicitly, admired his down-to-earth manner, his apparent devotion to his wife and small daughter.
Until he’d come on to her, forcing her to abandon a job—and a child—she’d loved.
Carolyn closed her eyes, remembering—pummeled by—the rearview mirror image of little Storm running behind her car, screaming for her to come back.
Come back.
Without saying a word, Bill reached across the table and took her hand in a brotherly way. Squeezed it lightly.
Carolyn opened her eyes again, smiled weakly. Enough, she decided, was enough. For now, anyway.
“I should be getting home,” she said, bending to fumble under the table for her purse. “My cat will be wondering where I am.”
Bill sighed, glanced at his watch and nodded. “I’m sure Ellie’s perfectly happy at her grandparents’ house,” he said agreeably, “but it’ll be suppertime soon, and when I’m in town, I try to make sure we’re both sitting at the same table for at least one meal a day.”
“That’s nice,” Carolyn said, feeling awkward now.
Supper, for her, was usually a lonesome affair, something she did to stay alive.
She and Bill rose from their chairs at the same moment.
He walked her to the door, opened it for her, waited until she stepped out onto the sidewalk.
It was a balmy May evening, shot through with the first faint lavender tinges of twilight, and there were lots of people out and about, just strolling, or talking to each other under streetlamps that would come on soon, glad to be outdoors.
Winter was long in Lonesome Bend, and good weather was not only savored, it was also celebrated.
Friends smiled and waved, their expressions both kindly and curious as they took note of Carolyn’s escort, a man few, if any of them, actually knew.
By the time she went to bed that night, she thought, with a little smile, word would be all over town. Carolyn Simmons was seeing someone, and that someone wasn’t Brody Creed.
Since her car was parked on the street, in plain view of at least a dozen fine citizens, she felt no compunction about letting Bill walk her to it and open the door for her.
“I had a great time,” he said, his gaze direct as he waited for her to get settled behind the wheel.
“Me, too,” Carolyn said, fastening her seat belt and sticking her key into the ignition.
“Friends?” he asked, with a wry grin.
“Friends,” Carolyn agreed.
Bill stepped back, waved and watched from the sidewalk as she drove away.
* * *
“WHO IS HE?” Tricia demanded eagerly, when she entered the shop the next morning.
She hadn’t even put away her purse yet.
Carolyn, smiling to herself, pretended a keen interest in unpacking the most recent delivery of goat-milk soap.
“And don’t say you don’t know what I’m talking about,” Tricia warned, waggling a finger. Her eyes sparkled with mischievous affection. “Three different people called the ranch last night to ask about the hunk you had coffee with.”
Carolyn chuckled. “His name is Bill Venable,” she said, “and he fights forest fires for a living. Flies one of those airplanes that spray chemicals on the hot spots.”
“Like in that old Richard Dreyfuss movie?” Tricia asked. She was having a hard time bending far enough to stow her purse on its usual under-the-counter shelf. The baby bump seemed to get visibly bigger from one day to the next. “What was it called?” She stopped to stretch her back, her hands resting on either side of what had once been her waist. “I remember. It was Always. And Dreyfuss’s character went out in a blaze of glory, didn’t he?”
“I don’t recall,” Carolyn lied, still stacking neatly wrapped bars of soap on the counter. The truth was, being a classic movie buff, she’d long since picked up on the similarities.
“Did you meet him through that website?” Tricia persisted. “Friendly Faces?”
“Yes,” Carolyn said, making a production of removing the now-empty carton the soap had arrived in and heading toward the storage room. It was company policy to recycle cardboard boxes, among other things.
Tricia was waiting when she came back. “Do you like him? Are you going to see him again?”
Carolyn laughed. “Yes, I like him,” she said, with exaggerated patience, “and I wouldn’t be surprised if he asked me out at some point.”
Tricia’s beautiful blue eyes widened. It was hard to tell if she was excited or alarmed by the prospect.
Probably, she was both.
“Will you go? If he does ask you, I mean?”
“I haven’t really decided,” Carolyn said, with breezy nonchalance. She was looking up at the batik of the Weaver now, trying to absorb some of its serenity. “I must say, I was pleasantly surprised by how normal Bill turned out to be.”
“Normal,” Tricia echoed, her tone making it clear that she wasn’t planning on dropping the subject anytime soon. “What did you expect him to be like, Carolyn?”
Carolyn tilted her head to one side, studying the Weaver, wishing she could afford to buy the piece and keep it forever. There was something so soothing about the thing, about the figure of a woman drawn with indistinct lines, strokes of color and shapes that were hardly more than suggested.
“Carolyn?” Tricia persisted, standing beside her now, giving her a poke with one elbow. Since just about everything on Tricia’s body was rounded into soft curves, it didn’t hurt. “Talk to me.”
Carolyn sighed and turned to look at her friend. “I guess I thought there was the outside chance he might be another Ted Bundy,” she confessed.
Tricia rolled her eyes, and then laughed, and then looked serious, all in the space of a few seconds. “Brody isn’t going to like this one bit,” she said. Tricia wasn’t normally given to mood swings, but there were a lot of hormones splashing around in there.
A flash of...something—resentment? Triumph?—plucked at Carolyn’s heartstrings. “Too bad for Brody,” she replied.
Tricia studied her face. “Unless, of course, that’s exactly why you’re thinking about going out with this Bill person. To make Brody jealous.”
Carolyn’s mouth dropped open. She felt an indignant sting race through her, even as she recognized a disturbing quality of truth to Tricia’s words. She hadn’t set out to stir up Brody’s envy, not consciously anyway, but there was no denying, in retrospect, that the idea gave her a delicious little thrill.
She gasped, horrified by the insight, and put a hand to her mouth.
Tricia smiled. “Oh, relax,” she said, patting Carolyn’s upper arm briefly, in a demonstration of feminine solidarity. “I know your intentions were honorable.” She paused, looked speculative again. “But what were your intentions, exactly?” she asked, her tone and expression kind.
Carolyn sighed, her eyes burned and she swallowed hard before answering, in a small voice, “I just want to—to get over Brody Creed. Move on. Have a home and a family of my own.”
Tricia gave her a quick, impulsive hug. Awkward business, with that pumpkin-shaped tummy of hers. “Listen to yourself, Carolyn,” she said. “You want to get over Brody? You still care for him. Doesn’t that mean something?”
“It means I’m dysfunctional,” Carolyn replied briskly, swiping at her cheeks with the back of one hand even though, as far as she knew, she hadn’t actually started to cry. “Codependent, a basket case—whatever.”
“Poppycock,” Tricia said, with a dismissive wave. “Dysfunctional. Codependent. Those are just labels, buzzwords, and in my opinion they are overused in our society. You’re a smart, strong, talented woman, Carolyn, not some psychological train wreck of a person. Give yourself a little credit, will you?”
Carolyn gave a wavering smile. “And you, Tricia Creed, are a very good friend.”
“I’m also right,” Tricia said, smiling back.
Having tacitly agreed on that, they both went to work then.
After an hour or so, two vanloads of middle-aged women sporting red hats and purple outfits showed up, and a shopping frenzy ensued.
One of the ladies seemed particularly taken with the Weaver. “That’s lovely,” she said, looking up at the batik.
Carolyn, busy ringing up purchases at the register, heard the remark even over the cheerful din of oohs and ahhs bubbling up around the shop as the other red-hats examined the merchandise.
So, apparently, did Tricia.
A glance flew between her and Carolyn.
“Isn’t it?” Tricia said, edging over to stand alongside the woman who’d spoken first.
“I can’t see the price from here,” the woman said.
“I’m afraid the piece is already spoken for,” Tricia replied quickly, a pink flush rising to her cheeks. “The artist is very prolific, though. I’d be glad to give you her contact information if you’d consider commissioning something—?”
Carolyn frowned. The Weaver was spoken for? Since when?
Several people had admired the batik, but they’d all sighed and shaken their heads when they were told how much it cost.
Tricia gave her another look, as if she thought Carolyn might contradict her.
Carolyn pointedly returned her friend’s gaze, though she didn’t speak up. She simply turned her attention back to the task at hand.
It was almost lunchtime when the red-hat ladies climbed into their vans and left, leaving the shop pleasantly denuded.
Carolyn was about to ask Tricia why she’d said the batik was sold when the shop door opened again, and Conner strode in, with Brody right behind him.
Carolyn’s breath caught, though she tried to look as though she hadn’t noticed the man.
Not noticing Brody, she reflected, was like not noticing a meteor big enough to wipe out the dinosaurs.
Still, she had to try. It was a matter of principle.
Conner greeted Tricia with a resounding kiss and then picked her up and swung her around once, in a small, gentle circle, making her laugh ring out like church bells on Easter morning.
Distracted by these goings-on, Carolyn didn’t see Brody approach.
He was just there, all of a sudden, standing on the other side of the counter.
Carolyn started; every last nerve in her body jumped.
Brody favored her with a slow, unperturbed smile. Either he hadn’t heard the gossip about her coffee date with Bill—this option seemed highly unlikely given the nature of small towns—or he simply didn’t care.
“That picture up there,” he said, indicating the Weaver with a motion of one thumb. “Is that one of Primrose Sullivan’s?”
Carolyn cleared her throat, in a way she hoped was subtle, and nodded. “Yes, but—”
Tricia sidled over. Bumped against Brody from one side. “Are you in the market for art?” she asked.
Conner, standing a few feet away, stared at his wife with an expression of baffled wonder on his handsome face. Clearly, to him at least, Tricia was a brilliantly colored butterfly in a black-and-white world.
“I might be,” Brody said. “A lot of wall space is going to need filling, once my house is finished.”
Carolyn reminded herself to breathe. Told her heart to start beating again, pronto, and no more of that Bambi-on-ice business. After all, this was a perfectly ordinary conversation.
“Primrose would be thrilled if the Weaver found a home right here in Lonesome Bend,” Tricia said brightly. “You know how sentimental she is.”
Carolyn frowned at her business partner, confused. “Didn’t you say it was already spoken for? The Weaver, I mean?”
Tricia smiled. “I was lying,” she said, with no apparent qualms whatsoever.
Carolyn opened her mouth, closed it again. Frowned harder.
Brody, meanwhile, got out his wallet, extracted a credit card and set it down on the counter. “I’ll take it,” he said.
“Don’t you want to know how much it costs first?” Carolyn asked.
He gave her that smile again. She was powerless against that smile.
Did Brody know that?
“I reckon I can probably afford it,” he said easily.
Carolyn blushed, embarrassed and clueless when it came to the reason. “Okay,” she said, and stated the price.
Brody didn’t bat an eye. He glanced down at his credit card, and Carolyn recovered enough to swipe it through the machine and push the necessary sequence of buttons.
Conner and Tricia were in the kitchen by then. Carolyn heard their voices, and the sounds of lunch being assembled.
The credit-card machine spit out a slip, and Brody signed it.
“I’ll just get the ladder,” Carolyn began nervously. “I can have the picture down off the wall and wrapped in no time.”
Brody hadn’t moved, after putting away his card and wallet. “We’re on horseback,” he said.
Carolyn blinked. “You’re what?”
“Conner and I,” Brody said, and she could feel his grin like sunshine against her skin, even though she was still being very careful not to look at him directly. “We rode our horses into town.”
“Why?”
He chuckled, and she had to look at him then. He drew her eyes the way a magnet draws metal shavings. “It’s what cowboys do,” he said simply.
“Oh,” Carolyn said, wishing she could shrink, like Wonderland’s Alice after a swig from the drink-me bottle, or just fall down any old rabbit hole.
“It would be sort of awkward, hauling that big picture over to my place on a horse, so I’m hoping you’ll be so kind as to deliver it for me.”
She stiffened her spine. Raised her chin. “I’m sure Tricia would be happy to drop it off for you,” she said.
“She can’t be carrying heavy things in her condition,” Brody answered, with a faint note of disapproval in his voice. He looked around. “Where’s that ladder?”
Carolyn told him where the ladder was, and he went and fetched it.
He came straight back, jackknifed that ladder open with a purposeful squeak of metal hinges and climbed nimbly up to the top rung. Lifted the framed batik off its hook and brought it down when he descended, the muscles in his back moving gracefully beneath the fabric of his shirt.
Blood pulsed in Carolyn’s ears.
Tricia and Conner were laughing now, their joy in life and in each other bursting out of them between silences. She heard the fridge door open and close, and plates clattering, as if from some great distance, or from fathoms under the sea.
Carefully, almost reverently in fact, Brody laid the Weaver on the round table where Carolyn and Tricia normally displayed handmade papers. She watched his face as he studied the image and knew it would hang in his new house one day soon, a thing he was proud to own.
“You’ll bring it by the lodge, then?” he asked, his voice hoarse, as if he’d gone a long time without speaking.
“You could always stop by with your truck,” Carolyn said, because it seemed important—if pointless—to stand up to him.
“I could,” Brody agreed. “But I’d like to show you my house, and you did seem taken with Moonshine’s friendly face. Here’s your chance to say howdy to him in person.”
“Moonshine?”
“My horse,” Brody said, with a ghost of a grin. “I think he gets pretty lonesome, out there in that unfinished barn. He’d probably like a visitor.”
Carolyn thrust out a sigh. She might be able to resist Brody, albeit not with anything resembling ease, but she could not resist a horse. “All right,” she said. “I’ll bring the picture over. What’s a good time?”
“I’m usually there in the evenings,” Brody replied.
Of course you are. And what big teeth you have, Grandma.
“I like to sew in the evenings,” she said.
Brody was facing her again—and the counter between them wasn’t wide enough to suit Carolyn. The whole state of Colorado wouldn’t have been wide enough.
He let his eyes drift over her, and she’d have sworn he left her clothes in smoldering rags, just by looking at her.
“And then there’s that ride you owe me,” he said, his voice low.
Carolyn’s face flamed—even after all the talk about horses she managed to misunderstand him right from the get-go—and then he laughed, the sound low again, and raspy.
“The horseback ride,” he drawled.
Carolyn gulped. “Why are you pushing this?” she whispered angrily, leaning toward him without thinking and then wishing she hadn’t.
His mouth was within kissing distance of hers and she couldn’t pull back out of reach. She couldn’t move.
“You said yes when I asked you to go riding with me,” Brody reminded her, very quietly, “and that makes it a matter of honor. Either your word is worth something, Carolyn Simmons, or it isn’t.”
That freed her from the spell he’d cast over her.
Carolyn snapped her head back and glared. She gripped the edges of the counter so tightly that her knuckles ached. “You’re a fine one to talk about honor,” she told him, her voice ragged with fury, “after what you did. Furthermore, my word has never been in question here. Yours, on the other hand—”
He had the audacity to grin, to raise both hands, palms out, in an ingenuous bid for peace that made her want to slap him silly.
“Carolyn,” he said slowly, “you are a hard woman. You are a stubborn woman. And you sure do know how to hold a grudge.”
“Count on it,” Carolyn practically snarled.
They glowered at each other for a long, silent moment.
Then Tricia pushed open the kitchen door and poked out her head, like a turtle peering out of a shell.
“Are you two joining us for lunch or not?” she asked sunnily.
“I’m not hungry,” Carolyn said.
“Me, either,” Brody agreed.
“Okaaaaay,” Tricia replied, singing the word and ducking back into the kitchen.
Carolyn rounded the counter, stormed past Brody toward the front window and dragged a lace curtain aside to look out at the street.
Sure enough, there were two horses, a buckskin and a bay, saddled and standing untethered at the picket fence. They were systematically devouring the leaves of Natty McCall’s century-old lilac bush.
Carolyn turned on Brody, full of challenge. And heat.
And things it was better not to identify.
“Two people, two horses,” she said tautly. “Let’s take that ride right now, Mr. Creed, and get it over with.”
“‘Get it over with’?” Brody sounded amused—and a little insulted.
“I didn’t promise to like it,” she reminded him. “All I said was that I’d go.” Carolyn indicated her jeans, boots and long-sleeved T-shirt. “And I want to go now.”
“Fine,” Brody said, inclining his head toward the fence, where the horses waited. “We’ll go now.”
Carolyn didn’t even pause to tell Tricia that she was leaving the shop, because then she’d have had to explain why she was leaving, and she wasn’t willing to do that. Steam would probably shoot out of her ears if she tried.
So she strode to the door, wrenched it open and crossed the threshold, then the porch.
“Take the bay,” Brody told her, when, reaching the gate, she finally hesitated. Ire had carried her this far, but now she was at a loss.
“Great,” she bit out.
She gathered the bay’s dangling reins, stuck one foot in the stirrup and mounted with an expertise born of outrage as much as long experience.
Brody was standing on the sidewalk one moment, and sitting easy in the saddle the next. Holding the buckskin’s reins loosely across one palm, he said, “One hour, Carolyn. Anything less than that doesn’t amount to a ride, unless you’re on a pony at the carnival.”
On the ground, Carolyn was uncertain about a great many things.
In the saddle, she ruled. Her confidence, once she was on the back of a horse—any horse—was complete. Unshakable.
This was something she knew, something that came as easily to her as her breathing or the beating of her heart.
“Let’s go,” she said.
“See if you can keep up,” Brody taunted, with another grin.
“If I don’t, it will be this horse’s fault, not mine,” Carolyn replied, pressing the words through her teeth.
Brody laughed, an exultant, whooping sound, and he turned that buckskin in the general direction of the ranch and took it from a trot to a gallop to a full run in the space of half a dozen strides. The animal fairly flew along that unpaved road, like a butter-colored Pegasus, with Brody bent low over its neck, the two of them melded into one magnificent creature.
Pride swelled in Carolyn, and some emotion fiercer and more intense than joy, and she let Conner’s horse have its head. The two geldings ran neck-and-neck then, over vacant lots and across dirt roads, over railroad tracks so long unused that the rails had rusted, and through breast-high brush.
When they both splashed into the river, Carolyn gave a shout of startled jubilation and held on as the waters filled her boots, soaked her jeans from the knees down and then saturated the denim covering her thighs.
Brody turned his head to look at her, and in his eyes she thought she saw the one emotion she’d never expected to inspire in him: respect.
By the time they reached the opposite bank, the horses were wearing out, slowing down. They plodded up the steep bank, laboring for high ground.
Gaining the road that edged the ridge above the river, Brody and Carolyn let the horses set their own ambling pace.
Carolyn knew this road from her own rides on Blossom, knew the direction they were taking would bring them to the main ranch house.
She was wet, and breathless, and thoroughly exhilarated. Only one thing was better than a full-out, hell-bent-for-election ride like the one she and Brody had just shared, and that was the kind of shattering orgasm he’d brought her to, so easily and so often, back when they were lovers.
A shiver went through her, but it had nothing to do with the chill of the river water.
At last, Brody deigned to break the silence. Cocky bastard.
“Tricia probably has some clothes that will fit you,” he said. “You need to get into some dry duds, and the sooner, the better.”
She looked at him, which was a concession in and of itself. “Did you plan that plunge into the river?” she asked. She wouldn’t have put it past him—what better way to get her out of her clothes?—but, on the other hand, he probably hadn’t, because he couldn’t have known whether or not she’d be able to rise to the challenge.
And whatever else she might have believed about Brody, she didn’t believe he’d deliberately put anyone at risk for any reason.
“Nope,” he said, with another easy grin. He was as wet as she was; even his hat was soaked. He leaned to pat Moonshine’s neck affectionately. “I should have seen it coming, though. This horse loves the water.” He studied her, a grin in his eyes and playing around, but not quite settling on, his mouth. “You all right, cowgirl?” he asked.
Something in his voice, in the way he sat that horse and the way he looked at her, touched Carolyn in a deep and inexplicable way.
“I’m all right,” she confirmed.
“You ride,” he said, “like a Comanche.”
It was a compliment, and Carolyn took it in. Owned it. Knew she’d bring it out, in future lonely hours, and turn it over and over in her mind, savoring it like some precious heirloom passed down through generations of forbearers.
“So do you,” she replied, as they rode slowly toward the ranch house.
“Thanks,” he answered.
After that, the horses picked up their pace, probably expecting a rubdown and a flake or two of grass-hay once they got to the barn.
Once there, Carolyn and Brody dismounted, led their tired mounts into waiting stalls and worked in easy concert with each other, grooming the animals carefully, filling their feeders and finally meeting up again in the breezeway.
“Let’s get you into some warmer clothes,” Brody said, extending his hand.
Like a sleepwalker, Carolyn accepted the offer, let him lead her out into the bright sunlight of early afternoon.
She’d expected Conner and Tricia to be around—they’d had plenty of time to drive from town to the ranch in Tricia’s Pathfinder—but there was no sign of them.
Brody tightened his grasp on Carolyn’s hand, but only briefly and only slightly.
Entering the house, they were immediately greeted by two dogs, Valentino and Brody’s Barney.
“I thought Conner and Tricia would be here,” Carolyn said.
Brody smiled. “And miss a chance for some alone-time in that big Victorian house?” he teased. “The place has a lot of meaning for them. By now, they’re probably making love.”
Carolyn blushed again. Looked away, to avoid Brody’s knowing gaze. “I should—” She hesitated, bit down on her lower lip. “I should be getting back to the shop. Would you mind giving me a lift into town?”
“Later,” Brody said, taking her hand. He led her across the kitchen, through a doorway into a long corridor. Pushing open a door, he gestured for her to enter.
Carolyn was already in so deep that there was no going back. She stepped into the full bathroom that linked two small guest suites.
Brody had to know he had the advantage, an advantage he could have pressed, but he remained in the hallway, watching her with a sort of grave amusement. “While you shower, I’ll rustle up something for you to wear,” he said.
Carolyn was cold, and the thought of a hot shower was enticing.
Still, to take a shower, one had to get naked. And getting naked in the same house with Brody Creed was asking for trouble. Especially in her present mood.
For whatever reason, Carolyn wasn’t her usual self.
“Tricia keeps extra robes for company,” Brody went on, as calmly as if the situation were—well...a nonsituation. “They’re in the closet next to the linen cabinet.” He inclined his head, indicating the huge antique wardrobe behind her. “Help yourself.”
With that, he walked off down the hall.
Carolyn shut the door quickly, then she turned the lock. Then she scurried to make sure the doors leading into the adjoining guest suites were locked, too.
It was silly, she knew, as, shivering, she started the water running in the shower and began peeling away her soggy clothes.
Whatever his other faults might be, Brody wasn’t one to force himself on a woman.
But, then, it wasn’t what Brody might do that worried her.
It was what she might do.
