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It was on the following afternoon, which was a Saturday, that Frank Abbott was taken out to tea with Miss Alvina Grey. He was spending a week-end with his uncle and aunt, of whom he was more than a little fond. Colonel Abbott was so extraordinarily like his own father as to provide a sense of coming home for the holidays, whilst Mrs. Abbott, warm, inconsequent, made a particular appeal to his sense of humour. With Cicely he had been on teasing terms until she married and became almost at once someone behind steel bars. Nobody seemed to know why the marriage had broken up. Monica Abbott mourned to him about it.

“You’d think she would tell her mother if she didn’t tell anyone else, but not a word, not a single word, except of course that she never wanted to see him again, and how soon could she get a divorce. And when Mr. Waterson told her she couldn’t unless there was another woman or something like that—well, really, Frank, I thought she was going to faint. He said Grant could divorce her for desertion, but not for three years, but she couldn’t divorce him unless he gave her cause, and all she said was, ‘He won’t,’ and walked straight out. And of course it really would be better if she would go away and let things settle down, but she says why should she let herself be driven away from her home. And I see her point—but, my dear Frank, so dreadfully awkward, only we’re getting hardened—at least I suppose we are. He didn’t come to church at all regularly—at least not until he was courting Cicely. She plays the organ, you know. The Gainsfords gave it as a memorial to the son who was killed in 1915. It’s a lovely instrument and she plays it beautifully, and whether that’s why he comes, I don’t know, but there he is every Sunday, and comes up to us afterwards as if nothing had happened. Only of course Cis isn’t there, because she goes on playing for ages and he doesn’t wait, just comes up to Reg and me and says something, and we say something, and everyone stares—really people have no manners—and then off he goes in a sort of seven-league-boot kind of way. And Cis probably playing a funeral march or something like that inside and coming home late for lunch—and nothing makes Mrs. Mayhew lose her temper worse, except not eating anything, which she considers an insult to the food—and looking as if she’d just seen seventeen ghosts.” Mrs. Abbott paused momentarily for breath and added with renewed vigour, “I’d like to knock their heads together.”

Detective Sergeant Frank Abbott raised a pale eyebrow.

“Why don’t you?”

She laughed ruefully.

“They’re never near enough. I did ask him what it was all about. We met in the Lane and there wasn’t anyone there, and he said, ‘Hasn’t Cicely told you?’ So I said, ‘No, she hasn’t.’ And he said, ‘Nothing doing, ma’am,’ and he took my hand and kissed it and said, ‘Mothers-in-law out of the ring!’ So there was nothing more I could do, was there? He’s sweet, you know, and I think Cis is a fool—I don’t care what he’s done. I’m a fool too, because I cried, and he lent me his handkerchief—mine’s always lost when it would be the slightest bit of good. Oh dear, why did I talk about it? Too stupid of me when I’m going out to tea. Oh, my dear boy, thank you!”

Frank watched her dab her eyes with his neatly folded handkerchief. When she had leaned her nose against it and sniffed once or twice, and he had assured her that neither it nor her eyes were red, she smiled a little shakily and began to tell him about Miss Alvina.

“The late Rector’s daughter. He lived to be ninety-seven. She has what used to be the sexton’s house, only she calls it Rectory Cottage now—just beyond the church and most convenient, because she does the flowers. Only of course we rather wish she wouldn’t, because she just crams them in, and she has a passion for marigolds. Not that I mind them myself, but not with pink sweet peas, and with Miss Vinnie you never know. She is distressingly fond of pink, which is all very well, but you can have too much of it. Just wait till you see her room.”

It was just as they were starting that Cicely came up the garden with the dogs at her heels—an old liver-and-white spaniel, and a black dachshund with melting eyes and an insinuating manner who was trailing a lead. At the moment he was full of virtue because, having been put on the lead just up the Lane, he had avoided his usual scolding for chasing Mrs. Caddle’s cat.

“He always does,” said Cicely, releasing him. “And she doesn’t like it—Mrs. Caddle, I mean, not the cat—so I’ve taken to putting him on till we get past the Grange. Of course the cat’s perfectly all right.” She screwed up a little cross face which would have been attractive if it had been allowed to smile. “Cats always have the upper hand, and this one’s the fierce stripy sort—a regular tiger. She sits on the wall and mocks at Bramble, and of course he goes mad.” Her eyes glinted at Frank for a moment, then sank again into gloom as she turned them on her mother. “I met Mrs. Caddle when I was going out and she looked like nothing on earth.”

Monica immediately displayed the true village spirit.

“But, Cis, she’s at Miss Vinnie’s until five. Are you sure it was Mrs. Caddle?”

Cicely gave a short, hard laugh. Everything she did these days was jerky and abrupt.

“Of course I’m sure! It’s getting dark now, but not too dark to recognize people, and anyhow it wasn’t dark then. She was coming down the Lane as I was going up, and she looked as if she’d been crying her eyes out. It’s that Albert, I expect. I can’t think why he couldn’t have got shot or something when the war was on, instead of coming here to break poor Ellen’s heart.” She turned back to Frank, a sudden flame in her look. “She was Gran’s head housemaid—the nice comfortable middle-aged sort—and she went and lost her head about Mark Harlow’s chauffeur who’d been in the Commandos, and was ass enough to marry him. And now God knows what he’s been up to, but she looks like death. Aren’t women fools!”

She stamped her foot and ran from them suddenly in the dusk, Bramble barking wildly and snatching at her ankles, the old spaniel following at a walk. She did not stop running until she reached her own room, where she banged and locked the door. But of course it wasn’t the slightest use, because she had to open it again for Bramble, who was a spoilt toad, and if you didn’t let him in, all he did was to sit outside and blow under the door until you did. Even after this brief separation it was, as far as he was concerned, an occasion for pouncing, barking, and the endearing kind of nibble which was the way he had of kissing. The worst of it was that he made her cry. She made haste to lock the door again, because nobody—nobody had seen her cry since she was five years old. Nobody except Bramble, who had now bounded on to the bed and with lightning rapidity gone to sleep like a black snail on the green eiderdown. Certainly not Grant.

Certainly—certainly not Grant. The flame of her anger against him came up in her again and dried the tears. He had shown her something unimaginably beautiful—and murdered it. No, it was much worse than that—he had shown it to her, and then she had found out that what he had shown her was a sham. She could have borne to have her beautiful thing and lose it. What kept her in torment night and day was to know that she had never really had it at all.

She walked up and down in the room. The curtains had been drawn. She had turned on the lamp by the bed. Its green shade gave all the light in the room a wavering under-water look. Cicely walking up and down in it wasn’t really there at all. She was going out with the dogs, walking up the Lane, stopping at the Grange to put Bramble on the lead.

Mark Harlow came out of the back gate while she was doing it. She straightened up to see him standing a couple of yards away and looking at her.

“Going for a walk? You’ve left it a bit late, haven’t you?”

“I like walking in the dusk.”

“It will be dark before you get back.”

“I like walking in the dark.”

“Well, I don’t like your doing it.” Then, as her chin lifted, he broke into laughter. “Not my business? I suppose you’re right!”

“Yes.”

He came near enough to touch her lightly on the shoulder. Bramble growled and pulled at his lead—if you came out for a walk, why didn’t you go for a walk?

Mark said in a softened voice,

“Proud, cold little thing—aren’t you?”

She looked up at him, her eyes dark.

“Yes.”

“Mayn’t I come with you?”

“No, Mark.”

“Why?”

“I don’t want you. I don’t want anyone.”

He laughed, and turned back to the gate again. Cicely went on.

As soon as she had gone a little way she let Bramble off the lead and ran with him, old Tumble plodding behind. Bramble was very funny when he ran. His ears flapped, and every now and then he did a sort of spy hop which extended his view. There might be rabbits, there might be birds, there might be another cat, there might be a weasel or a stoat—there might even be a badger, arch-enemy of his race. Immemorial generations of little hounds bred for hunting the badger stirred in him to sharpen the zest with which he snuffed the air.

Cicely ran as lightly and almost as fast as he did. The colour came to her cheeks. She meant to go no farther than where the driving-road cut across the Lane between the Harlow land and Grant Hathaway’s. Before everything happened the dogs were trained to stop on the edge of the road and wait for her “Hi over!” The Lane went on on the other side. It went all the way to Lenton. Bramble couldn’t understand why they didn’t hi over any more. He and Tumble halted obediently at the edge of the road, but instead of crossing it they had to turn. It was too dull. Tumble didn’t mind of course. He was old and fat, and he no longer cared for walks. It was Bramble who never had enough, and Cicely who could run as far as he did and then sink down laughing whilst he pounced for joy and nibbled at her hair.

But now there was no more laughing, and they always turned at the road. Today they turned as usual. The sun had set and a cold dusk was falling over the fields on the right, and the fields on the left, and the two high hedgerows between which they walked. And then, coming up behind them silently and swiftly, Grant Hathaway on a bicycle. He was past them before they heard him come. He was past them and off his bicycle, leaning it against the bank and coming back to a snuffing, sobbing welcome from Bramble and no welcome at all from Cicely.

Husband and wife stood looking at each other with all there was between them—a young man, broad-shouldered, with an easy way of moving, neither fair nor dark—the regulation brown-haired Englishman with eyes between blue and grey. He looked strong, and he looked as if he might have a temper. He was also what Monica Abbott had once called quite sinfully good-looking—“Men have no business to be heart-smiters—they’ve got too many aces up their sleeve without that.” Grant Hathaway had too many aces. Perhaps Cicely would have found it easier to forgive him if he hadn’t. He was smiling as he looked at her. One of the things which drove red-hot knives into her as she walked her bedroom floor was the fact that his smile could still make her heart turn over. What sort of hateful, despisable stuff were you made of for a smile to do that to you? When everything was finished, when you knew that there hadn’t even been anything at all, he had only to smile and your heart flapped round like a dying fish.

He stood there and smiled, and said,

“Well, Cis—how goes it?”

She didn’t say anything at all. What was there to say? It had all been said. The Lane was narrow. There was a good deal of Grant. If he wanted to stop her, she couldn’t get past him, and if he touched her—if he touched her—

She would have to speak after all, because if he touched her she couldn’t answer for what she might do. Horrible to feel as if everything might slip away and leave you just pure savage—a creature gone back to the wild and the weapons of the wild, clawing, scratching, biting. She said in an icy voice,

“I’ve got nothing to say.”

“No wonder I wanted to marry you—the woman who doesn’t answer back!”

She found something to say after all—the one weapon that would never fail her.

“But that’s not why you married me—is it? You had a much better reason than that.”

He was still smiling.

“Stupid of me. I married you for your money, didn’t I? I keep forgetting. So easy to forget, isn’t it?”

He knew how to get through her armour. And her weapon had failed her after all, because he didn’t care. He was quite, quite shameless, and he found it easy to forget. She said in a low voice of fury,

“Let me pass!”

He laughed.

“I’m not stopping you.” Then, as she moved, he stopped and caught up Bramble by the scruff of his neck.

As if his touch had been on her own flesh, she dropped the other end of the lead and walked past without looking back, whilst he pulled Bramble’s ears, calling him by silly familiar names, and finally putting him down with a quick “Be off with you, little black mouse!”

There was a moment of indecision. Then without turning her head Cicely called “Bramble!” and he ran after her trailing his lead.

That was all, but it was enough and to spare. She went on walking up and down her room.