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“TEQUILA. STRAIGHT UP.” Brenna thumped her head down on the bar and missed the look Kayla sent Élise.

“You heard the woman.” Kayla winked at Pete, the barman. “Give us the bottle and three glasses. This is girls’ night. We’re celebrating.”

“I’m not celebrating. I’m commiserating.”

“Who with?”

“Myself.” Brenna lifted her head and dug her fingers in her hair. “Forget the glass. Pour it straight down my throat and do it fast. I want to be unconscious.”

“That bad?” Kayla waited for Pete to fill the glass and pushed it toward Brenna. “So—are you going to tell us what’s going on?”

“What makes you think something is going on?”

“Er—apart from the fact you don’t usually drink spirits?”

Brenna picked up the glass, knocked it back in one mouthful and then choked as it set fire to her throat. “That’s disgusting.”

“It’s an acquired taste, and you obviously haven’t acquired it. As a matter of interest, why did you order tequila?”

“Because it’s Saturday night, I’ve had a totally crap week and a beer wasn’t going to do it. When I see people drink tequila in the movies, they always look as if they’re having fun. I deserve to have fun, and as I’m obviously not going to have any naked-between-the-sheets sort of fun anytime soon, I thought I’d go with empty-the-bottle sort of fun.”

“How can you have had a crap week?” Élise ignored the tequila and ordered a glass of wine. “It’s almost Christmas, business is booming and you’ve moved in with Tyler. This is your dream, no?”

“If I didn’t love you, I’d kill you. Both of you. For interfering. For putting me in this position. And for the record, it isn’t my dream to have the man of my fantasies sleeping in a different bed with a wall between us.” Brenna pushed her glass toward Kayla. “Fill it up. Don’t hold back.”

“If I don’t hold back, you won’t be able to walk tomorrow.”

“I’ll worry about that tomorrow. Don’t you dare ever interfere again.” She drank and felt the warmth spread from her throat down to her knees. “My life has been a nonstop disaster since you made me move in with him.”

“Bren, you’ve only been living with him for a couple of days. Disaster can’t happen that fast.”

“It can in my life. I’ve crammed a lot into those couple of days.” Brenna pushed her glass toward Kayla. “More.”

“No.” Kayla pushed the bottle back toward Pete with a meaningful look. “What happened?”

“I visited my parents. And because this place has a communication system more sophisticated than anything developed by NASA, they had already heard the happy news about my new living arrangements.”

Kayla winced. “Oops.”

“Oops doesn’t cover it. I had a lecture on all the reasons I’m stupid to move in with Tyler. I’ve given my mother your phone number. From now on the two of you can talk about it together and cut out the middle man.” She picked up Kayla’s drink and knocked it back. “That’s me, by the way. I’m the middle man. I’m the person everyone ignores.”

“Merde, what have you done to her?” Élise leaned across and peeled the glass away from Brenna’s fingers. “Enough, or you will fall on your face in the snow.”

“At least she only does that when she drinks. I do it sober.” Kayla gestured to Pete. “Can we have a couple of sodas?”

Brenna lifted her head. “I don’t want soda. I want tequila.”

Concerned, Pete handed her a soda. “Everything all right, Brenna?”

“No.” She slouched on the bar with her chin on her palm. “My life sucks.”

“That’s the tequila talking,” Kayla said hastily. “She drank it too fast. We’re fine here, Pete. You have a ton of people waiting for you down the other end of the bar. Don’t let us keep you.”

“I’ve known Brenna since she was a little girl. I’ve never seen her like this.”

“Everyone has known me since I was a little girl,” Brenna said gloomily. “Everyone has an opinion about how I should live my life, and everyone expresses it apart from me. Go right ahead, Pete. Tell me what I’m doing wrong. Then call my mother and commiserate. Or maybe call Ellen Kelly, and you can bypass the phone altogether. Beam it across the nation. Houston, Brenna has a problem.”

“I don’t think you’re doing anything wrong, Bren.” Looking nervous, he removed the bottle of tequila and took himself down to the far end of the bar.

Kayla grinned. “You scared him.”

“Good. Maybe it’s time to shake people up a bit. I’m sick of everyone thinking they know who I am and what I need. I’m tired of being the girl next door.”

Élise ran her fingers down the stem of her glass. “In that case you could go home right now, walk into Tyler’s bedroom naked and help yourself to some of the between-the-sheets sort of fun.”

“I haven’t had anywhere near enough tequila for that, and anyway I’ve already embarrassed myself enough for one day.” Brenna sipped the soda and pulled a face. “This doesn’t make me feel better.”

“You’ll thank me tomorrow when you don’t feel as if your head is being crushed by Thor’s hammer.”

“I’m going home to have an early night. That way I won’t have to listen to the sounds of Tyler in the shower.” Brenna slid off the bar stool and swayed. “Maybe I should have stuck to beer.”

“No, you’re fun after tequila.” Kayla picked up her coat. “I’m buying you a crate of the stuff for Christmas. I’ll walk you home.”

“Thanks to you home is a few steps down the trail, and I can do that by myself.” She dragged on her coat only to find her friends on either side of her, like bookends. “What?”

Élise slid her arm through Brenna’s. “We’re walking you to the door.”

“You’re holding on to me because you’ll fall otherwise.”

Kayla smiled. “That sounds about right. Come on, tequila girl, let’s get you home.”

They crunched through the snow, Kayla sliding and grumbling, while Brenna wondered why she’d ever thought a drink with her friends might solve the problem.

Her head spun, her limbs felt shaky and she was scrabbling in her bag for her key when Tyler opened the door.

He was wearing a blue sweater pushed up to the elbows and a pair of jeans that made it obvious why her mother thought him dangerous. No woman in her right mind would look at him and see anything other than trouble.

He looked from her to her friends. “What have you done to her?”

Brenna growled. “Nothing. This might come as a shock to certain people, but I make my own decisions about how I live my life. Good night, girls. Thanks for the lift home.” Disengaging herself from their grasp, she stepped forward while behind her, the girls melted tactfully away.

Keeping her eye on the lights of the hallway, she tried to walk past him but lost her balance and fell against his chest.

Strong hands closed around her shoulders, and she heard the breath hiss through his teeth. “Brenna, just—”

“There is not enough room in this doorway for two people.” She was wedged against him, and she could feel the pressure of his thighs through her coat.

“No.” He gritted his teeth. “There isn’t.”

“I think we might be stuck.” She leaned her head against his chest. “Oh, God, you smell good.” She felt his fingers tighten on her arms.

“Brenna—”

“If you are going to lecture me, don’t. I have had enough of being told what I should and shouldn’t do. I am done with other people knowing what’s good for me.”

“I’m glad to hear it, but why don’t you tell me all that inside so that we don’t both get frostbite.” He eased her inside and closed the door on the cold and the dark. “How much have you drunk?”

“Why? Are you going to lecture me on that, too?”

“No. But I’ve never heard you speak like this before.”

“You’re always telling me to be more assertive and speak my mind. This is what I look like when I speak my mind. I can drink what I like, I can work where I want to work, I can have sex with anyone I want to have sex with. I don’t need public approval.”

There was a brief silence.

A muscle flickered in his jaw, and then he released her.

“What you need,” he drawled, “is coffee. I’ll make some.” He strolled into the kitchen, and she watched, her eyes glued to those strong, athletic legs.

“Ty, do you like the women you have sex with?”

There was a crash as a mug splintered on the floor, followed by uncensored male cursing. “What? What did you say?”

“I asked if you like them.” She slid onto the chair and put her head in her hands, watching him. “Or is the only qualification needed to climb into your bed blond hair and big boobs?”

“What exactly did you drink tonight?”

“You have to answer my question before I answer yours. Hey—” she felt a rush of pride “—did you hear that? I was assertive. I stood my ground. I refused to roll over. Are you impressed?”

His jaw tightened. “The answer is yes, I have to like them. And there haven’t been anywhere near as many as—”

“Tequila.” She beamed at him. “I drank tequila. It was disgusting.”

He scooped up the broken pieces of china and made coffee. “Maybe you should stick to beer next time.”

“I’ll drink what I feel like drinking. So you like them, but don’t you ever want to see them again? I mean, you have sex and then that’s it?”

He put a mug of black coffee down in front of her. “Why are you asking me this?”

“Why not?”

“My sex life isn’t something we normally talk about.”

“I’m done with normal. Who decides what’s normal anyway? Let’s push the boundaries. I want to talk about your sex life.”

He sat down across from her. “If we’re pushing the boundaries, you can start by telling me why you’re going out with Josh.”

“Uh, no—” she shook her head and then wished she hadn’t because it made the dizziness worse “—first you have to answer my question.”

There was a brief silence. “I don’t want commitment, so yes, I try and pick women who feel the same way.”

“Do you ever get it wrong?”

“Sometimes.”

“Then they call you up and tell you they’re in love with you?”

“I try not to let things get that far.”

“So there hasn’t been a single woman you’ve liked enough to want to spend time with when she has her clothes on?”

He stared at her across the table. She kept waiting for him to look away, but he didn’t. The silence stretched on and on, but still he looked at her until her heart started to pound and her stomach felt squirmy. She was fairly sure what was going on in her body had nothing to do with the tequila.

“Ty? Are you going to answer?”

He stirred. “It’s your turn.”

“I can’t remember what you asked me.”

“Why are you dating Josh?”

“Isn’t it obvious? He’s hot. He’s also strong, steady and reliable. He should be perfect for me.”

“Should be?”

“Well, there is that tiny little drawback that I’m not in love with him, but most people don’t let that bother them so hey—” she took a mouthful of coffee “—I’m not going to let it bother me, either. Sex without emotion. I can do that.”

His jaw was firm. “No, you can’t.”

“Why not?”

“Because I know you. You’ll hate yourself.”

“Maybe I won’t.”

“You need to cancel that date.”

“I have no intention of canceling that date.”

He stood up suddenly, and the chair scraped on the floor. “You can’t have sex with him, Bren.”

“Are you telling me what I can and can’t do?”

“I’m offering friendly advice.”

“You don’t look friendly. You look as if you want to kill someone.”

“I don’t want to see you hurt.”

“Funny—no one wants to see me hurt, but they’re the ones doing the hurting. If I want to have sex with Josh, then I will. And it will be my decision. But if you’re worried about Jess, don’t be. We can go back to his place.” She slid off the chair. “I’m glad we had this conversation. I feel I know you better. I’m going to bed now.”

“I’ll help you upstairs.”

“No need. I can manage.” She walked to the stairs and paused. “Do me a favor, Ty?”

“What?”

“Don’t take a shower tonight. I don’t want to think of you naked on the other side of the wall.”

SHE WOKE WHEN the alarm went off, feeling as if her head was trapped between two boulders. To make things worse she had a clear memory of everything that had happened the night before and all the things she’d said.

Oh, crap….

She didn’t want to remember what she’d said.

After glugging down water and swallowing painkillers, she showered and made it to the mountain in time for her first lesson. The sun was blinding, the rays cutting like a blade through her pounding skull as she struggled through the morning.

“So as you complete the turn you need to extend, release, then plant your pole—” She was in the middle of a private lesson when her radio crackled. The slightest noise was agony and she winced. “Excuse me for one minute, Alison.” It was Patrick, one of the newest instructors, asking where she was. “I’m at the top of Moody Moose.” With a throbbing headache. She was willing to bet she was moodier than any moose.

She held the radio as far away from her ear as possible and listened as he outlined the problem. For a moment she forgot about the pain crushing her brain. “What? What are you doing on Black Bear?” She turned away and lowered her voice so that she couldn’t be overheard. “It’s one of the toughest runs in the resort. Why would you take a bunch of six-year-olds up there? They’re babies!”

His voice crackled over the radio as he explained that one of the kids had gone the wrong way, and the others had followed. “They saw a blue sign and thought it was a blue run.”

Brenna didn’t waste time pointing out he should have had firmer control of them.

She glanced across the ridge, knowing it would take her less than five minutes to get to the top of the run where Patrick was trapped. “Stay where you are. I’m coming to help you.”

Thankfully, Alison was a confident skier and together they traversed to the top of Black Bear.

“I don’t see them, and I’ve never skied this run. It looks scary.” Alison peered doubtfully down the slope and then looked back over her shoulder.

“They’re out of sight.” Brenna adjusted her gloves. “The top of Black Bear is deceptively gentle, so I’m guessing they bombed off without waiting and by the time they hit the steep section, it was too late to turn back. We’re going to need to get them down the mountain somehow. I’m so sorry but I need to help Patrick, Alison.”

“Of course you do! We’ll reschedule. I’ll call the Outdoor Center.”

“Would you mind? I feel terrible, but I can’t leave him to deal with this by himself.”

“I’m here for another week, so it’s not a problem. I’m going to take a different route down. Do you want me to call the ski patrol or something?”

Brenna considered the options and shook her head. “We’ll take them down one at a time. It will take a while, but that can’t be helped.”

“What can’t be helped?” Tyler skied up behind her, his black ski suit hugging the muscular contours of his powerful frame.

If the Devil had ever decided to take up skiing he would have worn that suit, Brenna thought, noticing Alison’s expression change.

“You’re—oh, wow—I can’t believe I’ve met you. I mean, I knew you lived around here but—”

“We have babies stuck on Black Bear.” Trying not to think about all the things she’d said to him the night before, Brenna kept her eyes on the horizon.

“Is this a new policy? Challenge them young?”

“It’s not funny, Tyler.” Nothing seemed funny after tequila.

“Are they injured?”

“Not yet.”

“Such an optimist.” Calm, he bent and adjusted his ski boots. “So what’s the plan?”

“It’s too far to get them back up, so I’m going to have to ski down with them. And someone has to stay with the others, so I’ll have to do it one at a time. It will take three runs. The whole of my lesson time with Alison.”

“Hi, Alison.” Tyler gave her a smile that could have melted snow, and Alison smiled back.

“Hi. I think you’re amazing, by the way.” Her face was scarlet. “That downhill run in Beaver Creek was off the scale. You skied like you’d broken out of jail or something.”

Brenna gritted her teeth but Tyler didn’t seem to notice, and if the reference to his past successes bothered him, he didn’t show it. He was charming, charismatic and even gave Alison a couple of tips. By the time she skied away, she was wearing the biggest smile Brenna had ever seen.

“Aren’t you going to follow her?” She told herself that the snap in her voice was the result of her headache, not jealousy. “I think you could get lucky. She’s your type.”

He shifted his weight on his skis and gave her a long look. “I’m going to help you rescue these kids. How many?”

“Four. Two boys, two girls.” She felt small for having thought for a moment that he’d abandon them. Warmth spread through her. “Thanks.”

“Are you feeling well enough to help?”

“Why wouldn’t I be feeling well enough?”

“You don’t have a headache?”

“Not a trace of one.”

He gave a faint smile. “Right. So let’s do this.” He slid forward a short distance and without his body shadowing her, the sun blazed into her face. She didn’t think she’d made a sound, but she must have because he turned his head. “Keep your goggles on,” he advised, “that will help filter the sunlight.”

“I don’t have a problem with sunlight.”

“Honey, that was a grown-up girl’s drinking session, and you have a grown-up girl’s hangover.”

All warmth and good feeling faded. “I’d punch you, but I have children to rescue.”

She skied past him, but not before she’d seen that he was laughing.

He caught up with her easily. “Do you remember anything about last night?”

“All of it.”

“You were—”

“Shut up, Tyler.”

He gave her a look that set her nerve endings tingling. “So here’s the plan. You take one, Patrick can take one and I’ll take two.”

“What?”

“Kids. I’ll take one under each arm.”

“You can’t do that.”

“Why not? I thought you said they were babies?”

“Not literally babies.”

“Let’s take a look and see what we’ve got.” Tyler glided past her and out of sight, leaving her with no choice but to follow.

Patrick, who was in his first season as an instructor, had the four kids huddled at the side of the run. Two of them were crying, one was building a snowman and the other was clearly desperate to ski Black Bear because Patrick had his hand locked in the back of the boy’s jacket and was delivering a lecture on how important it was to listen, follow instructions and not ski off.

Brenna took one look at the determined expression on the boy’s face and glanced at Tyler. “He reminds me of you,” she muttered under her breath as she skied past him to join Patrick.

“I would have been at the bottom by now.” Tyler sat down in the snow next to the boy who was crying. “Hey, there. What’s up?”

The boy stared miserably at the vertical drop stretching below him. “T-too steep.”

“Yeah, it’s steep. Imagine how impressed the kids back home are going to be when you tell them you skied Black Bear.”

“Don’t want to ski it. I’ll fall—” he hiccuped “—or die.”

“You are not going to fall or die. That’s a promise.”

The boy looked unconvinced. “Yeah, I will.”

“No, you won’t,” Tyler said patiently, “because I’ll be holding you. You can’t fall unless I fall, and I’m not going to fall.”

“You don’t know that.”

“I do know that. I always know when I’m going to fall, and it’s not today. What’s your name?”

“Richard.”

Tyler leaned toward the little girl who was shivering with cold. “And what’s your name?”

“Rosie.”

“Pleased to meet you, Richard and Rosie. I’m Tyler. I can get you down this mountain, but I can’t do it if you’re crying because the noise messes with my concentration, and it’s making my friend’s headache worse. You need to do exactly what I say and if you do, you’ll get a medal.”

Richard looked interested. Sniffing, he scrubbed his hand over his nose. “A medal?”

“A medal. You can take it home and hang it on your door. I’ll even take a picture of you wearing it.” He leaned across and tugged up the zip on the little girl’s jacket. “You need to keep that zipped, then you’ll feel warmer. Are you ready?”

“Whatcha gonna do?”

“I’m going to carry you under my right arm.”

“What about my sister?”

“She’ll be under my left arm.” Tyler stood up and stuck his poles deep into the snow at the side of the run. Then he stooped, unclipped their skis and jabbed them into the snow by his poles. “I’ll come back and get those later.”

“Why can’t I keep my skis?”

“Because I don’t want you poking me with them while I’m skiing down.”

“I could carry them down,” Patrick offered, and Tyler’s gaze slid to the boy who had caused the situation.

“I don’t think so,” he drawled. “You’re going to need both hands to handle him.” He stooped and looked the boy in the eye. “You have to do everything Patrick tells you to do, exactly when he tells you to do it. Understood?”

The boy nodded, and Tyler stood still on his skis and let Patrick go first, presumably so that he would be in a position to intervene if necessary.

Brenna felt a lump in her throat.

Damn.

Just when she was totally mad at him, he did something like this.

He was a world-class skier; he griped at the thought of giving lessons to experienced skiers and yet here he was, a small child tucked under each arm and his eyes on the one trying to escape from Patrick. He could have been impatient or irritated, but instead he turned the whole thing into a fun game. He skied steadily, making the steep slope look like the easiest run in the resort. He was a man who could handle anything, and suddenly every emotion she felt seemed magnified.

Watching him, she felt as if her heart were being squeezed. The conversation with her mother had scraped her feelings so that she felt raw and exposed. Unprotected.

Living with him had deepened what she felt for him.

Seeing the way he was with Jess—

Brenna dragged her eyes away from him, wishing she could turn her feelings off or at least turn them down.

She told herself it was the tequila that was making her emotional.

“Are you ready?” She turned to the little girl who had been building the snowman, explained what she wanted her to do, and together they skied down, Brenna holding her all the way.

Tyler was waiting at the bottom, his helmet and goggles lying in the snow at his feet as he laughed and joked with waiting parents who didn’t seem at all alarmed or angry that their children had come down one of the most difficult runs in the resort. And she didn’t need to look far to find the reason for their unusually mellow acceptance.

The reason was standing right in front of her, all six foot three of him.

One of the mothers asked if they could take photos, and Brenna waited for Tyler to refuse, but again he surprised her, posing with each of the children in turn. At the insistence of one of the fathers, he pulled Brenna into the photo, too.

He looped his arm round her shoulder, dragged her against him and she pinned the obligatory smile on her face.

“Great to meet you.” Richard’s father shook Tyler’s hand and then ruffled his son’s hair. “That’s one for the album. Thanks. And thanks to your girlfriend.”

Brenna didn’t dare look at Tyler.

“IT WOULDN’T TURN OFF with the key or the kill switch?” His phone wedged between his shoulder and his jaw, Tyler dumped two cans of tomatoes and a can of beans on top of the meat and turned up the heat.

The food looked unappetizing, and he had a feeling that nothing he did was going to improve the situation. He jabbed at the mixture with a spoon and listened while Jackson outlined the problem. “I’ll do you a deal—you come and fix dinner, and I’ll fix the snowmobile. You’re a better cook than I am.”

Brenna walked into the kitchen, her hair wet from the shower. She was wearing a strappy top with a pair of yoga pants, and her feet were bare. Avoiding his gaze, she walked cautiously across his big open kitchen. Long legs. Bare feet.

Unfortunately, the lack of eye contact did nothing to ease the tension that now seemed to be a permanent part of their relationship.

It wasn’t just living together that had caused the problem, it was the shift in the way they responded to each other.

When he’d encouraged her to speak her mind and be more assertive with people, he hadn’t realized he would be one of those people.

It didn’t matter whether it had been the tequila talking; she’d said things that couldn’t be unsaid.

They’d talked about subjects neither of them had broached before.

Like sex.

Was she planning on having sex with Josh?

He felt something rip through him. An emotion he didn’t recognize and had never felt before.

Jealousy.

He was never jealous. It was ironic that the first time he should experience jealousy would be with Brenna. He’d protected their friendship more carefully than anything else in his life apart from Jess. It shouldn’t matter to him who she saw or what she did.

That wasn’t the way their relationship worked, and it never would be.

Jackson was saying something from the phone but Tyler didn’t hear him.

There was a roaring in his ears, and his brain was doing crazy things.

He wanted to flatten her to the wall and kiss her until she could no longer remember her own name, let alone think about Josh. He wanted to trail his mouth over her bare shoulder and lower. He wanted to rip that inadequate strappy top off her taut, mouthwateringly perfect body and feast on every part of her.

She dragged open the fridge and finally glanced at him, and maybe she saw something in his eyes she hadn’t seen before because she froze. It made him think of a gazelle spotting a lion, afraid to move.

Given that he was on the verge of pouncing, it was an uncomfortable analogy.

She might have been safer with the lion.

He had no right to do this. No right to think thoughts he had no intention of following with actions.

Jackson’s voice came again, sharper this time, and Tyler stirred. “What? Yeah, I’m still here.” He watched as she reached into the fridge. She was fit and strong, slim and toned, and he knew the fact he was salivating had nothing to do with the meal he was cooking.

“Ty? Are you paying attention?” Jackson’s voice came from the phone, irritated, and he forced himself to concentrate.

“Sort of.” His voice was croaky, and he averted his eyes from the perfect dip and curve that was Brenna’s waist and hips. What had she meant by that comment that he didn’t notice her as a woman? Of course he noticed her. He was working so damn hard not to notice her, it was driving him crazy. “I’m here, unfortunately. I wish I wasn’t because then I wouldn’t be the one cooking dinner….” He listened to the predictable brotherly banter, his gaze sneaking back to linger on Brenna’s smooth arms and the straight column of her spine. He’d seen her wearing less in the summer, but somehow this was different. “What? I don’t think what I’m cooking has a name, but it looks as if something died in the pot. Hopefully, this concoction will ensure I never have to cook again. Élise is training Jess, so there’s hope in my future. That’s providing I have a future, which I may not have once I’ve taken a mouthful of this.” He expected Brenna to leave, but instead she sat down at the table and curved her hands round the glass of juice she’d poured, listening.

Her skin was fresh and smooth, her hair the color of oak. She had the sort of face advertising agencies used to promote shampoos and wholesome soap.

Which made his thoughts all the more inappropriate.

She was his best friend.

And Josh was taking her to dinner.

He jammed the spoon in the pot, reasoning that no amount of savage stirring could ruin something that was already ruined. “Is onion supposed to be black? What?” He listened as Jackson spoke. “I’d rather fix the snowmobile than dinner, that’s for sure.”

“Jackson has a problem with one of the snowmobiles?” Brenna half whispered, half mouthed the words so she didn’t interrupt his conversation. “I could go and help.”

Was she looking for an excuse to escape?

He shook his head, even though he knew she was perfectly capable of fixing whatever was wrong. She knew her way around an engine as well as he did. “Do you see a black wire with a white stripe coming from the stator?” He shifted the phone so that he could talk and carry on stirring, not because he thought it would make any difference to the dinner, but because he couldn’t reach out and grab Brenna with a spoon in his hand. “It’s got a bullet-style connector and sometimes that gets knocked out—yeah, that’s right. Did you have the air box off? Well, then, that’s your problem. Without the wire attached, the sled won’t die when you kill it.”

He talked Jackson through the problem, and by the time he ended the call and put his phone down on the table, he was back in control. “I’ve made dinner. My advice? Order takeout.”

“It smells—interesting.” She stood up and walked across to the stove. “What is it?”

“Mexican. Or perhaps I should call it Mess-ican. It has beans and chili and some other stuff. Some of which burned. Blame Jackson. I was distracted. He called at the difficult part when I was frying.”

She rested her hips against the counter. “The difficult part? Do you ever listen to yourself?”

Right now he couldn’t hear a thing over his brain telling him to kiss her.

“I never listen to myself,” he muttered, “because I have crazy ideas.”

“Tyler, you rescued two kids and skied down a slope with one under each arm that ninety percent of the population wouldn’t attempt with both their hands free. And you call this—” she glanced at the food “—difficult?”

“I’d rather ski that slope blindfold than cook dinner.”

“It will be fine.”

“You haven’t tasted it yet.”

“You’re forgetting I’m not much of a cook, either. If the way to a guy’s heart is truly through his stomach, I’m doomed. Whatever you’ve made will be better than what I usually eat.”

Was she interested in Josh’s heart? Or other parts of him?

Tyler groped for his beer and took a big gulp. “So did you speak to Patrick about that incident with the kids?”

“Yes, but he was already freaked out enough without me laying it on. Thanks for helping out. I wanted to thank you yesterday, right after, but you dashed off and then we kept missing each other.”

He’d worked really hard on making sure they kept missing each other. “Anytime.”

“Listen—about the other night and the stuff I said—”

“Forget it.” He glanced up with relief as Jess walked into the room. “Hi, sweetheart. You’re late. Was the bus delayed?”

“Yes.” Without looking at him, Jess made straight for the fridge, and Tyler was about to make a flippant comment about uncommunicative teenagers when he noticed her shoes.

“What happened to you?”

“Nothing happened to me.”

For a moment he forgot about Brenna. “You’re soaked through. You fall in a ditch or something?”

“It’s slippery out there. I’m hoping tomorrow is another snow day.” She poured milk into a glass, her hand shaking so much she sloshed milk onto the floor. “I ripped my jacket. I’ll pay for a new one. Sorry.”

“You don’t have to pay. Since when do you buy your own clothes?”

“If I ruined something, Mom made me pay for it.” She drained the glass and topped it up. “She said if I paid for it, I’d learn to take care of my stuff better.”

Tyler stared at her. “Yeah, well, accidents happen, and I don’t expect you to pay for it. But I’d like to know how it got torn.” Something about the way she held herself, the way she wasn’t looking at him, told him there was more going on than she was telling him. “Did you—”

“Dad! Stop asking questions. I’m clumsy, that’s all.” Moody, scowling, she slammed the fridge door shut and then wrinkled her nose. “What’s that terrible smell?”

“That terrible smell is what happens when you leave me to cook.” Deciding that handling a teenage girl needed the skills of a bomb-disposal expert, he backed off. “It’s ready whenever you’re hungry.”

“I don’t think I’m hungry anymore.” Jess walked across the kitchen and peered cautiously into the pan. “Have you tasted it?”

“Why would I want to do that? I made it. The rest is up to you.” He threw the spoon down, strolled to the table and sprawled in a chair. He was about to put his feet on the table when he caught Jess’s eye.

“You sit down, too, Brenna.” She urged Brenna to the table. “Not this side because I’m going to be cooking and rushing around. Go around and sit next to Dad. I’ll finish off dinner.”

He didn’t want Brenna sitting next to him.

He didn’t want her anywhere near him, but apparently Brenna failed to notice that piece of blatant teenage manipulation because she did as Jess suggested.

“So how was school, Jess?”

Tyler wondered if she’d have more success than he had, but it seemed Jess wasn’t eager to share details of her day with anyone.

“There was no skiing. Enough said.” Jess stuck a spoon in the pot, tasted it cautiously and coughed until her eyes watered. “Dad! How much chili did you put in this?”

“I lost count. Blame your uncle Jackson. He was talking to me.”

“It’s not a good idea to lose count with chili.” Jess guzzled water as if she’d been lost in the desert for a month while Luna nudged her leg hopefully. “You don’t want this, trust me. It would blow your doggie brain.” She rummaged in the cupboards, pulled out more tomatoes and puree and proceeded to add and adjust, tasting all the time.

“She ate your food, Ty, and she’s still alive.” Brenna reached across the table for the juice she’d poured. “It’s a miracle.”

The miracle was that he was managing to keep his hands to himself.

From this position he had a view straight down her top, and his gaze welded itself to the shallow dip between her smooth breasts. He saw creamy skin, a hint of lace and then lost focus.

He didn’t breathe, didn’t move, and when she sat down he sucked in air, feeling as if he’d been smacked in the gut by a heavy object.

Thanks to Jess, she was sitting so close he could see the flecks of green in her eyes and the freckles dusting her nose. He could smell that elusive scent that made him think of the long, slow days of summer.

And he could think of nothing but sex.

Why?

What the hell was wrong with him? Was it the memory of the things she’d said under the influence of tequila, or was it simply that he was jealous of Josh?

He pushed his chair back, an involuntary movement designed to put distance between them. Keeping his eyes away from her shoulders and the smooth skin of her arms, he groped for his beer.

Across from them, Jess served the chili into bowls. “I’ve done my best, but it’s probably still going to make you sweat.”

He couldn’t sweat any more than he was already.

It was having Brenna living here. Under his nose. Walking around in bare feet wearing nothing but a strappy top and clingy yoga pants.

And talking about sex.

He dug his fork into the chili, surprised by how good it tasted. “You’re a genius, Jess.”

The moody, sullen expression vanished and was replaced by a smile. “You made it. All I did was adjust it a little bit.” She glanced at him and grinned. “Okay, I adjusted it a lot.”

Somehow they made it through dinner, although he had no idea what they talked about.

Brenna had the sense not to mention school again and instead turned the conversation to skiing.

Still, Tyler could think of nothing but sex.

He ate quickly, decided against a second helping and swept his empty plate off the table. “Excuse me, ladies, I need to go take a cold shower.” He stood up, banging against the table in his attempt not to look at Brenna.

“Now?” Judging from the look Jess gave him, he might as well have announced that he was taking up ballet.

“Yes, now. Cooking is sweaty work.”

“Brenna and I are going to watch skiing. Will you join us?”

“Sorry, sweetheart, not tonight.” Even the rush of guilt wasn’t enough to make him give a different answer. “I have to help Uncle Jackson with that snowmobile.”

Jess cleared the bowls. “After your shower?”

He opened his mouth but was unable to think of a single, logical explanation, mostly because there wasn’t one. Logic had left the room along with self-restraint. “Last time I checked, a man was allowed to decide when to take a shower in his own house. Thanks for rescuing dinner. I’ll see you later.”

In the end, he abandoned the cold shower in favor of leaving the house as fast as possible. He grabbed his jacket, whistled to Ash and stepped out into the cold.

He walked along snow-covered trails toward the barn where they kept the snowmobiles and the rest of the outdoor equipment.

Jackson was lying on his back, fiddling with the snowmobile and using words that would have made his grandmother frown. Words that grew worse when Ash bounded over and landed on him.

“I thought you were training that stupid dog.”

“It’s a work in progress.” Tyler strolled around the snowmobile. “So far there’s not been much progress.”

“You’re not kidding.” But he ruffled Ash’s fur before he pushed him off. “So how was dinner?”

“I was cooking it, which should give you a clue. Fortunately, Jess came and rescued the food.”

“That explains why you’re alive. So if you’re not here to tell me you’ve poisoned yourself and only have an hour to live, what are you doing here?” Jackson tested the snowmobile. “This machine is dead. I changed the plugs, but they’re full of fuel when I take them out.”

“Well, at least you know you’re getting fuel, so that’s not the problem. Sounds like the inlet needles are sticking to the carbs.” Tyler pulled off his gloves and crouched down next to his brother.

For the next hour they worked together on the snowmobile, and then Kayla walked in holding two mugs of coffee. Maple, their miniature poodle, was at her feet.

“I thought you might—oh, hi, Tyler! I didn’t know you were here.”

Ash spotted Maple and bounded toward him.

“Sit!” Tyler bellowed, and Ash screeched to a halt, hesitated and then sprang again, but the brief delay had given Kayla a chance to put the mugs on the floor and scoop up Maple.

“Get that animal under control!”

“Believe it or not that is the under-control version.” Tyler stood up and pushed Ash’s rump to the floor. “Sit means your butt engages with the floor.”

Ash wagged his tail, his gaze fixed on Maple.

“The dog wants to play.” Jackson stood up and wiped his hands on a rag. “He’s not going to hurt her.”

“Maybe not intentionally, but Ash playing is enough to end Maple!” Kayla held the little dog close but Maple wriggled. “Do you have a death wish or something? I brought you coffee but most of it is on the floor now.”

“So I see.” Jackson leaned forward and kissed her slowly, taking his time.

Ash whined.

“Cover your eyes, buddy,” Tyler muttered, “this is only the beginning.”

Kayla eased away from Jackson. “How are you finding living with Brenna?”

Difficult.

And she was the one who had put him in this position.

Knowing that, he gave her the answer he knew she wouldn’t want. “We’ve barely seen each other.”

Predictably, Kayla’s face fell. “Really?”

“We’ve been out doing our own thing. I was a bit worried she might be lonely so it’s good to know she’s seeing Josh.”

“Seeing Josh?” Kayla’s appalled expression made it clear she didn’t know. “Since when has she been seeing Josh?”

“How would I know? Her love life is her own business.” He gave her a pointed look, and she had the grace to blush.

“Tyler—”

“The two of them have been friends a long time. Josh is a good man. I’m happy for her.” He wasn’t happy at all. And he wanted to savage Josh. “This thing is fixed so I should be getting back.”

He picked up his gloves, whistled to Ash and left Kayla to stew.