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Prologue

From whatever place I write,

you will expect that part of my “Travels”

will consist of the excursions in my own mind.

—Samuel Taylor Coleridge

As I approached death hours after giving birth to Zati, my hospital bed floated above blue water. My body felt weightless, my head light and airy. The salty freshness of the sea penetrated my nostrils; foamy waves swallowed the pains in my womb. A woman stood above the sea, her smile as bright as the colors that crowned her.

“Iris,” she said, leaning toward my bed, “I am here to grant you your last wish.”

“Who are you?” I whispered, blinded by a surge of intertwining colors.

“I am Aïda Wedo,” she said while tenderly stroking my hair. “Your great-great-great-grandmother was a good African who lived by the laws of her ancestors,” she went on. “To reward her for all she has done to keep our traditions alive, I am here to grant her last wish. All that she wanted was for me to come to those who carry her blood and grant them their last wish.”

In a skeptical voice, I asked, “Can you grant me life?”

“Only God, our Granmèt, can decide who should live or die.”

I thought for a moment and decided that I wanted my daughter to know how I came into the world that I believed I was about to leave. I did not want her to feel rootless, trapped in a world of darkness. Although I doubted her power to grant my wish, I told Aïda Wedo I wanted my daughter to know my life story so that she could understand who she is.

“That will be no problem,” she promised.

“How will Zati know my story after I’m gone?” I asked, looking into her glowing eyes.

“When you reach your destination, all you must do is write it. I’ll take care of the rest.”

“I . . . I don’t understand,” I stammered.

Aïda Wedo shook her head as if she pitied me. “You may be a daughter of Guinen, but you are unfamiliar with our ways. Everything will become clear when you leave this world.” She flashed a mocking smile. “I guess that is what happens to Haitian children raised in foreign lands, away from their ancestors’ wisdom. Perhaps one day, when the spirits of great men like Toussaint Louverture return to Haiti, our children will not have to cross the waters to find a better life.” She became pensive and then said, “You will reach a gate at the end of your journey. Knock three times. If your time has come, it will open for you. If God, our Granmèt, is not ready for you, He will send you back to resume your life.”

Stories of my great-grandmother coming back from death invaded my mind, and I thought in a flicker of hope that perhaps the same miracle could happen to me. A dimmer, more subdued hue that seemed like dawn replaced Aïda Wedo’s presence, and she vanished as suddenly as she had appeared. Just as immediately, I left behind the weary body that had housed my soul.

I have no idea how long it took to reach the end of the journey, but when I came to a door and knocked three times, as Aïda Wedo had suggested, it opened to a landscape of trees. Colorful daisies, lilies, roses, and hyacinths surrounded a cascade of the clearest water. A cushioned chair, along with a desk with a pen and paper, had been placed in the center of a grassy field.

“Welcome,” said a deep male voice.

I looked around but saw no one.

“Greetings to you, Miss Odys,” said the same voice. “I was told your last wish is to write your life story. You have everything you need.”

As I sat on the chair, I contemplated the surroundings with its blend of colors that reminded me of a Monet painting. The gurgling sound of water was as enchanting as Debussy’s fluid and soothing melodies. I held my head in my hands, watched the steady flow of water, and thought of the newborn daughter I had left behind.

“You may begin now,” urged the voice. “Write the first word and the Holy Spirit will inspire you along the way. One more thing: Should you feel the need to know about someone close to you, just look into the water. You will see and hear that person.”

The Holy Spirit then opened the window of my soul. Thoughts and words poured forth; past events gushed and multiplied. The story I had to tell seized me and flooded my mind with vivid memories.